"Mom, my soles are worn out!" At nine o'clock on Sunday morning, Boy Boy, who was eating breakfast, told his mother about the big problems in his world.

"Take it and make it up!" The old horse stretched out his hand.

"How do you make up for the bottom?" Surprised, Tsai got up and went to the shoe cabinet at the door to pick up his shoes.

When everyone saw it, it was really grinding.

"It's all worn out! What are you doing at school? Grinding shoes? The old horse teased.

"Mom, look at my grandfather...... Deliberately find fault! "Tsai Zai reported.

Still shrewd for her mother, Gui Ying asked with her eyes half-closed: "How much do you want!" ”

"At least eight hundred, I'll post some more myself!" Tsai Tsai reached out and shook his phone to beg for it.

"Eight hundred! Jiro God's leather boots? Is it custom-made by the palace or what? Can't I wear my shoes? Is it easy for your mom to make money? The old horse knocked on the table and was uneven, and then added: "Ask your father for money!" By the way, ask your dad how much your shoes are his monthly salary! ”

"I'm going to pay my wages! What age is there still this word! Tsai Zai thought the words were ugly, and frowned and squinted.

Gui Ying sighed, and then leaned back in the chair and held the mobile phone to transfer money. As soon as Tsai saw that the money had arrived, he immediately made all kinds of grimaces, put down the bun in his hand, changed into fancy clothes and asked his classmates to go out to buy shoes, and went to one.

The old man, who has always advocated extreme frugality in daily consumables, chattered with Gui Ying for most of the 800 yuan price, but Gui Ying sighed coldly and didn't say a word. Students have been wearing school uniforms from kindergarten to graduation from the college entrance examination, and the only thing that can show off their personality is the pair of shoes! What teenager is not vain? The students swaggered vigorously on those feet, what could Gui Ying do with such a strong atmosphere? As a mature adult, she needs to decorate herself with some privileged brands, not to mention imitating the children!

At ten o'clock, when Gui Ying went to Yangyang's house to find the child's schoolbag homework, she accidentally found that there were two circles of dry chat urine stains on Yangyang's bed sheets. Gui Ying pinched her fingers and calculated, since Zhiyuan changed a quilt cover and bed sheets for his family before the start of school in September, the family has never changed the bedding so far.

In previous years, the cleaning work of their home was undertaken by Zhiyuan, and there was an annual cleaning at the beginning of May and the end of October, and sometimes Zhiyuan was too busy for three consecutive years. This year, the child's father has worked, not to mention how the work is, and Zhiyuan has been really tired and paralyzed recently. Therefore, who will do the work of washing bedding such as mats, pounding out and drying winter quilts, and changing winter and summer clothes this year?

Gui Ying was distressed, and inadvertently brewed some strong tea for herself, preparing to change the bed of Lao Sanrao today. I washed five buckets of laundry in one go, the washing machine barely stopped, and there was nowhere to dry at home. Gui Ying moved out the coat racks, hangers, two children's bicycles, chairs and stools, etc., and everything that could support the field was moved.

In between washing and drying, she tidied up the wardrobe for the two children. Good guy, just the boy's wardrobe lasted more than two hours, and he smashed out four baskets of dirty clothes. At night, she took out her autumn thin coat for Yangyang, and by the way, she put in her ultra-thin clothes in midsummer. I didn't stop going back and forth, and I was busy until eleven o'clock in the evening.

After the tired couple went to bed, they didn't even have the energy to say a word, one to the left and the other to the right panting and falling asleep. However, Zhiyuan's snoring was too loud to wake up Gui Ying, and when Gui Ying thought of work at night, she didn't feel sleepy anymore. Early on Monday morning, both sides of Zhiyuan asked for leave to give Yangyang the second shot of rabies vaccine, and after Gui Ying sent the father and daughter to the hospital, he drove to the company.

Hairstyle, new white shirt, smooth black pants, shiny black leather shoes...... As soon as I arrived at the office, I saw her newly recruited salesman, and her eyes lit up. Zhang Ke, who was full of enthusiasm inside and out, sat in the office on the side of the aisle of the exhibition business department, Gui Ying greeted him, introduced him to other colleagues in the department, and then returned to his office. I didn't sleep well last night, my face was gloomy, and my eyes were deep. was turning on the computer, and suddenly Zhang from the personnel department came, muttering a little.

