The next day, the sky was still so blue, and the occasional few clouds were just like umbrellas...

Yes, a short-lived illusion, no matter how beautiful it is, is gathered by floating clouds, and there will be a time to disperse!

The same is true of life, it seems that the rolling red dust of prosperity and drunkenness is also formed in the intertwining of karma and fate...

Although these great truths seem simple and magnificent, although there are many people who know about them, there are few people who practice the way!

How so?

Is wisdom not enough?

Or is the world different? …

Actually, it's neither...

So why is it that the originally sunny life, in this beautiful miracle of life, there are always some dark clouds that fall and fall, and the peaks and ridges that resonate with the heart?

Is it selfish?

Is it ignorance?

Is it fear?

Is it the so-called ideal?

Or, like any other life, conditioned by a desire or fear of physical experience?

In fact, I believe that many people will feel that selfishness and ignorance have blinded their minds and become slaves to their desires...

However, while it seems that this is indeed the case. But if we analyze it in depth, it is easier to find that behind all the phenomena of human nature are various states of consciousness caused by the fear of basic survival and the desire that has evolved from physiological experience. Eventually become a slave to lust and ignorance!

The so-called greatness is because some people are aware of it, and because they deeply understand and recognize the existence of this phenomenon, and in the interweaving of the mind, under the control of reason, they strive to jump out of this fear and desire for life, and the troubles and pains that arise from it, so that in the process of transcendence, they gradually understand the depths of the human heart, and finally have compassion because of the understanding of long live...

This kind of compassion is a kind of pity, it is a kind of feeling, it is a kind of shining wisdom...

Because, because of the experience of life, I understand that the existence of the true self actually exists because of the existence of the universe. As a result, his originally humble heart, because of this, gained insight into the truth of fate, and thus became the so-called greatness in the hearts of the public.

In fact, behind almost every true greatness, there is almost a period of bitterness and sorrow that cannot be looked back, a kind of helpless compassion and cry...

At any time, no matter how much struggle and helplessness, pain and shouting, but in the end, because of the persistence of yearning for the truth, after the baptism of bitter rain and tears, and under the constraints and guidance of reason, and finally transcend the fragile gap of human nature, and gradually integrate into the world, into all things, into the universe...

Therefore, in the course of this life, he has created a person who transcends himself, life, and life in the true sense, and becomes a person in the true sense...

In fact, life or life is a kind of enjoyment for many people, a need for a sense of security that evolves from fear, so it gradually sublimates into a so-called various ideals and pursuits...

For me, real life is like a classroom of life, a tourist scenery, a practice center with heaven and earth as a temple...

However, for many people, although this ashram is also full of ups and downs, and mixed tastes, it is often everything in their hearts, a paradise in their eyes...

But for me, this ashram, although it is also full of thorns and fears, I know that it is only a road to the truth, to heaven, and to the nine winds of the intestines...

So, although this road to heaven is full of ups and downs, I still hope that my children, like me, can walk all their lives with the purest heart...

Because, I believe that children, like me, come from the universe and are children of wisdom...

Because, now he is on the water side of the road to heaven in my company...

Therefore, the child at this time, regardless of whether Xingxiu was reincarnated and left in the world, or whether the heavenly court was degraded and tasted suffering, but his pair of beautiful footsteps have stepped on the street of mankind in a healthy way...

Although it is still a city, the street is still bustling and noisy. But in order for him to go better in the future, I am still tired, accompanying him to move forward bravely, keep moving forward, forward, and move forward...

Because, I believe, as long as he continues to walk, I will definitely be able to accompany him to continue walking. Because I know that as long as he keeps moving around and keeps moving forward, even if he keeps being happy and laughing, I think it is the Daluo Immortal, and it is inevitable that there will be times when he is tired and tired. Even if he is an unruly prodigal, there will always be a time to turn back...

However, in this way, on the afternoon of the third day, he who was also walking on Anqing Pedestrian Street, finally had some signs of boredom and a somewhat bored look, and began to walk in a more dazed way!

However, in order to continue to strengthen his negative conscious experience, so as to awaken his rational cognition and benign perception of home, and improve his ability to regulate his thinking. On the gloomy afternoon of the second day, we were ready to take the bus again to the Lion Rock Park in the western suburbs of Anqing...

