Under the arrangement of the dean's expert, a beautiful woman in her twenties soon came, and some of them could make a man who lacked concentration feel fluttering.

Although it seems. She is more like a commissioner in charge of reception and guidance, but she can really inadvertently, exuding a wisp of intoxicating delicacy and sincerity all over her body. I think it can be regarded as a blessing to be able to see this beautiful scenery in this place that corrodes human nature!

At that time, there were four trainings. When I did my first training, I started asking them what they were training. But they are always like doing tai chi, saying some obviously confusing technical terms such as sensory integration, physiology, and physics.

Since I can't explain it to them, I guess why don't we just go in and have a look? But unexpectedly, they had a lot of reasons for living and dying, that is, they were not allowed to enter or see.

In desperation, it is difficult to force it, and I want to see how the child reacts first. After all, in broad daylight, how could they not fool around with their children?

Yes, this time they really didn't seem to be fooling around, because half an hour ago, the child went in crying, but came out laughing. Shortly after I came out, the child was still curious and pulled me to go in again.

Because of this, rest assured. When they did the second training, I just didn't say anything. Because the facts are in front of me, because of the child's smile and curiosity, it is enough to reassure me.

After half an hour of rest, just like the first time, the children were forced by us to cry and hug them. When I watched the child's struggling crying, even though I knew it was okay, I felt very uncomfortable.

The crying of the children when they left me, with their footsteps, finally disappeared into the service hall on the second floor. So, all of a sudden, I felt a little idle and quickly chatted with a parent next to me...

The patriarch's face was ruddy and slightly rough, and at first glance he might have come from the countryside. But she was smiling and enthusiastic, as if she was an old friend from afar, making people feel unrestrained.

At the moment when I asked, her ruddy face and excited expression said to me: "My child used to be disobedient in the supermarket, take things indiscriminately, roll on the ground if he doesn't give them, and don't look at people..."

Looking at her enthusiastic and hopeful face, I was worried and respectful, and then asked, "What about now?" ”

When she heard this, she replied naturally: "I've been here for more than a month, I don't take things anymore, she didn't look at people much before, but now she looks at people much better..."

I heard her say this, and I couldn't help but say happily for her: "That's good..."

But unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, she suddenly looked a little melancholy and said: "But some aspects of her seem to be not as good as before, although she is more obedient, but not as lively as before..."

Her words seemed to reconfirm my fears. As soon as she finished, I asked her, "How much did you spend?" ”

When she heard this, her expression changed, and she said to me in an excited tone: "More than a month, I spent more than 30,000 yuan, as long as I can do it well, it doesn't matter if I spend some money..."

Yes, that's pretty much the voice of every parent. If the problem can be solved with money, I don't think it is a fatal problem, no matter how poor it is. I'm afraid, no matter how much money you spend, it's hard to solve it, which is the most helpless sorrow!

Thinking of this, before I could ask again, her daughter had already finished the training just now and ran to her mother's side. When I saw the white and chubby little girl in front of me, more than four years old, under careful observation, I always felt that her two round and black eyes were filled with a sense of indescribable lack. When I imagined her eyes again, I realized that the child's transparent and delicate eyes always seemed to be faintly, with a kind of depression and confusion...

Therefore, I was already worried, but the moment I felt the little girl's psychological state, all of a sudden, I felt even more terrible, and I realized the danger of this institution. Doubts have even arisen about the entire field of rehabilitation.

Think about more than 30,000 yuan, more than a month, but with the psychological price of distraction and depression, in exchange for some improvement in local external behavior. This kind of progress may seem that the child's recovery is indeed effective, but in fact, it is undoubtedly the promotion of seedlings and the killing of chickens and eggs. Although inappropriate training can promote temporary progress in children's behavior, it is also undoubtedly easy to cause more hidden dangers in children's psychology. Because, almost all autistic children are psychological and behavioral problems caused by physiological individual differences!

However, I wanted to observe it again, but unexpectedly. At that moment, her daughter was carried in without any negotiation. When I listen to the child's cry, I seem to smell a hint of blood! Think about how many children, in blind rehabilitation, it is equivalent to sacrificing psychological health, in exchange for more progress than the loss. even ruined his life and achieved those interests seekers who corroded human nature!

Do they base their children's well-being on profits, or on their children's suffering?

