"I'm actually not mentally prepared at all now, although I decided to go, but now I'm still in City D, still having breakfast with you, I can still see a few of you, you are asking me when I'm going to City F, what answer do you want to get?"

Zelin looked at me with a confused expression, "Are you stupid again, when are you going to find your online girlfriend?"

"Stop, I don't have any internet girlfriends, I'm just going to see my friends, just like I'm going back to City D to see you bastards"!

"You can only be a friend, hurry up and put an end to this matter, it's good for you," Bingtong said calmly.

I didn't pay any more attention to them, I kept my head down and continued to eat porridge, now I only have to think about one thing, that is, time, when to leave, there is nothing more important than this.

Theoretically, I wish I could go to F City right now, as soon as possible, but that's just theoretical, in fact, I feel like I can drag it out for a day, and the longer the better

I began to be alone, no longer playing with him and them, going crazy, every time the night came, I came to the beach alone, watching the reflection of the stars in the sky shining in the sea, that hazy feeling fascinated me, I couldn't help but think of Hegege, me and her, isn't it always a hazy situation, when I see her, the hazy feeling will disappear, what will happen then, what will happen when Netluo walks into reality, maybe this is the reason that bothers me the most, and the reason why I am in this place now.

I also feel very ridiculous, to see a friend, need to be so thoughtful, take so much into account, it seems, subconsciously in my heart, Ben and I haven't let go of her, the funny thing is that I still have a friend to see her, and I have to talk to her very politely.

I spent every day in this contradiction, and it wasn't until Gege sent another message that I really put my schedule on the table.

That day, as always, I was alone blowing the sea breeze, received her message, counting, I haven't contacted her for nearly a week, click on it and see, it is a long voice message, according to my years of experience, it must be her song, I began to get excited, her voice is an attraction to me, the song she sings is a hallucinogen for me, people can't extricate themselves.

After hearing the familiar singing, my whole body suddenly became very relaxed and enjoyed, and suddenly I felt that the whole beach was quiet, and I could not hear the wind.

I have never had a word of praise for people, and my friends would often say, "Do you die if you say something nice," but I never hesitate to praise her.

After listening to it a few times, I suddenly made up my mind, I want to see you soon, I want to hear your voice face to face!

"F city is so big, where are you?" I asked cautiously.

"Are you coming, where are you now,".

I had a black line on my face, "Not yet, I'll ask you in advance".

"Scare me, I thought you arrived, I was in Luyang District, when you arrived, I will pick you up."

"Good".

After the chat, I left the beach and went back to Bingtong's house, which is now watching a brain-dead cartoon.

"You came back early today, don't you usually stay at the beach until eleven or twelve o'clock and come back secretly," Bingtong said with a roll of his eyes.

I ignored him and packed my backpack.

"Are you going to go far away?"

"yes, maybe not again," I said.

"Are you going to F City?"

I didn't answer anything.

At ten o'clock in the evening, a few of us were stalling at the beach, and I just arrived at the same store in D City, I like familiar places and familiar people, Zelin still scolded and felt that I must be crazy, there is no cure for a long time, originally he thought that I had figured it out in the past half a month, but I didn't expect that now I called them out for the last meal.

Prince Balang knew that I was about to leave, so he also put away the shop and rushed to the stall, Ah Bin was originally in the next town, and also rushed back, and suddenly, this moved me very much, although I have rejected their living habits in my heart, but at this time, I cherish the last time now.

Everyone is horribly quiet now, only the whirring wind, the fear of wine is so unprecedented, I have to take the initiative to share the wine with everyone, and when the toast is over, I will no longer be cheating and slippery to secretly pour out half of the wine.

I'm a chatterbox, the least talker at every dinner, and they just laugh along with me.

"You kid has made progress, you still know to tell us in advance before you go, see what you did seven years ago, ah, don't say a word in advance, and tell me, go to you tomorrow, when I arrived at your previous home, the door opened, and immediately the room was empty, only a nunchucka and a note on the table, Lao Tzu was still crying at the time'' Zelin suddenly said warmly. This makes me very uncomfortable, when a rough man says such things, I feel very uncomfortable, I hope he is now scolding me and saying, "Chen Yitian, why don't you die".

After three rounds of wine and five flavors, Ah Bin suddenly said, "Yitian, do you feel unhappy with us, you have to go to that ghost place alone to find some girl, can't you find a random one, is it difficult, if it is difficult, I can match you and my sister"!

'Your sister'? I said casually.

'Do you still know Zhu Yunxin, the person who has made you come to my house in the middle of the night without sleeping, knocking on the door and talking to me, and almost crying to death,".

"And us," Zelin and the three of them said in unison.

This made me suddenly wake up and refreshed all of a sudden. I've been in D City for more than a month, and I have never thought of Zhu Yunxin, the person who haunted me in elementary school, so much so that I never forgot it for a few years after I left D City, and I don't remember when I didn't have this person in my mind.

"If I had to feel sorry, I probably felt it with the Rapunzel girl who sat in front of me in elementary school, so I don't want to feel that way anymore."

"Rapunzel, she's had short hair in junior high school," Bin said angrily as he took another drink, which slammed on the table.

Their old events were brought up again, and my lost memories were restored in a short time, and when I closed my eyes, my mind was very empty, only the last memory, and the two schoolchildren exchanged a book with each other, saying that they would return it to each other in a month, but it was the last time, the boy left the city the day after the exchange of books, and there has been no news since then, and the book has long been missing, perhaps with all the memories of her!

"You say you don't want to leave regrets, but in fact you are comforting yourself and deceiving yourself, who of us can have no regrets? Do you think my sister is a pity for you?'

These words pierced my body like a sharp knife, and I felt a strong sense of anger inexplicably, and I got up and left, not saying anything.

"Don't deceive yourself, stay here honestly, this is your home, where you should live"!

I didn't look back, I strode forward, I didn't know what I was doing at the moment!