"Does it make sense? What are you doing with him? I told you a long time ago, don't cut ties with too many women, why don't you always listen to me? Today is Wang Cheng, what about tomorrow? What about the day after tomorrow? Can't you just get a job and be a man with your tail between your legs? What are you doing so strongly, do you think you're still young! ”

Every word Zhou Yao said was like a sharp giant blade, stabbing me in the chest.

I was so ashamed that I couldn't say a word, and I even tried to find a crack in the ground to get into.

"Yin Xing, think about it, after you think clearly, half of your body can be buried in the ground, if you don't change your childish mistakes, your life will be like this!"

Zhou Yao belittled me for nothing, she ignored me anymore, silently packed up the medical box, and then took the basin out and closed the door.

I sighed heavily, my heart full of helplessness.

In fact, I understand all the truths that Zhou Yao said, but I just can't help it.

I also wanted to look for a job, and I could tolerate the scolding and humiliation of my boss, but I was never able to get out of the emotional barrier.

Relationships are always fragile, which is why they become expensive and out of reach for everyone.

But things have fallen to the current miserable state, and how can a broken heart be healed.

I lit a cigarette, sat on the edge of the bed, and sighed in my heart as I stared blankly at the crescent moon in the clouds.

It is only in the dead of night that I can find my own share of the past in my empty heart.

When I woke up the next day, it was already eight o'clock, and after a simple wash, I went to the kitchen pot to add a bowl of egg fried rice left to me by Zhou Yao, and devoured it.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

I looked at the door and shouted, "Who! ”

"Yin Xing, it's me."

My heart thumped, and even the spoon in my hand hung in the air, frozen.

Although the sound was very subtle, it felt very familiar to me.

I knew that the woman standing outside the door was Shu Yang, but I didn't know what she wanted to do when she came to me early in the morning.

After a few breaths, I came back to my senses and continued to eat the fried rice in the bowl as if I hadn't heard.

"I know you don't want to see me, and I didn't expect you to open the door for me today. But Yin Xing, I waited for you all night yesterday, and I didn't wait for you to come to see me, I want to sit and talk to you face to face, but I know I'm not worthy! Yin Xing, I came today to hand over something to you, and I'll leave now. ”

After a few seconds, Shu Yang's voice came from outside the house again, "Yin Xing, take care of Yin Lanlan, I'm leaving." ”

As the words fell, the sound of Shu Yang's departing footsteps came from the staircase.

From start to finish, there was no emotion on my face, and I kept my head down and ate the egg fried rice in the bowl with my spoon down.

After eating, I lit a cigarette and sat down on the couch with my eyes closed in contemplation, letting the cigarette burn.

It took a while for me to put the cigarette butt out in the ashtray and open the door.

When I saw the scene in front of me, my body trembled suddenly, and even the black eyes in my eye sockets suddenly contracted and converged into a small dot.

At this moment, there is a guitar lying on the ground, the guitar is well-made, as if it has been wiped every day, not stained by a little dust, especially the stars engraved on the back of the guitar, which are quietly blooming, like flowers in the dawn.

Suddenly, I took out my mobile phone and dialed Shen Mumu's number, and after a few rings, it was connected.

Then, I heard Shen Mumu's playful laughter, and said contemptuously: "Received the gift? ”

"Did you let Shu Yang come?" I asked.

"I didn't let her go to you, I told you last night to take you back this guitar, who would have thought that not only did you not go with me, but just left. Otherwise, you wouldn't have met Wang Cheng and been beaten by that beating. You were so pitiful last night, I heard that the bullied didn't have the courage to resist, could it be that you still have Shu Yang in your heart, so you can feel empty-hearted? ”

Although I was talking to Shen Mumu on the phone, listening to her yin and yang weird tone, I could see Shen Mumu's smug appearance in my mind.

After hanging up the phone, I sat down on the couch with this heavy starry guitar in my arms.

I lit a cigarette and smoked depressedly, my mind echoing the words that Shen Mumu said to me.

I was teased by Shen Mumu again!

The things she said to me last night didn't exist at all, they were said by Shen Mumu on purpose, she just wanted to expose the scars of my past and see my most embarrassed appearance!

This is also in line with Shen Mumu's character, she seems to like to play tricks on people, and even arrogantly thinks that she can control everyone's destiny and let them live according to their own ideas.

Shu Yang, she is like a soft spot for me, even though I know a lot of things have happened between us!

But I told myself over and over again in my heart that I had never failed her!

But every time I hear her name, I can't help but think of the scene where Shu Yang used extreme actions to stop Kong Mengfan's crime that day.

The forehead dripping with cold sweat, the pale cheeks, the twitching corners of the mouth, and the tear stains at the corners of Shu Yang's eyes.

Those unbearable memories of the past, along with the painful memories, tortured my body little by little, and gradually swallowed me in a huge haze.

I frowned and sighed heavily, like a puddle of mud, helplessly slumped on the couch, smoking more and more often, and my hope for life became more and more diminishing......

The night was surprisingly quiet, and the croaking of frogs in the distance continued to sound, and I stared out the window blankly, letting the cold evening breeze blow through my chest through the cracks in the window.

Suddenly, I heard a faint sound of footsteps at the top of the staircase.

The footsteps stopped in front of the door, followed by the sound of the lock cylinder popping.

"Daddy! We're back! ”

Following the prestige, I saw Yin Lanlan trotting all the way and throwing herself into my arms and spoiling Jiao.

Watching Yin Lanlan walk out of the shadows day by day, my heart was a little relieved, although I didn't understand whether the seven-year-old could understand the meaning of feelings.

"Lan Lan, hurry up and do your homework, how did you promise me on the way?" Zhou Yao said sternly.

Hearing this, Yin Lanlan let me go, grimaced at Zhou Yao with a hippie smile, and then opened her schoolbag and lay on the dining table to write her homework.

I glanced at Zhou Yao and found that Zhou Yao was looking at me, and I obviously noticed that her gaze slowly moved to the starry guitar beside me.

In the next second, her body trembled suddenly, and the surprise in the depths of her eyes was also caught in my eyes......