He fell. Face your loved ones and put them in front of you.

Ling Yi'an sighed sincerely, that breath was full of deep and uneasy, although he didn't want to do this, he also wanted to be able to reunite with his mother and his family, he also wanted to be more generous, to be more perfect, and not to disappoint his mother......

But the facts told him that he really couldn't do it.

If because of this, the mother is jealous of herself, or rather, disappointed...... Isn't that a great deal?

In fact, to be honest, to be honest, Ling Yi'an didn't expect anything big to do...... He only hopes that he can complete this matter well and can finish his past well. After that, if the mother and the evil spirit, as well as Chu Ning, are willing to be by their side for the rest of their lives...... To be honest, I don't care so much, I don't care about any golden and precious days, I don't care about the throne, I don't care about other things...... He only hopes, only hopes, that one day, he can live the same free life as before...... In that case, it is worth the trip......

After all, after all, I have some hope for it, right? In short, it won't be like this, overwhelmed by these things...... I was restrained by these things......

However, these thoughts were only quickly reworked in his mind...... He really didn't want to break through these things, and he didn't dare to let his mother know...... He didn't want to let his hard-won family affection be ruined by himself like this......

After all, he is a man who can easily ruin everything...... Whether it's family affection or love...... In short, there are always people in the way of one's own way...... Let him be above this world, always little by little, lose hope, and lose the last stubbornness to this world......

But now his life is not without hope...... Although the evil spirit does not know what to do...... He allowed himself to see his mother, but to be honest, he didn't think he was particularly disgusted with it...... Anyway, in this life, if you only rely on yourself, it is absolutely impossible to see your mother's true face...... If this is the case, then I can do this, and I can have such an opportunity...... I guess that's a good thing, right......

It's just that he is a little puzzled now, because he doesn't know where the evil spirits are haunting...... Although the evil spirits cannot do much harm to themselves, they do not have the power to threaten...... After all, it is a part of my body, and even on other occasions, I am sure that I can completely tame the evil spirit......

It's just that now there is a problem, that is, I don't know how to face my mother.

The meaning of this is not that I don't know how to face her, after so many years, I can see her again, no matter what, I am happy in my heart...... It's just that he really doesn't know how to face his mother's mysterious supernatural powers...... It's not that he can't accept it, he just can't tolerate that others, his own relatives, can use this supernatural power on himself.

"I know you don't like it when I read your mind like this. ”

The woman said, looking at Ling Yi'an, she couldn't help but help him brush his hair, and then looked at him, with a slight smile on the corner of her mouth, "But maybe this is a gift from God......

She said, then took a few steps back, "You know what? Your thoughts, even the fleeting ones, are injected into my head as long as they are real, if they are true...... Even if it's something I don't want to know or hear, there's nothing I can do...... I will have an impression in my mind, and then I will have an impression in your head...... I know ...... right from the back of my hand."

Know like the back of one's hand......

Ling Yi'an swallowed his saliva fiercely, he was indeed very nervous, and he was very wooden, he didn't know, he didn't know what kind of judgment his mother would make on his thoughts...... In short, he really didn't want others to make it so easy for him to see what he thought...... It was really frustrating, as if I was in front of her and had no privacy......

"What do you think?"

The woman said, then looked at Ling Yi'an, blinking her eyes, "Me...... I'm younger than you now. But at the beginning, you really didn't wear anything, and you came out of my belly naked...... In that case, I also think that there shouldn't be any secrets between us, right? This mind-reading trick, although not a new thing, can more or less allow us to get to know each other well...... So that we don't have so many barriers......"

Don't have so many barriers......

To be honest, he didn't think about anything else, and he didn't want to have any estrangement with his mother, but he had no way, no way to play the role of a good son so quickly, and if he could, he really didn't want to let himself become like this...... If he could, he wished he could stay out of it forever...... In this case, at least I won't become what I am now, very helpless, and very passive, right?

"But I need time to ......"

Ling Yi'an struggled for a long time, and finally said what he wanted.

He needs time, he needs time...... He really had no choice, he didn't want to face so many things in such a situation, he felt that he couldn't do it, and it was impossible to really figure out the ins and outs of all this in such a short period of time...... After all, he is such a ...... Little kids with glass hearts.

If he could, he really hoped that he could live a good life, a peaceful life, and never have to get involved in these complicated things.

"We don't have time! You're not the only one in the world!"

The woman suddenly began to roar, and Ling Yi'an was stunned by one sentence.

What is ...... called? What do you mean I'm not alone......

What does this mean......

"Can you put yourself in someone else's shoes, think for me...... In this world, there are still so many people waiting for you, hoping to be seen by you, hoping to have your care...... But what about you? How do you do it? You're always like that, pushing yourself aside...... Put everything you have aside...... I just want to live a peaceful and stable life. If I could have known earlier that it was you who risked death to give birth to someone like you, I would rather have let those vicious women in the harem kill me in the first place...... Lest I be here now, I still feel angry to see you!"

This large paragraph of words made Ling Yi'an pouted a little helplessly...... Sure enough, did she regret giving birth to herself? Sure enough, she was one, a waste that she didn't even want her own mother......

This is really ridiculous......

In that case, if that's the case, then I really might as well stay here like this...... Anyway, even his biological mother dislikes him, presumably, few people can really care about themselves......

Ling Yi'an thought about it, and the tears that were not angry actually fell again...... Sure enough, I'm a nasty person...... Even now, even in such a situation, with his mother by his side, he has no way to feel the warm feeling that his mother brings to him...... On the contrary, he felt that his mother's existence was very distressing to him...... On the one hand, he wanted to show his best side, but on the other hand, he didn't want to change his original thoughts because of his mother.

After all, there is no one by his side who has such an intimate relationship with him......

"That's the kind of person I am...... If you're disappointed in me, you might as well leave me alone...... Give birth to me ......"

Syllable.

A crisp slap almost knocked Ling Yi'an back to the original point.

He looked at the woman in a daze, at her trembling shoulders, at her angry pale lips......

Sure enough, he her off...... It's really a work of oneself. The person who loves himself the most will also be angry with himself like this...... If he could, he really wanted to live well in this world, without any burdens...... But he can't do it, he really can't do it, he can't leave it all behind, even if he thinks about it himself, there's no way, isn't it?

"Do you know why I'm here? because I was determined to give birth to you...... Back then, the queen came to me more than once, asking me not to leave the child in the limelight...... Although the emperor did not have an heir at that time, my child came in time...... But to be honest, there were too many people in the palace at that time who made enemies against me...... Do you know what kind of passive position I'm in...... Do you know how much sin I have suffered to give birth to you......"

As she spoke, her tone suddenly choked up, making Ling Yi'an feel that she was really an unfilial son...... In the face of such a mother, he couldn't completely empty the sad past, and he kept stimulating his mother with words...... What an unfilial son......

However, he really can't do any other good deeds...... He just felt that he was really a bad person...... Even the closest people can hurt, what else can't he do......

Never mind.

Ling Yi'an thought, then shook his head, forcing himself to sober up, "It's not that I don't want to pursue the past...... It's just because I really don't understand, so I ......"

His tone has been as tactful as possible, hoping that she can try to be as calm as possible under her own behavior......