Chapter 30 Chapter 2 World War
With the child's adaptation to the kindergarten and the care of the teacher, his speed of progress has improved significantly.
On the days when the weather was getting hotter and hotter, on Friday, the mother who picked up the child, as soon as she entered the house, opened the quilt she brought back from the kindergarten, and said happily: "The teacher said today that he has made rapid progress in the kindergarten..."
At that time, I listened to it, and although I expected it, I couldn't help but feel happy in my heart and replied, "That's good, so that when I go to school in the future, there should be no problem..."
When she heard this, she was still reluctant to abandon the joy on her face, and continued to wash the quilt. Then, according to the teacher's instructions, prepare a quilt with a thin bed and give the child a nap.
When I saw the quilt she had already installed, I said with some anxiety: "This child has a bad spleen and stomach, and is more prone to cold than other children, so let's bring a thicker one, it doesn't matter if it's hot, it's better than freezing..."
However, when her mother heard this, she seemed to be a little embarrassed and said, "The teacher said yes, so which one should I bring?" β
Unexpectedly, before I could answer, her grandmother said as usual, as if sweating and bleeding: "Why is the cover so thick, my body is wet..."
At this time, I seemed to have a conditioned reflex for her reaction, and as soon as I heard her speak, I couldn't control my desire to smoke!
However, perhaps under the ravages of her, the three flavors of true fire, although it is a little unbearable, she has become accustomed to it because of long-term repression.
So, I didn't seem to feel anything, and said lightly: "It doesn't matter if you sweat a little, I'll send the child the day after tomorrow and talk to the teacher again..."
When my grandmother heard this, she didn't know whether she had compromised or was worried that the child would catch a cold. In short, her machine-like expression suddenly stopped like a machine, and she was silent.
Day after day, it passed in a mood as light as pond water. On Monday morning, I brought the child and the quilt again to the kindergarten and said to the teacher, "This child is easy to catch a cold, so it's better to cover it more..."
However, the young teacher, although he looked like a little girl, seemed to be very experienced and said, "It's okay, it's already hot, and the other children are building so much..."
Seeing her sincere expression, I think that since this is the case, she should know her better than me when she deals with children every day. Thinking of this, although I was still a little worried, I was full of confidence when I saw that teacher, and at the same time, I was a little more relieved.
Besides, I was afraid of hurting her kindness, so I finally gave up the explanation and accepted her suggestion. At that time, I was still worried, but I thought it would be better if there was anything going on, and if something happened, it would be easier for me to communicate with them later.
As a result, in a worried mood, soon it was night again, and the child was vomiting again, and the bed was full of...
However, I soon found out that the child's vomiting this time may be because his physique has recovered, although he still wants to go to bed, his face is obviously not as pale as before, and his breath seems to be much better.
However, with some relief, I reported the situation to the teacher. Give your child a day off at home. I'm going to change the bed and make the quilt thicker, and I'll bring it tomorrow!
However, when reporting the situation, the head teacher said in the message: "If the cover is thick, it is easy to get heat and prickly heat..."
I think it's normal for her to be worried, but if according to the theory and practical observation of traditional Chinese medicine, if the child sweats like this, he will not get heat rash! Because, when children sweat when they sleep, it is not hot, but they are relaxing and gathering heat from the quilt, forming external heat to improve body functions, and in the temporary recovery, it is just to discharge excess water from the body.
Therefore, when the excess water is discharged, the body's qi and blood are more smooth, and at the same time, due to the consumption of energy, it will naturally stop quickly. And through evaporation, the body will be healthy and the pores will be closed. As a result, the bacteria lose their carriers to breed and multiply, and the child will naturally be safe and sound!
At this time, because the body heat flows out with sweat, it also consumes a lot, therefore, the body's yang energy is temporarily insufficient, so it is more necessary to cover more quilts, do a good job of keeping warm, and keep the body functioning normally. Otherwise, the child will have a lack of calories, resulting in slow blood circulation, which will lead to water retention again, and there will be a vicious cycle of sleeping and sweating!
