061 It's a good ending to be okay with each other
As we walked, we arrived at Monkey Mountain. Monkey Mountain is one of the more famous spots in Basho Valley. Walking in front of us was a foreign tour group, and the tour guide who led the team led the team to explain all the way, and we also followed behind to listen. Before entering the Monkey Mountain, the tour guide reminded the tourists: "This Monkey Mountain is different from the Monkey Mountain in the zoo, the monkeys in it are wild and free-range, and they like to play tricks on people, and it is common to grab hair and grab food to eat!" Especially when we have to go into the monkey cave, where the monkeys are the naughtiest! Therefore, everyone should take care of their belongings and hide them well, and it is best for lesbians to wear hats if they have hats, and tie up their hair if they don't. ”
After hearing this, the travelers of the tour group began to pack up. We also prepared and put all the snacks in our backpacks. Huang Lijun took out a sunhat and put it on, and it didn't matter if Han Jie had short hair.
We followed the tour group into Monkey Mountain. Monkey Mountain is not very big, but it is actually a dense forest halfway up the mountainside, which used to be the habitat of monkeys. After the development of this place, the forest was still preserved, and a wooden plank road was paved, and the original pure wild monkeys became free-range "pets".
The tour guide was very careful before, but in fact, we went in to take a look, and it felt that it was actually fine, and it was not so exaggerated. Tourists walked along the plank road, and occasionally a few monkeys appeared in our sight, sitting on the railing or tree branches, and there was no intention of coming up to grab them. Visitors began to relax and fed the monkeys with a variety of snacks and drinks. The monkeys are very cute, as if they are just waiting for us to take snacks to feed them, and some are very cooperative, as long as they give something to eat, they will let them touch and take pictures.
After walking the plank road, you will arrive at the "Monkey Cave". The monkey cave is a karst cave, and it is quite long. There is no sunlight inside, so a lot of colored spotlights are installed on the cave wall, which reflects the whole cave in a colorful way, like a fairyland. Han Jie was very excited when she entered the cave, and took out her SLR camera to keep taking pictures of those stalagmites, stone pillars and stalactites.
It's different when you enter the monkey cave, it seems that this is the nest of the monkeys. There are also quite a few monkeys inside, but they are obviously much more rampant than the monkeys outside! As long as they see you carrying food in your hands, they don't wait to feed them directly, and they don't even let go of drinks and mineral water. The tourists were so frightened that they screamed, but then most of them just laughed and cursed, and no one really bothered with a monkey.
I have a little habit, which is also related to my natural yin and yang eyes, and I am more sensitive to some things that behave abnormally. In the eyes of others, those naughty monkeys are all the same, at most the difference between big monkeys and small monkeys, male monkeys and female monkeys. I noticed a big monkey with a black butt and a strange behavior. It likes to play tricks on people the most, pulling the hair of tourists for a while, flirting with skirts for a while, and likes to tease female tourists if they don't like to grab food.
Actually, this is not a big deal, and other people will laugh at most when they find out. But when I looked closely, the monkey was not just an ordinary monkey, but it seemed that there was a ghost attached to the monkey!
The black-ass monkey was restless and scheming. It lifted the skirt of the previous female tourist, and secretly climbed a stalagmite to hide, waiting for the next tourist to approach before making a move. The next female tourist was Han Jie, who didn't realize that she had been "ambushed" at all, and kept looking up to enjoy the scenery on the top of the cave. The monkey quietly stretched out a hand from behind the stalagmite, apparently trying to grab Han Jie's hair.
But since I've been targeted, where is the reason for it to succeed? I screamed hard from behind, startling both Han Jie and the monkey. The black-ass monkey was so frightened that he quickly retracted his hand and looked at me with a look of horror. I took another step, made a chapel with both hands, and said loudly, "Go!" Roll on! ”
The black-ass monkey was herded by me to the cave wall, turned his head and bared his teeth at me and grinned. Han Jie didn't understand the situation, but she also beat me, complaining that I was making a fuss and scaring her.
