(a)

I was like a captive, held tightly in his broad arms by Kaohsiung. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

I followed him around the dance floor in a panic, my heart full of the desire to resist and escape, completely unaware of the rhythm of the current music, and I kept stepping on Kaohsiung's leather shoes, causing him to grin exaggerated and ugly.

Kaohsiung grabbed me tightly and kept wrapping his arms around my waist, forcing me closer to him as if I were a fragrant trophy he deserved.

I had been secretly gritting my teeth, quietly pushing outwards to resist his hug.

However, in the face of Kaohsiung's stubborn will, my resistance seemed so weak and powerless that it was completely useless.

Whenever I pushed him harder, he would put more force around me and pull harder in his direction. So, the dance ended up dying of exhaustion. I felt like I was fighting a big bear. I was jumping out of breath and sweating profusely.

Kaohsiung forcibly controlled my struggles while whispering in my ear: "Why do you always avoid me, why do you always push me away so desperately?" Have I hurt you in history? He said this with a slightly hurt look on his face.

That's what makes my heart soften. I slowly stopped struggling, and when I stopped struggling, the muscles in his arm began to relax.

We silently danced another song.

I kept stepping on his shoes. His shoes were so expensive that I couldn't help but feel guilty in my heart.

Kaohsiung didn't care about this at all.

He said, "Have you been dancing like this all your life?" Can't you just relax and enjoy dancing and music? You're not resisting rape, why are you so nervous? ”

He said, "I don't care about the melodies, I don't care how I walk, I can use whatever rhythm you want." ”

He said, "When you dance with me, you can do whatever you want, don't worry about so much, you can go however you want." ”

He saw me secretly looking at his leather vamps covered in high heel prints.

He said: "Leather shoes are nothing, they are not worth a few dollars. You are jumping in my arms at the moment, let me hug me tightly, nothing breaks your heart, there is no hidden danger of traffic accidents, this is not easy. ”

The big truck popped into my mind. I felt dizzy.

Why did he mention a traffic accident?! That's why I don't want to see him again. As long as he's here, I can't escape the shadows of the past!

I bit my lip and stopped talking.

(b)

I don't know if it was my abandonment of resistance that caused Kaohsiung to have a wrong understanding.

Towards the end of the third dance, I felt his body leaning in again with a clear offensive tendency. He leaned in to the maximum extent that a public occasion would allow. Then, he only stayed for a second, and he crossed that limit!

I was taken aback!

I felt his hand reach behind my top and he started caressing my skin behind my back.

I felt like I had been touched by a wire, and my whole body trembled.

Kaohsiung's hand paused, and then, he continued his actions. He ran very gently down my back, all the way to my waist.

His hand went around my waist and began to attack in front of me. My breathing became rapid, and my cheeks flushed.

When he touched my boobs, I couldn't take it anymore!

I reflexively kicked him hard!

The kick must have been so hard that Takao's hand immediately let go, and then he left me and bent down to stroke his calf bones.

At that moment, I turned and flew out of the crowd.

I felt the big bear hit someone's shoulder all the way from behind, and it began to chase me in stride.

(c)

I fled into the dressing room in a panic.

Just as I was about to close the powder room door, Kaohsiung's arm reached in from the outside, blocking between the door leaf and the door frame.

I won't be able to close the door again unless he breaks his arm.

Kaohsiung slammed the door open, and the door slammed against the wall.

He stepped in and grabbed my arm.

Without saying a word, he grabbed my arm and shoved me inside, and I was thrust into a couch in the dressing room with a thud.

Kaohsiung turned the doorknob of the room with one hand, and with a click, the door was locked by him.

Panic suddenly froze my mind.

I began to look around with my eyes for something to protect. But there was nothing but a couple of pillows around.

When I saw Kaohsiung start to take off his shirt and throw it aside, I suddenly tensed up, and I pulled the power cord of a lamp next to the sofa out of the socket. Then I tried to grab the lamp in my hand.

As soon as I grabbed the lamp, I was caught by Kaohsiung on the wrist.

He easily snatched the lamp from me.

When he placed the lamp high out of my reach, I threw out a pillow and smashed it in his face.

He caught the pillow that had fallen, and he said, "Is this your weapon?" Xinxin, you can't stop me. ”

(iv)

I huddled on the couch, overwhelmed, and prayed inwardly: let him not see me! Let him get out of here!

That day, just when I thought Kaohsiung would come closer again, he sat down on the couch away from me.

He bent down, untied his shoelaces, pulled up his trouser legs, and looked at where I had just kicked.

I looked at him awkwardly from the couch.

I saw a large bruise on his calf and it was starting to swell.

I was ashamed of my actions. How could I do this to him? After so many years, today is the first time we have met. Anyway, Brother Kaohsiung is also our benefactor. He has given you so much help and has been so considerate and supportive of our love.

Kaohsiung looked at the lump for a moment, then lowered his trouser leg.

He looked up into my eyes.

He sighed.

I bowed my head deeply in his sigh.

Kaohsiung said: "Alas, fate, I said a long time ago, as soon as I see you, I will be hurt, sometimes physically, sometimes mentally. You seem to be my natural nemesis. ”

I whispered, "I'm sorry who made your hands not honest!" ”

Kaohsiung said: "I don't want to insult you, I knew you when you weren't wearing a bra, if I didn't insult you, I would have done it a long time ago, why wait until you are about to be old now?" ”

He said I'm almost old now? I was secretly annoyed in my heart.

He said: "For such a long time, you have been running away from me, refusing to contact me, dancing with other men when you see me, constantly pushing me when you play with me, stepping on my leather shoes with all kinds of holes, I just wonder if you will also have dinosaur-like armor and skin on your body?" Just wanted to see if you were born with prickly all over your body! ”

I snorted, and I said, "The groping hands on the bus all hold your claim." ”

Kaohsiung said: "Salty pig hands? I? I'm too lazy to do that tasteless thing! ”

He said, "I just want you to figure out what the most I'm going to do to you when you allow me to come close, is just to touch you." ”

He said: "Xinxin, after so many years, what am I thinking in my heart, don't you still understand? I'm just because, just, just naturally subtle, not good at confession. ”

Hearing him describe himself as "naturally reserved", I couldn't help but shudder.

He said: "Xinxin, you are the first woman I like, and the only one so far. I've liked you for a long time from when you were a kid until now, and I'm a normal man. I will crave to touch your body. ”

"If you allow me to come near you, I'll touch your body like that," he said. ”

He said, "You've just experienced it. Does that hurt you? Does that hurt you even a hair? ”

He said, "Is that more unbearable than the one you kicked me?" ”

I said, "That's my body, not a lamp pole that you can touch at will." I didn't agree with you doing that! ”

Kaohsiung said: "I know you didn't agree with me. But if I keep waiting, will you have a time to agree? Not at all! ”

He said: "For so long I have been waiting for your consent, waiting far away for your call, and without your consent, without your call, I have remained quiet and have done nothing. ”

He said, "But what have I been waiting for?" ”