The sleepless nights were the loneliest and the most tormenting, I felt that I needed help, Brother Lynn was still in the bar, he couldn't help me, and there was only one person now.

"Chen Yitian, no, Dongdong, you spare me, can you not call me in the middle of the night in the future, I thank you for your family, you don't have to go to class tomorrow? Do you have a sense of public morality?" I'm not surprised by Xia Zichen's reaction at all, after all, it's half past two in the morning.

"Zichen, I think I might have fallen in love with that girl, "I need help now."

Maybe it was because I said that I fell in love with a girl, and Xia Zichen instantly came to his senses. "I have to say, it's so fucking exciting to chat in the early morning, you leave me alone, you keep talking".

I told Xia Zichen about the time I knew Qi Gege from the beginning to the time I deleted Qi Gege.

"I don't think it's a pity that you don't want to be a screenwriter, this is obviously a plot that only exists in a bloody drama." Xia Zichen quipped.

"Be serious, now I can't sleep at night, all I think about is things related to her, I think I'm fascinated, can you help me Zichen."

"You just said you deleted her"?

"Hmm".

"Dude, what you did was so wrong, do you know what the reason for your current knot is because you haven't done things thoroughly, just blindly escaping, you are free, but you don't consider the feelings of others."

I have to admit that Xia Zichen is my mentor in life many times, yes, every time he says something very compelling, I feel reasonable, such as this time.

"So what should I do"

"Talk to her, say what you think, or say goodbye decently, what kind of man is sneaking around".

Yes, even if you are an Internet person, you have emotions, and it is very important to say goodbye. Do I really have to say goodbye to her, I don't know if I can do it, it's too hard for me. It's almost three o'clock in the morning when I ended the call with Xia Zichen, will Qi Gege still be there at this time? I've deleted her, can I still find her, I don't know.

I logged in to QQ and found that it was really good, there was a friend requesting information, which was Qi Gege's. When I finished adding Qi Gege and looked at her avatar in a daze, what should I say? If you miss this time, will you have a chance in the future?

"Why did you delete me and leave the group," Qi Gege asked.

I was stumped by the sudden questioning. Do I really want to tell him that because I like her and cares about her, I am jealous when I see that she has someone she likes, so I am doing it.

"Why do you want to add me, you already have a boyfriend." After thinking about it for a long time, I just said such a sentence.

"That's why you deleted me"?

"Hmm", I regretted it after saying this, isn't this just an admit?

Haha, I knew you cared about me and liked me, so I just took an acting test in the group", but I didn't expect you to leave the group directly, and deleted me, which scared me. After saying that, Qi Gege also added a cute expression, she is so cute.

I was stunned, I didn't know if it was too late at night, or if I wasn't awake.

"Don't run away from me," Qi Gege urged.

What should I say now, do I still refuse, but I have found that I subtly like Qi Gege, and my mind is full of her.

"I am, I am, I am." I couldn't say anything for a long time.

"Actually, what are you", say quickly.

I really convinced myself, is it so difficult to say that I like and love, the reality is so difficult, because I have never said to people that I like you, I love you, in my thoughts, I don't think this kind of sensational words will be easily spoken, but in the face of Qi Gege, I finally said it for the first time in my life.

"Actually, I liked you for a long time, but I didn't dare to say it, until I felt that I lost you, I realized that it turned out that this is love".

"yes, I've finally got you, I've been waiting for this sentence for a long time" After speaking, Qi Gege sent a cute expression again.

Is this still Chen Yitian, at this moment, at three o'clock in the morning, all this that happened really seemed to be a dream, I pinched myself and found that it hurt. It's not a dream, it's real.

"Gege, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that, delete you."

"You're embarrassed to say that after you deleted me, I thought I would never meet you again, but I always believed that you liked me, so I waited for you until now, and in the future, you were not allowed to leave me." After saying that, Gege still added a cute expression.

If I really am a zombie, I don't feel warm, my blood is cold, then when I hear Gege's words now, I feel as if my mind and body have changed, just like in the movie {Warm Corpse}, I started with an ordinary zombie, I didn't have warmth

degree, eat human flesh, and then met Gege, she touched me with love, and the final result is that I evolved from a zombie to a normal person, I feel warmth, I feel love, I don't have to live in a dark corner anymore, I can also run in the sun, play with normal children, and discuss how beautiful life is.

"Hmm", I promise you. I don't know if it's a commitment or not, but this night has given me so many differences, too many changes.

"I'll call you every day in the future, how about it," Gege asked playfully.

"Well, you can call me however you like, you can also call me Dongdong, my mother calls me that."

"Now I'm your girlfriend, and even though we're not in the same place, you're not allowed to make eye contact with other girls, or I'll ignore you. After saying that, Gege didn't send a cute expression this time, but added a threatening expression, but she also looked very kawaii.

"Don't worry, Gege, I won't make you feel betrayed." After saying that, I regretted it a little because Gege betrayed her last boyfriend. In fact, for feelings, although I have never been in love, but I must be dedicated to feelings, not to say how good I am, but because I have always had an ideal love, my ideal love itself is pure, not mixed with anything else, not to mention physical transactions, spiritual love is love. Therefore, chasing such love is hard to find, which is why so many people have been looking for that true love, even if it is worth not marrying for life. If it's a heart, it's not love, it's not love, it's an entertainment game, treating women as playmates, thinking of this, my indignant nature is exposed.

"You must miss me when I'm not there," Gege said, and sent me a picture of her. Although I have what she sent me before, but the more she sends me, the happier I am, probably this is the feeling of love, I didn't hesitate to put the photo in the favorites, in fact, I have a collection of the songs she sang before, of course, I won't let her know, my own little secret.

"Go to sleep, Gege, we're going to have class tomorrow." Actually, I can't sleep, but I don't want her to go to bed so late, a girl, even if it's almost four o'clock in the morning, but there is a reason for this.

"I can't sleep" added a naughty expression to Gege, in fact, even if she didn't add an expression, I could feel her naughty and cute from between the lines.

When I was about to say goodbye to Qi Gege, Qi Gege sent me another song called Snow Dream.

"This is one of my favorite songs, listen to it when I'm unhappy, and remember to listen to it when you're unhappy when you think of me, listen to her and you can think of me."

After all, I said goodbye to Gege, I didn't care too much about how late it was, I immediately found this song, put on headphones, and listened to the dream of snow, when the first second of music sounded, I was immersed in this music, which did not have the violent unruliness of heavy metal music, and did not give psychedelic music to people. The dream of snow makes me feel as if I am in the silent mountain forest, without any interference, I feel extremely relaxed, my state of mind is like a lake, crystal clear, everything around me is white, pure, I seem to see me and Gege running in this picture, I hope to die in this picture.

Finally, this sentence confirmed, for a long time to come, it was the dream of snow that accompanied me, of course, this is only a later story.