So, the more I thought about it, the more scared I became, and even in some uncontrollable anger, I began to deliberately discuss autism rehabilitation with my child's aunt, hoping to attract the attention of more parents in the hall...

However, when she received a call from her uncle, the child's aunt said that the child wanted so much money, and he couldn't do it completely, and there were sequelae, so she burst into tears with fright...

Although I understood her feelings, I was even more angry at her ignorance. Then I used the topic to play, just as we continued to discuss the child's problem, but at this moment, a woman who looked more like a parent, at the service desk, began to chirp as if she was saying something, intentionally or unintentionally, with the method of pointing at Sang and scolding me, and deliberately excluded me!

At that time, although I was a little skeptical about whether she was arranged by the hospital, because of the child, I was not in the mood and needed to make any more extraneous branches. Therefore, until now, she felt that she had no fear, so she deliberately raised her voice, pretending to be chatting with the person at the service desk and said: "I am so good at saying this, so why can't I do a good job of the child and send it here?" ”

At this point, I seemed to suddenly understand that whether it was from her dress or her speech and demeanor, it was enough to be sure that she must have been arranged by the hospital.

At the moment when I reacted, I looked at the parents in the hall and saw that they seemed to be looking at me as well. When I looked at the woman who was smug and began to fall silent, I smelled a disgusting smell, so I quickly walked to the bathroom...

I don't know when, when I lit a cigarette and was in the bathroom, I heard my aunt's call from afar. Suddenly, I was already worried and depressed, for fear that something would happen again, so in a hurry, I finally reluctantly threw away the cigarette. In a hurry, I quickly rushed to the hall...

When I returned to the hall again, I saw that the child had come out, and was struggling to lie in my aunt's arms, desperately crying to find me. Seeing the child's crying like a pig, I didn't care to fight back at his aunt's scolding for my smoking, I immediately took the child, and suddenly yelled angrily: "What's going on? It was fine just now..."

At this time, I saw that next to the service desk, an equally young woman hurriedly stepped forward and said, "I cried because the child woke up and couldn't see you!" ”

When she hadn't finished speaking, I looked at my aunt in doubt, and perhaps she was afraid that I would lose my temper again, and then I heard her say the same: "He was asleep just now, and he didn't see you crying when he woke up." When I heard my aunt say the same, I suddenly felt a little out of shape for a moment when my worries relaxed. Maybe that's what made me ignore the word "wake up" at the time...

It wasn't until I saw the circle on the child's forehead again that I suddenly remembered, how could the child fall asleep when he was so good? So I couldn't wait to ask, "What's going on here?" When they heard this, they immediately replied, "It's all right, it's gone quickly, it's the mark I made when I did the transcranial magnetism just now..."

At that time, I was really dizzy, and maybe because of the time, I was worried that I wouldn't be able to go back later. So let the sense of urgency take advantage of the loophole in the brain, and once again ignored the word "wake up" and didn't pursue it further. I didn't expect that the child's sleep should have something to do with injections and medicines...

Because of the car at eight o'clock in the evening, but it was already half past five at this time, and there were still two trainings to do. Coupled with the lack of confidence in the institution, I am anxious to go back sooner rather than do the rest of the training. Maybe under this tension, and ignore it again!

Because, I know, although I am worried that I will not be able to go back, the most important reason is that I have found from all kinds of signs that this institution has set up many rehabilitation programs, but in fact, it does not really help autistic children much. The real purpose is mostly to discourage people's eyes and ears and achieve the effect of reasonable charges. Perhaps because of this, I was too lazy to think again, which led to the mental consciousness, under the tension of preparing to leave, and aggravated the sense of neglect again, and finally forgot the word "wake up" at the subconscious level.

However, at that moment, although I already knew the general situation of this organization, I was just at the moment when I decided to prepare to leave, and I was worried that the train would be delayed due to traffic jams on the road, so the more I thought about it, the more anxious I became. However, the child's aunt persuaded me like a purchaser: "The money has been paid, and if you don't do it, won't the money be wasted?" ”

I know it's hard for her to explain it. Just as I was trying to convince my aunt to leave resolutely, the receptionist came over and said, "Let them train your children first, so that you can leave early..."

Her kind words made me depressed for a long time, and finally made me accept their arrangement again with a deep understanding mentality in the entanglement.

