Lao Ma listened to Gui Ying's counts sentence by sentence, his stomach was spicy, and he didn't know where to start.

After Gui Ying left, he lit a pot of hookah and smoked it with mixed feelings. After a pot of smoke, the old horse got up and went to the room, took the suitcase behind the door, and packed his things. The old village chief, who had always been strong, had no reason to stay any longer.

In that case, let's go. Let's go now.

Following Yang Yang in the afternoon, Lao Ma really thought that his life would be different from then on, and who thought that he would be stable and suddenly collapsed. Are you really going back to Majiatun? The old horse was not sure, but he was very sure that he was going to get out of here.

Gui Ying cried because she was aggrieved, sad, and tired, and Lao Ma couldn't cry, because there were stronger emotions than grievances, sadness, and exhaustion that controlled him - sudden failure, boundless disappointment, self-blame for luck, and parting that could not be parted with but came in a hurry...... The house was too quiet, too quiet to carry the old man's inner turmoil.

The suitcase was spread out on the bed, and there were too many things to take. In addition to the clothes and panties that Zhiyuan bought for him, new belts, new pillows, and new towels that Zhiyuan bought for him, Gui Ying bought him good shoes, skin care products, and good tea, as well as the things he added one after another after coming to this house - new mobile phones, new cups, new rocking chairs, new yellow calendars, new reading glasses, Kong Ming fans, new razors, new signature pens, new nose hair scissors, and good Xifeng wine......

Like these things, he came here out of thin air and started a very different life that he couldn't have imagined before - picking up and dropping off little dolls from school and school, listening to the most complete Qin opera in history, chatting and bickering with his grandson when he was bored, watching all kinds of TV stations that couldn't be received in the tun, and making new people and new friends who were completely different from before...... Here, the old horse no longer has to work in the field and look forward to the harvest and sell it for a large price, he doesn't have to worry about his mother-in-law in the tun, and he doesn't have to worry about the eighty-year-old all day long when he is seventy years old.

He has really changed, because of the change of environment and changed a person, Yangyang's children's voice almost made him forget that he was already a seventy-year-old man, and the forward-looking life of the new era that Tsai Zai rolled out to him almost made him forget his identity as a farmer, his heart began to worry about Zhiyuan, and his rhythm of life even followed the rhythm of Yingying Company.

Everything happened so quickly and violently that it felt like it was staggered in the aftertaste.

Lao Ma has never had the luxury of staying for a long time 2,000 kilometers away from home, it is destined to be in a hurry, so why be nostalgic. It's just why, my heart is uncomfortable, my heart is empty, as if I have no organs, empty and fluttering. The old horse put the old things he brought from the tunli into the box one by one, and suddenly felt that his past self was a little light. Man is an animal that has surrendered to habit, and has just adapted to those new gadgets, and he is reluctant to leave now. Why not? I'm seventy years old, and I still have some nostalgia.

Do you blame yourself for drinking too much and letting your children drink? Or is it the unique taste of the wine that attracts children? No one blames the old horse, because he never thinks he has done anything wrong. Just like that Xifeng wine, some people want to drink two sips every day, and some people want to vomit after taking one sip. Lao Ma never blamed wine, he loved to drink, wine made his twilight body and spirit beyond reality, he once thought that when he died a hundred years later, he would accompany two bottles of Xifeng wine in the grave. Don't blame the wine!

At this point, there's no point in tinkering with that. Since Gui Ying said it, why should the old horse stay longer.

Anyway, I'm leaving, so I don't bring anything with me, and it's an eyesore to bring the greedy stuff back to the tunli. The old horse changed into the clothes he had just come, and closed the box to mention, which was very unpleasant. The gradual change of man means that little by little it becomes heavier, and the old horse is at a loss as he carries a box that is lighter than before. I changed the mobile phone card, installed the original Nokia old old machine, and saw that the original mobile phone still had some battery and the screen could be lit, so I went out with the box in a sad way.

This time, he didn't have the keys with him. After closing the door, he decided never to come again. Yingying's judgment on him is already like this, and it is useless to say more. The empty old man pulled the box out of the community and walked towards Shenzhen North Station. Tsai Tsai said that it was not far from home, and the distance from school to home was about the same, so Lao Ma walked towards Shenzhen North Railway Station.

