Giving birth to a child gave birth to three points of hope and happiness, but it seems to have given birth to a bunch of troubles, even going to a kindergarten, it is like entering the palace draft, and you have to go to the maternal and child health hospital for a routine physical examination!

Therefore, on the second day after we returned from Yingjiang Temple, under the leadership of her mother, the family of three was still as usual, as if in the helplessness of enjoying the family, and as if accompanying the emperor to explore the flowers and willows, and had already taken the child to stroll on the street with endless flow of people...

At this time, the child who was walking on the street was still like a lost tourist, with idle eyes, always inadvertently, with three points of curiosity and leisure, and at a loss to look around...

In the midst of worry, we quickened our pace, and like a eunuch serving our mother, we finally walked into the women's and children's hospital under renovation again.

When we finished the formalities and other medical examinations, we walked up the messy stairs to the second floor to get our last vision test.

Unexpectedly, he was already a little worried about not cooperating, and when we finally let him sit in the chair, I don't know whether it was the doctor's sharp and high-frequency voice similar to his grandmother's urgency, which made his eyes appear again the same kind of lost, low, and overwhelmed evasion as before, or the normal reaction to strangers. In short, he suddenly seemed to see everything as if it was nothing. I saw him bow his head in helplessness, and he did not respond to the doctor's instructions...

When the anxious female doctor saw this scene, she didn't expect it, but as if she had taken the wrong medicine, she said without words: "You kid has no tutor!" He can't do that, come back tomorrow..."

It sounds annoying, but we can only be silent, we thought that she would stop here, but she glanced at the child, and seemed to ask in doubt: "Can the child speak?" ”

Standing on the side, I saw her character that I didn't even want to marry for a thousand years, so I still stood there speechless, like a god who had nothing to do, as if my heaven did not exist for her at all.

I thought that her mother would answer her, but I didn't expect that maybe it was the child's mother who was engaged in the sentence "no tutor" just now, not only embarrassed and introverted, but also embarrassed to be aggrieved. Maybe because of the rejection of the same sex, coupled with the deep pain at this time, it seems that he is even more intentional or in the mood to deal with her.

However, surprisingly, when I was a little proud, I didn't know if it was our friendly cooperation as husband and wife that moved her, or if we gave her a lesson in ignoring education. In short, she unexpectedly suddenly looked like a grown child, and suddenly became sensible. Because at this time, she was in the silent examination room, and asked with a little tenderness: "If the child doesn't speak, will he take it to see, will he go to see it?" ”

In this situation, looking at her thin face like a yellow flower, I thought, since the widow can be taught, then I will not hesitate to perfunctory her and say: "Look at it..."

When I finished speaking, I quickly withdrew my eyes, for fear that she would be in heat to ask me again, but unexpectedly, perhaps the child's mother wanted the child's mouth to give her a thunderous education again, and at this time, the child who only listened to the scale began to speak in her instructions: "One, two, of, of, five..."

At that time, I almost lost my joy when I heard it, and I thought, what the hell is really good today, how can she suddenly look like a grown child under the education of her "no tutor" just now, and she also learned the Dafa of mental warfare in an instant? Originally, it was three women in one play, but I didn't expect that with the progress of the times, two women in one play is just as exciting...

However, at this moment, another female doctor, who had been pestle beside her, also said in surprise: "Hey, can you say something..."

Then, I looked at her and smiled, only to hear her say again: "Use a cup for milk, not a bottle..." In that case, I asked inexplicably, "Then why can't you use a bottle?" ”

She listened, and while looking at the child, she replied, "With a bottle, children are prone to running teeth..."

Oh, I see! I didn't expect to be depressed today, and I smelled a faint fragrance of flowers...

At this time, in the fragrance of flowers, a faint smell of decoration wafted in...

The mother, who had already walked out of the maternity and children's hospital, seemed to be still pulling the child in the midst of victory and loss, and left me behind without looking back, and walked down the street...

The bustling streets, clothed in the light of the setting sun, embrace everything here. It seems that only by falling into the prosperity of the world can it show its charm.

At this time, the children who had been walking on the road returned to their previous normal. Or like the previous times, when I saw a long children's train on the long street, I began to follow it non-stop, as if observing volcanic activity, ignoring the danger of the flow of people and vehicles, as if entering a no-man's land, following the wheels that were advancing!

Looking like a child who is always engaged in scientific research, I can't imagine more than once, why he always looks like an inscrutable scholar who likes to observe and study rotating objects.

Whether it's an electric fan, an air conditioner, a hairdresser's downlight, a wheel, etc., as long as you encounter such objects, you are always in a high level of attention, ignoring the existence of the world? Why do these become boring things for normal children, as long as they are exposed to a few times in curiosity, but for him, why are they always like a dream lover of a thousand years of fragrance, and they are in love?

Even today, I have been able to crack his code smoothly, but only here, this extraordinary hobby of him, has made my brain, which has evolved for millions of years, like a mosquito discovering the eggs just laid by a hen, and it is difficult to find the gap in the mouth...

