(a)

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After the hospital and Kaohsiung parted, we didn't see each other again for a long time.

I'm ashamed that in the days when we didn't see each other, I never took the initiative to think of him. Whether it's going well or when it's hard.

Even in those moments when I felt the loneliest, I never had Kaohsiung in my mind.

As he told me that day, he came to see me, told me about the situation after your death, and the next day went out to help his father take care of the new factory. I went and never came back.

I didn't use my phone at that time. Later, I graduated, went to a new school, and changed my postal address.

However, if he wants to contact me, he must have a way to get in touch.

Obviously, he didn't have to contact me again. I was like an ostrich at that time, burying my head in the sand day and night to escape from reality, surviving for a long time, and of course I would not take the initiative to contact him.

So, we were separated for many years, and we didn't hear from each other.

However, then I understood that no communication was just me. In fact, Kaohsiung has been watching me from afar all those years, and he has also helped and supported me in many ways silently, anonymously, and without me noticing.

In my life, there are too many places to live up to Kaohsiung.

(b)

The next time I saw Kaohsiung, it was at a wedding banquet.

In my life, I almost never attend weddings. Even if there are serious consequences socially, even if it is the wedding of relatives and friends in the family, I will quit if I can. Anyone I've worked with knows that.

I've had an aversion to going to weddings since I was a kid. This habit was brought with me from my previous life. Because I was forced to marry Liu Shen in my previous life, I had a serious psychological shadow on the wedding. This shadow is cast into this life as life flows.

Watching the bride and groom holding hands with each other and looking at each other affectionately makes me feel psychologically unbearable. I hate the festive and boisterous atmosphere.

However, it is difficult for people to live their lives according to their own wishes.

Sometimes, I was forced to be dragged to some weddings.

That trip was supposed to be for work, and I didn't go to the wedding party. In fact, I don't know the bride and groom. I was dragged by a colleague who was traveling with me. It was one of her relatives.

Because one of the wedding celebrants she had invited suddenly fell ill, she asked me to go with her to replace her temporarily.

I was so embarrassed to face her invitation!

But I can't name any reason why I don't want to attend any wedding. I also don't want others to know about the trauma in my heart.

She kept saying to me, "Go, go, heart!" Please! Anyway, you can't work on weekends, and you stay alone in a hotel room, which is the work of a lunch, and you have to have lunch anyway. Go ahead. Don't make me lose face. ”

She said: "The wedding is very large, you go up and say a few words, and then you are casual, and no one knows you." ”

After some hesitation, I finally reluctantly agreed.

As a result, this wedding reception became one of the few weddings I have ever attended in my life. After this time, I avoided similar occasions even more firmly than before.

I regret attending this wedding reception very much.

(c)

As I expected, I felt all kinds of sadness in my heart during the wedding. The muscles on my face have become as if they don't belong to me because of the disguised smile.

Finally it was time for me to finish my bench and finally be able to blend in with the crowd for a while, and I plunged headlong into the densest part of the crowd and drank a cocktail in one gulp.

Just as I reached for a second cup, I heard a familiar voice behind me: "Aha! Heart! Miss Heart! Is it really you? Oh my God, you're a great beauty! I didn't expect you to come too! What a providence! ”

I looked back in surprise to see Kaohsiung's eyes eagerly watching me less than 30 centimeters away.

I was taken aback, and I couldn't help but take a step back and get as far away from him as possible.

I muttered, "Brother Kaohsiung." Long time no see. I didn't expect to meet here. ”

I later learned that it wasn't a coincidence at all, and that he had been staring at me all the time. After such a long time, he thought that the time was ripe for us to meet again, so he flew here for 20 hours, pretending to meet me by chance.

The appearance of Kaohsiung made the boring wedding even heavier in an instant.

Compared with the stranger's wedding, the painful memory of Kaohsiung's close association with him is even more unbearable for me.

I felt that it was hard to breathe in front of him.

So, that day, I kept trying to avoid Kaohsiung with reasonable reasons.

I suddenly became enthusiastic about weddings, and I was involved in a lot of things that I didn't need to be involved in.

When the violinist's music played, I fled like a fish out of the net into the arms of the first man who came up and invited me to dance.

I absentmindedly circled around the field. Although this matter is also very annoying to him, at least he can not face Kaohsiung for a while. The pool of sticky blood under the outer wall of the training ground will not resurface.

I closed my eyes and prayed that something would happen to him and leave quickly.

However, when I opened my eyes, it was clear that he was still there. He was always in the crowd, staring at me with burning eyes.

I felt Takao's burning gaze constantly projecting on my skin. I felt distraught.

My pointed-toe heels kept stepping on each other's shoes.

The other party kept baring his teeth, but forced a smile and said that it didn't matter.

At the end of the first dance, the other party took me back to where I had just stood up. Then he hid behind politeness and fled in a puff of smoke. I think he's had enough.

Just as another man was walking towards me, I saw Takao appear behind him. Tall, muscular Kaohsiung grabbed him by the shoulders from behind and shoved him to the side.

Kaohsiung looked at me and said to the man without looking back, "I have something to look for her, you can do it next time." ”

The expression on the man's face changed for a moment, and then he saw Kaohsiung's head, and then Kaohsiung's face.

When he saw Kaohsiung's face, his expression suddenly softened respectfully.

He nodded to Kaohsiung with a smile and said, "Mr. Gao! It's okay, it's okay, you can jump the next one too. I remember, I still have a call back. ”

With that, he really took out his mobile phone, pretended to be on the phone, and left the dance floor circle.

Before I could say yes, Kaohsiung reached out with lightning and dragged me into his arms.

His hands cuffed my wrists like a pair of handcuffs.

He looked at me, bared his big teeth, and said with a smile on his face: "Xinxin, enjoy your face and dance with your old friend, since you have danced with men you don't know." ”

Countless memories poured in from the open door of memory, as unstoppable as the enemy army swarmed in after the city was broken.

I think of Kaohsiung's care for you and all the help you have given me.

I can't say to him: no.

Although I would love to say: I don't want to dance at all. I just want to get out of this place quickly.