What's worse is that water retention will increase the burden on the spleen and stomach, which can easily lead to insufficient lung qi, directly increase the pressure on the heart, and eventually affect the development of body and mind and even language behavior because the body is in a sub-healthy state!
Perhaps because of this, among the autistic children I know, there are three children who have also achieved good results through TCM conditioning!
Therefore, in the later days, under the dietary adjustment supported by the theory of traditional Chinese medicine, with the recovery of the child's physique, his language stiffness, rigidity, lack of emotion, labor, difficulty in changing breath, difficulty in switching words and many other problems, are constantly improving, and significantly improved and recovered to varying degrees.
Watching your child make more progress as they adjust their diet. Therefore, I believe that the efficacy of traditional Chinese medicine with food attributes is also very important for children's physical and mental health, as well as autism recovery! So, since then, I've been paying more attention to everything my kids eat.
However, no matter how much you pay attention, the things that you worry about and fear every day soon happen again. Because grapes belong to the cold nature, and the cold food, even if it is heated, it is also like ginger, pepper, cinnamon, and other hot ingredients, although it is placed in the refrigerator, its pungent properties are still there, and it is difficult to change.
However, his grandmother was always self-righteous, paranoid and unchangeable, always like a genius, thinking that it was okay to bubble in hot water. Therefore, what makes people want to go crazy is that no matter what she says, she will still be paranoid and go her own way.
It seems that in this world, she is always the only one who is right, even if it is obviously a problem caused by herself, she is often running away from pain and blaming things and circumstances that are wrong. I feel that this is because things and circumstances do not operate according to my own ideas, which leads to problems, and I am always innocent, even if I kill people and set fires, I often feel that I am doing the right thing for heaven, and I am unwilling to reflect on myself. It's like the whole world is unfair to itself and owes it to itself.
However, once the negative reality is in front of us, it is easy to compromise and split into other corresponding paranoid states in the collapse, and it is always difficult to obtain an objective, correct and rational self in self-reflection. All my life will be in paranoid emotions, in repeated divisions, through every day!
This psychological state is the core disorder of paranoid personality and the sworn enemy of fate, all such people in reality, not only will seriously affect the fate of the entire family, but even worse, if they have the ability to dominate, the final ones are almost all betrayals! And such people who lack the ability to dominate are prone to the release of severe repression and blind desire, which leads to more distorted minds, and often lives in other people's worlds like puppets and puppets!
Therefore, for various reasons, when faced with his grandmother, such as the character of the medicine is difficult to change, I have said many times. However, in my worry and fear, I still couldn't imagine that when I returned home again today and saw my grandmother preparing to put the grapes in the refrigerator again, I reminded and asked her again: "The grapes are cold, you can't give him any more to eat, just eat, at most you can only make two or three, not just seventy or eighty..."
But when my grandmother heard this, she was still intoxicated by the sounds of heaven, and still forgot to say: "Under the heat of water, shine!" β
Then, I saw her, and she was busy cooking without discussion!
When I looked at my grandmother, who was as busy as a machine, I was so angry that I was numb and didn't want to say any more. Because I want to say that the result is like a stone, even if the temperature is good, it is difficult to hatch chicks normally.
In desperation, think about it again, anyway, I'm used to it, I think it's easy to do as long as she's not an idiot, she won't hit the wall again and again, and she will never look back, right? However, calm down and think about her paranoia, maybe it is really unpredictable, and it can always make people worry!
However, the time that makes people helpless and speechless makes the night come again. At this time, I had already picked up the rice, and looked at the beef for the children, perhaps because of the long time, it seemed to be obviously a little tasteless, especially under the illumination of the light, a little like glass, and in the slight, the tender light was refracted brightly.
