Chapter 16: Half a Year Later
My baby is gone, my baby is gone and she loves her dad, and I can't sleep all night. When the baby is at home, every room and corner from the first floor to the third floor of the house is filled with the baby's laughter, but at this moment, the huge house suddenly seems to be silent, and there is no sound. When the baby is at home, the baby must go to bed on time at 8:30 p.m., and I also go to bed at 10:00 p.m.
All this will not come back, the baby has been away from his father for half a year, I can't sleep every day, dizzy all day long, although not dead, but similar to a dead person, this is the pain that I can never get out, this is an injury that I can never heal.
Dabao is busy with work every day and rarely goes home, Ye'er just uses this home as a haven for her to take a short break and an ATM for asking for money at any time, and I am the only one at home in Nuoda's house every day. Since the baby left this home, Ye'er seems to have changed, not to become gentle and virtuous, but to change the way to ask me for money, in addition, the smell of other men left in her body is always for me to capture in time.
A woman who cheats and betrays you, she has no love, not only for me, she has no love for anyone, she just loves herself so selfishly. At that time, because of my reluctance, I was willing to accept her home, and I was counting on this life, but the baby's departure made my mind clear. People, why bother, and life is the most irresponsible life for themselves, I have been accustomed to people coming and going, I have been accustomed to the separation and merger, that is, the departure of my most beloved baby, I was forced to choose to let go, what else can I not think of? , once he chooses to be reluctant in life, then his life will eventually be a life without dignity.
Ye Er is wrong, women's mistakes are often wrong in self-righteousness! There are many shameless and pathetic women in the world, they have nothing, they have no hole cards, they just think they are a woman, and they think that men all over the world are so affectionately in love with her. Such a self-righteous woman, her self-righteousness makes her choose all kinds of works, all kinds of high-mindedness, in the end, she may never know that she is just a piece of stinky meat that is chased away by flies, and such a woman will never get a man's true love for her.
Ye'er's fault lies in her self-righteousness, and she thinks self-righteously that I agree with her to go home, and that's because I still love her. But she may never believe that since the moment she cheated and betrayed, we had no love. A woman who can easily leave you is not your woman, this is a simple and simple truth, but Ye'er doesn't know, she always thinks that I still love her so affectionately and persistently, she is my only one.
When Ye'er first came to the house, she asked me to sell my storefront house on the street to pay off her gambling debts, but I didn't agree, and later played a trick to let me go to the bank to guarantee a loan for her to use for gambling, and I flatly refused this request.
The two rejections made her readjust her thinking. Now that Ye'er goes home, she doesn't care about how I survived the loss of my baby at home, but asks for money every time I go home. She is very smart, she doesn't ask for much every time, it's about a thousand, and sometimes she even has to ask me for a taxi back and forth to go home.
Ye'er thinks she's smart, and of course she thinks I must be stupid, she's always so self-righteous, and never thinks about her back, I'm just accumulating my disappointment. However, she was complacent about her success every time, she didn't know that she was digging a hole for herself step by step, she didn't know, and she didn't want to know, because this was the usual routine she used for any man who wanted to get close to her.
People are really a very interesting species, some people rely on their own sweat, knowledge, and hard work to manage their own lives, while some people rely on the calculation of others to live without work. The relationship between people is a kind of game relationship, no one is stupid, sometimes, not because we are stupid, but just because we are pretending to be stupid. But Ye'er didn't know, she thought I was really stupid, she thought that I could be successfully deceived by her again and again, which means that I was really stupid!
Now Ye'er always asks me for money every time she goes home, this time she says that she needs to buy a down jacket and take away a thousand; Next time, he said that he needed to buy two pairs of shoes to wear, and took away 800, and next time he said that the hotel owner urged him to pay the rent, and he had to go 2000。。。。。。
When Ye'er first came home, she took the initiative to invite me and her mobile phone to set up a location sharing query mode, but now Ye'er turned her off behind my back. One night, when I was checking the people near WeChat and wanted to peek at the dynamics of other people's circle of friends, I accidentally found that Ye'er was a few kilometers away from me. When I called to ask Ye Er why she hadn't come home when she had already arrived near home, Ye Er actually lied and said that she was playing cards with a few people in a small county town seventy or eighty kilometers away from home.
The smell of men on her body is getting stronger and stronger, and when I said that I got her location through someone near WeChat, Ye Er actually denied it, and quibbled that I must have seen it wrong and mistaken someone else for her! How can it be? I can't get her WeChat wrong, when I went back to WeChat to check the people nearby, Ye'er's WeChat was no longer in the list of people nearby.
Please don't take me for a fool forever, okay? Before Ye'er went home again, I installed a miniature surveillance camera in our room beforehand. Now every time Ye'er goes home, I can deeply smell the smell of men exuded by Ye'er's body, this smell makes Ye'er always seem extremely unnatural every time she goes home, Ye'er is always very unnatural and sincere, hypocritically asking me for warmth, but other than that, she doesn't do anything, just eat, sleep, call and play games, and is all kinds of picky about the food I make, and she never stretches out her hand.
It was a Sunday morning, I woke up early, my daughter came home, and I had to take advantage of the morning street to buy groceries and treat my daughter, who hadn't been home for two weeks. When I got up and went out to buy groceries, Ye'er hadn't woken up yet, and she was sleeping there.
When I came home from grocery shopping, and then I was busy in the kitchen alone, it was about 11:30 at that time, and Ye'er went downstairs in her pajamas. Seeing that I was busy, she stretched, then sat down at the dining table and lit a cigarette, and said: "I've been sleepy for the past few days, just go home to make up for sleep, I slept so well today, I don't know when you get up and go out to buy groceries." ”
"Well, you go up and call your daughter to get up and eat, the meal is almost ready, after lunch, you will catch up on sleep in the afternoon." I said.
"Yes, I'm still sleepy, and if I hadn't woken up hungry, maybe I'd still be sleeping." As she spoke, Ye'er got up and went upstairs to tell her daughter to get up and eat.
When Ye'er went to the bathroom to wash, I quickly entered our room and took off the surveillance camera, and then hid it in an inconspicuous place on the third floor. Downstairs to eat, Ye'er is still so picky, I don't pay attention to her pickiness, her pickiness is just a kind of show-off, she wants to use her pickiness to show me and my daughter that she is a very tasteful and noble person, but she doesn't know that a gambler is always a character in society.