Chapter 5 Peace of mind

After Ye'er went home, he ignored my existence at all, and went straight to the casino every afternoon after work, and did not change his mobile phone number.

I was like a child, so stupid that I thought that Ye'er's home was for me, for the child, and for this family, but in Ye'er's heart, all this was just use!

But I'm not such a waste after all, it was you Ye'er who took the initiative to go home for work, and after returning home, I found out that I had cheated and betrayed the facts, and weighed the pros and cons for life, I once again abandoned my dignity and accepted you home, but Ye'er seemed so natural, without a little guilt and shame to change my heart.

I can lift you up to heaven, and I can kick you to hell!

I asked Ye'er to change her mobile phone number and stop going out to gamble, but Ye'er didn't listen, just coldly didn't answer any of my questions, and wouldn't have any communication with me. I waited until she came home at night to look at her mobile phone, we fiercely fought for her mobile phone, Ye'er saw that I couldn't compete with me, and even held up the mobile phone and said, if I go to grab her mobile phone again, she will drop the mobile phone, I have to give up. At that time, the mobile phone did not have the function of password setting to turn on, so as long as you can get Ye'er's mobile phone, you will be able to know her call and text message records. However, at that time, the mobile phone could already set a six-digit call and message query password, Ye'er had already set her mobile phone with a six-digit query password, I only had to get her mobile phone and set a new six-digit query password, I could go to the self-service call and SMS query machine in the mobile hall, and print out all her recent call and SMS records.

But Ye'er's mobile phone will never let me see it, I know that Ye'er's mobile phone must have a lot of secrets, in fact, in her heart, her dirty and dirty secrets may be more. Ye'er also knew about the change in my attitude towards her, and Ye'er was also very worried that she would let me catch something again, so Ye'er was at home during the day, always keeping her mobile phone with her, and when she came home from gambling at night, she always chose to turn off her mobile phone, and then hid her mobile phone in a corner where I could never find it.

In the second half of the night when Ye'er came home and fell asleep, I tried to get up and rummage through her mobile phone, but even though I searched all the corners of the house where I could hide my mobile phone, I never found where Ye'er's mobile phone was hidden.

A woman's biggest stupidity is that she knows that she made a mistake because of her own reasons, but she refuses to admit it, and instead wants to use cold and violent methods to force men to comply. However, her mistake was that she didn't even know what kind of mistake she had made! Some are wrong, you can use cold and violent methods to force men to comply, after all, men can endure humiliation and burden in maintaining family responsibilities; However, a mistake like Ye'er, she even wanted to use cold and violent methods to force me to comply, you say, is it possible? Even if I could swallow my anger and lose my dignity to forgive her for her mistakes, it would be absolutely temporary, and when I woke up, I would pounce on her like a hungry wolf, bite her throat, and tear open her internal organs!

I don't want to live like this anymore, either Ye'er has to change, or Ye'er stays away from us and moves away from this home. I tried to work hard, and for Ye'er's indifference and non-cooperation, I found Ye'er's two good friends, good friends who have been with me for more than ten years, and wanted them to mediate between them.

But Ye'er's persuasion of her two good friends was also coldly ignored, and she just used the excuse to divert the topic, obviously, Ye'er didn't want to live with me sincerely. Such a woman, don't do it, it's best to leave, I had already let go of the second divorce. But Ye'er used her hypocrisy and cunning to poke my soft heart again and again, because Ye'er knows: I love my family and my children even more!

Since the persuasion of my best friend has not been able to shake Ye'er's wandering heart, I can only ask Ye'er to move out of this house.

When Ye'er came home from gambling at night, I asked Ye'er to move out of this house the next morning, maybe Ye'er also vaguely felt that things were not good and I was determined to let her leave this house. Her expression was no longer cold, but a hypocritical smile that she barely squeezed out, but she didn't speak, she didn't move, she didn't say she didn't move, we just slept and rested.

The next day, my baby and I got up to eat and go to school, Ye'er was a little later than we went to work and school, and when I and the baby came home at noon, Ye'er was always able to make the meal in advance, and then waited for us to go home there humbly, with a false smile on her face. I know that all this is hypocritical pretense, not sincerity and guilt from the heart, after all, Ye'er knows that if she is really asked to leave this home, it will be a very big disadvantage to her work, and she may even lose this "pie in the sky" job because of this.

In the evening, when my baby and I get home from school, I no longer make my own fire to cook, Ye'er can always make the meal in advance, cover it with another plate and put it on the table, and Ye'er will buy the appetizers I like to eat in advance, such as pig ears, duck wings, chicken legs and other cold dishes are also placed on the table. However, while Ye'er did these things, she still couldn't do without her casino, and after Ye'er did these things in advance, she still took a taxi to gamble.

Ye'er's dedication and changes let me know Ye'er's changes, but Ye'er's insistence on not changing my mobile phone number made me the most unbearable. After that, I communicated with Ye'er many times, but when I mentioned asking her to change her mobile phone number again, Ye'er was always cold and firm unwilling to change her mobile phone number, and she still kept her mobile phone with her, and when she went home from gambling at night, she still turned off her mobile phone first, and then hid her mobile phone in a place where I would never find it.

I don't want to watch a cheating and betraying woman choose to cheat and betray when she comes back to me, no matter how deep my love is and how much I have a sense of responsibility for my family, I can't be willing to let this happen to me again because of the same person.

In addition to the changes in Ye'er's life, the others are still as persistent as ever. The mobile phone number is not changed, and after work in the afternoon, I still take a taxi back to her casino, and I still don't go home until about ten o'clock at night, and my home is just a hotel she uses to eat and sleep.