Love is like a piece of chocolate, it's sweet in the mouth, but when the tongue touches the cocoa, you find it bitter. At this time, it is mixed with a little sweetness secreted by saliva, and there is acid from nowhere.

I hadn't spoken to the green bow girl for a while, and I felt like it was all my unrequited love, and the girls in the class helped me with it. At the meeting, my brothers advised me to let it go. Lin Ye told me even more seriously, men should also have dignity, and now even if she is stripped naked and stands in front of you, you can't be tempted by her. Now that I think about it, it's really a wise saying. It's a pity that I didn't listen to it at the beginning.

The semester is almost over, the final exams are approaching, and everyone is busy with exams. Pre-exam raids, cheat sheets, and finding teachers...... In order to be able to pass, everyone is doing their best. The library has large desks, comfortable stools, and more importantly, more than the bishop's classroom, so the library study room is always full. Unless someone helps you get a seat, you have to go early every day. After all, it was the first semester of our freshman year, and we lost the seriousness of high school after class, that is, we raised the spirit of 12 points when the teacher assigned the key points in the last class. What's more, I have participated in so many activities and clubs, and I have to discover "beauty", experience my love life, and always feel that my life is hanging by a thread.

Although I usually don't skip class, and I always leave a good impression on the teachers who actively answer questions in class, my foundation is not very solid, and I can't remember so many knowledge points for a while, and my usual score is only 40% at most, and I have to fail if I don't pay attention. In particular, VB programming, which will be tested on the second day, is different from the teaching method that combines theory and practice in middle school. In desperation, I asked the teacher for the courseware and planned to study it by myself in the dormitory. Who knows that when you open the courseware, you feel as if you haven't learned this course at all, except for the first one about the introduction, you know what it is, and the more you look at it, the more confused you become, what if then, what do loop...... It can only be studied slowly.

Just as I was about to memorize the code and formula in the courseware, she came to text her...... She didn't bring a computer, and she also felt that her VB was not good, could you let me help her at night. Oh my god, I haven't figured it out myself, how can I help you? Although I thought so in my heart, I immediately cleaned it up, and ran to the classroom she said without eating dinner with my notebook.

There was another couple in the classroom who was reviewing in addition to the two of us, so our voices were very quiet. I opened the courseware on the computer and asked her to start reading from the first page, and I could also learn on the sidelines and memorize the formulas by the way. She took out a bag of sugar-fried chestnuts and handed it to me to thank me for helping her. Mom, this warms me up, and I haven't had dinner. So the two of us looked at the courseware again and again, peeled the chestnuts and ate them again. Where is this review, it feels like a little couple watching a movie. At some point, the couple was gone, and we were the only ones left in the huge lecture hall. The atmosphere was too unsuitable for studying, so I expressed my heart to her again. This time, she politely declined again. She has always treated me as a friend and a classmate, and she likes the current state and hopes to keep it up.

"I moved the heavens and the earth, why can't I move you?" When I first started school, I used this song as a ringtone on my mobile phone, but I didn't expect it to be so appropriate as a background sound for this matter. I fell in love with a girl for the first time, I was very affectionate, I paid for her, the teacher helped me, and my classmates helped me, but in the end it was still empty. After a long, long time and a lot of things, I have come to understand that true love is not reciprocated. So, I don't love her that much. I also asked her why, and she didn't answer. Then she got a boyfriend, and I met and I knew the answer. On my 19th birthday in 2008, I made a wish to fall in love. Perhaps in a sense, it has been realized, from secret love to open love to infatuation and then to bitter love. At least, I moved myself. 2008 is finally coming to an end, and so is my first love.

The two of us finished eating the chestnuts on the courseware, I don't know if the chestnuts are bad or I am absent-minded, I always feel like I am chewing wax. She felt that she was almost done with her studies and wanted to go back to her dorm, so I got up and started to clean up my computer. I knew this was probably our first and last close encounter, and I kept thinking about what to say later.

We walked to the bishop's door and remained silent.

"So I'm not of much use, am I?"

I don't know why I said this suddenly, maybe it was a long-standing grudge that I couldn't love, or a kind of revenge before parting? Make her feel guilty? Or rather, I'm just stupid.

"How do you say that?" She smiled awkwardly

"Goodbye." After saying this last word, I walked to my bedroom without looking back.

I didn't do well in that VB exam. It should be said that I was not brave enough to copy the courseware on a USB flash drive and plug it into the computer for the exam. Later, I checked my grades, and in the first semester of college, I actually failed the course......