However, my grandmother was reluctant to throw it away, and it seemed that she was reluctant to eat it. And at this time, the child, even more so, not only does not eat it, but also hides when he sees it. His mother, however, also saw it as non-existent. Therefore, I thought, then I can only eat twice occasionally when his grandmother is a little inattentive in some scruples and unfilial piety.
Although I feel that the beef has almost no beef taste, in order to accommodate it, the flesh that has not yet recovered, in the spirit of not wasting and coincidentally, I can only use the bad beef to make up for the bad human flesh!
However, I didn't expect that I, who had been gobbling it up, soon found that when I turned around and came back with rice, it was only a few seconds before the original half bowl of ground beef was empty...
However, looking at my grandmother's somewhat smug eyes, I understand, I don't know whether she is afraid that I will eat bad stomach, or worried that I will enjoy the delicious food alone, and let her be busy in the leisure again, and at the moment when I rarely add rice, and turn the tide, with lightning speed, in the sense of God but unknowingly, poured out the poor beef bowl, just like discovering Tang raw meat, has already been poured into her daughter's bowl!
Looking at me with relish, I continued to eat with relish. When you look at the silent and casual mother and daughter, think that they can be so affectionate, and it is much better than bad beef, because it can sour people's hearts.
However, just in the midst of being a little moved, I couldn't help tilting my head, looking at my grandmother who was leisurely and complacent, and thinking about my silent mother, I suddenly realized that the speed of her mother and son seemed to be much faster than that of the child. At least now even the beef that has changed its flavor can be like a fairy casting a spell in their hands, and between the giving, there are no flavors, and it is infinitely as deep as the sea!
This is the case...
Think about it...
Or that's it...
Stay away from the taste of bad beef...
Maybe in the middle of it...
It's just around the corner...
And the mood at this time...
Let the night at this time...
Seems quieter than usual...
Xiaoxiao's occasional voice...
Also seems to be lighter than usual ...
Two bites of beef in the stomach...
Although the twins are like October...
But in a different way...
Just like after the dawn of the dragon...
The next day, the sun still rises in the east. Bad dark clouds made the whole sky gray, like undigested beef, in the sultry heat that was difficult to release, it was noon again!
At this time, I had just come home from work, and I saw Xiaobao sitting alone in the safety car while my grandmother was cooking, looking around obediently. At this time, Dabao is more like an angel who has nothing to do, entertaining himself on the sofa!
However, just as I was sitting down, my grandmother suddenly came up to me and said, "Bring him a pumpkin pie..."
When I heard this, I said as usual: "It's almost time to eat, you can't give it to him, otherwise he won't be able to eat well..."
Unexpectedly, my grandmother continued, "He didn't eat anything in the morning..."
Oh, and I thought, "In that case, it's not a big problem to eat less." β
So, I didn't hesitate to take the pumpkin pie from my grandmother's hand. But unexpectedly, the child had just eaten two bites, and suddenly he wanted to get off the sofa in a hurry like a fire burning his buttocks.
However, just when I was trying to coax him to continue, unexpectedly, without warning, he suddenly stretched out his head and threw up on the sofa with a "whoop"...
When I let go of my hand and was about to take the trash can, unexpectedly, he immediately got off the sofa and suddenly vomited in the center of the living room...
Then, at a loss, I stood there, only to see him bending his neck again, bending his waist, and at the moment when he just walked to the kitchen, all of a sudden, he vomited all over the kitchen...
Seeing this sudden situation, I was overwhelmed and angry, and suddenly found that the ground was full of milky white water and peeled white grapes.
At that time, I really wanted to go out of my way and destroy humanity, and I wanted to immediately sweep the grapes all over the ground into a bowl for her grandmother to eat...
Because, how many times have you said it. Grapes can no longer be eaten, cold ones cannot be eaten, and how many times have they said that they either don't listen, or they still listen to it and don't listen to it. Even the lettuce that I often eat, I don't know how many times I said it, but for the sake of my temper loss, I finally reluctantly withdrew it. I can't imagine that the grapes that have been said several times are the same today, and I have to get my wish and let the child vomit all over the ground before I want to stop!
