69 under the gag, brave as a bridge, moved home by joy and anger
"Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa......" The slender young man was anxious in his words and deeds, and he called grandpa to anyone who saw a similar appearance or figure.
At 9:40 at night, the father and son of the He family searched for the two squares and entered the station to find people. Each person is responsible for the first floor, from the subway line 5 station on the fifth floor of the basement, the high-speed rail station on the ground to the line 4 station on the third floor of the air.
At this end, Gui Ying, who was queuing in the emergency room of the hospital, remembered Zheng Xiaoshan. She took the sleeping Yangyang to Xiaoshan's ward, Lao Zheng didn't know where to hide and sleep, Xiaoshan also fell asleep due to the effect of the drug. Looking at the seriously injured fellow, Gui Ying felt a lot of emotion. Tomorrow's surgery on his right eye doesn't know if it will achieve the expected results, and Xiaoshan's injuries all over his body don't know how long it will take to heal, and Xiaoshan's family in Yan'an don't know how worried...... Everyone has his innate or destined calamity, which teaches people to become gentle, sentimental, and open-minded; Disasters also make people mad, hateful, scarred, and even physically and mentally mutilated to the point that they can never perceive lightness and happiness.
Gui Ying sat on a stool in the hospital, staring at Zheng Xiaoshan, who was dark-faced. High nose, flat cheeks, thick lips, blessed large earlobes, broad body, broad shoulders, neck and soles...... It looks like a burly figure from northern Shaanxi, but unfortunately the right eye socket is wrapped in thick white gauze, and there are also a few gauze wrapped around his arms and legs. Xu Xiaoshan was stared at and sensed, he suddenly opened his left eye, there was some surprise in his eyes, and then surprise.
"It's coming!" Xiaoshan greeted softly.
Gui Ying smiled and nodded, pointed at Yangyang with her chin and said, "This is my daughter, there is a little problem, come and see the doctor." You see! Fall asleep and give! ”
Zheng Xiaoshan blinked his eyelids generously.
"Are you hungry?" Gui Ying asked the little fellow in the dialect of her hometown.
"Not hungry." Xiaoshan looked at Yangyang warmly, as if he remembered his three-year-old son, and was stunned for a while.
"Surgery tomorrow...... What's going on? Gui Ying squeezed out a bright smile.
"What the hell! I don't know what to do with the anesthetic. "Honest people tell the truth.
Gui Ying nodded, and the two were silent.
The silent conversation was permeated with a down-to-earth, calm atmosphere, and this silence was not at all awkward or anxious among the fellows. Conversations that don't have to find words are the most comfortable conversations.
Gui Ying looked at Xiaoshan and remembered her family, and remembered that her mother-in-law (Gui Ying's grandmother) used to say when she was alive: simple people have fewer troubles, and honest people are happier; The smarter the person, the more tired he is, and the more he takes care of things, the more he offends people; Cryhouses have short lives, and blessed are stupid daughters-in-law...... Gui Ying's mind went around in a big circle, and returned to Xiaoshan, Guan Xiaoshan seemed to be more calm than outsiders about this serious injury - there was no hatred or injustice in his clear and simple eyes, he always blinked, smiled slightly, and opened his mouth when he saw people, he always comforted and laughed when he called his mother and daughter-in-law at home, he seemed to regard serious injuries as inevitable cultivation or routine disasters, he was so calm, so tolerant, so gentle, he was lined with Ma Guiying's rat belly and chicken intestines.
"Go back to sleep, get some rest! It's almost time for me, and I'm taking the baby to the emergency room. After sitting for a while, Gui Ying said goodbye.
"Hmm." Xiao Shan curled the corners of his mouth and watched this kind fellow villager and Sister Ma leave.
Along the way, Gui Ying thought about Xiaoshan, her mood calmed down a lot, and she reflected that what she said to the old man was indeed too much, and she was ashamed and embarrassed for a while. Recently, she has been so busy that everything is not going well, and her pent-up emotions are just waiting for an outlet to vent. Gui Ying couldn't vent towards Zhiyuan, couldn't vent towards Yangyang, and wanted to vent to his son that his son was busy with his studies and rarely got people, so the depression and anxiety brewing exploded on his father's side.
She struggled to maintain her credible image as a manager in front of outsiders, played the role of a good mother in the eyes of her children, and fulfilled her duty as a capable and virtuous wife in front of Zhiyuan, but in front of the old man, she indulged herself. Ma Guiying never thought about what type of mask she wanted to wear in front of the old man, because since she was a child, she always thought that her parents knew her nature better than herself.
