(a)

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When Kaohsiung dances, his movements are gentle, his steps are firm, and the hints given are sure and clear, dancing with him, in fact, the traffic is comfortable, and he feels that he is as light as a cloud, and after a few turns, he can't help but be intoxicated.

However, I have always resisted dancing with him. Because, when he was held in his arms, he could always feel a strong aggressive intent, rushing towards him from the direction he was. He was always holding me tighter and tighter, getting closer and closer to him, until I felt that I couldn't bear it anymore and pushed him away with all my might, or put my foot on his leather shoes.

"It's just a dance, why are you always as nervous as a fight? Why do you keep pushing me hard as if I were a faulty revolving door? Kaohsiung said.

He said, "I have no animosity towards you. You're right to me, yes? ”

I said, "If you stay honest in the gentleman's zone all the time, you won't arouse the hostility of others." ”

He grinned.

I said, "What are you laughing at?" ”

He said, "I'm so embarrassed. I have always had only the heart of a gentleman, but I never had the appearance of a gentleman. Are you disappointed? ”

I shook my head. I said, "I'm used to it." ”

Kaohsiung showed a bold smile again and said, "What a confidant." ”

(b)

One year, I once showed Kaohsiung a cooperative innovation plan of the publishing house and asked him if he was willing to give it a fund.

Kaohsiung briefly looked at two pages: "Writing so much is nothing more than nonsense." ”

He then picked up a pen and signed to agree to the funding.

I looked at him in amazement.

"It's beautiful to have such big eyes," he said. ”

I bit my lip and looked away.

"It's a little smaller now, but it's still beautiful," he said. ”

I said, "It's all nonsense, why did you sign it?" ”

Kaohsiung said, "Because you took it." ”

"Whether it's a publisher or a plan, it doesn't matter to me whether they succeed or fail," he said. I only care, what I really need to care. ”

There was silence for a few seconds.

I said, "Thank you for your generosity. In the evening, I came over with Mr. Yichen to invite you to dinner. ”

I turned and walked towards the door, and I pulled it open.

"That, Heart." Kaohsiung said behind him.

I stopped.

Kaohsiung said: "Yesterday, I had a drink with your assistants. ”

I said, "I know, I asked them to stay with you." ”

Kaohsiung said: "They asked me what kind of woman is the most beautiful. ”

I said, "I don't want to know about the conversation of your men's gatherings." ”

Kaohsiung said, "But I want you to know how I answered." ”

I said, "Say it." ”

Kaohsiung said: "I said, the woman you have loved for a long time, but you have never been able to catch up, is the most beautiful." ”

Takao sat in a chair, across the room, looking at me. He said, "Really? ”

I didn't speak.

"They all agree with that," he said. What about you? ”

I took a breath. I said, "I'm not a man. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Actually, it's the other way around. For a woman, the man she has loved for a long time, but she has never been able to get, will become a myth in her heart. No one can surpass him. ”

I forcefully pulled the door open again and said, "See you in the evening." ”

Kaohsiung persevered in the back and finally said, "You can't get him." You can't get him to get you either. No matter how much you miss and follow, you can't get him to get you. ”

I'm already in the hallway. The door slowly closed behind him.

In the evening, I didn't go to dinner with Kaohsiung. Mr. Yichen went by himself.

According to Mr. Yichen, Kaohsiung seems to have known for a long time that I will not go for a while.

When Mr. Yichen explained to him why I couldn't go, he picked up a piece of fruit with a fork, put it in his mouth and started chewing.

He said to Mr. Yichen: "The biggest beauty of working with women is that everything is not always necessary. ”

He said, "Agreed?" ”

(c)

Skyscraper. I rode the transparent landscape elevator with Kaohsiung and flew straight down the outside of the building.

Outside the glass of the elevator, there is a colorful city, and the lights of thousands of homes are bright, dimming the light of the starry sky.

I don't like the brightness of it. It contains a certain blunt, arrogant, superficial quality.

The lights of the city are only suitable for looking down, and the stars in the sky can only be looked up.

"Do you know why you're always unhappy?" Kaohsiung said behind me.

I said, "Why?" ”

He said, "For the power you desire is not the power of mortal earth." You want to bring the dead back to life, you want to stop death. You hope for something that is impossible in the mortal world. You have longed for the power of the Creator. ”

I said, "So, I'm going to be damned, right?" So, he's going to judge me not to be happy, isn't he? ”

Kaohsiung said: "You will be disappointed. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Who has succeeded in preventing death since the beginning of human history? We're just a piece of dust on this planet. You can't turn the tide of life and death on your own. ”

He said, "If you keep this desire in your heart, then you will miss out on this precious life." ”

I looked at Kaohsiung.

Our shadows are cast on the surface of the glass, in the strange changes of light.

With a clang, the elevator stopped.

Kaohsiung made a "please" gesture. We stepped out of the elevator and came to the shopping street in the lobby.

Standing in front of many huge poster light boxes, I said to Kaohsiung, "I don't care. Even if I miss out on all the beauty and enjoyment of this life, I don't care at all. ”

Kaohsiung said: "You can't let him come back to your life. ”

"What you need is to let go of him and start over," he said. ”

I shook my head.

I said, "No." I have to find a way to break death. I had to stop the violent death from coming to him again. I know that there is such a door, and that someone has already crossed that door. Have you ever been to Nanhua Temple? Have you ever seen those monks sitting there for thousands of years? Why don't they go into the ground? Why should they sit there, and their flesh will not rot and they will not fall? They just want to tell us that there is a way to get rid of life and death, that some people have walked this path, that some people have discovered the truth, and that some people have achieved freedom in life and death! ”

I said, "Absolutely. I just want to have the power of the Creator! ”

I looked at Kaohsiung, my chest heaving.

I said, "If I can get this kind of power, I will miss out on all happiness forever, and I will be willing." ”

I said, "All life desires to live and does not want to die." I am not just for myself or for him, I am willing to seek such power on behalf of all life. No matter how difficult the road is or how long the time is, my wish is like a void, boundless and endless. ”

Kaohsiung stood there, listening to my words.

He reached out and patted me on the shoulder.

He said, "Okay. Xinxin, your lofty ambitions and profound aspirations have always been admired and admired by me. It's just that extraordinary ambitions, if they are to be realized, also need to pay an extraordinary price. Do you understand? ”

I said, "Understood." But that's worth it. ”

Kaohsiung patted me on the shoulder again. He pointed to the shopping street and said, "Now, let's go get something to eat?" ”

He said, "I won't advise you anymore." I get you. ”