Yes, although I accepted their arrangement, I was still irritable, and said to them seriously: "Then I have to see how the child is inside!" ”

However, the women in the agency who don't seem to be very old seem to be mature and sophisticated in the escort business.

Originally, I felt that their facial features were placed quite coincidentally, but in the middle of their left and right blocks, at this time, they always felt that they were like clowns, which was a little ridiculous!

Therefore, in the midst of their clever refusal, I was so angry that I really wanted to point at their noses and ask, "Even if you fool around with the children inside, you won't break the law by looking at them, right?" ”

However, I always tried to restrain myself, thinking about it, and felt that maybe only by forcing them into a corner would they make concessions!

When I thought of this, I suddenly and unceremoniously said like a police officer interrogating a suspect, "Why can't parents watch it?" When the woman heard this, she was still unfazed, and seemed to have replied confidently: "This is a rule, if the parents go in, the child will rely on the training and not cooperate with the training!" ”

I'm sure many parents will feel right when they hear it. But I still asked, "How can I stand outside the door and peek at him?" ”

Unexpectedly, the woman was still as dead as a centipede, and replied in the same tone as before: "No, because there will be sounds disturbing the child when walking, and besides, the door can't be seen outside without glass!" ”

Unexpectedly, her answer again was also very correct...

However, she may not have expected it, and I then smiled disdainfully and said, "If you find it difficult, how about I tell you how to solve this simple problem?" It doesn't disturb the children, but it also allows the parents to see the children..."

As expected, she finally looked at me for a long time with a sudden shyness. Then he squirmed his once sharp mouth, and in the expression of wanting to say goodbye, as if waiting for a hug and kiss, as if he wanted to know what I was going to do...

I saw her like that. Suddenly stopped talking, and continued to look at her with deep affection, just like her. At the moment when the four eyes met, I was thinking angrily, it turned out that my respect was exchanged for helplessness, am I afraid of you? Afraid of your rape?

Unexpectedly, I wanted to continue to do it, and I wanted her to experience autism too, but out of nowhere, a bigger woman appeared. Then, as if passing by accident, he asked her, "What's wrong..."

Before I could wait for her to answer, I said directly: "I want to go in and see the child, but they won't let me see it, saying to disturb the child, if you have no problem operating, then can't you install a camera inside?" Couldn't you all have imagined that it was so simple? If we go in and train like this, even if you play in it for a while, or get some sleep, we don't know anything..."

Maybe she has eaten for a few more years, and it just seems to be different. Unexpectedly, she listened quietly all the time, and when I finished speaking, she said as if she was fine: "Then when I have a physics class, can I ask them to take a video for you to see?" …”

In that case, I said, "Okay, then let's wait and that's it!" ”

The time of waiting passed again and again like the wind. At the moment when the child didn't come out, another woman finally came out, only to see her holding her mobile phone like a dragon egg, walking in front of me with a shy flower, and then opened the video with a heart...

After waiting for a long time, I thought there was something hidden in the video, but when I watched the video that was not ten seconds long, I suddenly wanted to look up to the sky and laugh, it turned out that the physics class was like a military secret, and it was not as good as the program where children played on the sofa stool in the kindergarten...

Think about the ignorance and patheticness of human nature, under the corrosion of money, even more ignorance and pathetic can make people mad. When I asked her to forward the video to me so that my family could learn more and give me the greatest support and encouragement in the battle against autism in the future, I was unexpected. But she acted like an Oscar-winning actress, and said firmly in the fear of spring: "That's not good, the video is for you, it will infringe on my portrait rights!" ”

When I heard it, I thought the whole building was weird and inexplicable. I almost couldn't help but say to her: "You might as well say it directly, I violated your body!" The soul is about to become a dishcloth, and the image rights are returned..."

But after thinking about it, it's okay...

If I hadn't watched that video, I might have less pity and more disgust and helplessness...

At this time, it was already half past six, and it was time for the children to do their last training. Unexpectedly, when it was almost over, my original complicated mood seemed to suddenly disappear and became simple.

Because, I suddenly felt that autism, which is a problem in this world, doesn't seem to be so scary. They are so mysterious, it seems that they are just taking care of children in a different way. I think this I will.

I think if that's all I have, even if I compare with them now, I should be able to be regarded as a super master of autism rehabilitation.

