Chen was very good to me, and I also accepted his kindness on the side, but I didn't know what rejection was at all, I would just blindly accept it, and I wouldn't say no, I couldn't say it.

His behavior has been strange these days, others don't know, can he not be the protagonist between the two of us?

Is it playing dumb or deliberate?

I frowned, I wanted to speak, but I didn't know how to speak, I wasn't a person who would dominate the conversation, so I could only blindly follow the other people's wishes.

In a world where there are only two of us, it will be very embarrassing, from the previous zero communication to the current "ambiguous" stage, the attitude has changed 180 degrees, and the mind is full of these strange things.

The depression of being alone.

Very depressed.

And it's really strange all day today, all the things, I can't guess and can't see clearly, as if I can't help but choose, as if we have been together by default, as if I don't have any choice, as if ......

In short, everything is strange. At the same time, I really don't understand what the purpose of the morning is, we look natural in front of outsiders, and there is a lot of interaction, because he always cues me, however, when there are only the two of us, the atmosphere is extremely awkward, the air around us seems to have frozen, I don't know what to say at all, there is no topic to talk about.

He should have known about the ordinary and wonderful relationship between us, but why didn't he say it? Why let others misunderstand?

In just a few hours, I have already seen through Chen, he should be a very face-saving person, and the form is greater than the content.

Although it is only my unilateral speculation, there is a chance that there will be nine times out of ten.

We are two people who have never had any communication, and we can also say that we are strangers under one roof, and if this is the case, then why is this so? So, I was just arranged? It's like 100,000 whys, I can't figure it out, but I can only follow the process.

It's really distressing.

I hinted at him several times, and subconsciously tried to keep my distance from him, but he continued to communicate with the people around him as if he couldn't see it, and smiled very happily.

We even added our contact information, so I was very confused, I am the main body today, but I am very passive.

People arrived one after another, but this time it was okay, they were all some more familiar students, even if there were unfamiliar ones, it would not matter.

Then, we started the game session, only to see Alin thoughtfully walked to the song table, anxious little hands thought about it and ordered a song, that is, the most popular "love song king" at that time, each person took turns to sing in the form of a paragraph, if you can't or who is stuck, then you will inevitably need to have a certain punishment, there is a punishment to be interesting, as for what is the punishment? I don't know yet.

Randomly.

Because I was sitting in the corner, it was the first sentence, and I forgot to turn off the original song at the beginning, so I sang along with him, and I passed the test in confusion, a little thief.

It's the first time I've been to this type of place, and I'm so surprised by the novelty that I don't know what I'm going to do, and I've never experienced singing, so I'm even more embarrassed to sing it.

I think it's a very embarrassing thing to sing in public, at this time everyone's eyes are all focused on you alone, if you don't sing well, they won't say it, but it doesn't mean that they won't whisper it in private, and it's the most terrible thing to talk about.

What's more, I don't have all five tones.

After a round of turns, it was my turn again, but this time, I couldn't fool it out, and I could only pretend not to laugh it off.

In this way, I have a punishment to be received, and suddenly I have a feeling of opening a blind box, looking forward to it?!

The game continues, and I'm constantly embarrassed, embarrassed to be alone.

After the game ended, the punishment began, and there were still a few people who lost the game, but their punishment was very arbitrary, but the punishment for me was......

"Thirty seconds of hugging with Chen, it must be a full thirty seconds!" One student said, and the others immediately chimed in.

Me and Chen?

It's still a little hard for me to get used to such a sudden relationship, and it feels like I've been targeting me all day.

It can't be said to be targeted, it's a kind of attention.

It's like a prank.

But I did lose, and if I lost, I had to accept the punishment gladly, otherwise I wouldn't be able to afford to play, so what's the point, and it will ruin everyone's interest.

Isn't it just a hug!

Simple!

I stood up and walked in front of Chen, who was already standing in the open space waiting for me, and we began to hug for thirty seconds.

Well......

Even though everyone was coaxing on the sidelines, I didn't feel anything special in general, and I didn't have a fast heartbeat or anything like that, maybe because I didn't like it.

I didn't know much about it in the first place.

"Can you two be any further apart? The space in the middle is enough for me to stand. Alin said aloud suddenly.

She didn't say that I hadn't found out yet, but it was true, although Chen and I were hugging, the two of us were like a distance across a river, which seemed very strange.

It's a strange thing to be.

Alin's reminder, we were forced to move to each other, thirty seconds passed at the same time, but in my heart I felt that time passed very slowly, very slowly, very slowly, and I especially wanted to end it quickly.

End this punishment.

We sat back down as we were, and we didn't continue to make any more noise, and then the next round of the game began.

Game upgrades.

Take turns passing a small wooden stick snack, passing is very simple, the difficult thing is that you need to use your mouth.

Another challenge.

On my right is Alin, and on my left is Chen, Alin's words I don't need to worry, but Chen......

It will make me hesitate a little, because I have never had much contact with boys, I will deliberately keep my distance from boys, and I don't like to have some physical contact, I always feel very awkward, and it will be a little difficult to accept.

The inner activity at this moment is to break through, change, and come on.

This kind of personality has been something I've wanted to change countless times, but unfortunately I've never realized it.

Still in the form of a relay, there is also a penalty if the small stick falls or breaks at someone.

This time the punishment has been revealed, and it is even more ...... than just now

After the beginning, everything went in order, it seemed that everything was peaceful, but the more you got to the later stage, the more nervous you became, everyone got nervous, the first round of small sticks broke at Alin's place, and then she and the boy on the right punished, Alin was very bold and accepted the punishment straightforwardly, after all, the punishment was not very difficult.

The game has reached a high level of excitement and attention must be strained.