The old man here just came down from the elevator on the far left, and the young man sweating profusely went up on the elevator on the far right. Yesterday I went to the eye hospital and missed a half-day course, and after the course of the make-up center today, Tsai asked a familiar student from the make-up class to explain to him a few lessons that he had missed yesterday. In order to thank the classmate, Tsai took the boy to eat a small hot pot.

After returning from eating hot pot at half past eight, after opening the door and entering the house, I habitually cast my first glimpse after returning home to the balcony rocking chair. Accidentally! There was no one on the balcony or sofa, and the boy was thirsty after eating hot pot, so he went to the kitchen to pick up the kettle and unscrew the lid and drink directly to the pot. Today's grandpa brewed honeysuckle tea, and the boy only felt refreshing and delicious, and drank half a pot of goodong.

There was no one in the Yangyang house with the lights on, and there was no one in his house with the lights on, the young man was suspicious, and he went to the bathroom to look for it while shouting "grandpa", but there was still no one. Tsai Tsai took out his mobile phone and went to the room to put his schoolbag while looking for his grandfather's number, and just wanted to press the button only to see his grandfather's smartphone placed on his desk, and the boy was puzzled.

Standing in the empty living room, Tsai Tsai spun around, and then strode to the shoe cabinet at the door. Seeing that the sneakers that grandpa usually wears when he goes out are there, and the slippers are also there, how can he not be there? Hairy. I saw that the silver high heels that my mother wore recently were there, and the red slippers she wore at home were gone! There are too many kinds of Yangyang's shoes, and Tsai can't tell her whereabouts. The young man standing in front of the shoe cabinet was completely confused, indescribable, and couldn't close his mouth.

Is there something going on at home? Stealing or does someone get sick? Is there a problem with grandpa or is there a problem with Yangyang? No one was there, the lights were all on, He Yiming's hair stood on end, and he hurriedly dialed his mother's phone, and while making a call, he went back to the room to check his grandfather's bed.

"Hey Mom, are you off work?" The boy was anxious.

"Hmm." Gui Ying hugged Yangyang, still in the taxi, and when she saw her son calling, she quickly wiped her tears and tuned it.

"And where are you now? Is Yangyang with you? ”

"Come with me and take her to the emergency room."

"What's wrong with her?"

"It's fine. What are you going to do when you go home, tomorrow Monday, adjust and get ready for class. Gui Ying pretended to be stable and settled his son.

"Is my grandfather with you?" The boy asked loudly.

"W-what's wrong?"

"My grandfather is gone! The phone is on the table, and the person is gone! The key is that his sneakers and slippers are there, oh yes, yes, his box is gone! Tsai closed the door and circled around the room looking for the rustic, hateful suitcase.

"Where's the toilet?"

"Nope! I've seen it earlier! Both bathrooms were found! The boy stomped his feet.

"Look at him in the shoe closet...... Are you missing the shoes you wore when you first arrived? Gui Ying touched her chest.

The boy strode forward, rummaged back and forth in the shoe cabinet three times, and replied, "No! No wow! ”

Gui Ying pinched her eye sockets and confessed to her son: "I just quarreled with your grandfather...... said some angry words...... "Before he finished speaking, he hid his face and cried, crying so much that he pouted, and the driver looked behind him frequently.

"Why do you keep arguing!" The teenager was furious.

After a while, Tsai Tsai asked again, "Then do you know where my grandfather went?"

"I'll just ...... I just said, 'Why don't you leave?' or 'What are you doing here?' or something like that, and he probably ...... Hey, you call your grandfather and ask, see where he is. ”

"My grandfather's phone is at home! On my desk! What the hell did you say, him off! The boy was not very reluctant, but his intuition was that his grandfather left Shenzhen like this, which was unfair, very angry, incorrect, and unreasonable.

"Hey...... He's going back to Tunli, you look for it on the way to the North Station, if he wants to pull the box, he can't go fast. ”

"I'm really convinced!" The boy hung up the phone angrily, took seven or eight things, and ran out to find someone.

