Chapter 150: Deep Love

Finally, when it was time to check the results, Gu Xinyuan felt that she was so nervous, her heart almost jumped out of her throat, and the whole person was dizzy, there was a trace of confidence in addition to fear and worry, because she understood that this was already her full strength, if she didn't succeed this time, even if she worked hard for another year, there would be no good results after all, not to mention that this was her last chance.

When he dialed the phone of his second brother Gu Yang, he was busy with work (he was favored by a law firm in his senior year, so he stayed directly in S City), but he still found time to help check the results - 535 points, fifteen points higher than the score line of the second book. Hearing this score, she only felt that a big stone pressing on her heart was put down, and she breathed a long sigh of relief, but what followed was not the joy she imagined, but a feeling of emptiness - her head was empty, her body was empty, and her heart was empty.

She couldn't help but think: "Is it worth it for me to make myself so empty for this string of empty numbers?" What can this fluttering number bring me? Ah, yes, at least, my parents would be happier...... But will you be happy? Who knows? Maybe! ”

Slapped her face suddenly, she took a deep breath, piled a bright smile on her face, moved her stiff and heavy body, and made her steps look a lot lighter, she came to the gate slowly, and reported to her parents at the door in a brisk tone: "Dad, Mom, my college entrance examination results are out, 535 points, more than the two score line." ”

Gu Daniu was originally touting each other with the men in the village, and was talking energetically, but he was suddenly interrupted, and he was suddenly a little unhappy, so he said with a straight face and disdain: "If you are over, you are overtaking, you are repeating, isn't it normal to be able to get in the exam like this?" Is there anything to be particularly happy about? Or can you get a B with this score? ”

Wu Feifei listened to her husband's words, looked at the smile on her daughter's face that had not yet dissipated, thought about the "joke" that Gu Xiaojuan told her, the corners of her mouth twitched down, and she couldn't hold back a smile and said, "That's it!" It's not that I've been admitted to B University, what's there to be happy about? That's why you're so excited? It's really unproductive! ”

"Hahaha," the two women on the sideβ€”one Sun Qiuxiang and one Zhou Juxiangβ€”also laughed a few times, while the other two men listened with a natural expression, in the eyes of these people, this scene was just a normal scene of parents educating their children, so they were all at ease, and the only one who was embarrassed was the poor girl standing at the door.

Gu Xinyuan gritted his teeth, suppressed the anger in his heart, looked at the gradually distorted faces in front of him, and only felt that the desolate feeling of ice spread from the bottom of his heart to all parts of his body, if he didn't try his best to support it, I was afraid that he would fall to the ground in the next second. It's better to die all at once, why don't I just die like this? She thought and asked bitterly, but no one could give a positive answer. Turning around, she went silently, leaving the group of self-righteous people at the door to continue to chirp and blow, and when she reached the corner, she heard the whispered voice of her parents, which seemed to be deliberately amplified, and couldn't help but stop and listen.

Gu Daniu said: "If you want me to say, children can't get used to it, the current social environment is too good, and the children can't stand any good exercise, as a parent, you should hit them from time to time, so as not to know the height of the sky." Ay! Think about what kind of life we lived before, traveling all day long, working hard to death, and being hungry when we were young, hey, it's really hard! ”

A man said, "Yes, yes, it was really hard at that time!" Today's children are hypocritical, and they can be entangled in a little bit of for a long time, and what else is stressful, where is the pressure? I just don't want to work hard! ”

Another man said, "Yes, yes! Otherwise, why do everyone say that the post-90s generation is the Beat Generation? Hey, I really don't know what will become of this society when it will be their turn to take charge of society in the future! ”

Sun Qiuxiang said: "You old men can do anything to the country and society, which era has not abolished people?" There will always be capable people to lead this society, what are you doing nonsense. If you have that time, you might as well help your daughter-in-law educate the children, the children are difficult to manage now. ”

"yes, it's hard for kids to manage now." Zhou Juxiang nodded, "Hey, do you know that the daughter of the Da Gao family in the neighboring village eloped with a kid from another place." ”

Sun Qiuxiang hurriedly answered: "I know, I know." I heard that I'm pregnant! Oh, what a sin! It is said that the man was still a man in a ravine, and his family was so poor that it clanged. It is said that the daughter of the Da Gao family chased after other men, which is really shameless. ”

"What's the matter, how good that man can grow, he has to chase a girl on the pole." Gu Daniu's tone was full of disdain.

