The same classmates have only been three years, and they are tired of the ups and downs, and they go to the southeast, south, west, and northwest, how to leave people's tears, and they don't often come to Huihui Recalling the taste of the year

July is even hotter and muggy. I lay on the ceiling facing my bed and felt melancholy and sadness. The three-year college life came to me in front of my eyes, time passed like a white horse, fleeting, and before I could react, in a flash, the three-year college life had come to an end. Looking back on the past few years, there have been joys and tears, but no matter what I have experienced, I have continued to grow in these colorful experiences. I still remember the inexplicable joy and excitement when I first stepped into this beloved school in my freshman year, and at the same time, it was accompanied by the freedom to transition from high school cramming education to university academic style, everything was based on personal planning and adjustment. In my sophomore year, I began to shift my focus to professional learning, and I still remember that I participated in the club of personal interest. When I entered my junior year, I began to think about my life plan, whether I would work or go to graduate school......

When she rolled down the window, my eyes were full of tears, and there were so many words that I had in my heart. Our clenched hands slowly changed from the interlacing of palms to the contact of fingers, until they separated, and I ran and chased with the moving train, and slowly the train became smaller until it disappeared before my eyes. I couldn't control my tears anymore...... Before the time of parting, it seems that I can't taste the difficulty of parting; When it was time to part, I thought of the difficulty of saying goodbye. Hundreds of millions of chances, my girlfriend from college, when will we be able to get together on campus. It's hard to say goodbye when you meet, and it's even harder to see each other when you're easy to meet. It turned out that the first encounter of youth and ignorance was for today's free and easy parting.

"Tomorrow, we are graduating, and graduation means separation for us." She said.

"yes, for me, graduation is unemployment." I said to her jokingly.

Unlike her, I went back to the state-owned enterprise in my county two months before graduation to take the recruitment exam and interview and passed it successfully. You can go to work after graduation. I remember that on the day I went to take the exam, she told me that I should take the recruitment exam with her. I refused at the time because I felt that I was excellent in all aspects of school and would definitely find a better job, and I also believed that the school teachers would help me recommend a good unit. However, until I graduated, it was still far away......

I still remember the night before parting.

"Let's go out for a walk together and not talk about work." She proposed.

"Yes, you can." I replied.

We walked together to the edge of the Yangtze River (our school is leaning on the Yangtze River) The lake surface of the Yangtze River reflected the colorful lanterns on the opposite bank, and under the drive of the wind, there were ripples like fish scales, one after another, flashing mischievously. However, because it is full of extravagance and waste, it is inevitable that people will have some greasy feelings about this scenery. We walked along the Yangtze River, and no one said anything, as if no one wanted to break the tranquility. I walked in front of me, and I couldn't see her, not even her back. Because I can't face the reality that I will be unemployed after graduation. Of course, I know better that it is impossible for me to change this recent situation, let alone change this reality. I can only face it calmly, and at the same time, I also know that in the future life, maybe I will not only face this once, but also make long-term preparations. I'm wondering where my tomorrow, my tomorrow is going......

"Tomorrow, tomorrow I'm going back, and you have nothing to say." She said in a sad and hoarse voice.

"Or, you go back to us with me, I heard my brother say, in a few days, that factory will recruit a group of training cadres, and then you go to take the exam and interview, you are excellent in all aspects, you will definitely be able to." Even if you really can't find a job, I'll help you rent a house in our county then, and you can live there first, okay? ”。 After I listened, I didn't speak, I kept thinking, whether to go or not, I was hesitating, wandering. Seriously, she was nice to me, very good. But there were two reasons that discouraged me from going to them. First: I went, but I might not be able to find a job, I might not be able to enter that factory, and I couldn't get used to life there. (Her family is in the north, and she mainly eats pasta). Second: The family is already thinking of a way to see if they can go to work in a public institution, and the bottom line is that at least they have to get a state-owned enterprise to work. Of course, these will be elaborated on one by one in the following articles.

"You go back to work first, take a look at it for some time, how about it, if you can, you write to me then, and I'll come back to you then, what do you think?" She didn't answer me. In fact, we all know that as long as we are separated, we will slowly talk about missing each other as time goes by. The butterfly can't fly in the sea, it's not that it doesn't have the courage, but that there is no waiting on the other side...... The wind blowing across the river from time to time makes people feel a little cool. I walked up to her and took her hand and said, "What time is your train tomorrow morning, I'll take you to the station." We all know that this time we separated, we may never see each other again. Suddenly my heart was beating faster and my lips were thirsty. The beating heart needs her soothing, and the thirsty lips need her moisture. But he still suppressed his inner turmoil and uneasiness. She couldn't control herself anymore, and tears flowed from the corners of her eyes saying, "I can't bear you." I took her hand and said, "It's okay, we can still contact each other by letter after we separate." Suddenly, she threw herself into my arms, choking at first, gradually crying, and finally crying loudly. Her tears instantly soaked my clothes and slowly soaked into my body. I couldn't control myself anymore, hot things flowed out of my eyes, I desperately tilted my head and let them flow back, but it didn't work, they all fell to the ground, my heart seemed to be torn apart, no, not torn, it was crushed, crushed like powder... I hugged her tightly and slowly waited for each other to moisten with my parched lips. When I kissed her, she responded enthusiastically, as if she was going to swallow her. She didn't follow my rhythm, and deliberately controlled the kiss to the category of tenderness and sweetness, which is the kind of sweet kiss of an inexperienced boy and girl---- although sweet, it has nothing to do with madness. Slowly, we calmed down, less intense, like a train that slowly stopped. We were in sync, hugging each other gently, our lips rubbing against each other like water, and our eyes smiling slightly at each other, full of sweetness. Let the hustle and bustle of the river wind and waves be lively. We hugged quietly by the river, like a pair of teenagers in love for the first time. My clumsy and restless hand was eager to wrap around her. As my fingertips fumbled, I felt her hairs gently erect on her shins. I was lost in the healthy heat that gripped little Haze like a summer day. Let her stay here, let her stay here...... The time spent together always flies so fast, and I really want to let time stay in that moment forever and make that moment eternal. "It's almost 23:00 and we have to go back to school, otherwise we won't be allowed to enter," she said. "Hmm", we walked towards the school together, although there was too much reluctance, and at the same time there was too much helplessness. We walked all the way, neither spoken, and we didn't know how to say anything to comfort each other. Soon arrived at school. "I'll see you off tomorrow morning." I say. "Hmm" the next morning the moon is blurred, I quietly send you away, from then on, there is a tearful little star in the sky looking forward to your return. When the train flute is pulling, whose thoughts are entangled with the rails, the bumpy time is gone, the days of waiting have begun, and it is an uncertain cycle of separation, I use the tears after turning around to flashback, I don't want you to go, when the train starts, our clenched hands, slowly from the staggering of palms, into the contact of fingers, until separation, I follow the moving train, running, chasing, slowly the train becomes smaller, until it disappears in front of my eyes. I couldn't control my tears anymore...... Before the time of parting, it seems that I can't taste the difficulty of parting; When it was time to part, I thought of the difficulty of saying goodbye. Hundreds of millions of chances, my girlfriend from college, when will we be able to get together on campus. It's hard to say goodbye when you meet, and it's even harder to see each other when you're easy to meet. It turned out that the first encounter of youth and ignorance was for today's free and easy parting.