When Gui Ying learned that the old man was going back, she immediately felt guilty, tears flowed down her face, and another wave of fierce sobbing followed. Even if she regrets this, she is still stubborn, stubborn and stubborn like the old man. She thought it was necessary to show Yangyang if she was injured, she didn't think she needed to stop and look for him at this time, she was sure that the old man couldn't buy a ticket at the North Station at this time, and she was sure that her son would definitely find the old father for her.

In this sad stubbornness, Gui Ying went to the emergency department of the third hospital and took the number, and there were more than 50 people in front of her. Sitting in a hospital chair, she hugged her dozing daughter, thinking back to what she had just said.

Tsai picked up the bicycle downstairs in the community, and slowly rode along the avenue to Shenzhen North Station after leaving the community. Along the way, I stared left and right for the person who pulled the box, but I still didn't find it when I arrived at the North Station. Faced with the crowded and endless flow of Shenzhen high-speed rail station, the boy was at a loss, and in desperation, he asked his father for help.

He Zhiyuan, who was dipped in ink with a pen in the rental house, copying famous posts, and meditating, heard that his father-in-law ran away from home alone at night, and he didn't have time to change his clothes, so he came out wearing a black vest.

Tsai Tsai parked his bicycle outside the North Station, and waited for his father while looking for someone in the station. Shenzhen North Railway Station is one of the largest transportation hubs in Shenzhen, with a total of five or six floors from the air to the underground, where several subway lines meet every day. In addition to being a subway interchange station, bus departure station, and bus passenger station, the North Railway Station plays a more important role as a high-speed rail station. Every day, an infinite number of high-speed trains are sent to all parts of the north, and it is conceivable how many guests gather here every day, and in order to disperse the passenger flow, the station has built two large squares in the east and west. The teenager who was wandering around the East Square, which was several square kilometers in size, was at a loss and had nothing to do. He Zhiyuan rushed to the North Station all the way, but still didn't see the shadow of his father-in-law.

"Didn't you call your grandfather?" After the father and son converged, He Zhiyuan asked first.

"He's on my phone!" Tsai Tsai took out his grandfather's phone and showed it to his father.

Zhiyuan looked at it and said, "No card!" Fast! Fight again! ”

Tsai Tsai dialed Grandpa's phone again, and it was a tone to turn off the phone.

The father and son scratched their ears and circled, and after discussing the strategy, they decided to start from the East Square first, with one person in charge of one side and each figure having to be scouted on the other. However, the East Square is full of people pulling boxes, and this slip has just been found, and there is a new wave of people coming out of the station, how to find it.

"Grandpa, grandpa, grandpa......" the teenager shouted incessantly through the crowd.

He Zhiyuan hunched his back all the way and walked quickly, worried that the old man would be silent because of his face, so he bent down to look at his face when he saw someone.

It is said that the old horse went out of the house, and of course he knew the road leading to the North Railway Station, but the old man was reluctant, and he made a special trip to take a detour to take one last walk on the road he was most familiar with, walked the most and cherished in Shenzhen - a few small streets leading to Yangyang Kindergarten. At the entrance of the kindergarten, he sat down by the flower bed and rested for a while, as usual, and after about twenty minutes, the old man walked lonely towards the north station. On the road, he saw that the old mobile phone only had 28% power, so he quickly turned off the mobile phone to save power without a charger.

So, by mistake. When Tsai Tsai and Zhiyuan were already shouting and screaming to find someone at the North Station, Lao Ma had not yet arrived at the North Station; When the father and son left the East Square to look for someone in the West Square behind the North Station, the old man had just arrived in the East Square. Lao Ma, who doesn't know how to buy a high-speed rail ticket, looked for a long time before he found a staff member, and after asking how to buy a ticket, he pulled the box to the ticket purchase area. How can there be any people, it's all a machine, how can the old horse operate this? With the help of the young people who came to buy tickets, Lao Ma put his ID card in the induction area of the machine, and after the ticket was selected, the machine did not support cash, but could only scan the code or swipe the card. Lao Ma quietly took out the bank card from his wallet, but the ticket machine did not support the bank card of this niche bank in Shaanxi, and the machine still did not support the card after changing the card. The young man reminded that he could scan the code to pay with a certain letter or a certain treasure, and the old horse took out his Nokia mobile phone, and the young man suddenly stuck out his tongue and shrugged his shoulders and left quietly.

