My aunt licked the lollipop in her hand and asked me who was A. I replied to her that A was the person she had guarded all her life. She asked me again, Is A a lover? I laughed and said that A was much more important to her than a lover.

Auntie looked at the sky suspiciously, that look is the same as A, A also likes to look up at the sky.

The blue sky streaked a parallel line, which was the mark of the plane flying. My aunt pointed to the plane that had flown away and asked me innocently, "Nanfeng, are we just going to take the thing in the sky that can draw a line this time?" ”

I nodded and said, "Yes, that's called a plane, that's what we take here, Auntie is so smart." Hearing me say this, my aunt was willing to go with me, and the sun met the backs of the two of us, and I walked farther and farther.

The luggage had some of the things that I had with Midsummer – such as sketchbooks, and Midsummer's diary, which I later discovered. I carried my luggage, my guitar, and the story, and left.

I didn't tell Aunt Midsummer's principal, and I told Aunt Summer's departure that I went to the United States to immigrate with Midsummer. The aunt believed it, and I imitated the handwriting of the middle summer, and exchanged letters with the aunt of the principal, and I also sent money on time every month.

When I was in the waiting hall, I met Su Xiao. I looked puzzled, and Su Xiao was also surprised. I asked Su Xiao where she was going, and she said she didn't know either, and then I didn't speak.

When Su Xiao was about to check in and get on the plane, she suddenly asked me, where are Austria and Vienna? I told her, "Austria is a country, and Vienna is the city there." ”

I know that Su Xiao is going to Vienna, Austria this time, which is the capital of music, and Midsummer's dream is to become a guitarist......

Then I also took my aunt on the plane, and more than ten hours later, I came to the United States. After getting off the plane, I received calls from two different hospitals, one from Chengdu, Sichuan, and the other from Dongguan, Guangdong.

The phone call from Chengdu, Sichuan Province told me that A's corner of the eye/membrane was donated to a child who was just over a year old and was born blind. The operation was successful, and the child had blue eyes because of A, and the child's parents said that the child was their angel.

The phone call in Dongguan, Guangdong Province is bad news, and the aunt of the head of the kindergarten who raised Midsummer has passed away.

In my second year at Harvard, A's mom and my aunt, things got a lot better. She even recalled, Midsummer and a. She said that she was sorry for Midsummer, and every time she blamed herself like this, I would tell her: "Midsummer didn't make you blame yourself for saving you back." ”

The south wind said goodbye to each of us, and the summer that had passed became a lifelong memory for each of us.

The wind rose, and the beloved was gone.

The words on the computer screen were finally finished, and A's mother was conscious at this time, she let go of the hand holding the mouse and held her head to stare at the drunken state of the south wind, her face was hideous, and her eyes were intertwined with horror and regret, all of which was caused by her.

It was as if all this was retribution, making a not-so-bad person bear the worst sin in the whole world - murder, but it made her madman sometimes sober and sometimes magical, and more and more painful.

Gradually, he giggled again......

She's a madman, she didn't mean to, she paralyzed herself and made herself a complete idiot who might feel better.

Some people are now paralyzed by alcohol, and some people are beginning to fulfill the dreams of the deceased.

Dream Summer.

I remember that when I first arrived in Vienna, Su Xiao got off the plane.

In the NetEase cloud player on the phone, Song Dongye opened his mouth and sang, "Let me look at you again, from south to north." Su Xiao couldn't help choking, her nose was very sore, and she couldn't hold back her emotions of wanting to burst into tears.

Fortunately, I didn't cry. She's no longer the guy she used to cry for someone at every turn, why? Because of the loss of the person who made her cry at every turn? Or is it because the teenager who wiped her tears is gone?

She followed Song Dongye's voice and hummed Anhe Bridge, and sang very hoarsely with indistinct words.

She walked on the streets of a foreign country, and the strange ballads in her mouth with twisted Chinese attracted the attention of the blondes around her. The foreigners around her whispered, but she didn't know what the foreigners said because of her poor English, but she heard surprise and sympathy.

“WhatsongisthatChinesegirlsinging？ (What song is that Chinese girl singing?) ）”

“Idon''tknowwhatsongitis，butshesingssobadly。 (I don't know what song it is, but she sings it so badly.) ）”

“No，no，no。 Don''tyouthinkshe''supset？ Whyisshesoupset？ (No, no, don't you think she's sad?) Why is she so upset? ）”

“Isshelovelorn？ (Is she out of love?) ）”

Barely understood one word, lovelorn - lovelorn. That's right, she fell out of love, really lost completely.

Her thoughts drifted away, and she walked in a trance, walking, walking, as if returning to that ...... There is the summer of that person.

There, there was a girl who smiled beautifully, a boy who was very warm, a boy in a white shirt who meant youth to the girl who smiled beautifully, and a humble her.