"What does she mean?" Gui Ying stood up, lifted the chair, slapped the table and shouted.

"Uh......" Zhang, who was stunned, was obviously frightened.

"I was obviously signed by her last week, but now I don't want it! What does she mean? Tell you Mr. Li to come and follow me! Manager Ma's voice was strong, and everyone inside and outside the office could hear it clearly.

Zhang pursed her lips, and after she said yes, she was bored, and turned around to ask the leader of their personnel department, Li Fang.

The office of the personnel department is located in the southwest corner of the thirteenth floor of the Xinhui Building, more than ten meters away from Ma Guiying's office, and Li Fang must have heard Ma Guiying's anger. She deliberately didn't come out, and pushed Yang Liping, the deputy of the personnel department, to come over and explain. Yang Liping was recruited by Li Yubing and President Li, and she had been on Sister Li's side, but this time Manager Ma recruited new employees, and she did not make a small contribution. However, now Li Fang and the entire personnel department have changed their surnames - Joden's side of the whole station.

"What's wrong, Sister Yingying?" Yang Liping, who was wearing a long black dress, knocked on the door with a smile as soon as she entered Ma Guiying's office.

Gui Ying was even more angry when she saw that it was not Li Fang coming. Yang Liping used to have lunch with her, help her order lunch or something, but now nodding and coming over, the fire in Gui Ying's heart seemed to have touched an ice cube, and she couldn't bear to be angry at her.

"Liping, call your Mr. Li over." Gui Yingzhong said in a neutral tone, clasped her hands to her chest, turned the chair, and faced Yang Liping with her left shoulder.

"Sister Yingying is like this, that Zhang Ke's matter was indeed signed by Mr. Li last week, but I don't know why, it was rejected again......"

Manager Ma interrupted strongly: "Don't you Mr. Li know about the signature?" Don't you, call Li Fang over. ”

Manager Ma turned sideways to Yang Liping. Yang Liping stood for a long time, and when she saw that Gui Ying's tough communication was fruitless, she greeted her and went back.

A few minutes later, Li Fang, who was wearing a plaid suit, came in. As soon as he entered the door, he pulled a chair and sat next to Manager Ma.

"Why are you so hot!" Li Fang smiled and lifted Gui Ying's shoulder.

"The show is hiring people now! You signed and vetoed, what do you mean? Gui Ying patted the corner of the table and faced Li Fang.

"Tsk! That's a promise to Sister Li, isn't this Joden shouting to shrink here? Li Fang explained with a red face.

"If you want to shrink, why sign it! You signed and agreed, the guy was already sitting in the office, and now you tell me that I can't recruit, it's full, and it's going to be reduced, are you kidding me? Manager Ma frowned.

"That's not what I meant! Why should I deny you—what's in it for me to toss in vain? Li Fang spread her hands.

"Okay, you don't have to follow me, you can go with Mr. Li! That new employee is going to stay with you to communicate, okay! What do you make people say about the appearance of Anke Exhibition! Also, if you quit this, you can reassign someone immediately! If there is no one to do the basic work, the exhibition will not be opened! I'm going to put it here, no one is doing the whole thing, ordering food, issuing work cards and exhibition journals during the exhibition, no one is managing a bunch of part-time employees, no one is guarding the service desk, this exhibition is open-no-! Manager Ma finished, took the documents and car keys, and left the office in a menacing manner.

The office of ten square meters was suddenly irritable, and it was suddenly silent at this moment, leaving Li Fang alone, which was so embarrassing. What decision-making power does she have as a manager? After Li Yubing greeted her last week, she immediately reported to Joden. Joden had verbally agreed, and had called her again at nine o'clock last night to suggest that she find a reason to quit her new recruit. Where can she find a reason for the big earth? The people above are fighting openly and secretly, why should she be a part-time worker? Li Fang also had a nest in her heart, hating Ma Guiying for being angry at her knowing this. With a sigh, straightened his clothes, smoothed his hair, and under the gaze of Zhongrao, Li Fang came out elegantly.

