When night fell again, the night was still as dark as it was. The stars and moon are still so bright. Occasionally, a meteor is always like a rain of tears between heaven and earth, and it disappears after a short time, leaving behind scars...

Maybe it's the infinite universe...

Maybe it's because of the progress of the child's ideals...

At this time, the night sky in the depths, the darkness that had been a thousand years old, seemed to be much clearer...

Maybe we can turn back the clock...

Maybe everything can be done all over again...

Because, the hidden and sleeping hope for the child is like a sky full of stars and moons at this time, although it grows in the dark universe, but it begins to shine with light...

Love is nothing in the depths,

Righteousness, lovelessness, emptiness, and freedom.

Heaven and earth are boundless,

How many prostrations do you have in spring, summer, autumn and winter?

That's it...

Life is a dream

In a trance, I vowed to rest

Embrace a thousand things

Embrace the eternal universe

In summary

A dream...

Although it is a dream, for the sake of the child, for the sake of waking up from the dream, I can only do the helpless things in the dream, in order to travel thousands of miles alone...

Therefore, the next morning, when I walked with my child again on the way to Yingjiang Temple, I felt that behind every different fate, there was the same law of cause and effect. Therefore, before that, in order for my child to grow up healthily in the future, I have planted the seeds of wisdom in his young mind more than once by using Buddhist culture!

Because I believe that only the unique wisdom of human beings can be like a ray of sunshine that can illuminate a thousand-year-old darkroom...

Because, I believe that only with compassion can his world be like three flavors of true fire, and break through the ice of ten thousand years...

Therefore, when I saw the child enter the Yingjiang Temple in Anqing, his joy and curiosity, between his handsome eyebrows, exuded a Buddha-like smile, which reminded me of the story of his mother before she became pregnant...

At that time, my body was highly weakened due to energy exhaustion and poor quality of diet. When his mother was not pregnant for a long time, I went to the hospital for a check-up, and under the advice of experts, I took Chinese medicine for half a month...

However, unexpectedly, when the second time I came for a follow-up, not only did my body show no signs of recovery, but it was even weaker, making the hope of pregnancy even more slim. Because, at that time, if you only look at the examination report, the chance of pregnancy is almost only one percent, or even less!

However, what people didn't expect was that it was at that time that his mother became pregnant...

At that time, I had already returned to Hefei, and when I heard the news on the phone, my heart was suddenly full of emotion, and two lines of tears couldn't help but burst out of my eyes...

Because, at the moment I received a call from his mother, at the moment I heard that his mother was pregnant, it seemed that the whole world suddenly froze, and it seemed to make me feel that his mother who was far away in Anqing, that long-lost expectation and happiness...

Because, at that moment, I seemed to feel the joy and hope that the coming child would bring to the whole family!

However, in the satisfaction of unexpected excitement, it is full of confusion...

Because, I don't know if it's an accident or a coincidence...

Because, I don't know, is it my sincere desire that touches the heavens, or if it is a new beginning that I am destined for...

Because, I don't know, is it my purest heart that has changed my physical state, or that primitive power that has helped me break through the shackles of fate again...

In short, when there is hope, it always brings disappointment...

However, when I was full of disappointment, I really got pregnant in hope...

Although, too much uncertainty ...

But I know that my body and mind, my destiny is closely related to all things in the universe...

So, the only thing I could do at that time was to hope that I could once again go all out to open that primordial power, return to the essence with a nihilistic mind, and operate the existing matter, so as to turn my wish into reality...

For, I believe, when the purest mind reaches a certain limit, it can return to its original essence and generate a force that shakes the whole universe, so that the corresponding matter can be rearranged, and the corresponding thing can appear accordingly...

Because, I believe, as long as my desire is strong enough, this power of the mind. I will definitely be able to change my ecological field again and rewrite the future again. And to break through the previously established fate...

Because, I believe, as long as I can do that, his mother will be able to get pregnant. Although, intellectually, although I can't fully correspond, emotionally, for the sake of his mother's mood, although I feel that it is a helpless act, I can feel the power of this existence all the time!

Therefore, I think that even if it is not for myself, even if it is for the sake of her mother, for the future and hope of the whole family, at this time, I have to pray to God that if her mother is really pregnant this time, I am willing to take refuge in the Three Jewels in real life, in the depths of my heart! And will accept their philosophy for life and work hard to practice! Even if I accept the ordeal of fate, even if it is not for the sake of the child, for the sake of his mother, I am willing to reduce my lifespan, even now, I am willing to leave immediately...