"B154 Ma Guiying, please go to the No. 2 consultation room and wait; Xiao Heding, No. A78, please go to the No. 5 clinic and wait......" In a trance, Ma Guiying heard herself and hurriedly took her sleeping daughter to the No. 2 clinic.
In the middle of the night, the doctor looked at the sleeping child and smiled, shone a flashlight on the child's throat, pressed and rubbed several parts of the body, and saw that there was no abnormality, and the child did not wake up, and said, "It's nothing." The child is asleep, the problem should not be big, drink more water tomorrow, and tell the child not to drink in the future. A little bit is fine, but too much will be a problem. The middle-aged doctor explained while writing the medical record.
"Oh good, good, well, then...... Do you want to do a test to see if there is a problem in your stomach? ”
"No, I don't. Drink plenty of porridge and eat some fruits. Tomorrow there is a problem, come tomorrow. After speaking, the middle-aged doctor handed the list to Ma Guiying.
"Don't you need to prescribe medicine?"
"No, you don't." The doctor glanced down at the wall clock and then stared at the computer, typing quickly.
Gui Ying took the order, sat on the stool for a few more seconds, and then left with Yangyang, who was still sleeping sweetly. After resting for a while in the waiting area outside, I felt guilty in my heart, knowing that I was making a big fuss, and I was angry with the old man, and I felt uncomfortable. Looking down at the rippling limbs spread out in her arms, thinking of her father's recent care for Yangyang and the care of the boy, the woman was a little unforgivable. After thinking for a while, she sent a voice message to her son to ask about the movement, and when she learned that she had not found the old man, she was extremely anxious and burst into tears. The words and methods of apology were prepared over and over again, and finally mustered up the courage to dial the old man's phone, who would have thought that the phone would not work at all. Gui Ying had no choice but to leave the hospital with the child in her arms and take a taxi home.
It's already eleven o'clock, and the father and son still haven't found their grandfather. After meeting in the East Square, the two discussed whether to call the police, but they were very sure that their grandfather would not be deceived and would not be lost. First, it is better to find fewer people at this time, and secondly, the people in the square are almost a change compared to before, maybe the old man is among them. Eleven o'clock is not too late in the sleepless city of Shenzhen, so the father and son quickly stepped up and went their separate ways.
"Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa......" The boy shouted without hesitation whenever he saw someone with his back to the light and a similar figure.
Father and son started from the southernmost side and the other from the northernmost side, and the old horse was sitting on a flowerbed on the westernmost side facing the main hall of the north station. First, he wanted to see the prosperous scene of the North Station coming in and out, and the endless flow of rivers, and second, this seat was very close to the armed police standing guard, and the old man felt safe. Smelling that someone was smoking around him, the old horse, who had already committed a smoking addiction in his stomach, also took out the hookah in his pocket, borrowed a lighter from the left and right, lit it and smoked it.
Maybe I'm going to spend the night in this flower bed tonight, but fortunately, November in Shenzhen is not so cold, and it will pass after a while. Tomorrow, go to the nearby bank to withdraw money, or reopen a bank card, and then buy a ticket to take the bus. The old horse settled down like this, not wanting his peculiar smoking and tobacco smell to attract the sneaky observation of the people around him, as well as the attention of the patrolman who was patrolling not far away.
The patrol officer dressed in black came over and pointed to the old horse and said, "Hello, smoking is prohibited here, hurry up and extinguish it!"
Lao Ma was stunned for a moment, pointed to the surroundings and said, "There are many people smoking, why can't you get along with me?"
The young patrolman saw that there were really two people smoking two meters away, so he shouted to the left and right: "Say it again!" Smoking is forbidden in the square, and the smoke is extinguished! ”
The people not far away hurriedly extinguished the smoke, and the old horse was so angry that he helplessly picked up a hookah to extinguish the fire.
"What are you? What did you smoke? The young policeman had never seen a hookah, nor had he smelled the peculiar smell of raw strong tobacco, and he suspected that the old man was smoking a prohibited drug or that there was contraband in what he was smoking.
"Tsk! It's hookah! Hookah! The old horse held the hookah and stretched it out for him to see.
The young policeman took the hookah and stooped over to a street lamp to take a closer look. The old man was in a hurry, he didn't expect the man to take it over, he was afraid that the police would take away his hookah, so the old man hurriedly pulled the box and explained: "This is a hookah, the old generation smokes, how can I smoke other things in this square......"
