I remember someone said that people who like Nanjing are very worldly. I laughed and laughed when a madman was drunk and babbling gibberish.

A lot of people like Xinjiang as a place of real inspiration, and most people say they like Urumqi and allude to my Nanjing.

So I asked them where the snow lotus grows in the Tianshan Mountains, when the henna flowers bloom, and whether the largest desert in the country is the Taklamakan Desert. Bosten Lake is the largest inland lake in the country. They looked at me blankly.

In fact, I like Xinjiang more than any of them and understand Xinjiang, but I will not say Xinjiang Xinjiang I love you all day long just to show that I am very tasteful. That's superficial. In fact, when you really love something, you will find how fragile and powerless language is. There is always a gap between words and feelings.

A long time ago, when I walked blindly through the four seasons, with the gaps in front of me, I confidently pinned my hopes on the yellow flowers of tomorrow, feeling that the so-called dust was about to cover the young life! When the branches of the years are enchanting in the summer afternoon, the memories of those most beautiful years will be scattered step by step!

Then my life began to become more interesting, Wu Yanxin was like me, her roots were not in Nanjing.

When Wu Yanxin first came to Nanjing, she was unfamiliar with her life, her cousin's company gave her a single apartment in the unit, and once I went to her dormitory because I asked her to help me review and revise my novel, and then I felt that my heart was very uncomfortable. Her apartment is only forty square meters, and it is not too luxurious in the choice of style, simple style, small area and large space, she has not prepared many valuable things, and there is not much furniture, and there is still a lot of space behind her computer desk. Her bed was clean with Japanese-style cartoon sheets, and I used to live in a room for eight people, and the smell of the men's stinky socks and shoes was unacceptable. But to be honest, I'm quite happy to go, after all, I can't always rely on my father or someone I know to live in such a big house, and then think about the pampered Wu Yanxin in front of me who has lived in this kind of place without complaints, I can't wait to find a place where no one is there to hide and give myself a few big mouths, and then take the opportunity to tell myself that I must endure hardship.

So I instigated Wu Yanxin to go out to find a house, and then trumpeted to her that the media deceived the masses, and that Nanjing housing was not nervous at all. From my tone, it is that Nanjing is full of cheap houses, waiting for people to live! Wu Yanxin didn't say anything when he heard this, was silent for a while, and then raised his head and said to me, "Then let's go." ”

Wu Yanxin used all the time to help me pay attention to real estate information, and when I went to work, I downloaded a lot of APP software about real estate on my mobile phone, and notified me as soon as I found a suitable and cheap house, and then I felt that this was not good and that was not good. She looked for a lot and felt that I was not satisfied and angry, I knew that she hated my pickiness the most, but I was not worried at all, I looked very calm, she thought to herself that I was helping you find a house, and I would help you pay attention to it whenever I was free, but you looked high and indifferent.

In fact, when it comes to looking at houses, I usually go out to see one or two in the morning, and then I play tricks and start instigating Wu Yanxin to go shopping, watch movies, drink afternoon tea, and go to the recording site to watch variety shows.

Later, after looking for a long time, I started to get annoyed. It was not easy to find a suitable house, but it was not easy to find it, every time I opened my mouth, I always had a few words of the country accent that did not change the sideburns, and the landlord heard that I was from the township, and my heart was forever repulsed, and I could never get it together, so I immediately looked at us with elite eyes, and said in a low voice: "The rent is very expensive, you can't afford to rent, so it's better to find it elsewhere." ”

I am thinking in my heart, dare you Nanjing people also learn from Shanghai people, and treat the people all over the country as countrymen! Her outstanding characteristics are precisely what I cannot tolerate. And those shrewd, vain, shallow, and explicit women in Nanjing are shouting out sky-high prices to talk to you, and as soon as we asked the price, the woman blurted out, 50,000 a year, pay all year round! I rely on it, take advantage of it and don't suffer losses, grab money, I wanted to say get out of your heart, this is the place where you have been ravaged for several years, and you want to slaughter us outsiders alive, you raise such a high price, you are sick, and it is not that Emperor Kangxi has put aside the nest of Nong's house for three years, you should be renting out the corner tower on the Forbidden City!

So I gave up, and after looking for a house for half a month, there was still no progress, Wu Yanxin said to me, yes, you can move to my house directly, my house is spacious, and more people can live.

At that time, we were on Qinhuai-Changle Road, where the car was flowing like a dragon, I listened to it for a long time and didn't react, I stayed there and stared at her expressionlessly, and after a long time she thought I was having a stroke, so I asked her with a sullen face: "Live with you?" ”

In fact, she understood at the time, don't look at me as clean, my mind is full of erotic things like other men, trying to experiment on her, she knows what I was thinking. So he looked at me with great disdain and said, "Don't mess around with me!" She said that men are all disciples, and they are all lower body animals.