So, the more I thought about it, the more angry I became, and I couldn't bear it, so I didn't want to, and I felt angry when I thought about it. But for the sake of the child, and for the sake of the facts again, give her a chance to think, think about it, or forget it. Originally, this rainy season was romantic enough, and there could be no more phoenixes and cranes, and thunderstorms played each other...
However, I was as angry as water, and in desperation, I only turned around a few times at home, and then, as if it was none of his business, he said lightly: "You gave him grapes to eat in the morning, right?" You see it's all grapes..."
However, the paranoid personality is often like a sudden sandstorm, which is expected and always unpredictable. I didn't think it had come to such a point that a blind person could smell the grapes, and she could still have healthy eyes and say confidently: "Where are the grapes?" β
Listening to my helplessness, I suddenly raised my voice and said, "Take a good look, is this white grape?" β
Unexpectedly, when she heard this, she may think that I usually seem weak, but once I lose my temper, I may turn the river and the sea again, and the dragon and the tiger leap! Perhaps because of this, she suddenly fell silent, like a spiritual machine, and again like air, when I was gone. Then, he continued to work in the kitchen, like an artist, unhurriedly, and made an ordinary pot of tomato egg soup into a golden hall...
At that moment, looking at the grapes spit out by the child all over the ground, and then smelling her fragrant gold and jade, I was angry like a headless fly, wandering around in the living room, unable to find the direction to fly out, but not cleaning, grandma's masterpiece, this yellow soup rampant paradise!
He thought to himself, when his mother came back, he would take this great opportunity for her to review again. Lest almost every time, even the basic common sense mistakes, have to be preached by me again and again! Not to mention this, and even often the other way around, the two mothers join hands to interact with each other, and it becomes a collection version of the encyclopedia, preaching to me!
However, what is surprising is that when his mother came back, she was stunned for a moment, although she looked at a field of grapes, and told her that it was a child who vomited, but she still looked like a boring lady, and just like passing the time, unhurried, and like a lazy sanitation aunt, picking up a broom, and getting busy there!
Seeing this scene, I was a little disappointed, and even desperate, thinking about this eldest mother, it is not surprising that it is in line with heaven to be able to give birth to this little mother.
In the numbness, I turned my head and looked at the naughty child, only to suddenly react, it turned out that the child's vomiting reaction today was much better than the last time, far from knowing. Although the vomiting was more serious today, not only did it not have the previous precursor reaction, but after vomiting, it was still the same complexion, as if nothing had happened, and it had already begun to drive back and toss there...
Seeing that he is like a naughty boy with nothing to do, I think that during this time, he not only avoided all cold in his diet, but also used longan, leeks, beef, bean sprouts, garlic, onions, duck blood, pork liver, chicken and other warm water to nourish blood, yang and qi, while improving the spleen, heart and lung function, and paying attention to keeping warm and sweating, and effectively improving and restoring his physique!
Otherwise, don't say that children who already have a serious vomiting reaction, I think it is an adult, if the vomiting is so serious, it is difficult to be like a fairy with nothing for a while, and quickly reproduce the Dao bone fairy wind!
Therefore, think about it again, the lively and active child at this time, perhaps because of the effective recovery of the body, the difficulty of making him speak, the stiffness, the difficulty in changing the breath, the mouth like a freeze, and although he knows and wants to speak, but it is difficult to say coherent words and sentences, and the phenomenon of difficulty in pronouncing words and words, has improved significantly. And constantly in the rhythm full of emotion and intonation, it has broken through some of the shi sounds that were difficult to pronounce before.
When I think of this, my original anger and helplessness seem to suddenly decline like an avalanche. Thought. I thought to myself, since the vomiting test is so ideal, then this epic mood should be like starving and appreciating the snow, making fun of the bitterness, and letting it go with the wind.
