(a)

One year, a fashion outfit designed by Sue won a major award. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info

This is a very remarkable honor that has allowed Sue to become one of the top designers in one fell swoop.

The award ceremony was grand. But Sue sat on the award table and didn't look very happy.

At the ceremony, she looked a little restless, and even got up and left the venue, walking alone in the corridor for a while.

Anyone who knows Su knows that she is looking forward to and waiting for Kaohsiung's appearance. Although the relationship between them is well known, Su's heart is still in love and hopes to rely on Kaohsiung. She is looking forward to sharing this radiant moment of her life with Kaohsiung.

Kaohsiung's lack of interest in fashion and awards is also well known. Therefore, everyone who knows Kaohsiung thinks that he will not appear at the venue.

In fact, Kaohsiung's absence from Su's social life is already the norm that everyone is used to.

However, just as Sue was slowly walking back to the venue from the hallway, she saw Kaohsiung coming in from another entrance and was striding towards the venue.

He had a trench coat on his arm and an entourage behind him.

His intrusion caused a small commotion in the room.

Su saw some of the people next to her seat stand up respectfully, give way to Kaohsiung, and help Kaohsiung look around for Su.

Sue heard Kaohsiung whisper to her assistant that he could only stay here for 20 minutes.

Kaohsiung is asking how long it will be Su's turn to take the stage to accept the award.

Su stood on her high heels from afar, crossed her arms, and looked at Kaohsiung.

A few years later, when Su talked about this moment, her heart was still fluctuating and she couldn't help herself.

Su said that on that day, Kaohsiung traveled 3/4 of the world to come. Sue said his arrival gave the award a real meaning.

Sue said to me, "Actually, I'm going to fight for that award just so that he can see me starry in front of everyone." ”

Sue said that he, having flown so far and appearing in this hall, was to tell me that he had always known very well that everything I was fighting for was so that he could see me.

"It was at that moment that I realized that I had misunderstood Kaohsiung," Su said. Before, I thought that there were problems between us because Kaohsiung didn't understand me. But it was then that I discovered that Kaohsiung was probably the only person in the world who knew me all the time. It is precisely because he knows me better than I know even myself that he is naturally not obsessed with me. I can't expect him to be as obsessed with me as a normal man after he knows me so thoroughly. ”

She said: "It was also from that moment that I realized that no matter whether Kaohsiung still loved me or not, he had always been gentle and compassionate to me. That may be a deeper kind of love than the love of men and women. Much bigger, much longer, much softer, much more peaceful. ”

Sue said: "I know that this narrative is very confusing and a little confusing. ”

Sue looked at me and said, "But, I'm sure you can understand." ”

- She was right. I can understand.

――But not at the time, you could understand it.

(b)

That day, when Su walked to the seat through the side door, Kaohsiung hunched his body slightly and stood up from the seat.

All eyes are on this famous couple.

Su chose a row of seats behind Kaohsiung. Although the seats around Kaohsiung have been specially vacated by everyone.

The couple shook hands with each other across the back of their chairs and put their cheeks on their cheeks as a greeting.

From time to time, Kaohsiung turned back from the front row. The couple whispered a few words.

After 12 minutes, Sue took the stage to claim the prize.

When Su returned to the seating area, Kaohsiung overwhelmed everyone around him with a kind of aggressive posture that excluded everyone from taking the lead, and no one dared to reach out to Su before him.

So, Sue had no choice at all. She could only smile and be the first to hold Kaohsiung's hand again.

Kaohsiung once again congratulated her.

Kaohsiung used a lot of strength to hold her hand tightly.

Sue later told me that he had exerted so much force that in an instant she felt every particle of matter in her entire soul and body hurtling towards him at the speed of a meteor. At the time, there was one word in her head: "gravitational force".

Just when Su felt like she was falling apart, Kaohsiung pulled her towards him and kissed her on the cheek.

Kaohsiung whispered in her ear, "Trust me, Sue. You can do everything, even without me. ”

Sue stood there, distracted by his public kiss, completely oblivious to when and where he was.

Kaohsiung said apologetically: "I beg your pardon, I have to catch a plane and have to leave now." ”

Sue didn't react at all.

After Kaohsiung shook hands with her for the third time, he picked up his windbreaker and passed by her, bringing a small whirlwind.

Sue felt the long fringed earrings sway slightly. She couldn't help but let her eyes follow Kaohsiung and the equally tall and burly retinue, and she turned her head to see them walking through the aisle without looking back to the applause of the audience, disappearing outside the door they had entered not long ago.

(c)

Then Sue suddenly found herself surrounded by enthusiastic smiling faces and arms.

Su smiled and shook hands mechanically, feeling like a dream.

Su later said: "Some people may feel that my insistence on property issues is too harsh, which has also caused a bad relationship with Kaohsiung. Or, you see me the same way. ”

I said, "No." During that time, you didn't have a good relationship, mainly because of Kaohsiung's problems. ”

Su said, "You're welcome. Even if you think it's my problem, I can't say that you're wrong. It's just that I wish I had the opportunity to tell you these stories. I believe that after listening to the story, your judgment will be different. ”

"It's sometimes hard for people to explain their actions and they can't control their choices," Sue said. Sometimes, although it is shown that they are hurting each other, it may not be like that. ”

"There are actually a lot of ways to say, 'I'm missing,' Sue said. When you can't say it in a good way, perhaps, you will choose to say it in a bad way. ”

I said, "Yes." I understand. Sometimes, when I can't say I love you, I can only say it in the way I hate you. ”

(iv)

"Brother Kaohsiung, the matter between your husband and wife, maybe I, as an outsider, shouldn't say anything," I said to Kaohsiung, "But, in any case, Su was married back by you voluntarily, and she is the mother of your children, even if you have no love for her, at least you should have love and respect." ”

I said, "It's not right for a person to be sad all the time. ”

Kaohsiung said: "I have love and respect for her. If she doesn't break enough in love, she won't understand the illusion of love, and she will continue to base her expectations of happiness on this illusory basis, like a child building a castle on the beach, completely unaware that the next tide will come, and everything will be destroyed. I couldn't bear to see her go through that kind of disillusionment. Now keep training her, she will become independent and strong, and she will fade away from unrealistic dreams of love. It's growth. I never destroyed her. I've always been there for her. ”

Kaohsiung said: "What I did to her is no different from what you have experienced. ”

Kaohsiung said: "Women are sometimes like children. The real help is to make her an adult. ”

Kaohsiung said: "I absolutely have respect and love for Su. ”

I said, "The illusion of love, that's what you said." ”

Kaohsiung grinned: "This is what I educate others. As for myself, I may not be able to see it so thoroughly. Many people have double standards for others and themselves. I think, as you know, I'm not exactly what I say and do. ”

I said, "Scoundrel again!" ”

Kaohsiung said: "How can there be! I have always been full of love for women. ”

I said, "Love? Then, you are also merciful to me, right? ”

Kaohsiung said, "No. It's a pity. It's a pity for him. He trusts you so much, and you can't stand up. ”