When I think about it, I can't help but feel a lot more relaxed. I thought, let's continue to watch this final training, because everything about them keeps me thinking of more hidden methods and problems in my discoveries. Therefore, it is necessary for me to continue to test and affirm my reasoning again through their actions.

Because, I think there are many problems with autism, which should be summarized as psychological problems. If that's the case, I think I should be more confident about the future...

However, at this moment, not long after the child came out, he was hugged by the young teacher again in the midst of crying. When she walked to the door, the child quickly stretched out a hand, desperately trying to grab the frame by the door, and in the midst of intense crying, struggled to shout: "No... Nope..."

But the child's arm was never able to resist the teacher's thigh, and in the end, it was like being hugged in life and death, and he had no choice!

Looking at this scene, the moment I heard the child say "no", I was stunned and even a little shocked! Because the sound "no" is what he has always used to express the meaning of peeing.

And I don't want to be at this time, but the child is in a hurry, suddenly in a spontaneous state, consciously used to correctly express the negative demand! It seems like this has never happened before!

If you look at the child's performance just now, it can be summed up in two points. First of all, the child has a correct understanding and application of "no". It can be inferred from this that he has the potential to gradually develop more languages in a chain through the radiation effect from the understanding, cognition and use of individual or minority languages...

Secondly, judging from the usual lack of language expression ability and the performance that has just been presented, the phenomenon of normal expression that suddenly appeared in the state of emergency today is the same. It can be seen that his thinking consciousness is in excessive tension and fear, which leads to a decline in thinking function, and due to the subconscious opening caused by the decline in tension, and the perceptual function of the conscious experience awakens the subconscious information that has been absorbed and suppressed, so he skips the moment of thinking consciousness control, and involuntarily says "no". It can be seen that his repression not only exists in the subconscious, but also in the cognitive function of the thinking consciousness!

If it is based on the unexpected performance just now, then the appropriate psychological pressure can also have a certain corresponding effect on autism rehabilitation. Therefore, this may be the main reason for the progress of many children in the mandatory rehabilitation of institutions. However, once this method is excessively used or repeated, it will inevitably cause more psychological and emotional problems for children. And this phenomenon may be the main reason why many children seem to have improved in some aspects, but at the same time, their performance in some places is not as good as before...

Therefore, through the discovery and reasoning just now, I seem to believe that many problems of autism must be caused by individual physiological differences, and in the acquired environment, they are more psychological problems...

Although at that time, when I had not yet discovered the physiological differences of autism, I seemed to feel that there seemed to be some kind of reciprocity between autism psychology and behavior, but the reason for this mutual evolution was that there should be a dual cause of both innate and acquired environment.

But I don't know why, when I thought about this, suddenly in an instant, I felt that something was wrong? And I feel like I'm separated from autism by a thick board. And it still seems obvious and serious...

But I stood there and thought about it for a long time, and I didn't think what the problem was. So I slowly imagined the events of the day. When the image of the dean expert appeared in my brain, I suddenly felt that the reason for something wrong seemed to be him...

Because, I always feel that he is like a wall, blocking my view at the same time, as if he is hiding something? And I think he was missing something in the whole process of contact with me?

Although, I think this institution has many problems, then this dean expert should also be the first problem. However, it was at this time that I suddenly remembered that the deception he had covered up blocked my expectations, and what was less should be the temperament that a dean should have!

Because I made an appointment with the dean, I never doubted it, although I felt that there were many problems from the beginning to the end...

Because, I asked them to arrange for me to be a first-class expert in their hospital...

Because, indirectly, I told them that only by solving me first, you can help me solve my child's problems...

Because, indirectly, I told them that I am not a professional, but I can surpass a professional, I am not an expert, but I can surpass an expert...

So, in the end, I told them directly that if I can't arrange first-class experts, then they can't even reach my level, then there is no point in me going...

So, in the end, they made an appointment for me, and within the scope of their hospital, the so-called first-class experts are their presidents...

They said that the dean would only go to the clinic at 135, and then we jointly determined that Wednesday, December 25th, the day of the first snow in Hefei...

However, it was only now that I suddenly realized that this dean didn't seem to have a problem in general...

Because, now that I think about it, no matter how I look at it or think about it, it's hard to capture any of the breath from him as a dean...

I think, as a dean, even if he is a straw bag in academics, his temperament will definitely not be like this...