Therefore, in the midst of such self-relief, and under my deliberate actions, the family does not seem to continue to be in a seamless normal atmosphere because of the child's vomiting just now...
However, the more you want to abandon the mood, the easier it is to happen again at any time, like a ghost in the night!
Because, on the second day, I thought that the rainy mood would be with the child's physical and mental progress, and I could occasionally enjoy the rare sunshine, but unexpectedly, it was at lunchtime, maybe because of my grandmother, and I was still thinking about the beef in my stomach. So the moment I turned around to add rice, the old trick was repeated, and suddenly I made a big move again, and there was not a drop left in the pot of tomato and egg soup, and her daughter's bowl almost overflowed on the table...
However, I still watched with relish, and I continued to eat with relish.
When her daughter finally drank the soup up to her mother's expectations, picked up Xiaobao, and returned to the room, at the moment when I was both envious and jealous, I finally walked over and asked gently, "Did she pour the soup just now?" She poured yesterday's beef too, right? β
As expected, she was silent, maybe for my pitiful feelings, but because of the deep love between mother and daughter, I saw her whispering with a comforting tone: "Don't let her hear it, it wasn't her who fell yesterday!" β
Unexpectedly, when I heard her say this, I suddenly said in jealousy, envy and anger: "What about today? Let's see how you should spend your day..."
Unexpectedly, it turns out that the Arabian Nights is a fantasy, and in reality, there will always be a time to happen.
It turns out that there is always a time when the sun comes out of the west.
Because, she has always been good at copying her grandmother, at this time, looking at her grandmother who was eating in the living room, she raised her voice for the first time in history, and shouted in a dark voice: "Mom, if you want us to divorce, you can do it like this every day..."
However, unexpectedly, at this time, my grandmother, who was enjoying a sense of accomplishment, suddenly heard that her daughter, who was like her shadow, could say this, and it seemed quite surprising. But she, who was already deeply wise, did not hesitate to pretend to be innocent and asked, "What? What's wrong? β
And then the whole person, in the whole quiet building, seems to eat faster...
As the smell of sourness permeated, it reminded me that the thrill of driving and taking revenge on the weak can make people so crazy. Therefore, I think that if my grandmother continues to perform it, then my accommodation and forbearance will only make her inch by inch, and one day she will eat my meat as beef for her daughter, and one day, I will stew my bones into soup and add an egg to her daughter to drink...
Perhaps it was from that point on that I began to discover that endless accommodation and forbearance are tantamount to raising tigers for the ignorant. And today, her self-contained imperial grandson and the once closed princess, the dragon prince who has many conflicts with sensitive and fragile psychology, and her old couple, decades of grievances in the rivers and lakes, plus today, I want to experience the pleasure of driving and revenge in my forbearance and accommodation, which has already fully demonstrated that compassion and forbearance are like inexhaustible cow dung for her, which can nourish her flowers that will never bloom...
Just when I was forced to think about how to solve the problems that will happen in the future in the most ideal way, unexpectedly, in the evening, when I tried to be as calm as possible again, and talked to their mother and daughter about the child, she suddenly said in a threatening tone: "Then I will go home tomorrow!" β
When I heard this, I couldn't bear it anymore, and I thought to myself, I originally hoped that you would take care of the child, and then we could take good care of you, but I didn't expect that from beginning to end, the troubles and troubles created, as well as the problems created for the children, were far more than the help, I don't know how much. However, for the sake of your mood, and the mood of everyone, not only no one complains, but also tries to comfort you. But I didn't expect you to take a threatening attitude today, hoping that I would beg you to stay and continue to cause trouble...
When I thought of this, I couldn't bear it anymore, so I immediately pointed at her and said, "You can go!" If you don't go, then I'll go! β
And then, I was more than once. Pointing at him and yelling loudly: "People say that they don't shed tears when they don't see the coffin, you don't shed tears when you see the coffin, if you don't understand, go find someone who understands and ask, if you don't understand with me, you go to the person who understands and say, you go to the uncle and aunt and they say, they understand people!" Hope you can understand that I don't owe anything to your family! Don't force me, or if I tell the truth, it will be a fatal blow to all of you..."