The girl who smiled beautifully didn't resemble her name at all, but her name was Midsummer, but it always felt like ice. That girl is very good to people, but she is too cold on the outside, in fact, she is really very kind, she will be afraid that the people who are important to her will be hurt, and she is afraid that the people she cares about will be sad.

The middle of summer, which had a beautiful smile, suddenly left her in a warm and sad summer, and the departure was as sudden as a glimpse at the beginning.

(About Midsummer — I know those summers don't come back like youth.) "Song Dongye Anhe Bridge")

As for the particularly warm boy, the gentleness of that boy is like his name - A (Angel means). He loves cherry blossoms, has a cleanliness fetish and hates her, and Midsummer likes durians. He's a guy who is very twisted on the surface, he says he's very vicious, he says he doesn't have many friends, and he says he's not a warm man.

He is very poisonous but has never disliked her annoying Su Xiao, he really has few friends, but he is really important to his friends, is he not gentle enough? But why did he warm her heart every time? In his memory, he was still wiping tears for her.

(About a - さくらさくら会いたいよいやだ君に今すぐ会いたいよ『Sakura,Sakura,I want to see you.,Don't.,I want to see you now.。 〗) Its Chinese name is mostly as: Sakura Sakura wants to see you)

The boy who loves to wear a white shirt is her rival. In the midsummer youth with a beautiful smile, the young man who loves to wear a white shirt is like a gust of wind that gently brings a touch of coolness. Then, the youth of midsummer was taken away.

(About the south wind - the summer wind blows into my heart, and you stand by the sea and look into the distance...... ）

Su Xiao's mouth was full of tongue-twisting English, "Hi, Mynameissu......" Her words would always overwhelm foreigners.

“Why？！”

She is not good at English and does not know music at all, but she opened a special guitarist in Vienna. The start-up capital was given by the parents, a total of 500,000. For working-class parents, 500,000 is a very large amount, but her parents gave it to her.

"Xiao, my parents have these belongings, and I can't give you anything else......" said her mother as she handed her a bank card.

The next day, she took her bank card and left with a travel bag on her back, without telling her parents or anyone.

It was a year after Midsummer's death and she was 19 years old.

19-year-old Su Xiao knew that this time she was really going to leave and see Chengdu again.

Confession and farewell.

When Su Xiao knew that Midsummer had left her, there was a diary by her side. The nurse said, "Miss, a gentleman just said that this book is especially important to you. She didn't pay attention, she opened the book by herself, and read the familiar handwriting inside.

Later, Su Xiao would often open the inside, as if she had returned to that summer......

Su Xiao held the diary, she knew that it was given by the south wind. On the day Midsummer left, she fainted somehow and woke up with a diary handed by the nurse.

Inside was a note: "You deserve it, and it's the only thing you have." The note didn't have her name written on it, but the unfamiliar handwriting already made her know who wrote it.

yes, what did she have compared to the south wind? She smiled self-deprecatingly, and she impatiently opened Midsummer's diary.

Suddenly, I couldn't stop the tears in my eyes for some reason......

Midsummer's diary writes about the bits and pieces of her life with Su Xiao, and sure enough, this is what she deserves. Now she has a diary that Midsummer wrote to her, but she won't have any more Midsummer.

The first page of the journal reads, "I like a girl with cute short hair, and she walks past me and my eyes fall out." ”

Su Xiao flipped through it casually and caught a glimpse of a page and a half of paper densely covered with her name written in the middle of summer. She counted, "One, two, three, four......"

When he counted the last name, Su Xiao's heart had already missed half a beat, a total of no more, no less, just 520. At the bottom of the 520 Su Xiao names is written: Vienna. Xiaoxiao, let's go together after we graduate from college.

Let's go together......

Only love one of you, no matter how long it has been, it doesn't matter if you remember you, love you has been engraved into the bone marrow.

Su Xiao did not choose to continue her university studies like Nanfeng Gu Jing and them, but came to Vienna alone, and she took care of the Qing bar she opened.

The business of Qing Bar is very good, thanks to the musicians who are hired at a high price, and these mostly blonde musicians, most of them have a guitarist from China named Xia.

This boy named Summer is an international student, two years younger than Su Xiao.

The people in the bar, including the guests, all knew that Summer liked Su Xiao, and they also knew that Su Xiao had someone in his heart.

Every late night when no one is around, Su Xiao always sings a ballad, lights a cigarette, and then loses sleep.

The person who cleaned up his things the next day only caught a glimpse of the tears under Su Xiao's pillow, and on an occasional day, the person who packed up his things also found that Su Xiao would hold a diary-like book every day when he slept.

But they didn't know who the person in Su Xiao's heart was and when it would appear.

This boy named Summer will have a small tiger tooth on his left when he laughs, which looks particularly bright in the lonely Vienna.