The second round was me, but I felt that it was Chen's deliberate doing, and when passing the stick, he pretended not to catch it, however, only I knew about it, because these actions were trivial for the most observant people.

The close contact when passing the wooden stick, there is no blushing and no heartbeat, I just want to finish the current little game quickly.

Punish me and Chen again, and after accepting the punishment, I was even more in a trance about today's events, but everyone seemed to be having such a good time, so I didn't interrupt.

Suddenly, Ahri called me out, and I was slammed in the doorway, with a scrutinizing expression.

Although the others were curious, they were also sitting in the KTV with interest, continuing their joy.

At this time, except for the faint singing sound coming from the KTV in the aisle, all that was left was quiet, which was the quiet of each other's hearts.

From the moment he called me out, I had already guessed what was going to happen and knew what he was trying to do.

Ahri looked down at me with dark eyes, and slowly spoke, "You like him?" ”

Hearing it, his tone was sad.

Sure enough, this is the problem, I shook my head gently, denied it, I don't like it, but I don't hate it either.

"So what do you think? That's it? Or is it something else......" Ahri's tone began to change helplessly.

I was like a primary school student who was reprimanded by the class teacher, bowed my head, listened to his questions, but didn't know how to answer, he had questions to ask me, but who could I ask if I had doubts in my heart?

I'm the one who is the most confused today.

I also became impatient, he always looked indecisive, as if I had hurt him deeply, and the only person who knew about it was his good brother, who would give me an angry look every time he saw me.

It's as if I've done something heinous, every time, without exception.

I sighed softly, and went back, leaving Ahri alone.

Although I don't know what he's doing outside, I can feel his sadness and that reluctant smile.

After Ahri came back, we had free time, singing when we wanted to sing, eating when we wanted to eat, and ......

Ahri, who behaves very strangely today, he doesn't know where to find a cigarette, lit it, and even smoked it, I don't know the rest, but I still know very well that he doesn't smoke, what's wrong?

Is it so sad? Nothing seems to be happening between us, shouldn't that be in the past tense?

"Ahem!" His stubbornness succeeded in choking on himself.

"Are you crazy?!" I snatched the cigarette from his hand, only to be snatched back again.

This time, he was decisive.

There were no words, only pale eyes, still drooping, never looking at me.

This time I was completely heinous, and in everyone's opinion, it was because of me that Ahri became like this.

The original good boy became like this because of me.

I became a wicked man, a wicked man in the eyes of all.

However, we have never been together, and he has expressed his stance on it, and I didn't know that he would be so persistent, and after so much time, I thought he would let go.

However, he didn't seem to have it.

Isn't that the contradiction between appearance and reality? Most people will choose to believe what they see, as for what the truth is, they don't want to know it, they don't want to know it, they don't have to or are not interested, so what am I insisting on?

Most people will choose their own comfortable way to live, and a few who want to challenge the world are good or bad, and finally end up at the stage that they are satisfied with.

Because if you try it, you won't have regrets.

The tangle in my heart has transcended everything, I know what I need to face next, and I know what I have to bear, I am not a child, and I will not pretend not to understand.

But how do you deal with it? It's a very problem-wracking question.

Know the problem, but don't know the solution.

Escape is the only way I can think of it, but where do I run away? Is there a place for me?

At the end of the day, the students went back to their homes, and we, the residents, could only find a room to stay in temporarily, so that the whole day was over.

It's late at night, and it's time to rest.

I've always had a good night's sleep, but this time I'm a little insomnia, looking at the dark ceiling, at this time, Ahri is in another bed, and I can feel that he also has insomnia.

Looking at the change of the clock on the mobile phone screen, but more and more sleepy, it is time to summarize, what does it mean today?

What's going on in the morning?

After thinking about it, I felt that he was not only strange but also very smart, although this way of cutting first and then playing was very annoying, but when it came to himself, he had to agree, and there was no room for refusal.

He just didn't want to leave me room for refusal, and we would naturally be together.

Today, it is a purposeful and planned plan.

If it is now, in 2020, I will definitely choose to ask clearly, I will not be confused, and I will not easily agree to anything, when making any choice, I will think carefully and think about things for a long time, in short, I will not be affected by some external factors.

This time, it's even more confusing than the last one.

Leave everything to tomorrow, maybe tomorrow will have the answer.

……

Then it's Saturday and Sunday.

I've been thinking a lot about the past two days, and I'm still thinking about the relationship between me and Chen, so what kind of relationship is between us?

Thinking about it carefully, it doesn't seem to be clear and clear, and the relationship is still a mystery.

Now I am not as active as I used to be, I want to ask him, but I am embarrassed to ask for the sake of face, and I just wait for his initiative.

said that Cao Cao Cao arrived, and sent a message in the morning, the content was very intuitive, and the question was very decisive.

In fact, at the meeting that day, he had already made his attitude clear.

To be honest, I don't have any feelings for Chen, otherwise I wouldn't have fallen into thinking, for example, when Ahri asked me, I just thought for a moment and agreed.

However, the morning ......

It's a stranger, I don't know what kind of spark can be run in between us, and what the result will be, no one knows.

During this period of time, I fell into the psychology of changing myself, and I was keen to change, even if I thought suddenly, and I also mustered up courage, just a while ago.

It can only be said that the morning is in a good time.

I agreed, and that's how we got together.

It's amazing, tell my sister, my sister also said that she was very surprised, and also praised my change, it's time to get out of the comfort zone and exercise yourself.

There may be an unexpected bonus.

It is said that children who lack love generally like people who like them.

It seems that this is indeed the case, and I am starting to take an interest in him, and I want to try to understand him, and take responsibility for the decisions I make, right?