I didn't expect that under my devilish thunder, she was silent, washed the pots and dishes, and really went to her uncle's house...
At that moment, it seemed that for the first time in my life, I felt that I was back in time to the moment when I faced my parents twenty years ago.
Unexpectedly, the original wandering, the soul that was about to be bleached, twenty years later, let this grandmother, who is rare in a thousand years, let me, who once disappeared, return to the past!
However, just after she left, she felt that the home suddenly seemed extraordinarily quiet. When he looked at the well-behaved and lively Xiaobao in his arms, and then at his mother, he began to clean as if nothing had happened.
However, in the mood of occasional calm, suddenly when the anger is not gone, the worry arises again. Then I thought about it, and helplessly urged her to go to the uncle's house and bring my grandmother back!
When they came back again, I thought about it, and because I was worried, I still wanted her to stay. However, just as she was washing her face, I forced myself to let go of my mood and said tentatively, "Don't you go back, why don't you find something to do here first?" However, before I could finish speaking, she immediately said like an uncle: "Go... Go... Go..."
I was so angry that I couldn't laugh or cry. I thought, do I want to be amorous?
At that time, I really wanted to shout at her again: "Is there anyone who can't bear you? Is it true that you can't live without you? If you are a real child, can't you do it? You go, go!
When you go back, even if you want to have children, even if you are husband and wife, continue to be wronged together, even if the villagers laugh at you, if you can't withstand the pressure and have an accident, then I will do my best, I am worthy of my heart! I can't continue to be unprincipled firewood in order to warm your deformed heart until you burn to ashes, right?
So, in a fit of rage, in order to force myself to make up my mind again, I immediately informed the HR department that I would resign immediately tomorrow. But I never expected that when I made up my mind, before I fell asleep, his son suddenly called.
However, at the moment when I just connected, he also didn't care about 3721, and as soon as he opened his mouth, he yelled: "My mother helped you take the child to break the law?" Is it illegal to be a babysitter for you? Are you going to tell her to leave, do you treat your parents like this..."
When I heard it, I really wanted to drop the phone immediately, but I was worried about waking up Xiaobao, so I thought about it and said in a low voice: "You only know to call me now?" How many times have I told you about today's incident, how many messages have I sent, have you listened to it, and have you replied? β
However, people who have read the book seem to be different, and before I finished my words, I didn't expect that he suddenly changed his words again, and seemed to say from the bottom of his heart: "Brother-in-law, I'm sorry, I was a little emotional just now, it's me who is wrong..."
Then, in my anger, I comforted and said, "It doesn't matter if you apologize or not, the important thing is to solve the problem clearly..."
Then, I only listened to him talk a lot impatiently, and I was in the mood to debate again, until he said helplessly: "No matter what, you can't let your mother go, you and my sister will leave her even if you don't sleep all night..."
Perhaps because of this, he touched the depths of my heart. Because, as a child, while I am a little moved, I can also understand the paleness and powerlessness in his heart. So think about it, even if it's for his mood, in order to respect the helplessness of a filial son. Then I told him, how do you tell your mother, she might stay, if not, then I'll talk about it tomorrow...
Think about it again, after all, it is a mother and son, even if you feel that the mother is no longer the same, as a filial son, I can understand that feeling. However, if it weren't for all the helplessness and the fish pond of the two children, how could I be willing to see him sad and sad? What's more, the current him is the past me...
However, after a night of reasoning, and sure enough, as I expected, the next day, before I could get up, my grandmother came to the door of our room early, with a calm expression, as if nothing had happened. He said to me, "Get up and go to work..."
Finally, it was like this again, I was walking on thin ice, with a worried mood, and it was another night.