The boy who walked briskly heard this sentence and was very familiar with it! Brushing the floor and looking in the direction where the sound came from, the tall and slightly hunched back under the street lamp is Grandpa! The young man strode over happily, shouting excitedly along the way: "Grandpa! Grandfather! Grandfather! ”
Everyone around them turned their heads to the east, only to see a young man with messy hair, sweating profusely, and wearing a white sports shorts and shorts, running towards this side like a tornado.
"That's my grandson, you ask him what it is?" The old horse pointed to the hookah and said to the patrolling police.
"I've found you! I searched with my dad for two hours! I'm going to be tired! Why are you here? I've been looking for it several times! Tsai Tsai patted his grandfather's shoulder and held his grandfather's arm just after speaking, when he found a uniformed armed policeman holding his grandfather's hookah.
"What is this?" The armed police asked the teenager.
"Hookah, is to pound tobacco into tobacco powder or tobacco, put it in the tobacco bin here, and then add some water to the water bin at the bottom, and when you smoke, the smoke goes through the water, and then the smoke smell is stronger and stronger." Tsai pointed back and forth and introduced eloquently.
After the young man finished speaking, he was stunned when he saw that the police were stunned - he didn't understand, so he stepped forward and continued to explain hard: "This is my grandfather's hookah, this side is carved with Maitreya Buddha, and there is a landscape painting, I don't believe you look closely under the lamp!" My grandfather smoked shisha for more than 50 years, and he used the water to repel mosquitoes, and once my sister came back from school and was bitten by a bug, he smeared the water on my sister's leg to disinfect it. ”
The patrol cop looked back and forth at the antique object according to the teenager's introduction.
When the old horse saw that the boy was talking seriously, his heart was much more relaxed, and he was suddenly moved. Touched by the fact that the child knew his hookah so well, this unexpected feeling stung the old man's cornea.
"People used to use this, but now it's less, haven't you seen it! Hmph...... "A short man in his fifties with a Henan accent next to him pointed to a hookah and explained to the police, also speaking for the old man who had just borrowed his lighter.
"Alright! No smoking! The armed police hesitantly returned the hookah to the old man and went on patrol with his baton.
Everyone saw that there was nothing to do, and after watching the excitement, they breathed a sigh of relief and dispersed. Tsai Tsai held his grandfather's elbow with one hand and called his father with his mobile phone in the other, and after making the call, he hurriedly shouted and said to his grandfather: "Go back, grandpa!" Yangyang is fine! It's almost twelve o'clock, and I'll be going to school tomorrow, so let's go back. ”
The old horse did not speak, but sat down on the table with the hookah in his hand, and silently poured the pot of cigarette powder into the flowers behind the table.
He Zhiyuan came in small steps, and when he saw someone there, he sighed.
"Let's go, Dad, let's go back! Yingying is straightforward and fast-talking, don't worry about it! Zhiyuan pointed in the direction of home and patted the old man's back.
The old horse snorted and turned his face away to collect the hookah. He first put the hookah into a small yellowed elastic cloth bag, and then put the small cloth bag into his old leather bag. The old man in slow motion deliberately stretched the whole time.
"Let's go!" Tsai snatched the box, pulled the box three meters away, and clapped his hands and stomped to break the embarrassment: "I'll pull the box back!" I'm going to school tomorrow! Let's talk about life slowly! After walking two meters, the young man turned around and pointed to his grandfather coquettishly: "Quick!" Fast! Fast! How do you get back without a box? You have to bring things when you run away from home, don't you become a homeless person if you don't bring things? Grandpa, are you a wandering entertainer? Are you going to sing Qin dialect here......"
Weng and his son-in-law were in a stalemate for a while, Tsai Tsai shouted nonsense in the distance, amused Zhiyuan, and the seven or eight people sitting next to him roughly guessed what was going on when they saw this scene, they looked at the young man and the old man, and smirked warmly on both sides.
"Let's go, Dad!" Zhiyuan held the old man's arm, but the old horse was unmoved.
"Grandpa, you can't go anywhere without a smartphone! High-speed rail tickets are paid by swiping code! Tsai Tsai took out Lao Ma's original smartphone and held it high in the distance, swaying from side to side, the swinging amplitude was a bit large, as funny as twisting Yangge.
"I went back with my suitcase on my bicycle first, you guys talk slowly, talk about life and travel, talk about art after traveling, it's really not good to lay shop here! Let my dad stay with you all night! The boy took two more steps back, and then rode on the box to deliberately make grandpa laugh by being funny, jumping, twisting his butt, and grimacing.
