Chapter 115: Inner Questioning
Wang Cheng vented frantically, and he pointed all the grievances and anger that had accumulated in his heart over the years on me alone.
I didn't resist, I didn't shout, and I let Wang Cheng take revenge on me.
Eventually, I didn't even feel any pain anymore, and I listened numbly to the muffled sound of my fists hitting my cheeks.
I don't know how long it took, Wang Cheng finally stopped, he gasped, ran to the side and coughed wildly, and spit out a large puddle of sour water with a wow.
I slowly opened my eyes and stared blankly at the sky.
The crescent moon still hung in the air, and the quiet moonlight was like a hoarfrost, shining on my face, revealing misery.
After a while, Wang Cheng stopped vomiting, he trembled and wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, staring at me deadly.
Then he crouched down, grabbed my hair and shook it desperately, gritting his teeth and saying, "I wish I had thrown you into the lake right now to feed the fish!" But you don't deserve it! You don't deserve to die so happily! Yin Xing, one day I will take revenge on you fiercely, I will insult you a little bit, torture you, I will make you kneel in front of me and Shu Yang to repent! β
I suddenly laughed, my laughter full of bitterness.
I wiped the blood from my cheeks, looked at Wang Cheng and said, "Do you think this matter has nothing to do with you?" If you didn't provoke Kong Mengfan with those despicable means, how could he do such a thing, and how could Shu Yang block the knife for me and fall in a pool of blood! Wang Cheng, don't say that you are so glorious, the damned person is not only me, but also yourself! β
Hit the nail on the head!
Just as my words fell, Wang Cheng's body trembled suddenly.
However, in just an instant, the trace of surprise in his eyes had already dissipated, and it was replaced by Ling Han, who could not be said.
Then, he stood up, leaned lightly on the railing, and looked at the prosperity across the lake stupidly, "Yes, of course I should be damned, I shouldn't have given up Shu Yang out, I should fight with you, fight with you from the moment I fell in love, even if I knew that I would lose, but I wouldn't let Shu Yang become what he is now." β
"But Yin Xing, you remembered for me, as long as I stay in this world for a day, I won't let Shu Yang meet you! Even if I lose, I'm going to lose with all my glory! In this world, I am more worthy of Shu Yang than anyone else! β
After Wang Cheng finished speaking, he turned around and walked towards the end of the darkness.
My body was about to fall apart, and I couldn't get up at all, so I could only lie on the ground and listen to the rustle of Wang Cheng's soles rubbing against the concrete floor.
Wang Cheng's footsteps became farther and farther away, and soon disappeared into the distance with the sound of the wind.
The night wind is always mixed with bitterness, and a cold wind blows, and the corners of my clothes sway gently.
In a trance, I seemed to see a light appear in the dark sky, which was the constellation Ursa Major, like a beautiful legend, wandering in the air, blooming with its own color.
It took me a long time to swing my arms and stand up on the ground.
I lit a cigarette, smoked heavily, and limped my tired body in the direction of home.
When I got to the door, I didn't rush into the house, but sat on the steps and smoked.
I want to keep my impetuous mood calm, and I want to give myself a few minutes to think quietly.
At this moment, how I wish time could stand still so that I would never think about all that messy triviality.
Although I know that my actions are nothing more than escapism.
But sometimes, isn't reality just a way to escape?
Suddenly, the sound of the door being pushed open instantly pulled me from my thoughts to reality.
Zhou Yao's voice suddenly sounded behind me, "You haven't come in yet, what are you doing sitting outside?" β
I didn't know what expression to use to face Zhou Yao, I smoked stiffly, and never looked back.
And, my unusual behavior also attracted Zhou Yao's attention, she walked to my side and stared at me tightly, asking, "Who are you fighting again?" What do you do out there all day? are already fathers, can you not be so naΓ―ve? Can't you just think about making money? Let me ask you, have you found a job, what do you use to support Yin Lanlan? You can't spend my money every day, can you? β
I listened to Zhou Yao's voice blankly, and didn't respond to her words.
Zhou Yao stopped talking nonsense with me, she grabbed my arm violently and pulled me into the house, "You let me into the house!" I've been messing around outside all day long, so I should tell Yin Lanlan all these things about you! β
Although Zhou Yao said this, she still brought me back to my room.
"Don't move while sitting on the bed, I'll go to the room to get the medicine box, you'd better give me a little bit of movement, if Yin Lanlan is woken up, you just wait for trouble!"
After giving me a warning, Zhou Yao pushed open the door of the room and walked to his room.
It didn't take long for her to arrive in front of me with a medical kit and go to get a basin of cold water.
She first wiped the blood off my face with a towel dipped in water, and then skillfully wiped my wounds with a cotton swab dipped in alcohol.
From beginning to end, my eyes were focused on Zhou Yao's face, and I noticed that her frowning brows had not been expanded for a long time, and even her expression was mixed with coldness.
After treating my wounds, Zhou Yao threw the cotton swab directly into the trash, stared at me and asked, "Tell me honestly, what did you do?" I didn't go home all day, and when I got home, I got injured, did you go to a boxing match with someone else? β
I never knew what to say, I just felt more and more guilty.
I went out today, just to find Shen Mumu to get back that starry guitar, and then show it off in front of Zhou Yao as a surprise.
However, instead of getting the guitar back, I met Wang Cheng and was beaten severely.
"Do you mean it or don't you say it? If you don't tell me, I won't care about you no matter what you do in the future! β
"I'm talking to you, do you hear me? You can't let Yin Lanlan know that you are a street runner who has no job and fights with others all day long! β
At the mention of Yin Lanlan's name, my heart chuckled.
I pursed my lips, only to feel more and more complicated in my heart.
After a long time, I looked at Zhou Yao and said, "I met Wang Cheng." β
Zhou Yao glanced at me and said anxiously, "And then?" You say! β
"Because of Shu Yang's matter, he fought with me, but he didn't feel good, he was injured more seriously than me, and he couldn't beat me."
I don't understand why I said the next few words, maybe I'm really like Zhou Yao said, I'm a very naΓ―ve person.
Perhaps, this may also be the last stubbornness hidden in my heart.