When he just went out, as soon as he heard me say to take the car, he became more well-behaved and sensible and took my hand, as if he was going out to travel, and couldn't wait to walk in the direction of the stop sign.

When I arrived at the stop sign, he was like a little girl with some worries, with a somewhat alert and peaceful look, silently standing next to me waiting for the arrival of the car!

Finally, in about ten minutes, at the moment when the car just stopped, he seemed to have been prepared, and quickly walked in front and grabbed my hand, and when the driver opened the door, he became the first little adult to go up again...

When I got into the car again, he was still the same as before, seemingly quiet in my arms, but his eyes were still like a bird that had just taken off, looking left and right in curiosity and excitement...

The car stopped and walked all the way until it finally reached the terminal. I saw that the child was nostalgic, like a bird that was forced to fly, and reluctantly got out of the car!

It was already more than three o'clock in the afternoon, and the Lion Rock Park was lying hazy next to the chemical industry area under the gloomy sky, like a dolphin with an arched belly on the sea...

Many evergreen trees on the mountain, in the cold wind of deep winter, are still in their mission, adding the breath of spring to the winter here...

When at my request, the child who has been walking in front, the curious look just now, I don't know when, it seems to be like the mountain wind at that time, in the occasional weakness, and a little unwilling to continue to go up!

Looking at the child's slightly tired eyes, I was reminded of the scene when he was in the underground shopping mall. Maybe in this situation, it may be because of his keen hearing, and the rustling of the forest wind makes him a little difficult to adapt, resisting the interference of noise, resulting in energy consumption and fatigue...

However, perhaps because of the accumulation and improvement of conscious experience, his thinking consciousness began to synchronize the conscious and subconscious, forming an experience of explicit conscious exploration led by reason. So let him want to give up at the same time, but also with a little willingness to continue to go up...

This phenomenon is very similar to that of people who travel to climb mountains, when they are tired of climbing, they want to come down, but they want to experience the feeling of seeing all the mountains at a glance, and they want to continue to climb up.

The difference between the two is that the tourist is a psychological reaction caused by physical exertion, which causes exhaustion. The child may have auditory problems that consume energy, resulting in physical and mental reactions...

So, in order to use the power of the mind to break through the physiological problems of hearing again, so as to have a better conscious and benign experience, I began to repeat to him: "Good, you are so good, you are walking faster than Daddy... We went up and looked, there was Gaogao, where we could see the home, where we could see the car, and we could see the Yangtze River, but there was no small sugar..."

In short, when I used my sense of sound to stimulate his sense of hearing and awaken his familiar conscious scene, he finally walked through the trails I deliberately guided and successfully reached a more gloomy mountain top...

It is not small to see the mountains, because the lion itself is like a big dirt bag, but there is no mountain here to be a mountain...

Nevertheless, after a few small paths, we finally reached the top of a small mountain. The top of the twenty square mountain, in the dampness that has not dried after the rain, although there are some emerald trees, it is still in the cold wind after the rain in the deep winter, it looks a little desolate and cold...

Standing here, although you can look farther, but everywhere you go, maybe because it is winter, you always feel a kind of sleepy dry and quiet!

Maybe the ordinary scenery may be a different taste for children. Because by this time, he had already begun to walk freely in my teasing and indulgence. I saw him look at this and that, throw stones with his fingers at the point, wipe the mud on his clothes, pick up the branches that fell on the hill, and throw them around...

The wind at the top of the mountain, it seems that the chill is even stronger...

When I looked at the top of the mud and could also be his casino, I finally felt so talented in narcissism again. I can't imagine that such a desolate place can be turned into a beautiful life for children!

Thinking of this, I feel that if there is no chemical pollution here, then we will follow the example of the ancient sages here and be outsiders who look at the red dust from afar, and it will not be a waste of this life...

However, when I moved my eyes to a small mound beside me, unexpectedly, in an instant, my scalp suddenly numb, and my heart sank.

When I suddenly faced such a major discovery, I hesitated and wanted to take the child out of here immediately, but I didn't expect that when I was about to leave, there was a feeling of adventure in the rivers and lakes, which seemed to hold my heart tightly and made me involuntarily think: "Is this the child's grave?" How old is this child? ”

However, in the process of trying to find out, I involuntarily walked forward to observe for a long time, and found that this was indeed a child's new grave.