Now it's good! Stay, no one wants; Walk, can't go.

The tired old horse went to the station with the box, originally wanted to find the staff for help, stopped to look around, and could not see a single staff member, and his eyes were full of strange and hasty passers-by. Seeing that there was a bathroom not far away, the old man pulled the box in.

The toilets in the shopping mall attached to the station are elegantly furnished – portraits, incense, chandeliers, flowers and plants...... Far from being comfortable. In my heart, the old farmer felt that he was not worthy of such a high-end toilet. But when you look at a person, a thing, or a place, and you secretly feel that it is unexpectedly good, then what that person implies in her heart is that he is not worthy. Although Lao Ma has also used a lot of toilets in the city over the years, he has now lived in China's first-tier cities for four months, and he still feels that he is not worthy of this golden and jade city.

Out of the bathroom, the old horse continued to ask for help in the hall with the suitcase. At this moment, there are so many people in the station that they are like ants in an ant's nest - those who leave the station, those who enter the station, those who get on the bus, those who get off the subway, those who look for high-speed rail, those who look for hotels, those who take taxis, those who ask for exits, those who pull boxes, and those who drag their families...... The station is intricately designed, with escalators and elevators everywhere inside and out, and public services such as toilets and hot water rooms, as well as convenient services such as information desks, clothing stores, small supermarkets and various restaurants.

Modern stainless steel iron frame, gray and white polished porcelain wall, amber seamless stone brick floor, long and short east and west escalators, and incandescent lamps that gather into a surface...... Staring inside the station, that's all the naked eye can see. To put it bluntly, Shenzhen North Railway Station is a dry steel and concrete building, but it is the many talents of human beings that decorate it magnificently. At the corner, rest area, waiting area and other places, there are all kinds of flowers and plants, such as fishtail sunflower, peace tree, brazilwood, large bonsai, hydroponic flowers, large orchids, etc.; The selected flower pots are not stingy, and the combined stainless steel flower pots, half-meter-high square-mouth purple sand flower pots, and one-meter-high white plastic geometric pots; The chairs for resting are also very distinctive, with rows of bamboo benches several meters long, rows of three-seater black iron backrest chairs, and carefully arranged cartoon sculpture seats; The sculptures in the station are even more novel and interesting, cartoon sheep, Roman columns, artificial horses, robots, as well as a wall relief, several rockeries, several fountains, huge murals, as well as smart train watches that come into view everywhere, large display screens, advertising walls of tens of meters, and slogan banners scattered high and low...... The crowd is bustling, and there are many items, if the Jade Emperor sees this in the world, I am afraid he will have mercy on the world.

The old horse was dazzled, as if he was allergic to the prosperous physiology condensed in front of him, he was dizzy, and had nowhere to go, so he returned to the square just now to breathe, so he came out with the box like a wanderer.

Under the dazzling lights of the square, Lao Ma saw the flower beds, pools, sculptures, and flowers in the square...... The old man sat on the eaves of the half-meter-high pool next to the pool, his legs intertwined, and his index fingers interlocked. The nearby flower beds are planted with kapok, bodhi, osmanthus, and ficus, and the old farmer looks up at the southern plants under the light, and he is really envious in his heart. He was anxious all the way, but now he suddenly stopped, and the septuagenarian realized that his heart was beating in a panic, and the all-pervasive feeling of helplessness was bombarding his body and will.

The old horse's eyes flashed with a rippling appearance, and the boy, how annoying the two dolls were at the beginning, and how much they miss now. The backpack carried by the soul is empty when it comes and when it goes; Carrying a heavy burden, unloading is also overwhelming.

Looking at the inside and outside of the North Railway Station from afar, there is a lot of prosperity in the world!

Prosperous and intimidating.