"Don't crush my box!" Sure enough, the old horse couldn't help it, and scratched his beard and smiled after saying this.
"Crushed I'll accompany you one! No, no, let my mom accompany you! What do you think? ”
"Like monkeys, crazy!" Lao Ma pointed at the boy and smiled shyly, pretending to scold angrily, and Zhiyuan was happy to listen to it.
"Let's go, Dad! Gui Ying is waiting at home. Zhiyuan helped him again.
This time, the old horse got up.
The three of them then walked back, Zhiyuan pulled the box, the old horse walked in the middle, and the boy rode a bicycle to open the road.
"Grandpa, don't worry, I'll help you train my mother when you go back! Don't beat her up - what a system! This is disobedience in ancient times, and it will be dragged to prison! To be sold as a maid! Go back and unload her legs, and then you will be relieved......" The young man was happy all the way, imitating the tone of the old man's previous speech, which made the two people behind laugh incessantly.
"Grandpa, if I hadn't relieved you just now, you would have been fined by others! You have to be taken away from your hookah, you have to thank me, give me a big red envelope for the New Year, no five hundred, it's not good......" The young man finished and continued to get on the car and ride.
Lao Ma saw him talking nonsense along the way, and he couldn't stop feeling and moved in his heart.
"Grandpa doesn't like to use your old mobile phone, or you can use your old mobile phone, you can't listen to Qin's drama, but the phone is loud! Tunli exclusive model! It also saves power, and you can listen to the radio without headphones! Oh, by the way, grandpa, are your clothes your favorite in this life? Everywhere you go, you have a long-sleeved white shirt, loose black pants, a black belt in the middle, and a bunch of dingdings pinned to the belt - don't you tell the world that you are from the countryside? The target of scammers and thieves is ...... like you, who has a lot of money in the countryside and has cash on you," the young man laughed loudly as he rode back.
"Grandpa, I thought that running away from home was just what people of my age loved to do, but I didn't expect my dad to love running away from home, and your old village chief also loves to run away from home when he is seventy years old! Oh, my God! Is this our family style? Our family is really yin and yang, I have never seen my mother and Yangyang have ever had cases and ideas of running away from home, our three big men can't run away from home at every turn, isn't it ironic......" The young man only took advantage of the speed of his mouth, and couldn't see the two people in the dark shadow behind him blushing.
"Grandpa, if you go back to Shaanxi, I won't have to wear earplugs to sleep in the future, your snoring is exactly the same as the gurgling sound of smoking a hookah! If you go back to your hometown, you say how clean our home is! Moreover, you don't need to enlarge garlic and peppercorns in a meal to cook, how refreshing it is to eat, and there is no garlic flavor in one mouth......"
The boy used his unique advantages to glue the cracks of this home. Lao Ma was moved, very moved along the way, and could not find a better word to describe his feelings than moved, as if he had never had such a soft emotion in the past seventy years. Perhaps, the old man is not ready to go back to Majiatun, at least for now.
Now, in Shenzhen, Lao Ma has too many fetters to let go.
When he arrived in the community, Zhiyuan walked slower and slower, and finally scratched his head and asked Zaizai to stop, saying, "You park the bicycle, you can pull up the box."
The young man's beaming face instantly pulled down, and he would park the car and come over to pick up the box according to his father's instructions.
"You're not coming back?" The old horse turned around and asked.
"Don't go back now...... I...... I haven't figured out a lot of things yet, Dad, give me some time. That one...... You call Yingying Don't worry, I'll adjust it quickly. I'm out there during this time...... The heart is very calm, and it is rare to be in such a good state in recent years...... Hmm......" He Zhiyuan rubbed the ground with the tip of his shoe, and his voice was weak and slurred.
"It's done! It's time for you to adjust, too. Most people retire at the age of 60, and you still have 15 years to figure out what you want to do. Lao Ma agreed with his son-in-law at the moment to adjust.
"Then I'll leave Dad, boy, you can help Grandpa up! Go home and go to bed and don't delay tomorrow's lesson. ”
"Hmm." The young man nodded solemnly, reluctantly watching his father turn away.
The three of them were divided into two ends. went upstairs and got out of the elevator, the door was open, and Gui Ying pressed two pairs of shoes against the door. Hearing the rumbling of the suitcase, Gui Ying hurried out to pick up someone with a sense of relief. The father and daughter were embarrassed when they saw each other, and each lowered his head and turned his face.
Gui Ying scratched her right ear and touched her left neck, stepped forward and whispered: "At such an age, you still make such a play!"