If his mother is really pregnant this time, I will never kill again, no pretense, no pleasure, my only mission is to protect their mother and child from the healthy growth...

If his mother is pregnant this time...

I am willing to spend my life to transform myself and sentient beings! No matter how difficult this road is, I will no longer live up to Guanyin's hopes...

Because, more than once, I broke my promise to her...

Therefore, with the blessing of such a sincere attitude, I recite the Heart Sutra written by Avalokiteshvara three times a day before going to bed. It wasn't until I barely held on for a week, until I returned to Hefei from Anqing again, to my great surprise, that a miracle finally appeared again in my life!

His mother finally got pregnant in almost hopelessness...

When I heard the news, I was not only surprised but also a little shocked. Because from the point of view of modern medicine, in almost impossible cases, it is really pregnant...

Later, I thought about it, and I never understood why I used to have strings of characters on my brain's forehead that I couldn't understand when I was napping for a while. At first, I thought it might be a subconscious expression of reading books. However, it wasn't until later, because the child returned to Anqing, and once again seemed to be asleep, when the forehead appeared one, two, five, six, seven, when I woke up again, I suddenly understood that it was the five-digit number that the child could already speak, and the reason why there was no three and four was because the child could not speak the word shi, and was ignored by my subconscious...

It is only now that I seem to have begun to believe a little, and I can preliminarily confirm that the difficult characters that appeared on my forehead in the past must have been the words I had been exposed to. But there have been so many times, why haven't I understood one? But why are the children's numbers so clear?

Later, when I thought about it again and again, I really couldn't think of a clue, and I slowly forgot it in my thinking consciousness, and deposited it into an imperceptible subconscious exploration behavior! Later, when I unconsciously searched for the answer in Lanzhou ramen and scriptures, I found that the characters that once appeared on my forehead were very similar to Tibetan and Sanskrit.

However, if it's really Tibetan or Sanskrit, but I've never been in contact with Tibetan and Sanskrit. So where does that come from? So, in the process of continuing to search for answers, I found that if this phenomenon is explained according to Buddhism, then the only possibility is that the original self is already a disciple of the Buddhas, but the memories of my previous life have begun to appear...

Later, I found myself at times, inexplicably as if I knew something, and for no reason I suspected something that seemed to be wrong at all. Even in sleep, I often feel that my thoughts, as if in a flowing sleep, I feel that my clear thinking, like flying catkins, is effortlessly in a relaxed thinking and observation. That feeling is like a heart like a stagnant me, like watching my own video, observing another wandering self.

I think that the self that I can perceive should be the self of the ontological essence, and the wandering self should be the subconscious or the eighth consciousness and the alayas in Buddhism, and the wandering state may be the phenomenon of attraction and fusion of the conscious and subconscious minds under the loss of the influence of the thinking consciousness. And this fusion process is the mental image of real events, and its final result will be detached from physiological functions and enter the multi-dimensional cosmic space.

At that time, I seemed to understand a little bit that the real self seemed to have never been born or died, and I had just walked through many dimensional spaces. It's just that today, with the consciousness of the true self, I have once again entered the humane dimensional space or world. According to what the Buddha said, the one who is not born or dies, under the traction of karma, has gone through countless material cycles of life and death!

Why did the Buddha say that only by experiencing humanity can we have the opportunity to enter the path of Buddhism and return to the original and return to the homeland of the universe? Because only humanity has the perfect aggregates and six roots, and the sea of suffering that produces the seven emotions and six desires can force human beings to be liberated from suffering, and to obtain the wisdom of liberation from thinking!

So where are the three realms, six realms, and eighteen layers of hell that the Buddha said? In fact, the space of the Three Realms and Six Realms is similar to the multi-dimensional universe that overlaps and is unhindered by modern science. This phenomenon of overlapping space is like countless lamps of different shapes, emitting countless lights of different colors, intertwined and unhindered by each other.

And all these lights are similar to the sum of the three realms, six realms, and eighteen layers of hell, that is, the cosmic space that is real and void!

So what are the eighteen layers of hell? Where is it?