Of course, Manager Ma understands the doorway, but this time it gets in her way, and she has nowhere to vent her anger. Li Yubing and Sister Li sent a message yesterday afternoon telling her that she was going to Changsha to attend a meeting, and Mr. Li was not in charge today, and immediately rushed out of such a situation. It's okay to quit Zhang Ke, who will do the work? The exhibition is coming, who will do a lot of basic work! Gui Ying was so anxious that her heart was on the ground. Today, when she went to another company to talk about the exhibition, she held her breath all the way, and she couldn't go smoothly.

How many wage earners are like Gui Ying and Li Fang, in order to earn a ration money, they have no choice but to be splinted by the above.

On the way back from school in the afternoon, the old horse paid special attention to Yangyang's body outside his clothes, and sure enough, there was a red patch on his left arm. The people were unusually silent along the way, and she was dragged by her grandfather to look blankly at the road ahead, the branches of the trees blown by the wind on the side of the road, the babies passing by, and the old couple arguing in the street...... None of them attracted Yangyang's attention.

Ordinary Yangyang has to report to him when he farts and drinks saliva, what's wrong with these two? What can a doll with a big needle point hide? Lao Ma was very puzzled, Jue Wa'er was extremely abnormal now. She doesn't want the yo-yo car she brought her, the snacks in her pocket are not uncommon, and she doesn't respond normally when talking to her...... It's really a stuffy gourd, and the old horse is puzzled when he looks at the flowers in the fog. When they arrived at the stone in the roadside park, the old horse shouted that he was tired and sat down, and Yang Yang also sat next to the old man.

What's going on? The old horse pondered carefully, pushed his memory forward, pushed it all the way forward—yes! The old village chief slapped his thigh suddenly, and secretly said, "That's right." After the National Day, the two of them, Yang Yang's mouth is always happy to mention a friend, it is a newcomer who can dance, it seems that since then the baby has begun to be a little abnormal, and when he comes back, he doesn't talk much, and there is always redness on his body...... As soon as the old horse is total, eighty percent is this evil animal.

"Bao'er, you tell grandpa, is the red place on your body pinched by someone else?" The old horse moved his buttocks, facing Yangyang.

Yang Yang was stunned, indifferent, and his eyes were blank.

"Did the new friend get it? Did he bully you and beat you? The old horse hunched over to the baby and asked very softly.

Yang Yang shook his head violently, shook his head and mouth slightly, stared at his grandfather's shoulder, and clasped the five fingers of his left hand with the five fingers of his right hand, at a loss. Before the old horse could think about the next question, he saw that the baby's two cherry red lips were cracked, and then the peanut-sized eyes fell down, and then the whole body twitched.

The old horse already understood, frowned and held his breath, put the schoolbag, water cup and other things in his hand on the side, and then the two big ones held Yangyang's shoulders, puffed out their eyes and asked solemnly: "Did that friend beat you?" ”

Yang Yang tilted his head, holding back so many tears from a river, nodded slowly, and then couldn't hold back and cried loudly. The tearing cry attracted a lot of onlookers, the old horse pinched his nose, pinched the eyes of his eyes, and then stretched out his index finger to point at the rippling nose and shouted: "Don't cry!" Stop! Stanch! You're crying and beating you again! ”

Yangyang was so frightened that she shook her body, put her hands into fists on the seams of her pants, and saw that she was going to beat her to contain the sadness of crying down the Great Wall, so frightened that she shrugged sideways and looked up at her grandfather.

"What are you crying about before you finish asking!" Seeing that she stopped, Lao Ma continued to ask in a softened tone: "Why did that doll beat you, you didn't tell grandpa, and mom and dad?" ”

He ...... He...... He won't let me! He pinched his throat and struggled to keep his body balanced with sadness and fear.

The old horse was afraid that she would fall on her back, so she protected her knees on both sides, and asked half-reprimanded and half-forced: "If he doesn't let you, won't you?" Why are you so cowardly! ”

"Uh-huh...... I don't dare ......" The beauty burst into tears and almost collapsed.

"Why don't you dare! Stop me! Don't cry! The old horse, who was extremely worried, pretended to be angry and scolded again.