While apologizing to Han Jie, I still looked at the black-butted monkey to see what it was going to do. The naughty monkey couldn't make a plan, and he had another plan. It slipped down from the stone wall, dodged and ran behind Huang Lijun at the end of the line, reaching out as if it wanted to touch Huang Lijun's ass!
Just now, because I shouted in front of me, I attracted the attention of Ou Dong. I was about to warn but couldn't speak, he also noticed the black-butted monkey's obscene behavior, so he pulled Huang Lijun behind him, and made a gesture to kick the monkey with his foot.
The black-ass monkey deftly dodged and didn't kick. But it screamed in anger and kept scratching at the east of the district in a threatening motion. Ou Dong is not afraid of it, when he sees that this beast dares to provoke, he will go up and kick it again! The monkey was still fast, and dodged again. Ou Dong picked up a stone and wanted to throw it, but was stopped by Huang Lijun. The black-ass monkey took the opportunity to climb the rock wall and ran away.
Han Jie scolded with a smile: "Why are you two still children's tempers, what are you competing with a monkey?" ”
I said, "It was going to grab you by the hair, you know?" ”
Han Jie said: "Then you just remind me!" Can you go and rush and fight? Wild animals are no more well-behaved than domestic pets, and besides, this is people's territory. ”
I saw that I couldn't reason with her, so I stopped talking and just said, "Then even if I'm wrong, let's keep going!" ”
We met a few more monkeys who wanted to get close to us, but we were wary and they didn't have a chance to get their hands on it. I also didn't find any more monkeys that were "problematic" like the black-ass monkey just now. This karst cave is cold and damp, and there is no sunlight all year round, which is suitable for ghosts to live. Moreover, the ghost was attached to the monkey, and it could move freely even if it was still daylight outside.
In this way, there is a reason why the temperament of the monkeys inside and outside the cave is so different. Maybe the "crooked spirit" of the monkeys in the cave was brought up by the black-ass monkey!
After leaving Monkey Mountain, we continued our own itinerary. After walking around the Basho Valley, it was already evening. After dinner in a Miao-style restaurant, Han Jie took us to find a booked homestay to stay and prepare to spend the night.
The B&B is a three-story building on stilts. It is said to be a stilted building, but in fact it is still built with reinforced concrete, but the first half of the balcony is built with bamboo, and the interior is also decorated with bamboo, which looks similar to the real stilted building. The first floor is a small shop opened by the owner's family, and the second and third floors are guest rooms, a total of four. Han Jie and Huang Lijun live in a room on the third floor, and I live in a slightly larger three-person room on the second floor with Ou Dong and the fried ghost.
In the advanced guest room of the fried ghost, he wanted to sleep in the innermost bed by the window, but was driven to the middle by Ou Dong to sleep. The meaning is very clear, that is, let the fried ghost stand between him and me and continue to be a "screen". I was more conscious and asked for a bed at the door. You don't want to be next to me, I don't want to be next to you yet!
Today everyone has been gone for a day, and I feel tired. The three of them put their luggage away and fell on the bed, wanting to rest first.
I had just been lying down for a while when Han Jie's call came. She said, "You go upstairs for a while." ”
I asked, "What's the matter?" ”
She said, "Oops! Come up and I'll tell you! ”
Han Jie likes mysterious and secret places, and has always loved to play dumb riddles with me. I didn't care, I just grabbed my phone and went upstairs. Han Jie stood at the door of the room waiting for me, and when she saw me coming up, she asked me with a smile: "Are you tired after walking for so long today?" ”
I skeptical, "Your concern is too fake!" What do you want to do if you have nothing to do? ”
Han Jie pinched me twice and said angrily, "Am I so fake in your eyes?" I called you up because it was a good thing to cheapen you! But you hurt me so much! ”
"What's the good thing?" I asked, smiling and looking inside to see if there was no one inside.
"Oops, not in there!" Han Jie scolded with a smile, "On the balcony!" ”
"What's on the balcony?" I was confused by her.
Han Jie covered her mouth and smiled, and then said to me: "Now, I will create a chance for you to get along with your old lover, do you think I am very considerate and generous?" ”
"What do you mean?" I suddenly felt bad, as if she had calculated it.