The eighteen layers of hell are actually the five senses of human beings, the five physiological functions, which form the conscious experience of intuitive perception, and then these five aggregates and six roots evolve into six desires, and the six desires form six cognitions. Together, there are eighteen layers of hell. And these eighteen hells, in essence, are the tactile functions of the physiological five senses, and the tower upgrade evolves into the final six senses. These six consciousnesses are based on what they have done in life, and then in turn strengthen the six consciousnesses of the subconscious, acting on the physiological sensory responses, resulting in the formation of strong karma or subconscious in mutual reinforcement, and then under the traction of it, they will involuntarily enter the material life world of the six realms of reincarnation! Thus attached to physiological functions, covering the true self or the self or the essence or the essence or the truth or the Buddha or God or Allah or the Tao...

In short, it's all the same thing...

This phenomenon, just like the subconscious mind in modern psychology, will lead a person to involuntarily and unconsciously choose a thing to meet the needs of the subconscious mind to dominate the body's senses and thinking consciousness, and the person not only does not know, but will also think that this is an objective decision of his own thinking consciousness. Therefore, the celebrity authority effect and overwhelming advertising are essentially the expected effects achieved by using the autonomous guidance function of the subconscious mind to dominate the thinking consciousness.

This law of subconscious traction of reality is the same as the law of reincarnation of the third world of Buddhism in terms of the evolution of the law. Just like six people entering a room with cigarettes, alcohol, tea, money, books, and beautiful women at the same time, the six of them will be subconsciously guided and will take the initiative to choose the corresponding things. And their subconscious information is their desires formed by their real life habits. And these six people are equivalent to one person's six consciousnesses, and the items in the room are equivalent to six realms.

The difference between the two is that during life, it is governed by the subconscious habitual thinking consciousness, and after the physical body disappears, the conscious consciousness of the subconscious mind and the conscious root will be isolated as the karmic unconscious pure consciousness behavior dominated by the conscious perception because it loses the domination of the thinking consciousness based on the physiological function.

Therefore, in another dimensional space, in the touching scene and the conscious perception and the law of gravity, you will once again enter the multi-dimensional universe of the six realms of reincarnation. Because the thinking consciousness is based on physiological functions, it can only take its own action, but the subconscious of karma, when the physiology of new substances is restarted, because the physiological functions of the previous life disappear, can only be unconsciously pulled by the subconscious of karma, because of the forgetting of the memory of the previous life, and continue to unconsciously integrate the existing physiological functions and carry out conscious thinking and consciousness activities under the traction of the subconscious or unconscious or karma of the previous life.

Maybe that's what makes me feel the awake self in my sleep, and make myself like a mirror. Although, at that moment, the body and mind did not feel any reaction, at the same time, there seemed to be a clear awareness of the environment in which they were located. Because, I can hear my family speak clearly. Although I felt that I was not awake and my eyes were not open, it was as if I could see a small piece of blue sky outside the house, slowly expanding like a sieve.

So, in order to experience this special state, sleeping became a hobby that my family hated!

Therefore, unconsciously, in order to explore this mysterious phenomenon, let yourself go from the subconscious of psychology to the natural laws of philosophy, and then from physiological natural evolution, to advanced physical phenomena, and even to the entire universe, and even to the conjecture of the formation of all things.

It wasn't until many years later that when I came into contact with Buddhism and learned about meditation, I realized that my sleep state was very similar to the state of meditation described in meditation. It is very similar, the state experienced at the moment when the body and mind suddenly stagnate. And if this state is extended indefinitely, it will return to Nirvana. And Nirvana, which is the original state before life is born, that is, the realm of true self or Buddha, and returns to the home of the universe...

So, along the way, perhaps I was constantly inspired, until I accidentally came into contact with the core culture of Buddhism, and when I summed up all the results of my explorations, I finally accepted what a Tibetan Buddhist doctor called a mental imprint, and what Buddhism calls the law of karmic flow. The fate of this law is the main factor that creates and governs fate...

Because of this, I have followed this law until today. Although I have not yet fully comprehended the truth, I have discovered that the mental imprint proposed by this Tibetan Buddhist doctor is similar to the mental image in modern psychology, but it can act on the subconscious, a deeper and more powerful force.

And the karma that Buddhism has spoken of for thousands of years is also a deeper level and a stronger power of psychological imprints. This psychological imprint is the law of young karma, karma is the fruit of the imprint more mature, and the psychological subconscious is the seed of the psychological imprint.

In fact, whether it is psychological imprints, karma, or subconscious, they all belong to the backbone consciousness that affects fate. The difference is that some people discover their existence and in turn use their laws to break through fate and achieve their own lives. Some people don't find out, but have been led by their noses until they go through their lives in fate...