In the midst of the entanglement, he let his mind fly and thought about it, and felt that the only explanation might be that his visual function was abnormally developed or abnormal, and he could observe a rotating scene that was different from ordinary vision. The second is the result of subconscious repression, which leads to relaxation in the sight of observing the flow.

I think it's very likely that both of these are very likely, just like when we look at a kaleidoscope, just a few pieces of paper of different colors can enjoy a kaleidoscopic scene at different speeds.

And every object that seems to be the same color, but once it is rotated, it is also possible for children with keen or abnormal vision to see many different degrees of flowing colors in the illusion! This same phenomenon as the kaleidoscope will make each color exist and disappear in this and the other. It makes the observer eager to capture, easy to be attracted by curiosity, and experience the relaxation and happiness of getting rid of depression.

Because children with keen vision are very likely to see things that are difficult for our ordinary vision to see. For example, a child with autism induced by sound acuity said in his memory: "When I heard the sound of Ziz's electricity. The whole brain felt like an explosion. ”

On the other hand, if the sound of electricity can make him experience a comfortable feeling, then it is naturally easy for him to be deeply attracted by curiosity and ignore the external world. This phenomenon, if it is reflected in children with keen vision, is naturally prone to cause abnormal reactions to the transformed animal.

There is also an autistic child with a keen sense of touch, who also said in his recollection: "When I was hugged, I felt as uncomfortable as being sandpapered, so I was very afraid of other people's hugs..."

There is another, perhaps as we all know, because of his unusually developed visual function, he flew over London, England, and was able to draw the entire city of autistic children without any error.

Therefore, all kinds of phenomena can show that people's inner consciousness is based on the touch of the five senses. The spiritual world that has developed. Therefore, the child's problem is mainly due to the difference in external physiological perception, and in the absence of corresponding protection, it leads to the formation of psychological emotions in the corresponding conscious experience, and induces abnormal reactions to external behavior!

The conscious experiential function is what Buddhism calls the sixth consciousness of the root of consciousness, and its function of discerning different experiences is the function of identifying different consciousnesses. The conscious function of this distinction is the basis and process of forming thinking consciousness.

In addition to the perceptual function, the manifest consciousness of this root of consciousness also has an important function of connecting the subconscious mind and the thinking consciousness. This is because these two consciousnesses are essentially formed on the basis of conscious experience. Therefore, when there is a problem with the root of consciousness in these three major consciousnesses, it will naturally lead to problems in the subconscious mind, the mental consciousness, and the conscious consciousness itself.

Therefore, from this point of view, after the induction of autism, we must first find the difference between the five senses and the sense of touch, and then protect and use it accordingly, and then release and repair the negative problems caused by the source of the abnormality, and then stimulate the corresponding conscious experience, so as to shape and modify the various functions of the subconscious and thinking consciousness under the premise of the development of the conscious consciousness!

When the child gradually obtains the healthy inner consciousness with the improvement and recovery of consciousness, then the child's external behavior and emotions will naturally be in a corresponding normal state...

In this regard, in addition to the degree of tactile abnormality of the five senses, which induces different problems of conscious consciousness, there is also a psychological problem caused by the acquired environment. The second is the so-called congenital autism induced by congenital diseases!

Therefore, if we look at the conscious experience formed by the tactile sense of the five senses, then the corresponding situational experience will produce the corresponding subconscious information and form the corresponding thinking ability. At the same time, it will induce the corresponding subconscious information in the effect of touching the scene, and under the dominance of thinking consciousness, the external behavior and emotion will be formed!

At the moment when the reincarnation stops, it seems that there is a beginning and an end, but it is in line with the subconscious expectation of a stable and resuming anticipatory relaxation consciousness. At the same time, the fluidity of its rotation will induce the flow sensation of conscious experience, so that by inducing rhythmic experience and relaxation, it will attract behaviors determined by the thinking consciousness, resulting in the neglect of the existence of other things.

Therefore, it can be seen that the stimulation of this visual effect will also stimulate a similar acoustic function experience, forming a conscious experience similar to the music effect. So as to achieve the role of communication between the subconscious and the conscious and the thinking consciousness!

Therefore, relatively speaking, if the visual function is to explore the change of the rotating color, it is a normal difference phenomenon, so it is easy to gradually fade with satisfaction and growth. However, if it is a visual function, in order to obtain the unity of the three consciousnesses in the acoustic effect, it belongs to the release phenomenon caused by subconscious repression. Therefore, it is a matter of the psychological sphere.

At the same time, it is also possible that the child is in the transformation of visual function in order to experience positive behaviors similar to the rhythm of music. This phenomenon is like using the vision of the eye instead of the hearing of the ear. It's also very similar to how I am good at using subconscious intuition instead of thinking consciously.

However, no matter what kind of phenomenon it is, it is easy to form habits under the superposition effect, and it will evolve into stereotyped behaviors due to individual differences and spatial perceptions. Therefore, it is necessary to give necessary interventions, and at the same time interfere with stereotyped behaviors based on the principle of use, and at the same time, from the conscious and subconscious as the entry point, subconscious information is implanted, and the corresponding thinking consciousness is created. In order to help children rely on their own strength to balance the difference in the five senses and tactile experience...

