Chapter 62—If You Smile, Blossom (7)
Calm language class.
At this moment, the teacher's passionate speech and the sleepy eyes of the students were all disrupted by a sudden vibration, and they all looked around incredibly.
That's right, it's an earthquake!
As an inner plain, I don't understand why there was an earthquake, and there have been earthquakes, but the tremors will not be felt so strongly.
Perhaps it was the earthquake from the surrounding city that was transmitted here, and at first when I felt the floor shaking, I thought it was my own psychological effect, but later, everyone felt it and panicked, and realized that things were not simple.
However, the Chinese teacher on the podium was stunned, thinking that we were not listening carefully.
At this time, outside the window.
The crowd that ran through in a hurry also confirmed the incident, and in the next second, the students in the class didn't care about any class, and ran out directly, without order at all.
In order to prevent the earthquake, the school leaders organized the students to go to the square, which is the place where the flag is raised every Monday.
Looking at the full crowd, I realized that it was human instinct to escape.
For the first time, everyone had such a tacit understanding.
No one wants to fall in this ruin, not even me.
After the hurried run, the people in the square were panicked, some students were in a hurry to go home for refuge, they didn't want to stay here for a second, and even some female students were already in tears.
This......
However, this is only a slight earthquake, and it is still far worse than a major earthquake, and it is normal to have a strong sense of protection, but I always feel that it is not real, and I also feel that it will definitely be averted.
However, in a situation like the one now, there must be a city that has been hit by a major earthquake, pray for them.
Peace is the foundation.
At this moment, I felt the preciousness of life, and the first reaction when the earthquake came, my brain was blank, and I only followed the pace of the large army and rushed out in one go.
Everyone was the same as me, and even some of my classmates were even more exaggerated, standing in the middle of the square, terrified, and did not dare to approach any buildings.
I was thinking, where I stand is different, the moment the building falls, the result is not the same?
Actually, my point of view is wrong.
This earthquake drill was much faster than the previous ones, and many students didn't take the drill seriously at all, but now that it really happened, they realized its preciousness.
How many times to practice, after all, just for these few seconds.
However, this time the tremor only lasted for a few seconds, and the slight shaking did not get worse, but slowly calmed down.
It's a good thing.
In view of the previous example, the school leaders asked the whole school to continue to wait in the square, and they were not allowed to move around, and even if they didn't say it, no one should go back and run around.
It's for our sake, and everyone is extra cooperative.
Square.
There was a lot of discussion and exclamations, and I was the only one standing in the corner of the crowd, like an other.
Gently close your eyes, trying to block out the noise around you, but the more you do this, the louder it becomes, like the abusive questioning of the past.
Big, big......
It is as if the eardrum cannot withstand its depth.
Buzzing, as if about to explode, I heard the narrowness of people's hearts, and a pair of oily teeth and claws, and my heart and eyes were full of greed for life and fear of death, the belly of the villain, because the words of these people were extremely disgusting!
Xinwen's existence is used to hurt the hearts of one girl after another, and at this moment, she pretended to pass by, seemingly inadvertently bumping my shoulder, but in fact signaled me to shut up.
Just now, a second after the earthquake was discovered, when everyone rushed out of the classroom in a hurry, no one noticed Xinwen, she suddenly grabbed the sleeve of my school uniform, and then pulled hard, revealing a heinous face, and just like that, I was pulled back.
Falling to the side, watching the crowd surge, I seemed to see despair, if it wasn't just a slight earthquake, I might have really left this beautiful world.
Xinwen, dragged me away, just to facilitate her own escape, her fat body, as if she had an unfathomable relationship with the two rows of tables, was reluctant to be separated for a moment.
The messy tables on both sides are the masterpieces of Xinwen.
At this moment, she vividly interprets selfishness.
Not only am I thinking, we may have been enemies in our previous lives, otherwise how could we be so unpleasant when we see each other for the first time, and even have some deep hatred.
At that time, in a panic, no one noticed me, so I got up again and ran out quickly.
In a situation where no one knew about it, it was hard for anyone to notice me.
This leads to the realization that even if others push us into the abyss, we must know how to save ourselves, rather than accept the established reality and wait to be destroyed.
And now, although Xinwen is looking at me with vicious eyes, no matter how hateful her eyes are, she can only look up at me, isn't it?!
For the first time, I found an advantage in height!
……
About a class later, the crisis notice was lifted, and all the students in the square and playground began to move on a large scale, and the crowd surged, and every time I saw so many people living together, I would think about a strange question, that is, why are there so many people?
Especially in such a small place.
The world is so big, and there will be different people everywhere in the world, so what about me?
It's so small that it can't be smaller.
What is the meaning of my existence? One more, no more, no less! It doesn't make sense.
Sometimes I complain that there are many children in the family and I can't get love, and sometimes even on the contrary, I feel very lucky, at least I am not a child at home, so that my parents will not only have sustenance in the future, and the pressure will not be very great.
Just right.
There are pros and cons to everything, and I, who is not treated well by the world, seems to have only disadvantages, and my cowardly self is particularly boring.
No matter where she goes, she will eventually become the object of bullying, just like the silly white sweet heroine in the idol drama, she doesn't know anything, she is bullied everywhere, and she doesn't know how to save herself.
The difference is that I haven't met and may not meet a male protagonist of my own.
I have also reflected on myself, and even wanted to change myself many times, every time I was alone in front of myself in the mirror, I thought a lot and said a lot, made a lot of determinations, mustered up courage, and then, full of confidence, ready to step out of my comfort zone.
However, everything is just imagination, in the face of external factors, it instantly returns to the original, or is it yourself, it is still like this, is it always like this?
Idle, lazy, and idle, when I think of the future, I feel that the future is bleak.