I looked at her again with a depressed face, I was thinking about a girl's family, and it was not good for people outside to know, especially her cousin, her cousin would definitely say that I was indecent? said that I have a belly of flowery intestines, and when the time comes, she will say that she saved a white-eyed wolf with kindness!

In the end, I moved in, because I couldn't find a good house, and secondly, it was a gift from God to me to have a temporary place to stay. She went to my hotel and looked at me, then was stunned for two minutes and couldn't speak. Indeed, this is how I reacted when I first saw this house. I also grew up in a petty bourgeois environment, and I also spurted blood when I saw this house, but I struggled to save money. After Wu Yanxin condemned her cousin's extravagance with a serious expression, then sympathized with me for the first half of my life.

Although she took the initiative to let me live in, but to be honest, I didn't know the bottom of my heart at all, and I was thinking all day that if her cousin knew how to condemn me and let her parents bump into her living under the same roof as the same man, her mother would definitely fly over from the airport and strangle her, and her father would run over and break my legs, so I would be guarding against acquaintances all day.

We covenant in chapter 3: do not bring back outsiders; You can't transgress against her.

I threatened her that if someone knew that I lived with you, I would definitely have no one to love, but if I died, you would definitely not live! After speaking, I suddenly remembered a line from a movie: I will kill myself first, then kill your whole family, and then I will run away. I just habitually paraphrase a line from a Hong Kong entertainment movie.

After dinner, Wu Yanxin and I sat in Starbucks and drank coffee, the sun was shining outside the window, and the air conditioning in the window was full, I thought this kind of life was really abruptly familiar.

Compared to the days when the grass grew and the warbler flew in Jincheng, I felt that such a life was turbulent and unstable. Suddenly, I felt like I was sitting in the summer of June, in a light so strong that it blinded the eyes.

When I said that, I felt that I really had literary and artistic cells, and I could go directly to be a writer and write for magazines.

Wu Yanxin slapped me on the head, I was suddenly a little moved, thanking her for always being by my side during this time, exactly like some of my friends at the beginning, not at all, still so porcelain and honest.

I've heard people say that college and high school friends are the most sincere, but they can become estranged over time. I suddenly felt that God was still more caring and merciful to me.

"Hey, tell me about you and Wang Shiyi, you didn't make it clear last time." Wu Yanxin stirred the cream on the coffee and began to interrogate me.

So I told her why I came to Nanjing, and why I wanted to break the peaceful and comfortable life to dominate the chaotic life. I told her about Wang Shiyi's confession to me, about Wu Yanxin's importance to me, about Ding Ping, who obeyed me and looked at my face like her, about how the beautiful woman who looked for me all day long poured my money into filial piety with liquor, and about my bitter scenery and sadness. said that I bought drunk Ding Ping all night for Wang Shiyi, and gave me a big slap.

The things that I thought I had completely forgotten have been etched in my mind all along. The residue of the years is destined to be an irredeemable incineration.

Wang Shiyi changed her mobile phone number, and I asked my friend to reluctantly deceive her, and I dialed it as soon as possible, but the other party was busy for a long time. Under the continuous bombardment of my four or five phone calls, the other party finally connected. So I rushed to the place where I made an appointment with Wang Shiyi as quickly as possible, and sure enough, I arrived before her.

I haven't seen her for a few years, Wang Shiyi has a lot of taste, graceful demeanor, and skin like cream. In her eyes, I haven't changed at all, my hairstyle is still messy, and my clothes are straight. Absolute well-dressed beast in the eyes of others.

After she and I wandered the streets, we dragged our tired bodies to the door of the hotel with great difficulty. Wang Shiyi didn't bring her ID card, I asked her to wait for me in the corridor, I ran to the front desk to open the room satisfied, and then walked up the stairs hand in hand with her.

I almost forgot that she was the daughter of our vice principal, a local scholar. Her parents hope that their daughter can show off her talents, achieve great success in her struggles outside, and give her elders a long face to become their capital to show off to their peers. Wang Shiyi has been instilled with nutrient solution by her parents since she was a child, so that she is now hiding in a so-called prestigious university to study the high-level mainstream academic of industrial and commercial law.

Youth love is like a remote-controlled toy helicopter, rushing to pull someone up to take a ride, boom boom in the sky to fly around, and then parachute into a corner of the campus, a step away, boom - love at first sight!

Wang Shiyi's face is very clean, there is no trace of being crushed by the years, and it is as tender as a shelled egg. I hate it most when a girl is smeared with a thick layer of grease powder on her face, and subconsciously I feel that such a girl is not deep enough, and it is obviously a little superficial. A girl like Wang Shiyi who has a good foundation and can be moisturized and shiny without light makeup, I like it in my heart.