It is no wonder that people no longer believe in gods and religions, and have begun to believe in technology, competition, business, and even such large transportation hubs or CBD business districts. Therefore, the advertising leaflet replaced the religious scriptures, the large screen replaced the Dharma murals in the temple, and the slogans and advertising texts replaced the scriptures and verses.

Prosperity to decline, decline to prosperity, prosperity and decline to nothingness...... There are many variations, and each one is worth savoring. After living for seventy years, there is still nothing that cannot be seen through. The glory of Shenzhen North Railway Station belongs to the present, but it will become history. I am afraid that in the future, hundreds of years from now, people will still rely on slag pictures or loose words to find the lost prosperity here. The poor people gathered here in a crowded manner, but their homeland was permanently deserted.

Pity. There is something sad about everything.

Looking at the bustling city up close, imagining the desolate hometown from afar, the polar difference between urban and rural areas is unprecedented.

A few decades ago, the different forms of wooden doors, wood doors, and long locks were out of history, and the beautiful red iron door is now copied at the door of the house - the same big red wooden door, the same golden door nails, and the same bronze auxiliary head. In the past, the farmland was clean and there was no white waste, but now, packaging boxes, plastic paper, plastic bottles...... Chemical waste can be found everywhere on the slope at the bottom of the ditch. From trolleys, bicycles, and motorcycles to tricycles, four-wheelers, electric vehicles, cars, and now the slickers who roam the orchards and wheat fields, one way of working has come to an end, and another is emerging. The scene of the old ox pulling the cart on the loess wall has been returned to history and has become extinct.

The change is good or bad, it is not enough to shock, the most shocking change is the disappearance, the exit from history, the end of some kind of evolution to the end, the old horse is afraid of this kind of ending, because he thinks of Majiatun, where there are few young people. He remembers the excitement of Majiatun in the 80s and 90s clearly, but unfortunately now, even if the village has built street lights, paved cement roads, and installed wifi, it is an empty place, and the gorgeousness is just an illusion. Prosperity or development comes at a price.

In the old days, there were no high-rise buildings and no steel supports, but it did not prevent it from flourishing, as long as there were people, even if it was an extremely ordinary street, there would be a grand occasion of Tun Street and alleys and busy traffic. China's countryside has been changing, and it has been getting better, and this has been the direction of the past few decades. In the future, people going to empty buildings will become the most real and terrifying trend of the development of remote rural areas in the vast territory of China.

Gorgeous and desolate.

Indeed, a new era has come. Seeders, micro-cultivators, harvesters, and balers are available in various villages, and it is very convenient to rent; Household appliances such as gas stoves, water heaters, washing machines, electric heaters, air conditioners, and refrigerators are basically available in every household. The agricultural cultivation of sowing and harvesting has liberated the labor force to a large extent because of technology, and the daily life of the people in the village to cook and wash has also saved a lot of physical strength because of technology. In addition, in recent years, the government has vigorously built rural infrastructure, which is very convenient for foreign purchases, agricultural goods transactions, and local daily purchases. In the early years, the hard days of breaking the ground and plowing the land in the spring, hoeing and picking under the scorching sun in midsummer, pulling carts in the rain in autumn, and queuing up in the early morning in winter to water the land can be regarded as a complete turning page. It is undeniable that agriculture has been semi-automated, and the peasants are living better than in any previous dynasty.

The reality is complicated. Even if the material conditions in the rural areas are unprecedentedly good, the general trend of "hollowing out" cannot be avoided. The most convincing evidence of the rapid decline in the population of many villages around Majiatun is that most of the primary schools in the villages have been closed, and there are fewer and fewer secondary schools in the town. Modern facilities can't hide the fact that the countryside is shrinking, and a big change is coming to an end.

The old horse prayed to the prosperity and prayed that Majiatun would get better.

The hometown of the mountains and rivers are unharmed and the mulberry is still long gone, and those who want to return to their hometown one day in fine clothes may be disappointed.

