A minute, five minutes, an hour passed, and my mother never replied to my message, was she busy, or was she not interested in reading what I posted at all, I began to be a little disappointed, I was a little afraid of tomorrow, and I hoped that tomorrow would come slowly.

Looking at the messages that Gege is sending me now, I want to be with her like before, I wish I could tell her how much I want to see her, but now I pretend to be cold, it's ridiculous.

The most terrible feeling was at this moment, perhaps my mother sensed my helplessness and finally sent me a message back an hour after I finished messaging her.

"As you said, you're an adult, so you need to make your own choices."

"I just want you to give me some advice."

"Follow your own heart, no one has helped you, but people's lives are very short, and you can't leave regrets, and then, you give me early to bed, don't stay up late."

"Good night".

At the end of a brief exchange with my mother, I think I already know what I should do, I can't leave regrets in life, the word regret pokes the softest place in my heart, I don't want to leave regrets, don't be a weak child hiding in the corner, I seem to see Chen Yitian many years later, sitting alone in the park, looking at the bustling streets not far away, remembering the past, I was moved by myself, but in front of me, there is only myself, full of regrets.

I often hear people often hang the word regret in their mouths, but how many people understand the meaning of regret, I don't know, what is the taste of regret, it should be very better to live than to die!

I don't want to leave regrets, absolutely not!

Open Gege's dialog box, looking at the interface and chat box of WeChat, it is really extremely uncomfortable, I cautiously asked, "That, can I add you QQ, I'm not used to WeChat, okay"?

“1174xxxxx".

Looking at the QQ message prompt, "You have become friends with xxxxx, hurry up and chat with her" can't help but make my eyes hot and make me feel suffocated, all this is too real and familiar.

Her avatar is still in the style I was familiar with, there is no chat history, is this an announcement to start over, what does my first QQ message start with, is it "Hello, I'm Chen Yitian, a down-and-out high school student, it's nice to meet you"! She would also say to me, "My name is Qi Gege, and I'm happy to talk to you."

People who love fantasy always like to torture themselves like this, creating their favorite plots in an ideal world, but the reality is that I look at QQ in a daze, I don't know what to do when I look at the blank dialog box, maybe she sensed something in the distance, and took the initiative to break the deadlock.

"Will you come and play with me".

Looking at her words that have made my head blow up hundreds of times in the past few days, this time, I am finally not so clueless, not so helpless, and distracted.

"Yes".

"Don't lie, what time will you come, why don't you come over in the next two days, I happen to have a holiday."

In the past two days, if I really decided like this, I can't imagine what scene I appeared in two days later, who the person I was facing was, how shocking the person I saw, it would make me nervous to the point that my scalp was numb, no, I was already nervous when I thought about it now, if we were really in a picture together, I wouldn't dare to imagine it now, even in the world I created.

"Forget it, I won't force you, when are you coming, tell me in advance, I'll pick you up."

"I'll probably go around mid-July."

"Oh my God, there's still half a month, then you do planes, cars, or trains," he said.

"Maybe I'll set off tomorrow and ride a bicycle, and I'll be there in half a month."

This sentence put an end to our second back, damn, as soon as I was excited, I couldn't control my indecent thinking mode, Chen Yitian, are you serious, after sending this sentence, I began to regret it a little.

The other party silently sent me a word that I hated the most, "Okay".

I don't know why, whenever I see these two words, no matter how hot my heart is, it will suddenly be half cold, I can't say why, that feeling is worse than death. I also know that today's chat is over, and I don't need to reply to anything more.

Lying on the bed tossing and turning, looking at Bingtong who was already asleep, I began to envy, how good it would be if I could sleep so peacefully, I don't remember the last time I felt that sleeping was a happy thing.

Early the next morning, with a rare desire to eat breakfast, Bingtong, who woke up with sleepy eyes, came to Zelin's house, knocked on the door for a long time, and this guy scolded and scolded, "Who the fuck, let people sleep."

"Big brother, it's half past seven, and the handsome people are already up," I laughed.

He was very reluctant to eat seafood porridge with us, and while eating, he didn't forget to complain, "Dongdong, why haven't you eaten breakfast since elementary school, what kind of illness are you doing now?"

"Good for the body".

"Is this what the you should say, it's crazy".

Looking at the busy crowd on the street, the sun shining on them, why do I feel so good about this kind of picture Now, I seem to like the sun, and it doesn't seem to be an illusion.

'I'm going to tell you something, I've decided to head to City F," I said suddenly.

Their brows tightened when they heard this. They all put down their chopsticks and looked at me with the eyes of a patient.

"I said that you didn't wake up, I told you in vain before, don't make a decision without waking up, because it's all nonsense."

"The human brain is the most awake in the morning, I don't talk nonsense, I mean it."

", Bingtong, when you came back from the ride, he was like this? It's all your work." Zelin scolded Bingtong, and Bingtong innocently slapped his shoulder, saying that it was none of his business.

Watching their beating and scolding, I was thinking, if Xia Zichen is here now and knows my decision, what will his expression look like, and what kind of forced words will he say, I would like to know a little.

Maybe Xia Zichen will say to me, "Do you see it, or do you see it?"

At this moment, there is only a lack of a loved one by the side, plus these bad friends, if life can be like this, then there is really no regret.

"Go to your mother's F city, isn't it good to stay here, isn't it exciting to fool around with my brother every day, it's really an idle egg pain" Zelin finished scolding Bingtong You began to scold me.

"Because I don't want to leave regrets."

"Regret? What is the regret? I'll take you to a place in the evening, 360 isn't it, I'll invite you in the evening, then you won't have these ideas."

This sentence almost didn't make me choke, 360 is where Zelin and they have often saved money to go to be happy since high school, 360 is not a place, but the price, and the price of an hour, Josserin They started to go in and out of this place often a few years ago, then this place is also conscience enough, and there is no price increase yet.

Seeing that I was unmoved, it was rare that he didn't explode again, and began to ask me seriously, "Then when are you going to go on the road"?

"Big brother, your word is a bit ......."

"Oh, I'm sorry, but when are you going to date her?"

…… My face was full of shock, this guy is talking like this now, I don't know what to say.