Chapter Twenty-Three: Fuck Your Regrets

The word regret took over my whole body, and the good Last Supper became what it is now, and I wonder if the few of them were still talking about anything at the dinner table at the moment.

You say that no one can have no regrets, I just don't believe it, in my lifetime, all the things I feel are regrets, I want to let them all disappear, go to your regrets, I will not leave any regrets, never!

Solving regrets starts with you, Zhu Yunxin! I don't know why I have this thought, is she really like Ah Bin said for me, it is a regret, if it is a regret, then the biggest regret is that I was so shy to say those three words at the beginning, I only dared to talk to them behind my back and pour bitter water, it turns out that the word escaper has a shadow at that time, I want to find this long-haired girl in my memory, why do I look for her I don't know, where she is, I don't know.

I followed my memory and began to search for it at eleven o'clock at midnight. Except for the street lamps, I didn't see a few living people, and I was like a night wanderer, looking through the streets full of darkness.

The memory of seven years ago to find the way after seven years, it was a fantasy thing, but God favored me very much, and really let me follow the memory to find a familiar place, this place is older than I remember, but I am very relieved, this place still exists, looking at this intricate alley, the place where I fought as a child is not all in these places, it makes me a little sad, but now I am alone on this stone step, looking at the darkness and dim moonlight around here.

There are a few big dogs wandering around me, there are no creatures, looking at these dogs, I think of one thing, Zhu Yunxin's family also raised one at the beginning, it seems that I was bitten, I don't know if there are any of these guys, of course, if he is still alive, can the dog imagine that the boy who was bitten by it seven years ago is now back, of course, this is not revenge.

I also became bolder, and took the initiative to call this guy who also traveled at night but was not lonely, and I was not afraid, these big dogs were not cold, and took the initiative to wag their tails and came over, sniffing and sniffing and sniffing and sniffing.

I played with them like a child, and the picture was very warm and childish, but also full of weirdness, the story of a big boy and a few dogs in the middle of the night.

I really look like a dog, but I think there's nothing wrong with being a dog like this, at least, not lonely, and having playmates.

"Steamed buns, steamed buns, what are you doing there, let me have a good meal" Suddenly a female voice came, which made me suddenly feel a chill, and suddenly a female voice appeared in this place in the middle of the night, and I began to feel a little chilled. I looked back at the voice, and a bright light shone right in, causing me to subconsciously cover my eyes.

A scream echoed in my ears, and something happened to hit my foot as well, and it turned out to be a flashlight!

It turned out that the other party was a human being, a girl

"I said, classmate, people are scary, people are scared to death, don't you know," what are you doing in the middle of the night?" I said angrily to the girl who was scared to the ground.

After the girl saw that I was also a person, her tense demeanor began to slow down, she slowly stood up and said angrily at me, "You are embarrassed to say, you still know that people are scary and scared to death" At the same time, a big dog circled around the girl and wagged its tail, it seems that this is the dog she is looking for.

The girl picked up the flashlight and counted the dog in front of me, but I felt like she was reprimanding me, which embarrassed me.

Wait a minute, this girl...... Why is it so familiar. I suddenly saw her face clearly, could this be Zhu Yunxin...... Sure enough, it's not the Rapunzel girl in my impression anymore, wearing eyes, and wearing pajamas and slippers......

When I had this conjecture, my brain automatically confirmed the idea for me two seconds later, and I looked at the girl in amazement.

When she saw me like this, she was a little displeased, "Why are you looking at me like this, are you a dog thief?"

'I, I, I'm Chen Yitian," I stood up and looked at her.

She was stunned, her mouth wide open, and she shone a flashlight up and down my face with a strange expression, and I was once again obscured by the bright light. "I said Zhu Yunxin, don't you know that this kind of light will illuminate the blind."

"You are not Chen Yitian".

"What"?

"I have the impression of Chen Yitian, there will be wounds on the face, either scratches or a blue nose and swollen face, your face is too normal."

I was stunned, I didn't recognize me, and I was a little confused about what made me hurt on the face.

"Hahahaha, I'm kidding you, with your accent, it's eighty percent of you when you open your mouth, but now I'm sure you're you." Zhu Yunxin smiled and turned off the flashlight.

What's wrong with my accent, eighty percent of it was brought by you, don't forget, the head teacher asked you to teach me Mandarin" I teased. It's like a dream, I wouldn't have dreamed half an hour ago that I would have actually found her, let alone in such a way, in such a scene.

I had forgotten what I was doing here, and I didn't know what to say, and the atmosphere changed from lively to awkward.

I don't want to say hello to a shy boy in this situation, long time no see, but I really don't know how to start, I regret a little, why did I come to this place, meet this person, embarrass myself, the urge to fail.

After a tormented minute in my life, I finally came to my senses, eleven and eight, a good number, and in this picture, the boy was full of melancholy.

"How do you ......"

"Can't I get my book back?" I blurted out, without premeditated reasons, so relaxed, so calmly, without any nervousness.

"Book"? She said suspiciously, and lifted her glasses.

I thought I was smart enough to think that my words would help me get out of the siege, but now I realize that I have put myself in a more serious situation, and I am being smart and being mistaken by being smart, is that it, a living case.

How can I pray that she will save it for seven years, and still have a memory, I look too highly on my place in other people's hearts, thinking of this, I feel that I have nothing to say to her again, or it is already considered that there are no regrets, the purpose of childhood can be regarded as achieved, seven years ago, fantasizing about only the two of us in the dark night with her, even if it is a simple chat, how good it should be, then you can be satisfied, the status quo turns fantasy into a real thing, however, I was seven years ago and what I think now is not a concept at all, But at least it's a wish, and there's no regret.

"You came here in the middle of the night and told me to get a book, are you sure?" she said suddenly.

I looked at her, I didn't speak, I didn't know what I was supposed to say and do at the moment, I felt virtual, psychedelic, I wasn't in the real world, there would be no such thing in the real world.

"Wait"! She hugged the dog and turned away, opened the door about twenty meters in front of her, and walked in, I just watched, waiting for the next thing, my heart did not fluctuate, my mind did not dare to stay in the real world, I meditated in my world, took a deep breath, deceived myself hard, I am now wandering outside!