He ...... He, I'm ...... Uh-huh...... What if I told my dad...... Mom, Mommy...... He just pushed me down the stairs! Also use ...... Handle ...... with a knife Put my eyes ...... Cut...... Ahh......h

The old horse endured and listened to it word by word, he was angry and sour, and his heart was about to explode. At this time, I am afraid that the beast has already gone home, and the old man does not have the phone number of the kindergarten teacher, so he has no choice, so he has to take the child back first. Seeing that the baby couldn't stop crying for a while, the old horse hugged all the things on the ground with his right hand, and held the rippling armpits with both hands, and hugged the thundering and rainy child tightly in his arms.

For the first time, Lao Ma cherished this doll so much, infinitely sorry for the pain, as if she was more important than herself.

Yangyang took advantage of the situation to hug his grandfather's neck, crying all the way to the landslide, sad and miserable, the whole Meilong Road looked back like a vast ocean - all tears, even the trees and flowers on the road, a group of birds were also embarrassed, choked and choked.

When I got home, my old clothes were all wet with weeping. Settling her down on the sofa, the old horse was as comforting as the ugly singer, and then took snacks, looked for yogurt, told jokes, and fanned fans...... After the child's crying had passed, the old horse lay on the rocking chair and thought about how to fix the rabbit cub, and thought about waiting for her parents to come back to discuss together, but she had to wait for it to suffer.

At half past nine in the evening, in the dimly lit garage, an aunt in her fifties was smoking in her black car. Approaching and peeking at it, his oily face was like a reflector, and it was a little scary to look at. The woman's snow-white arms exposed outside the car window were thicker than the big social brother wearing a gold chain, and her slightly curly short hair could cover the big face like a frying pan and Xinjiang naan. Low nose, fat lips, large, round eyes...... There was nothing visible on the face except the folded flesh.

The driver's seat was rapidly aging with all flesh - a fat, heavy pile of flesh, and the curve of the belly was far above the chest, although the chest was exoticly plump because of the fatness. Not to mention the buttocks and thighs, there are almost no suitable pants that can wrap up the billowing white flesh. The shoes are even more aggrieved, no matter what big brand shoes, they can't hold the gravity like a mountain and the wide and stable foot.

On her swollen left hand, which was exposed outside the window, was a thin lady's cigarette, and the aunt shook the ash and exhaled the smoke outside the car every time she took a puff. If the people passing by don't pay attention, they can judge from their arms that it is a northern man like Li Kui who is still sitting in the car! The smoke was exhaled in the sigh, and suddenly, the aunt used her left thumb to hold her Yintang acupoint, and a sigh with the sound of water came out of the middle of the nose, and then two tears were stored in the eye sockets.

She didn't wipe it off and continued to smoke.

There was a lot of noise and laughter in the garage, and she was curled up in the car alone, with a terrible headache, and she didn't know how to relieve it, so she took out another cigarette after smoking a cigarette. The familiar smell of smoke, the smell of smoke with fond memories of childhood, the smell of smoke that provides her with breath in times of hardship......

Heavy is often because there is no other way to go. The road under me is muddy, and I want to rest and rest, but I am afraid that my body will sink into the mire in a blink of an eye.

Life has no rhythm, a mess of noise, this aunt wants to sort out the rhythm in the chaos - passionate rhythm, but she has never succeeded. So, she became a turtle with a heavy shell on her back, walking slowly and aimlessly on the busy road.

Don't laugh at the aunt in the car, because every woman will eventually become such an aunt.

Where did it start? I guess it starts with a belly of fat. This flesh begins with childbirth and begins with labor. Auntie is seriously thinking about when she became the fat and greasy aunt she is now?

When she first came to Shenzhen, she was paid every month, and she always wanted to buy herself some solid length dresses, some royal blue or bean paste green puff sleeve tops, and buy some eyebrow powder, lipstick or loose powder to apply to her face...... At that time, she also paid attention to hairstyles, liked long straight hair, and made one-foot-long instant noodle hair twice. More than 20 years ago, she once spent 500 yuan to buy herself a black and white striped dress from a famous brand.

The dress is still treasured in the closet, but she doesn't deserve it anymore.

Of course, she also had such a beautiful age. At that age, when she saw the boy, her face was flushed with shame, and she couldn't be more than one meter away from any boy, and once she exceeded her, she instantly blushed, stiffened and even trembled, even if she didn't like the boy, even if the other party was a strange and ugly boy.