But in fact, it is also possible that positive and negative phenomena exist at the same time, that is, psychological problems and normal or abnormal states exist at the same time, and interest in the transformed animal body is formed by visual functions. If you want to determine which one you belong to, the easiest way is to get the results based on the child's stubbornness and attachment and the observation of the watershed.

If it is within the scope of normal hobbies, the child will show attachment to the transformed animal body without stubbornness, and will have corresponding changes and adaptations.

If, on the other hand, it is stubborn and difficult to change, it is a psychological problem caused by an abnormal and acquired environment.

If these two phenomena exist at the same time, the child will have corresponding unstable and volatile stereotyped behaviors according to the external environment and internal psycho-emotional state. Therefore, it is easy to have fluctuations that are sometimes good and sometimes bad, sometimes light and sometimes heavy.

Therefore, in the rehabilitation and personality analysis of the grandmother, I found that the child should belong to visual acuity and subconscious repression, two phenomena exist at the same time, which induces interest in the transformed animal...

If the truth is really as I think, then in the future rehabilitation, we should increase the intensity of care and encourage him to self-indulgence, so that the child can get a better and profound benign conscious experience, release and replace the original repressed information of the subconscious!

The sun has gone and it's late...

After thinking wildly all the way, I finally froze the mood of the hospital, and when I was thinking about how to implement it, I finally stepped into the house again.

However, I didn't expect that when I entered the door and put down my things and was about to go out for dinner, he, who had already entered the normal state of diffuse therapy, suddenly and inexplicably shouted again to go out here and there...

Seeing this scene unexpectedly, I thought that it might be the female doctor in the hospital who resembled my grandmother, who induced the negative consciousness caused by my grandmother, resulting in unconscious repression and release behavior.

Therefore, thinking of this, maybe the mood in the hospital has not been frozen yet, maybe I hope that through the actual incident, my grandmother can understand the price of mistakes, and when I can change something, I said to his grandmother lightly in depression: "You ask his mother, what did the doctor say in the afternoon, people said that this child has no tutor..."

Unexpectedly, maybe it was my language that once again awakened her mentality of being good at accusing and shirking responsibility, only to hear her say in a blaming tone in a righteous and arrogant tone: "Little his child, his grandmother is sick with a fever, don't I see that she has not broken the law?" ”

I almost blew up when I heard it!

Looking at the child's mother

Thought

glance

Is she really ignorant? So why do I just repeat the doctor's words, and she immediately feels like a reincarnation of a saint pointing to her?

Take another look

Is she really vulnerable? Why, then, when defending himself, is he like a man worthy of heaven and earth?

One last look...

Is she really not good at speaking? Then why is her sentence difficult for the gods to answer?

nevertheless

Although I know how she reacts

It's because of the repression of the past

Projective behavior that causes self-preservation

Although I know

It's because of my accommodation and repression

Let her be in the release of negative emotions

Self-awareness that desires to experience authority

But think again...

Still in her natural ears...

For the sake of the family atmosphere and the children...

Think about it or forget it...

Although I was trying my best to control it, I felt like I was going to hell, but I knew that after all, I had some immunity, and even if her grandmother's skills were deep, it would be difficult to infect me with her schizophrenic paranoia for a while!

Maybe it's because of this that I can't help but say in anger: "Then you can watch this kid, I can't take care of it..."

Unexpectedly, the child's mother, perhaps because the old injuries in the hospital have not healed, and at this time, because of the child, grandmother, and I in the joint battle, resulting in new injuries, I didn't expect to be next to the child, one hand pressed the knee bent over, the other hand was holding the door frame, suddenly in the grievance of the dish, tears said: "Mom... Look at what this kid is going to do..."

I was already angry, but when I saw that the child's mother was suddenly like this, I thought that if this situation continued, maybe this family would soon become an autistic family...

When I was worried about this, I was about to go over to comfort her, but unexpectedly, she may have taken into account my feelings, and saw that at the moment when she gave up the child, she came over and held my hands in my pockets like an aggrieved little woman. He said to me like a child who had made a mistake, "Your child, you don't care?" ”

Perhaps due to tenderness, no matter how hard the steel is, it can temper the fingers. Therefore, I had no choice, looking at the child's mother, at the moment when I wanted to cry, I finally gave up the opportunity to have dinner with a little numbness, pity, and responsibility, and walked downstairs with the child...

When walking to the road, looking at the depressed and cautious child, I think that the child has been temporarily free from the negative subconscious interference, maybe today in the hospital, it is really like a life adventure, meeting the female doctor who was reincarnated at the same time as his grandmother, causing him to awaken his original subconscious negative consciousness again in the effect of sound sensation touching the scene, which led to the subconscious driven by the subconscious, in order to get rid of the conflict between the thinking consciousness and the subconscious, and expect to get the conscious relaxation experience, so once again in the stubbornness of the strong demand to go out!