"Well, you'll find out if you go to the balcony!" Han Jie took my hand and dragged me to the balcony.
The moon is shining, the balcony is breezy, and the bamboo balustrade is surrounded by a large banyan tree, with betel nut, plantain and coconut trees next to it, and rolling mountains in the distance. In this quiet painting of Miao Village on a quiet moonlit night, the protagonist is a beautiful woman in white, quietly looking into the distance.
Huang Lijun heard the footsteps of me and Han Jie, and turned her head to look at us. She and I looked at each other, but lowered her head again. Han Jie pushed me on the waist, winked at me, and then ran away with a snicker.
I didn't know what to say, so I just stood there stunned. Words of admiration are out of place, complaints and accusations are meaningless, explanations and clarifications may be possible, but there seems to be no need for that. The feeling between the two of us is like the old song: "We have become the strangers we know most in the world......"
"Do you hate me?"
Huang Lijun was still looking into the distance, and only asked leisurely.
Do I hate her?
I couldn't help but sigh in my heart. The failure of my first love was indeed a huge blow to me, and it is a painful memory that I will never erase in my life. I was depressed and tormented for a long time, and I almost ended my life because of it!
But do I really hate her?
I have heard that hatred can arise because of love, and the deeper the love, the deeper the hatred will eventually become. But I guess I'm not that extreme. On the contrary, I was willing to pay so much in order to pursue Huang Lijun, just because I think love is giving, a kind of giving that I hope to make the other party happy, and then transform her happiness into my happiness! So, hatred doesn't make me feel happy again.
And to put it mildly, the reason for the two of us to break up is indeed my own problems, and I really can't complain about her. From another point of view, after this setback, I have matured a lot, and found a new lover who is more suitable for me, and now that I am on the right path in my relationship, studies, and career, I have no reason to resent anyone anymore.
"I don't hate you, and I don't want to hate you." I said frankly.
Huang Lijun finally turned to face me. She smiled reluctantly and said, "Han Jie has already told me some things about you." Although she said that she didn't know very well, I believed her, so I believe you. I broke up with you rashly, I was too arbitrary! ”
"I'm sorry! I hurt you! Huang Lijun lowered her head and said softly.
I quickly shook my head: "You don't have to apologize to me, I was also at fault for that incident, and I was to blame!" ”
"What about you...... Mind if I'm with Oudong? Huang Lijun bit her lip.
I smiled wryly. What does it matter if I mind or not? I'll definitely mind if you show affection in front of me every day! Did I say I minded, and you won't be dating?
But you can't say that. I said, "It's good for you to be together, Ou Dong is more suitable for you than me." I, hehe, I'm too superficial, I will only send flowers and things, and I won't coax people. ”
Huang Lijun also smiled and said, "Ou Dong will not coax people." But the good thing about him is that he is simple-minded, and he can often accompany me, which makes me feel safe. I think Han Jie is also very suitable for you, maybe this combination is the best. ”
I nodded and sighed: "Since the two of us have no fate, and now we have found a more suitable other half for ourselves, it is also a good ending for each of us to be well!" ”
As soon as these words came out, Huang Lijun and I were silent together, living together quietly and silently understanding. After another while, Huang Lijun said goodbye and left. I was left alone on the balcony to savor this faint sense of sadness. To end a relationship, breaking up is not the hardest way. The hardest thing should be that you deliberately want to forget it, but you are afraid that the more you want to forget, the more impressive you will be, until the end is unforgettable.
Fortunately, I still have Han Jie. She walked out of the house, and didn't ask me what Huang Lijun and I talked about, how we talked, and came up with a kiss. I love her direct, bold expression, which is the comfort I need most now!
We kissed affectionately and couldn't be separated for a long time. My hands began to be restless again, in the past, Han Jie wanted to pat my hands off, but this time she didn't, and let me do whatever I wanted.
"Wow! Whoa! Wow! ”
We were suddenly interrupted by an ugly roar! I turned my head to see a monkey hanging from the banyan tree outside the balcony, baring its teeth and glaring at us.
Han Jie smiled: "There are monkeys here too?" ”
But my face sank. It's that black-ass monkey again!