Yes, child, I could have carried my child with a load alone; My wife is no longer my wife, but I was wrong. Ye'er's homecoming was just a temporary refuge, she didn't have the slightest guilt, let alone any determination to change, and she didn't even have the slightest idea of this, but I continued to play my identity as if a moral supremacy under the pretext of "children need a home, and a wife needs a future".

In the evening, when Ye'er came home, I explained all the stakes to Ye'er, and I hoped that Ye'er would stop gambling; I hope that Ye'er has changed her mobile phone number, and then she can work and live in peace of mind. However, Ye'er seemed so impatient with my kind words and persuasions, she just ignored me coldly, just took care of her own business, completely ignored my existence, and felt that my words were like air.

In the days to come, Ye'er will still be the same as before, and she will take a taxi directly to the casino after work in the afternoon, but now she will come back a little earlier, and she usually goes home before ten o'clock at night.

My daughter always said that the biggest failure in my life was that I didn't get love. However, the daughter is wrong, love is a dispensable thing, it is a rich man's game, a luxury for us mortals. The so-called love is just a journey of life, find someone who is willing to walk with you, the so-called mountain alliance and sea oath, the ultimate enemy is nothing more than a gorgeous turn, or a fork in the road parting ways, the person who once made you dream, life and death, in an instant, and others are together.

People who are trapped by love are waste! Love is not a necessity of life, in life, there are many, many more important than love, if you talk about them one by one, they are all more important than love! For example, food and water, tickets and houses, parents and children。。。。。。 They are all more important than love. And one of the pains of our human beings is that those literati who infinitely exaggerate the importance of love in each of our lives, but we don't know that those literati who can infinitely exaggerate the infinite importance of love in our lives are themselves not bad money, which one is not a child of a gentleman, or a child of a family who is not bad for money?! My fathers, including my father's generation, all of whom I know are people who don't know the word "one" horizontally or vertically, how can they write such a love-hate love story between me and me? , life has already crushed their backbone, the so-called "food and clothing, lustful desires", those of us who live at the bottom of the society, it is not easy to live well, so living is the fundamental.

My daughter didn't know that the reason why I would endure the humiliation and agree to her mother to come home was mainly for the sake of life, for my daughter to have a complete home; The second is to have a good future for my daughter's mother, and another reason is the mistake that made me uneasy.

The daughter is wrong, she doesn't know what her father's biggest failure in this life is, she just thinks that her father's biggest failure in this life is because he didn't find true love. The daughter is wrong, her father's biggest failure in this life is not because of love, but because her father is a man like a sheep!

I'm just a sheep who only knows how to eat grass day after day on the grass year after year, I have never smelled blood, and I have never had the empathy of capturing, hunting, and biting the prey, so I don't have that kind of evil thoughts, I just feel that life is really simple, as long as Ye'er goes home and works hard and raises her children well, even if we encounter great difficulties, our future life will definitely be better.

However, I was wrong, I didn't empathize, it was Ye'er's strength, Ye'er didn't think about living with me at all, she just took reluctance, use or temporary refuge for her vested interests, at the same time that Ye'er decided to go home, she was a wolf waiting for an opportunity to go out at any time to catch prey, in her heart, all this seemed so natural.

I also know: if you leave, you don't love. However, after all, I am still so stupid that Ye'er still loves me, loves the children, and loves this family. Perhaps the greatest sorrow of a man is that although he has seen through it, he is still trapped in it and can't extricate himself! However, it's not that I can't extricate myself, but I'm always so stupid that life is simple, and people are also very simple, that's all.

This seemingly bottomless submission is, in my opinion, just for life.

I hate the moral kidnapping of many people, and the so-called chicken soup for the soul, when you are deeply involved in it, maybe what you do is more rubbish than anyone else. When people's desire to survive is strongly supported by you, people are often undignified. Therefore, on the battlefield, there are often dozens of dozens of soldiers, but they can escort hundreds, thousands, or even tens of thousands of captured soldiers with great bravado. Many years ago, I always didn't understand and didn't understand that if these captured soldiers resisted, even if they were unarmed, they would use human flesh to pile up, and they would crush these few enemies who escorted them into meatloaf, but the truth is never what you imagined, when people's desire to survive, including those unsightly human hearts and ugly human nature, strongly support them, people, often have no dignity.

Originally, I was still thinking about why the leader of a unit could take more money and give instructions to his subordinates, and we, as subordinates, could completely ignore the orders of such leaders. However, in real life, it is rare to encounter such subordinates, but more subordinates who grovel, sloppy, and flatter, because in the face of vested and relatively stable interests, they choose to be obedient, in fact, for the sake of life. Life is really hard and sometimes makes you go against your conscience and lose your dignity.

To live is the source of our human beings' endless life, and to live, we have to pay a lot.

So, I chose to let Ye'er go home, but it was a really bad decision. Because Ye Er and I don't belong to the same kind of people, Ye Er was born to think about how to harm people, this is Ye Er's own bones, just like a wolf who has just come out of the womb, its own nature in its bones, is to grow up and eat more sheep, this is the ideal that the wolf cubs have established since childhood and the lofty goal of lifelong struggle, this is the gene that comes with the bones, no one can try to change it.

If you're not all the way, don't get together, it's my fault, it's a very stupid decision. This decision will only make Ye Er feel more at ease, but it will hurt me even more.