"I heard that he is a young actor in a local theater troupe, and he looks very good." Sun Juxiang let out a disdainful cold snort from her nose, "However, I heard that the man doesn't seem to be very serious, and he hooks up all day long, Da Gao's daughter is pregnant, and the other party is still unwilling to get married." ”

"Hey!" Wu Feifei sighed and said, "It's really embarrassing, the last time I saw Da Gao's daughter-in-law, she walked over with her head down. Girls, you have to educate well, otherwise you will suffer a big loss! ”

Sun Qiuxiang thought about her two daughters, and said in agreement: "Yes, yes, today's children know too many things, and it is very difficult to deal with a bunch of tricky things if they don't pay attention." When she saw that she said this, the two men opposite Gu Daniu showed an obscene look on their faces, and she couldn't help but feel disgusted, and immediately straightened her face and glared at them with displeasure.

One of the two men said, "Fortunately, we are two boys, and even if something happens, I won't suffer at all." Anyway, I don't expect them to be admitted to college, and it would be nice if they could get a daughter-in-law in school! ”

The other man nodded, and the thief smiled and said, "Yes, yes, I think so too." ”

When Sun Qiuxiang heard this, she was even more unhappy, but she was not happy to debate anything with them, so she changed the topic and said: "Speaking of children, I remember one thing, when I was a child, I often lied to our children that they picked it up from the garbage can, and they actually believed it. Hey, at that time, they were really obedient and cute. ”

Wu Feifei said: "Hey, yes, at that time, the children were very simple, and they believed everything. Now, the children have grown up, but they are not obedient. You say, "We are thinking about them, but why are they disobedient?" ”

Gu Daniu sighed: "The children are young now, and they don't understand our kindness, but when they grow up, they will understand our hard work." One by one, they are fighting to death all day long, and when they get married in the future, they will understand the difficulties of being parents. Speaking of this, the kid in my family also said that he will never treat the child like me in the future, haha, I really want to see if he will lose his temper with his child at that time. ”

"It's just big talk, young man's heart. The people who can say these things are people who have never raised children. Sun Qiuxiang said.

Zhou Juxiang answered: "That's it. Children are self-righteous, and they think they are great when they know a little knowledge, and they don't know that the sky is high, and they look down on this and that. Hey, I really don't know what they will be like in the future, whether they will be happy, whether they can live a good life? ”

"Hey!" Wu Feifei let out a long sigh, "Actually, many times, I don't want to quarrel with the children, but when I see their unconvinced faces, I can't bear it, I can't wait to pry open their skulls to see what is going on in their minds." So, every time I talk to them, I'm in a hurry, and when I'm in a hurry, I don't choose what to say, and as a result, I have every time I talk and quarrel. ”

"Yes! So do I. Sun Qiuxiang said in agreement, "Sometimes, if you don't say those cruel words, you are worried that they will not realize the seriousness of the matter, for fear that they will take a wrong step because of this, you must know that many times, one wrong step is a wrong step." Now the society is open, but for girls, if they don't know the proportions, a family-like love may ruin a person's life! ”

"Yes!" "It's so worrying!" "That's right!" Wu Feifei, Gu Daniu, and Zhou Juxiang nodded in agreement, with a little worry in their helpless tones; And the other two men also hummed perfunctorily, after all, they didn't have a daughter, so not only did they not need to worry about it, but they even snickered in their hearts.

Gu Xinyuan stood in the corner, listening to everyone's words, but she was too young to separate the chaotic feelings that were twisted together, so she could only endure the disgust in her heart, and reluctantly accepted this "deep" love dressed as hurt, and forced herself to believe that love always brings harm, and she couldn't help but start to reflect on herself in her heart: "Is that so? After all, my parents only care about me, so why can't I be considerate of them? yes, I should be considerate of them...... But why is my heart so reluctant? Is it because I'm not a good person? Yes, everything is my problem, it's my fault. However, fortunately, I have now completed the task of the college entrance examination, and now, everything is finally over, I don't have to continue to be tortured, and I can finally stay away from this home......"