"It's not that you're angry! Punish you for making breakfast for grandpa tomorrow! Tsai Tsai handed over the words.
The two of them pushed the boxes to the room one by one, and Gui Ying followed behind, not knowing what to say. The apologies that had just been prepared were not useful at all. Silence, only silence, guilty silence.
"Oh yes! It's twelve o'clock, you have to start tomorrow, go to bed early! Lao Ma sat on the bed and patted his thigh and said to Guiying. said that it was said to Guiying, but his eyes looked at Guiying's big female toes.
"My dad said he wasn't coming back, said he was going to adjust, told you not to worry." Tsai took off his wet sweatshirt and said to his mother, unspeakably sad.
"Hmm...... Know. Gui Ying leaned against the door frame, looking lost.
"I'm tired, let's sleep! Hurry up and go to sleep! The old horse waved his hand and motioned for Gui Ying to go.
"Alright! Boy, you can sleep too, and turn off the lights later. Gui Ying finished speaking and left.
This farce ended like this.
Tomorrow, tons of work are pressed in his heart, Gui Ying doesn't want a fire in the backyard, but at this time, the dry weather is dry, the easier it is to catch fire. When I got home, I felt extremely guilty, but fortunately, the old man came back and a boulder fell to the ground. I have to admit that Gui Ying has a kind of fear in her heart, an innate fear, a fear of the old man - afraid that he will be angry, afraid that he will be unhappy, afraid that he will ignore her, afraid of all the negative emotions or words and deeds that the old man will have based on himself. It should be said that the three of their brothers and sisters have this fear, so they are always at a disadvantage in front of the old man.
Gui Ying has never agreed with this kind of coercive influence, authority or education of parents or elders over the next generation. This kind of influence is too strong, so strong that it will be broken at a moment's notice, and there are too many such fathers and sons, mothers and sons, and brothers in the village who turn against each other and have a lifelong grudge based on the coercion of one party.
The relationship between parents and children in Gui Ying's generation is very adaptive, not smooth enough, strong and rough, strong and rusty, often extremely indifferent and occasionally overly valued. It's like two closed iron rings, stiffly clasping each other, but always grinding each other uncomfortable. There is only one way to be free, and that is to disappear with an iron ring. This is an extremely stupid and passive approach, and it is also an extremely helpless and hurtful relief.
The relationship between parents and children in the next generation is a little more diversified, and there is a type of rippling iron ring - one side moves forward quickly and the other side supports it with full support; There is the type of boy bicycle, one side is exploring the way in front and leading the way, and the other is determined to follow behind; There is a type of car, everyone strives to move forward on their own track and plays a different role in the family, but they carry a family forward together, and they carry a theme together - family prosperity. Younger parent-child relationships include girlfriends, sisters, friends, buddies, teacher-student relationships, and independent relationships similar to those abroad...... Regardless of the type, fair, harmonious and smooth communication is a necessary bridge to maintain the happiness of a family.
It is very important to establish a good communication channel in the family, but unfortunately, Gui Ying's concept of perfection can only be implemented downward, and above, she is always passive, and even sometimes as bad, arrogant, and impulsive as the old man. How deep is the imprint of parents on their children, those who have learned from their parents are not clean hands and feet, do not speak big or small, speak badly behind their backs, have no ability and arrogance, and so on, and so on, and the next generation is not aware of the "inheritance" to the next generation, and how many of those who are aware and good at reflection can break free from the shackles of bad habits on moral cultivation, character perfection, and mental maturity?
When Gui Ying was in the hospital, she heard her son on the phone that his father was also looking for someone, and her heart was warm at that time, and when she was waiting at home, she thought that Zhiyuan would come back, but it didn't. Life is full of all kinds of situations that do not meet expectations, and the two of them do not quarrel, but it seems that there is an irreassonable contradiction. She's too busy to take care of it, so what about Zhiyuan.
It's already two o'clock in the night, and the woman still can't sleep, in addition to joy, anger, sorrow, love and hatred, there is also a full job to fill her confused brain. Dozens of tasks are backlogged in her mind after tomorrow's launch, and Gui Ying plays tomorrow's work over and over again like a music software that crashes and gets stuck—interpreting tomorrow's work environment, fantasizing about tomorrow's words and deeds, and reciting the highlights of tomorrow's work...... Manager Ma is like pinching black sesame seeds in white sesame seeds, constantly picking out all kinds of hidden dangers in tomorrow's work in his mind, just afraid that something will happen.
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