Bei Bei doesn't like it here, but it's not because it's not good, in short, the life she likes has nothing to do with where it is. Four years ago, this child scared her, she couldn't avoid vulgarity after all, no one can completely transcend the original life, become another person who is more adapted to the new world, she doesn't want to see people, although she wants this child, it is her decision to think clearly.

At one time, she deliberately avoided socializing with people, and that day she also flew to Canada by plane, standing alone in the most eye-catching position of the airport waiting for Qin Tian. After all these years, he probably didn't know her anymore, probably because he was worried that he wouldn't find her, so she stood in the middle of the crowd, but she looked overwhelmed and lowered her head.

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Tian asked her gently, in his eyes, even this world is clear, he can't see a woman's fear of fate in her heart, which stems from her father's generation, her ancestors are rooted in her heart, and the word woman is the most difficult to detect, but the strongest bondage.

"I'm tired, I want to rest more. She lifted her hand, her slender fingers grabbing at his sleeve, and she was still begging him, albeit lightly.

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Even if you make up your mind to live, I'm afraid there will be accidents, so people often regret it, that's not a shame, right?

The people here are very easy-going, and they don't ask too much about other people's affairs, for them foreigners, the world is probably only themselves, and there seems to be a natural barrier between people, and the things that should not be seen, even if they are seen, are the surrounding scenery. They didn't bother at all when she gave birth to a son, and no one wondered who the child's father was, as if she had done it all by herself.

"This kid is so pretty, my dear. "Qin Tian's brother-in-law is a high-nosed foreign man, different from the bespectacled Chinese guy in Beibei's impression, he is more like his high-nosed mixed-race baby, like a big bird.

"Thank you, Vincent. "It's funny, his name is like a bird, and Babe is a little tired, and she reluctantly says that she wants to look as polite as possible. Maybe Qin Tian's sister is right, she always seems to have everything under control, just like her marriage, she doesn't like others to say that it was a failed marriage, she always said that it was her first marriage.

"He is not tolerant enough to me, he is not tolerant of women enough, but this is not his problem, the culture of the East has too much disregard for the will and meaning of women. She looked at the child in Beibei's arms, touched his hair, she had a kind of wisdom and responsibility that only a good girl has: "This child is so beautiful, the most beautiful Chinese boy I have ever seen." ”

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"Why do you want to leave here, isn't it good here?" Shao Baige walked over from the other side of the table, he put his arm around Beibei's neck, and her old friend, her uncomfortable body relaxed, and the corners of her mouth were slightly bent. Then he said, "Beibei, I promised to take care of you, and if you let you go, I don't think I can rest assured." ”

The girl was so moved that she stood up and hugged him so that he could not see the tears that were spilling from her eyes, and as a friend, she felt that she could not repay him for being a friend. He had a malty smell on him, something he didn't have in the country, but she didn't change her mind: "Because I wanted to." ”

"Then you plan to go back?" Shao Baige walked back to his place, he sat down and asked her, his hands combing his hair haphazardly, as if he was a little weak.

"No, I'm trying to contact other friends, I'm going to Canada. ”

"Who's that?" he frowned.

"A friend, you haven't heard of it. Bei Bei wasn't sure if Canada was really feasible, so she looked down at the vegetables on her plate, a little reluctant to answer.

"Will he take care of you?" asked Shao Baige, still uneasy, as he sat down and continued eating. The small-town restaurants in the New Zealand countryside have an unusually light taste, and almost no one speaks loudly, and you can even hear the sound of the guests next to you chewing steaks, crunching, and grinding between the upper and lower teeth.

"He will help me, just like you. ”

"Then why don't you want him, why don't you go back?" he put down his knife and fork again, as if ready. Finally about to talk, his hand bent slightly, supporting his chin, he obviously didn't understand Beibei's approach, he looked at her, trying to find a more suitable way for her to survive, and even mentioned Peng Cheng hungrily.

"Why do you want to go back? because this child's father is Peng Cheng?" Bei Bei finally used up all her timidity, and Shao Baige's step-by-step pressing made her brave in an instant. Now that all the lids have been lifted, the fact is that the body is twisted and twisted to the core. There is no excuse to coax herself anymore, and she always looks heroic and handsome at times like this.

Shao Baige spread out his palms, he opened his mouth, like a Korean man in those variety shows, he obviously thought so. He didn't answer Babe head-on, but he shrugged his shoulders like it was a question as simple as eating steak. He picked up the knife and fork again, and cut the beef vigorously, and could hear the sound of the knife and fork scraping on the plate, which was particularly abrupt, perhaps because he was very angry, why the woman in front of him, who looked so smart, was willful like a foreign pervert.

"I ......," said Bebe, who was about to say something, laughed like a self-exiled person, and made her world look more humble! ”

"Babe, these are two questions. Shao Baige threw down his knife and fork, and the voice was terrifying, and then he paused, perhaps thinking, "Okay! Can you tell me how you know?"

"See. It's a lame confession, but it's true, and it's not what she ultimately wants to say, but ......

"Don't you love him?" Shao Baige frowned, she finally had to compromise her last dignity, so Bei Bei smiled.

"Yes, but he doesn't love me, so it doesn't hinder my feelings. ”

"Then why are you leaving. Both of their shoulders slumped, Shao Baige looked out the window, and the girl opposite stared at the food in front of him.

"Most of the things in the world are helpless, and I will be dissatisfied with him, and I will feel unfortunate. Babe wiped her hands with a napkin, untied the straps of the floral dress, and tied it back on, looking nervous.

"Then why not get rid of this kid. Shao Baige suddenly scolded loudly, stuffed the last bite of soybeans on the plate into his mouth, and shook off the knife and fork.

The customers in the small shop finally stopped being polite, and both of them leaned back in their chairs, and after a long time, Bei Bei opened her mouth.

"That's my own business. ”