I have a lot of problems of my own, but there are also a lot of influences from the outside world, and what anyone can do, as if only I can't do it, is very strange in the eyes of others.
For example, erase the blackboard.
When it was my turn to clean the class in the group, I was assigned the task of wiping the blackboard, and I had to wipe the blackboard for a week in a rotational system, after each teacher had finished speaking.
At the time, I thought, isn't it just a blackboard, simple.
And there is no need to sweep and mop the floor to take out the garbage, which is quite good.
However, just after the first class, the moment I walked up to the podium and picked up the blackboard, I glanced at the podium and saw all the students.
Some of them were looking at me too, with contempt, ridicule, and even disdain.
Uttering a very shuffling tone, discussing me in the audience, pointing and pointing, I don't understand why this is happening? Isn't it funny?
I quickly wiped the blackboard, walked off the podium with my head bowed, and returned to my seat.
After a while, someone came to find fault.
"Who wiped this blackboard? How can you write so vaguely? Then the boy took one look at the watch and shouted when he saw that it was me!
Is he a health commissioner? It really is.
I walked up to the podium, wiped it clean again, and then wiped the blackboard clean, and now it should be fine.
The next thing I saw was more contemptuous eyes, traced back to every place I went, and the gaze followed closely, which was really strange!
In the eyes of my classmates, it seemed that I could only sit in my own seat and live according to the established procedures, without the slightest transgression, and even the usual bathroom was a very unusual thing.
I still don't understand, why is that?
But there is also a possibility that I take myself too seriously, and all this is just my own psychological effect, who will have nothing to discuss about me, an insignificant person, maybe everyone is talking about something interesting.
It's just that the eye just sees me here.
When that male classmate was questioning, he didn't know who the student on duty was today, did he?
Even when he saw that I had just finished wiping the blackboard and walked down.
As if it was like this, as if he didn't know, it couldn't be better to think like this.
……
After the seismic event subsided.
Mr. Hai walked in and told us how he felt when he was in another class, and it turned out that the teachers couldn't feel the shaking when they stood on the podium, and they were puzzled by the students' reactions.
It seems that you can only feel the shaking when you are sitting in your seat.
The students also fell into a heated discussion, after all, it was the first time to experience, and I thought it was incredible.
At this time, Teacher Hai immediately managed the order of the class: "Be quiet and quiet, don't discuss it, now it is completely stable, there will be no aftershocks, and everyone is ready for class." ”
Teacher Hai really knows us best, after experiencing this incident, where can the students still have the heart to go to class, the whole heart is still outside, and they can't take it back at all.
Even though Mr. Hai on the podium was still teaching the content of this lesson, we were thinking about the earthquake and didn't know where our minds had gone.
After a while, the words in Mr. Hai's mouth came to an abrupt end!
This quieted down the students.
"Since you like to discuss so much, then I'll discuss it with you." At this time, Mr. Hai stopped lecturing at all, sat down, and looked so serious that he couldn't be more serious.
Then, Mr. Hai randomly selected a student to talk about the first reaction of the earthquake just now, such as whether he thought of anyone during the earthquake.
This topic......
I'm also curious.
Because, at this moment, the classmate he chose was Ahri.
At that moment, I even wondered if it could be me?
But Ahri shook his head and said, "No." ”
It proves that I am blind narcissistic again.
How could it be me, and even if there were, it could only be Mom and Dad, I wasn't surprised at all.
I'll admit that I'm really narcissistic, but only for limited people.
After Teacher Hai started to ask questions, the students didn't seem to talk much, and they lowered their heads one after another, for fear of calling themselves.
Me too.
In fact, this is all Teacher Hai's routine, he smiled slightly, and continued to ask, "Don't you want to take the initiative to talk about your feelings?" ”
Wait for a few seconds, no one squeaks, and generally at this time, no one will speak, and it is embarrassing to say something.
And where would anyone tell the truth?
"Then I'll go back to class, come on! Look at the blackboard! As he spoke, Mr. Hai knocked on the blackboard and motioned for everyone to look at him.
This is the official start of the lesson.
The students can be regarded as paying attention and starting the serious study mode.
……
Duty is a very special thing, because you don't have to go to class, and you can also "skip class" openly. ”
From the moment we started school, starting with the first class, and so on, each class had a week-long school-wide cleaning, not of course all day long, but using the first two classes in the morning and afternoon.
With the sign of "Duty Week", you can shuttle around the campus, most of the time only limited to the floor you are responsible for, if the teacher passing by at that time, it is fine at the post, but it will be miserable if you are not at the post.
I worked with Sweet and cleaned the fourth floor of the school building.
At first, I was apprehensive, but then I found out that she was actually quite easy to get along with, and after she was less deliberately aimed at me, we still got along very well.
There are only two people on the first floor, and the floors and stairs need to be kept clean, and there are surprise inspections by school leaders at all times.
The other students are responsible for the sanitation of the entire school.
Such days pass quickly, because you only need to take two classes a day, and these boring days are the most boring and long, and it is good to immerse yourself in the ocean of knowledge if you learn it, but if you can't learn it, it will be really extraordinarily long.
Well, now I have a great time every day.
Students in each position are responsible for different tasks, such as the office to help the teacher organize things, the reading room to organize books, and the playground to clean up the garbage, and I am in charge of one of the floors of the teaching building.
Cleaning cycles and not disturbing other classes yet.
On this day, cleaning as always, suddenly Sweet was leaving, she couldn't stay, and all the tasks were almost done.
She left her mobile phone number for me before leaving, meaning that in case of emergency, I must call her to explain.
In this way, Sweet became the first high school classmate in the mobile phone address book.
It's amazing.
Isn't the world so wonderful?