Looking at the square, it is magnificent. Countless bright flower ribbons are intertwined with each other, and the originally dry cement floor is decorated with a pleasant and elegant view, and the old horse wanders in it like a festival. Dozens of flowers seemed to have been summoned by Empress Wu Zetian, and they rushed to bloom in unison. The flowers in Tun (Majiatun, the village where the old horse lives) are more arrogant and noble than these things, even if the Queen Mother of the West in heaven orders that they still insist on themselves and hide in the earth in the climate of the winter moon at this time.

They follow nature and never submit to authority. Looking back at yesterday's hometown, as soon as spring came, the jujube flowers in the jujube orchard were green and shy; Persimmon flowers bloom in the persimmon ditch, and the yellow flowers are faintly half-sloped; On the plum slope, the ground is pure white, and the slope is full of snow; On the north slope, pear blossoms bloom in March, hundreds of acres of snow white, peach blossoms bloom in April, hundreds of acres are red; As soon as May comes, the cauliflower blooms, thousands of miles of golden, it is a glimpse of the harvest god Vertunos. Throughout the spring, the wheat is as green as the sea, the wheat waves are like waves, hundreds of acres of green waves are rippling under the green tomb, hundreds of acres of clear water in Taihe Zhuangzi are undulating, and hundreds of acres of verdant land are boundless on the big melon ground...... The whole of Majiatun is wrapped in endless green wheat, which is the place of abundant harvest. There are flowers in spring, fruits in autumn, everything is hot in summer, and the earth is covered with snow in winter. No matter how beautiful heaven is, it is not as good as hometown.

Thinking of Tunli, the old man lowered his head and wiped his tears with his hands.

Since ancient times, there has never been such a strong and concentrated trend in any era or country as in today's China. According to Lao Ma, China's urbanization is undoubtedly radical. In the history of ancient and modern times, China and foreign countries, all the great migrations driven by politics and politics have been very powerful.

He who is born in the country is the spirit of the earth; And people living in cities are social animals on the planet. Originally, man was free and independent, farming like a squirrel living in the footsteps of the four seasons, hunting like a tiger foraging alone in the jungle, grazing like an eagle patrolling high and far away, and fishing like a shark with its mouth wide open. Originally, man was a lion, a fox, a rabbit, and an earthworm, but now, man is an orangutan, a bee, an ant, and a locust. Cities devalue people, and politics degrades people.

The style of the square is extraordinarily large, and the old horse tightens his clothes and looks at the city for the last time. Petty traders, policemen, cleaners, vagrants, beggars, folk entertainers...... Wave after wave of people came in, and wave after wave of people came out. How much does a person's salary need to be able to survive in Shenzhen? How much does a person have to be paid to have a home here? Lao Ma worries about the young people who came to the city in high spirits in front of him.

The city's train station is the gateway to the city, those who come in come in, those who leave leave, those who can stay stay, and those who can't stay never come. What about his Yingying, is he also bewitched by this city and will never return to Majiatun? Lao Ma understands that going against the current, from the perspective of the public, means failure, or being said to have no pursuit, no ambition, no ambition, at least for now, it is a very embarrassing thing to go back to his hometown.

In the distance, in the gray and yellow lights, the surrounding buildings are dense and dense, like bean seedlings, like wild grass. Shenzhen's youthful vitality is suppressed by these buildings. In other words, how did the once small fishing village develop into today's building city? In this vigorous and magnificent place, the little people seem humble and desolate.

The square was full of wind in all directions, and the palm fronds overhead rattled, and the whirring wind swirled around you. I don't know how long I've been sitting, it's like goodbye.

Maybe only your own yard is suitable for you, the old yard that was handed down from grandpa's grandfather in Majiatun Nantou Lane. Lao Ma was reluctant to leave Majiatun, but he said goodbye yesterday and returned today, but he always felt that he couldn't go back.

The countryside is a fortress left by the god of the earth, and now it is abandoned and self-destructed, but it is a pity. Looking down on the city and the countryside with the eyes of the Creator, we see only pervasive anxiety, steaming sorrow, rancid magnificence, magical happiness, lurking ghosts, opportunistic ogres, blind cattle and sheep, short-lived eagles, mating wolves, suicidal rabbits, tired insects, possessed machines, and human nature in dreams...... How nice it would be if it snowed heavily and the earth turned to ice.

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