The evolution of mental imprints or karma and the subconscious mind is also in the conditioning of the Heavenly Dao. The reason why fate is conditioned by fate is because we ignore the existence of the Heavenly Dao...

Be kind to the way of heaven...

Although the fate of the breakthrough is still under the constraints of the Heavenly Dao...

But at this time, the way of heaven has become a tool to shape fate, not a constraint on fate...

Ruthlessness is great love...

The simplest, narrowest, and most straightforward explanation of the way of heaven is reflected in human civilization, which is actually nothing simpler than conscience and responsibility...

The simplest, narrowest, and most straightforward explanation of conscience and responsibility is what Lao Tzu advocated: "Do not do to others what you would not do to yourself..."

The so-called, Heaven makes up for the insufficiency, and the loss is more than enough...

This is Jin Yong's Nine Yin True Scripture that shook the rivers and lakes, a sentence of all the time. As for its original provenance, it is no longer remembered whether it came from the Yellow Emperor's Neijing or the Book of Changes.

Although my memory of this has been blurred, I clearly know that the existence of this kind of disregard for the way of heaven has caused countless chaos in the history of mankind...

And the essence of this kind of heavenly way was broken thousands of years ago by the Heart Sutra "Emptiness is not different from color, color is not different from emptiness, emptiness is color, color is emptiness, and it is also the same when you want to do it..."! The essence of the way of heaven is that there is nothingness, so it can give birth to all things. The human spiritual world, also in the Heavenly Dao, is based on the five aggregates and six roots, and generates a corresponding spiritual system with the objective world...

Perhaps, the Buddha had already expected that his views on matter and mind, as well as fate, and the entire universe, would one day be similar to the progress of human civilization and later studies in the field of science. In particular, in his cognition of empty matter, modern physical science has proved its existence and correctness without refuting it!

Therefore, from a physical or philosophical point of view, the existence of anything including human consciousness is reasonable, but when this principle conflicts with the three major consciousnesses of human beings, it is often denied in the subjective consciousness.

Although it is difficult for me to personally verify this fact at present, the child at this time, in the process of entering the temple several times, under the imprint or karma formed, began to look back and forth at the many Buddha statues in the Buddha hall with a silly smile, like an adult tourist!

When he was tired of walking, like an old man, with a somewhat relaxed expression, he sat on the threshold of the Futang with his ass, occasionally dancing back and forth, like a naughty boy who even dared to tease the Bodhisattva, and there was no one who was unscrupulous. Until a living bodhisattva came up to me and said, "You can't sit at the door of the Buddha hall..."

I don't know if it's really my effect on creating mental imprints, or if it's the result of karma that Buddhism says runs through the three lifetimes. In short, the child burned incense for more than an hour and 40 minutes in the back and forth with great interest.

However, I was impatient for a long time, and when I saw him sweating and my eyebrows, I finally couldn't help but forcibly hold him in my arms, kiss his forehead and walk out of the temple...

When I came home with the little bodhisattva again, I thought that imprints, karma, subconscious, and manifest consciousness, in fact, except for the difference in the degree of motivation, should all belong to the concept of interaction and differentiation on the same consciousness.

Because, if we look at the external behavior reactions of the three, the continuous repetition of the conscious mind can form the subconscious force, and the continuous repetition of the subconscious mind can form a stable psychological imprint, and the continuous repetition of the psychological imprint will have a more powerful power, and the formation of karmic traction affects people's thoughts, emotions, and behaviors, as well as fate and wears through the three lives!

In this case, I think it is completely necessary to upgrade the production of audio content according to the actual progress of the child, from the principle of subliminal information input from the audio, and then from the current demand for kindergarten admission, as an effective auxiliary training program.

If the benign information of the kindergarten can be successfully implanted subconsciously, then it is equivalent to laying a good foundation for him to grow up in the kindergarten in the future...

So, after thinking about it, I began to focus on the audio production of the main entrance to the park, upgrading and adding the information of entering the park...

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I love kindergarten

I love everything there

Because, there are a lot of children there who love and care about me

Because, there are teachers who care and love me

So, from now on

I will follow the teachings of my mother, father and teachers

Because, as long as I want

I have enough power

Absorb the wisdom I like from their teachings

Because, I come from the universe

He is the son of wisdom

So, I believe, myself

As long as I want

I was able to make myself fall in love with everything there......

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