Sigh.

Where is the shy girl He Zhiyuan once passionately pursued now?

When I met Zhiyuan, she was 1.6 meters tall and weighed 100 acres, slightly fat, white-faced, long black hair, and fair long legs. The first time her mother-in-law saw her, she praised her as a blessed person, and Zhiyuan was fascinated by her straightforwardness, shyness, courage and ability. At that time, she thought that she was not worthy of He Zhiyuan, and even now she often thinks so.

Year after year, what made her unrecognizable?

After giving birth, she often wore that kind of swinging flowing long skirt. At that time, she was not too fat, about one hundred and twenty pounds, and she could still wear the clothes she liked. In the past three or four years, she has drunk more and more alcohol, and she clumsily thinks that the damage to her body caused by eating more food is better than simply drinking and pouring all kinds of inferior wine, so she always stuffs herself before drinking.

I remember that after giving birth to the second child, she almost didn't look in the mirror anymore, and she hated having a big mirror at home, she was afraid of seeing herself, she was unwilling and impossible to accept her true look, appearance, and old age. She couldn't stand her current self, and when she went out to dinner and went to the hotel bathroom, she hardly looked up in the mirror.

What can makeup change? She could only slightly modify the big face of the pan and round naan, her bald forehead, her wrinkled neck, the flesh of her shoulders that she couldn't hold in both hands, the bucket waist that she felt so heavy that she couldn't hold up, the elephant legs that she couldn't put on her skirt, her big fat feet that couldn't fit into her high heels, and her swollen hands that couldn't make a fist......

Where is the self who likes to listen to songs, likes to make materials, likes to visit the flower market, and likes to read idle books?

Where did the person who likes to be coquettish and lazy, like to dress up and buy skirts, like to go shopping hand in hand with his sisters, like to take pictures and pose with a fake smile, and like to look for grilled fish everywhere to eat?

Where is the self who likes to go to the jewelry store to find bargains, the self who likes to twist his ass and dance at home in pajamas, the self who likes to change seven or eight skirts in one breath when he is in the whole wardrobe, and the self who likes to lie on the floor and watch the bright moon outside the window?

The tears that existed in the eye sockets finally flowed down happily.

Now, this aunt is for money when she opens her eyes, and she can't sleep for money - money to feed a family of four. She will always make long-term plans for this family, and will never let the quality of life of her two children deteriorate overnight. She is worried about whether this year's savings can meet the life of next year, she is worried that her son is about to go to college and needs a lot of expenses to find a job, she is worried that she is about to step over the dividing line of 40 years old and enter the ranks of Ben Wu's aunts, and she is worried that her weak, sweaty and often panting body can still drink for a few years and fight for a few years...... After all, her second child is only four years old, and she needs her support for at least twenty years.

She went out and didn't want to mix outside, I really don't know how many dirty words, unwillful words, vulgar words, and human words she has heard over the years...... She has done it for a business of tens of thousands of yuan, she has done it without worrying about pouring a whole bottle of red wine, she has done it near the exhibition in order to run customers for a few nights without going to bed, and she has also done it for large customers to beat around the bush and give gifts in a low voice, looking for red envelopes in a low voice.

Peers boasted to each other that she was a female tiger general, and those who looked down on her laughed at her vulgar and reckless.

She was only thirty-nine years old, and she looked exactly like an aunt in her fifties and sixties. Sometimes when she looks in the mirror and sees this aunt in the mirror, she will be shocked to lose sleep in the first half of the night and wipe her tears in the second half of the night.

The two most disgusting words to hear at the wine table over the years are success, and she is disgusting along with all the substitutions for success. When does Big Mom need to be successful? The word success can basically be replaced by "jokes" - with the name of a successful person or business, with successful news and information, with successful motivational words - all with "jokes", there is nothing wrong with it.

It is unimaginable that the young and innocent Ma Guiying once had a burning desire for success, struggle, hard work, and changing her fate...... She came here for the so-called success, she changed her face for the so-called success, and she became the aunt she looked down on the most for the so-called success.

In the year of Ran Bufu, what is the success of pursuit?