"Holding the hand of the son, growing old with the son", no matter how dissatisfied and complaining I am about Ye'er's lack of business and addiction to gambling, but I never thought of really divorcing Ye'er, married life is a piece of chicken feathers, I only have to take my baby every day, that is my greatest hope.

However, it is only when you experience many things that you can empathize with them, and you will know what pain and helplessness are.

Ye'er is not at home, I go out early and late every day to gamble, and I am both a father and a mother with a baby. Every night, after dinner with the baby, I am busy helping the baby with homework, checking homework, assigning reading, and then washing, telling bedtime stories, and putting the baby to sleep.

TV, I can't watch it, the little guy is very elf, because my room and the baby's room are very close, and the sound insulation effect of the house at that time is not very good, as long as I turn on the TV to watch TV, the baby will open his eyes, prick up his ears there to listen to the sound of the TV, and refuse to sleep for a long time. This is what I discovered by accident, one night, when I finished telling the baby a bedtime story and putting the baby to sleep, I turned on the TV, and at a very low volume, I thought the baby was asleep, because I clearly heard the happy snoring of the baby as he fell asleep.

I turned down the volume and watched a TV series in my room, when I saw a funny line from the actor in the TV series, the baby's laughter came from the baby's room, I thought the baby was dreaming and laughing, and quickly got up to see what the baby was like. Maybe the baby may be too engrossed in listening to the TV program, the eyes are wide open, the ears are there without moving, concentrating on capturing the small sound made by the TV, see me push the door in, the baby immediately retracted his head into the quilt.

The baby's secret was finally discovered by me, and under my questioning, the baby finally admitted that she didn't sleep, and that she was there listening to the sound on the TV every night as long as I was watching TV. It's really strange,The baby was able to retell the content of the TV series I just watched.,Dizzy.,Now the child may really become a sperm.,No wonder when I wake up the baby every morning.,The baby always lies in bed and seems to be very sleep-deficient.。

Since then, I don't watch TV at night, I can only read books before sleeping, but I always can't sleep, and the long-term physical and psychological depression makes me always sleepy. I still don't understand what everything in the world is for.

I was thinking: maybe everything in our world is really just a toy to be enslaved and used for recreation by a mysterious force, or by a higher species. All living things in the world, including us humans, have a striking similarity, which is to reproduce their own offspring over and over again. Whether it is an animal or a plant, in order to reproduce its own offspring, it always does everything it takes, and tries all kinds of methods, the purpose is just to breed its own offspring, but what is the purpose of reproducing its own offspring? I think this is like the original black slave trade, female black slaves sold for more money than male black slaves, because female black slaves can breed more black slaves for slave owners, and her value is reflected in her ability to reproduce, the more black slaves she reproduces, the greater the value she embodies, and these bred black slaves can bring greater benefits to slave owners when they grow up.

Female black slaves bred the next generation, and the beneficiaries were slave owners. However, almost all living things in our world are reproducing their own children for generations, so who are the beneficiaries? I thought: there must be a beneficiary here! This beneficiary may be a more mysterious force, or a higher species, enslaving everything in our world.

Plants can reproduce their offspring according to their roots, stems, seeds, their own branches, etc., the flowers are so enchanting and gorgeous, not for your appreciation, its ultimate purpose is to make it better to complete the reproduction of the next generation; The fruit grows sweetly and so festively, just so that you can eat it, and when you eat it, its seeds will be excreted in all directions as you walk around, and finally let it multiply at its own sacrifice in exchange for its offspring; Some seeds will have small wings, and the wind blows to the fields, forests and grasslands, so that they can complete the reproduction of their offspring without blowing dust; Some seeds are wrapped in a playful shell, just waiting for the sun to shine and the seeds to ripen, and then with the "crackling" sound of the seed shell, these seeds will be popped far and wide, and the next spring, when the spring flowers bloom, these seeds will take root and sprout, and then grow into what they should become, and then continue to reproduce their offspring。。。。。。

There is a kind of whale that once a year, it travels tens of thousands of kilometers just to complete a mating and just to breed its own offspring. Many animals kill each other, even with their lives, simply to gain the right to mate and reproduce offspring. How about us humans? The so-called "love at first sight, love for a long time, love between the two lovers, infatuated men and women" and so on, these so-called human love, to put it bluntly, is just an act of obtaining their favorite spouse and thus reproducing their own next generation.

All plants and animals, including us, are common in courtship and reproduction. "Women are like flowers", the essence of a woman dressed in heavy makeup and a bewitching and gorgeous flower is the same, both are to attract you。。。。。。 The essence of animal duels and men's struggles is the same, you are the king of monkeys, you are the king of lions, you have the absolute right to mate and reproduce offspring; If you are the king of men, you can have three palaces and six courts, you can have a group of wives and concubines, and you can treat beautiful women as just consumer goods。。。。。。

Just as a black slave woman reproduces her own offspring, the beneficiary of any species of breeding offspring is not herself, and the beneficiary of the black slave breeding her own offspring is the slave owner. Grass breeds its offspring just so that the sheep can eat more and better grass, and sheep breed its offspring just so that the wolf has sheep to eat。。。。。。 Now encourage people to actively have children, and even reward them, with the ultimate goal of making your children grow up to be like the offspring of black slaves. The ultimate beneficiary of your offspring will never be your own, and the ultimate beneficiary of any species that reproduces its offspring is not itself.

Since the ultimate beneficiary of all species in our world to reproduce their offspring is not ourselves, what kind of miraculous and mysterious power makes everything in the world endlessly reproduce? What kind of substance is ingrained in our bones that makes us men and women love to enjoy each other?

This is the demon in my heart, and I can see through it but I may never understand it, because this substance has been deeply rooted in the bones of all things in our world, and has become an instinct!

But who is the ultimate beneficiary of all things in our world who reproduce their offspring?