I simply stretched out my arm to caress and kiss her lips very casually. She instinctively dodged and didn't let me get away.

Something was wrong with her today, and when I got to the bedside I realized that I couldn't get close to her at all, and that she was taking me like an enemy.

I patiently coaxed her slowly, pleading with sincerity, and finally there was still some effect, and it was a little better. She turned her head slowly, looked at my restrained and eager face, and straightened me to death. I felt like a piece of chocolate, exhausted by her crushing over the bed, in absolute silence in serene and serenity.

She was a master of kissing, and the familiar and domineering aura invaded all my breath. I thought to myself, I was ashamed of my kissing skills, and I cheekily hooked her neck, deliberately responding to her. Then she put herself away and pushed me hard, and she said, "What are you doing?" Tell me the truth, if you have another girlfriend out there? ”

The corners of my mouth are slightly hooked, and the evil spirit is crazy. Blooming my charming little dimples: "I have always been high and self-controlled, how can I be willing to go along with the dirt." ”

She gave me a blank look: "Is there anything fresher, well-dressed?" ”

I grabbed her hand and put it on my chest: "If my heart doesn't beat one day, you will find out that it's not that I'm cheating, but that I'm dead." ”

She threw off her shoes and stood barefoot on the floor looking up at me: "Are you specially sent by the second senior brother to be funny?" You think everyone is like me, except me, who rarely shitty you. ”

People say that "distance produces beauty", and I haven't seen each other for many years, and I have been suffering in the lonely kingdom of the four seasons, so that I even have to break my internal organs. She's good, endless, doesn't care if I live or die, and still treats me as an enemy. I suddenly felt a sadness and indescribable pain that I could not put into words. Distance produces not beauty, but illusion, hatred.

I was a little confused and wanted to sleep, and after squinting for a while, I woke up, Wang Shiyi had already fallen asleep hiding in the white pillow, peacefully like a child. What about the needle tip of the wheat just now? It's a little scary to be quiet now.

I forgot to lock the door, and I struggled to get up. The consequence of forgetting to lock the door is that he is afraid that the police uncle will come in, Wang Shiyi did not bring an ID card, and he had to waste a lot of tongues. After locking the door, I crawled to Wang Shiyi's bedside with trepidation, looked into her eyes in the dark, kissed her collarbone with my burning lips contentedly, and put a big grin on her stomach with a pair of hands, she was startled, I quickly and carefully pulled my hand back, but she still woke up.

An unknown thunderous fury surged in the darkness, and it seemed a little funny to like the new and hate the old. With a look of disgust, he didn't look back and pity me at all, and threw out the pillow to tell me to get out. In an instant, my sixth sense small universe was partially magnified, hey, could it be that this familiar little devil in front of me who does things strangely has a new thought. Is it that she still has a lot of handsome guys who haven't bubbled, and she must have had an affair and used me as a broken tire......

I struggled to get up and crawled back to the bed that had made me dread, with a gloomy and numb face. I was almost tossed half to death by her, she stretched out her leg to kick me away, I grabbed her leg and forced her to no other point, she closed her eyes and pulled her leg back and turned her head away from me, I crawled up to her like a fly and rubbed on top of her, wishful thinking, contented enjoyment.

The morning sun warmly reflected a dim glow on the glass blocked by the curtains, and she seemed much more harmless when she was sleepy, and her thick nasal voice seemed to be sleepy, and it was rare to look a little kind.

"Early."

I hurriedly put on a smile: "Morning."

Damn, if I spend a long time with this kind of person, I will sooner or later become mentally ill, and sooner or later, my blooming fresh rose will become a petal of early thanks.

The sun was soft today, and like the mood of the person, it came in through the large glass window, and it shone obliquely on her face, and I felt that she didn't seem to sleep well, because even her beautiful almond eyes seemed to be slightly swollen. I was looking at it when she suddenly smiled at me, took out a pack of women's cigarettes from her bag, expertly popped one out, and asked me, "Do you smoke?" ”

I was taken aback by her move, and I remember that she had been a lady throughout her high school years, a well-known family, a well-behaved person, and she would never have the bad habit of smoking. I instinctively shook my head. She had already skillfully taken out her lighter and lit it.

"I learned it when I was a freshman, and then I couldn't quit. Once you start a lot of things, you can't quit again. ”

Wang Shiyi had excellent grades in high school, and her parents were high-level, and she was an honor student who grew up in a delicate material environment. I looked at her as she swallowed the clouds and spitted out the fog, only to feel strange and distant, through the faint blue and white smoke, her face was as smooth and full as before, which reminded me of my high school days, when we were still sitting in the classroom, dealing with the teacher and the exam every day. Sitting together in the sunlit McDonald's, those great buildings witnessed our love one by one.