Could it be that he is a fake?

Could it be that he is pretending to be the dean to diagnose the child?

So what if my conjecture is true?

Isn't this an unprecedented joke?

But why didn't I realize he was a fake before that?

Why did you suddenly suspect it until now?

I think maybe I'm paying too much attention to the kids...

Maybe it's because I believe in them too much...

Perhaps they are bent on passing their inferior level and expecting to obtain the verification of their own level, so they pay too much attention to it, resulting in the corresponding original consciousness of the subconscious, suppressing the new consciousness, and squeezing the thinking consciousness and ignoring it.

Therefore, when my mind suddenly turns from nervous to relaxed, I let the original information of the subconscious mind cause the body to relax from exhaustion, and let the new information regain the opening effect, which forms an intuitive perception effect. Then, in the cognition of the thinking consciousness, the things that the conscious consciousness perceives are awakened, and thus the question about the dean is remembered...

I thought, if that's the case, I'm right again this time...

So, therefore, in the same way, proper relaxation, from the obvious conscious feeling to the thinking consciousness of autism, so as to obtain the coordinated interaction of the three consciousnesses, should also have the possibility of miracles...

When I think of this, I feel a little excited at the same time, but I also hope that my judgment is wrong!

Otherwise, I might really be furious...

Because tantrums are too tiring...

But such a heavenly opportunity...

I ask for proof...

I want to know the truth...

I want to know if my perception of the three major consciousnesses is correct...

Because, this may be another mystery to solve autism...

Because, exploring the truth of life is my consistent style...

So, I seemed to have suddenly encountered an urgent event, and in an instant, I found the beauty that was once a little fascinating...

However, when that beautiful woman saw me, perhaps she did not know it, and for a moment, she still looked at me with quiet eyes.

Although it is inevitable that there is some pity for this situation, it is difficult to cover it in the slightest, and the emotion in my heart is about to erupt. So, just as I was forced to ask with pity, she replied with her lips fluctuating, "Then how much does it cost for you to register for the clinic?" I immediately replied without hesitation: "Fifty!" ”

Does it have anything to do with this? I was about to ask urgently, but unexpectedly, she still said like a lake of still water: "That's an ordinary outpatient clinic, and the dean's registration fee is three hundred..."

After listening to it at the time, I was really blindsided, and although I verified the results just now, I didn't feel any gratitude to her for it. On the contrary, I feel that there are no nameless karmic fires rampage in my body...

So, I said unceremoniously accusatory: "I made an appointment with you to be the dean, but you didn't arrange it, why is this happening?" ”

Unexpectedly, after listening to my questioning, she still said with an irrefutable wording: "Then you are hanging an ordinary outpatient clinic!" ”

Unexpectedly, her reaction at this time suddenly made me feel a little disgusted, only to feel that she seemed to have turned into an unpleasant black rose in an instant. Looking at her spring-hearted eyes again, I really want to strip her of her clothes, let her bare-ass, ride on the back of an orangutan, and drive her all over the street...

At this time, I was already dizzy with anger, and said without thinking: "Yes, I hung up for a fifty yuan outpatient clinic, but it was the dean who made an appointment for me at the beginning, since it was an appointment, then you should have arranged it in advance, otherwise would it be meaningful to make an appointment?" Could it be that the rain and snow in Hefei are more beautiful than Anqing? Do I have to come here today? ”

When she heard this, she seemed to want to shirk her responsibility, and then, I finally couldn't help but shout: "When you make an appointment, you say everything is fine, is this the result of the appointment?" Is it also your appointment process to pass the buck? …”

Unexpectedly. She finally came under my thunder, like a child who realized that she had made a mistake, and continued with the aura of a three-point jade girl: "That's really sorry, it's not suitable for us to arrange, and we are also responsible for this..."

I've been impatient for a long time, listening to this, thinking about it, since there are a bunch of bear soldiers, the dean of the bear general will definitely not be much better! So he waved his hand, thinking that forget it, anyway, it is common for heroes to be sad to pass the beauty pass, which is common in ancient and modern times. Although I am frivolous, I will not forget my ancestors, today's encounter, should be dedicated to the beauty...

In other words, the child's training has long since ended. Think about the day of careful preparation, and in the end, it ended hastily. This father and son finally walked out of this rotten hospital and stepped on the way back without hesitation...