If you look at the color of the soil, it is about eighteen. If you look at the jacket that has a little cotton wool on the side, it should be about a week and a half. Judging from the mourning sticks represented by tree branches and the shape of mounds of earth on the new grave, he once had parents who loved him deeply. At the same time, it can be seen how sad his parents used to be.

Because there are several small pits on the edge of the mountaintop, it can be said that the soil of this new grave was dug from afar because parents wanted their children to have a better new home. Although it has been rained, it is still faintly visible, and the new graves were neatly piled up. Therefore, it is conceivable that his parents, in the compensating effect of the mutual transformation of pain and love, sent to the mourning stick and the perfect grave, hoping that the child can lie here more comfortably and look at the world. In this way, I hope to alleviate the sadness in my heart. In order to gain peace of mind...

When I thought of this, I originally wanted to take my child away, but in an instant, I felt that life was so fragile, and I felt that life was bleak and sad!

While I was still standing in front of the grave, I wondered, "What if he was my child?" How will I feel right now? What about his parents and now in the other world? ”

When I think about this, I seem to feel a pair of deep and childish eyes. It seemed to be all around me, silently watching me and the child! I seem to be able to feel that in his deep and childish eyes, there is a trace of calm, a trace of innocence, and a touch of sadness and sorrow...

At this point, I didn't want to leave, but deliberately pulled the child over, and then pointed to the grave and asked, "What do you see here?" ”

But as expected, of course, he still turned a blind eye. But at this time, how I hope he can understand: "The child who is asleep here today may be me tomorrow, even if you live with Tianqi in the future!" ”

I hope he can understand now: "Only by understanding the fragility and strength of life can we see its transience and beauty, make better use of the past, grasp the present, and look to the future, so that we can better walk through life..."

But I know that he may have understood this earlier, but I just don't know it. Perhaps, he doesn't know anything at all, but maybe as he grows healthy, he will soon understand. It's also possible that he won't be able to understand it for the rest of his life...

Despite this, when I look at him again, still throwing branches and stones with great interest, and then think about the children lying here, how I hope that the two of them can echo each other in this world separated by yin and yang, and support each other to make each other's path go better and further...

The wind at the top of the mountain...

Getting bigger...

I stood there silently for a long time, silently staring at the pile of soil, quietly, as if I felt that the child just now, in an invisible world, began to move farther and farther away from me...

It wasn't until I could no longer imagine that he had those deep, peaceful, and sad eyes just now, that I finally spun down with the children of two worlds in the whistling mountain wind...

On the way down the mountain, perhaps the psychological suggestion made me feel that the child at this time seemed to have become the same as me. I don't know when, just like a passer-by browsing the world, stop and go in no hurry!

Tired, in a little reluctance, and like me, sitting in the small pavilion on the hillside, like an old man outside the world, occasionally with a little melancholy and vicissitudes of life, looking into the distance from time to time...

Seeing that his expression was like this, in order to arouse his awareness and importance of home again, I began to say to him again: "It's getting dark, you listen, this wind seems to be louder, what should I do?" Now it's going to rain again, and I can't go back..."

As expected, under my deliberate teasing, he finally took my hand again and took the initiative to go home. Then, in my pretended helplessness, I saw the clear eyes on his lovely face, and soon faintly, with a look of urgency and worry, silently took my hand and walked down the mountain...

Maybe it was at this time, maybe his young mind began to really appreciate the relaxation, happiness, security and importance of home...

It may be at this time that he began to realize the existence of home, because of the opposing effect, and made him aware of the existence of the external world, and the relationship between me and the external world.

Perhaps at this time, these various consciousnesses of his began to break through the ground like mushrooms after a rain, in the inadvertent wind and rain...

Because, the so-called full infusion therapy is mainly to carry out super-endurance experience within a certain range of the individual's tolerance through satisfying experience, and let it produce fear, obsession, attachment and other events, from excessive satisfaction to reduce and weaken consciousness, or induce rebellious mentality, and affect psychological emotions to form rational cognition, so that on the basis of the original consciousness, it is naturally presented to a normal level. Finally, the synchronous coordination function of thinking consciousness, conscious consciousness and subconscious mind is achieved...

This seemingly empty truth has been confirmed by the child once again.

Because from the next day, the child originally asked to go out to have fun in an orderly manner, and since then it has finally disappeared completely. In the days that followed, his response to the request to go out and have fun basically reached the level of a normal child's response, and he officially entered the track of healthy development...