When she saw that she was about to take the toy box away, I said gently: "This one should be placed here, although it looks a little messy, but it will be better for children."
Unexpectedly, she was fine, but she suddenly looked like she had taken the wrong medicine and pulled her long face, as if everyone owed her eight million. Although it was like a silent machine, it turned around and just put down the box, but what made people laugh and cry was that at the same time, it deliberately took the other one away...
Seeing her so normal, over and over again, I forcibly endured the mood of wanting to explode again, thinking that if she continued like this, she might really not see the hope and future of the child and the family. If this continues, even if the child and the child's mother are fine, sooner or later, I will have psychological and mental problems in the super depression!
So, I learned the hard way again, and that night, when we were lying down with the children, when I told her daughter all the potential problems I had found, she said, "It's really not good, let's let her go back..."
At that time, the daughter who had not been completely assimilated by her grandmother seemed to be the same as me, although I hoped that she would stay and continue to take care of the children, but at the same time, because of my grandmother's temperament and the constant practical problems in front of her, she had no choice but to agree to my suggestion!
However, I don't know what she said to her grandmother the next day, because my grandmother, who looked listless, didn't know whether to go to my uncle's house to say goodbye or discuss, or to go out for a walk and come back soon! In short, there was no sign that she was leaving. However, just like that, the day of torment passed.
However, at this time, I seemed to be under the inertial force of my grandmother's negative consciousness, like a bit of evil, almost to the point where it was difficult to control myself. Therefore, I kept thinking about what her departure and continued stay would mean for the child!
After all day of being so entangled and bored, I finally made up my mind again, hoping that she would leave immediately, so as not to make me suffer in constant thinking. Maybe once the emotions passed, I couldn't bear it again, and I left her behind.
However, I kept making up my mind, and what was disappointing was that the day of suffering passed like this. And she's just as fine, still with no signs of leaving...
So, in the morning after sleeplessness, when I was washing my face in the bathroom, I found that I suddenly burst into tears in the boredom without warning! At the moment I realized it, I looked at myself in the mirror, and suddenly I felt like I wanted to go crazy, I felt as if I was surrounded by embattlement, and I longed to escape from this home, from Anqing, and from everything here!
Because, I know, this is a precursor to the division of consciousness, and if this situation continues, then I will gradually go in the same direction as the child's mother and grandmother...
However, just then, her daughter came in, and then, with the cry of Desride, I said to her, "It's okay if she doesn't leave, then I'll get back immediately..."
I don't know if she saw my tears and felt compassion, or if she was worried that my child would be worse if I left. In short, she immediately said like a perfunctory child: "Okay, good, good, she will leave tomorrow..."
Then, I saw her walk to her grandmother's room, I don't know what to say, at this time, I saw my grandmother walking to the living room, her expression seemed to be even more depressed...
One day passed like this again, and soon it was night again, and I saw that she had eaten as usual, cleaned up the house, and then went out alone. After a long time, I returned home quietly again.
I don't know if it's because she wants to leave, go out to relieve her mood, or go to her uncle's house to discuss or say goodbye. In short, when I looked at her silently and came back again, my heart, which was finally frozen, seemed to begin to melt again, and I hoped that she could stay again...
Because, if she really goes back, I think, she will be sad and cry because she thinks about her child. and fear of ridicule from others, and have to face gossip. Besides, even if they go to Qingdao grandfather, the couple are a pair of beacon beauties...
However, in the midst of all my worries and helplessness, I said to her daughter again in the evening: "You tell your mother, don't go..."
Unexpectedly, I thought that her daughter would be happy when she heard this, but she was silent and speechless for a long time, until I repeated the question, and she said to me as if it was none of her business: "Then you and her..."
Finally, I stayed up until the next morning, and I got up early, sitting on the sofa like a nerd. When I looked at my grandmother who was packing up her clothes and preparing to leave, I was about to speak in a hesitant sadness, but she suddenly said in a strange voice: "Don't you just want to take care of the children at home?" I work in Qingdao for 3,500 months, when will you give it? β
Unexpectedly, I was already extremely tired, and at the moment I suddenly heard her words, I finally understood better, and I thought about it for a long time, and under her psychological projection at this time, I knew that in her thinking consciousness, maybe it was for the sake of the child, or for the family to bring the child with a dedication mentality.
But, in her subconscious. It turns out that it is in the enjoyment of escaping pain and pursuing happiness in order to realize the mentality of driving and experiencing domination of the weak, and it is only in such a conflict that he is eager to take the child...
Thinking about her terrible mentality, I endured and endured, and after a few minutes, finally again, for the sake of her mood as a parent, although soaked in heartache and pain, I still did not hesitate to erase myself again!
At that moment, I didn't know what my mood was like. I only remember that in turn, like a parent teaching a child, I said to her with some anger: "You stay with the child, or don't go!" β
However, I didn't expect that as soon as I said this, she suddenly: "Wow" and said in tears: "Then I'm here, don't I want to bring up you two children..."
Seeing this scene, in a moment of sadness and helplessness, I didn't seem to be moved by her tears, but on the contrary, it made me realize more that she was desperate and afraid when she was forced to leave...
Yes, God is pitiful, of course I understand the mood of my parents, but if the mood and behavior are difficult to synchronize, then in the division of the three consciousnesses, the whole person is easy to be like the moon on the fifteenth day of the first month, and in the unstable light, it will only happen and make people feel, more helplessness and sadness!
However, in this situation, I can only say lightly in numbness: "Your heart is good, your goal is right, but your method is wrong, and the result is the opposite..."
When she listened, she didn't know how much she understood, in short, she finally started to get busy again like a little girl who made a mistake, with a little grievance and a well-behaved look!
I thought that the war would end again, but I didn't expect that just as I was about to go to work, his grandfather, who was thousands of miles away, sent two more videos on his mobile phone, which were enough to move God, that is, the letter written by my mother-in-law to my daughter-in-law, that is, my mother-in-law educated my daughter-in-law. It means to use this video to tell me: "My daughter makes more money than you, and the house was also bought by my daughter, and I even want to say that the children are my daughter's life, but you eat and drink here for nothing every day, not only do you not know how to be grateful to Dade, but today you will take revenge and drive your mother away..."
Then, as if furious, he posted a bunch of insinuations in the group, thinking that he was not at an ordinary level of naΓ―ve information. I wanted to explode when I watched it.
I can't imagine that an old man in his sixties, with a mentality and thoughts, is so stupid as an ignorant and selfish child that he is so naΓ―ve and stupid that people feel pitiful, pathetic, and discardable.
It turned out that to this day, he still thinks he doesn't understand that such a home, for me, has long been a hot and cold polar mansion, not the golden nest dragon couch he has always imagined, the Jade Emperor Heavenly Palace...
In the midst of impatience, I endured and endured, thinking that since they are so affectionate, and they are arrogant, in order to avoid themselves, continue to be envious and jealous, I did not hesitate to delete everything he had from his mobile phone immediately!
At this time, my grandmother may also start to feel tired, maybe she knows that I am not as ignorant and cowardly as her daughter. Perhaps because of this, I began to be afraid. Perhaps, she began to realize that if she continued like this, one day, she would be so bored that she would be out of control...
In short, no matter what the reason, under the guidance and education of her son, she finally made great progress. However, in my constant attention, relatively speaking, for a long time, the atmosphere at home finally showed signs of peace and prosperity...
However...
The wind is dashing, the clouds are fluttering, the love is still the same, when will you be old?
Ask the sky, hanging high on the sun and the moon, why is the world so small?
Listening, spring, summer, autumn and winter, once upon a time, tears filled the sky...
Turning snow and dancing, thousands of miles, floating in the sky...
Showing the eternal romance...
When is Skyrim?