From beginning to end, Zhao Miao didn't say a word, and no one spoke, everyone stood there quietly, waiting for everything to come to an end.

Before leaving, Gao Minyi suddenly stopped Zhao Miao: "Zhao Miao." ”

I looked at Zhao Miao and was stunned for a moment, then raised my hand and touched her: "Miao Miao, Gao Minyi called you." ”

Zhao Miao turned to look at Gao Minyi at this time, her brows moved slightly, and the expression on her face was a little dull: "What's wrong?" ”

I thought about it and walked up anyway.

Zhao Miao hasn't eaten much in the past few days, and her face is even paler now, like a patient who has slept in the hospital for a long time, and I'm afraid she will faint.

Gao Minyi glanced at me, but she didn't mind, she reached out and took out a box from the black satchel and handed it to Zhao Miao: "This is what I found in the drawer of his study." ”

Zhao Miao stretched out his hand to take it, opened it, and there was a simple but good-looking ring lying quietly inside.

Under the sun, the ring was a little reflective, and Zhao Miao reached out to touch the ring. Her fingers were blue in the sun, and the thin shaking made me look uncomfortable.

"I found out very early on, and if he didn't say it, I pretended not to know. The inner circle is engraved with the abbreviation of your name, I know, it's for you, Zhao Miao. ”

This is probably the first time that Gao Minyi has faced Zhao Miao so calmly, she said and spoke, her voice was a little choked, but she never cried, and she always had a bitter smile on her face.

Zhao Miao put the ring into her ring finger, which was so suitable that it was sad.

Gao Minyi's gaze kept falling on Zhao Miao's hand, and she looked at her in a daze and continued to speak: "I shouldn't be so stubborn, Zhao Miao, I know I was wrong, if I hadn't forced him to delete all your contact information so strongly, forced him to block you, and forced him not to go to you." That day, he wouldn't be in such a hurry, not so anxious, wouldn't be- it's me, Zhao Miao, it's me, it's me- woo-"

As she spoke, Gao Minyi squatted on the ground and cried, I hesitated to reach out and help her up, someone had already helped her up.

Zhao Miao's eyes have always fallen on the ring on her hand, and Gao Minyi's rush can't infect her for half a point.

I stood beside her, and the sunlight fell on Zhao Miao's eyes, flashing and flashing, and my heart was sour.

Since when has it become such a difficult thing to even fulfill feelings?

Zhao Xu's relatives and friends are gone, and even Gao Minyi was taken away by her friends, but Zhao Miao is still standing there.

The sun above my head was so fierce, I felt a little dizzy when I stood there, not to mention Zhao Miao, who was in such a poor mental and physical state these days.

But she just stood like this, and she didn't know how long it took before she looked back at me: "Fu Yao, did I do something wrong?" ”

After Zhao Miao finished speaking, a line of tears flowed directly from the corners of her eyes.

Damn, it's so uncomfortable that I want to cry.

But I can't cry, Zhao Miao is already so uncomfortable, if I cry, she will be even more uncomfortable.

But I don't know how to answer her question, and I can't answer it at all.

The lights go out, Zhao Xu is gone, it's useless to say anything now, he won't come back from the dead, and no matter how much the living people blame themselves, there is no way.

Gao Minyi said that she was wrong, and Zhao Miao asked me if she had done something wrong.

But who is right and who is wrong, is it so important now?

"Zhao Miao, Zhao Xu, he-"

I opened my mouth, wanting to comfort Zhao Miao, but found that my voice was choked.

I want to say, Zhao Xu doesn't want to see you like this; I want to say, Zhao Xu at least loves you.

Isn't love all like this?

None of us know what the outcome will be, but we will still be desperate to do it.

Zhao Xu at least loves Zhao Miao, but Han Mo doesn't love me at all.

But so what, no matter how much Zhao Xu loves Zhao Miao, the others are gone; And Han Mo is still by my side, but he doesn't love me.

So, me and Zhao Miao, who is more desolate in the end, who knows.

I don't know what I can say, I can't control my emotions myself.

I had no choice but to reach out and hug her so that Zhao Miao would not see my tears: "It's going to be okay, Miao Miao, you believe me, everything will be fine." ”

In this world, there are all living beings, and no one is dependent on anyone to live.

"Zhao Miao, you-"

She pushed me away suddenly, and before I could react, she was tossing the ring she had brought into her ring finger.

I watched in amazement as she continued to maintain that posture, and the ring was thrown out of her hand, drawing a beautiful arc, and finally landing at an unknown finish.

"Let's go."

Zhao Miao glanced sideways at me, and the tears glistened and swayed in the sun.

With those two words, she turned and walked forward.

When I came back to my senses, I realized what Zhao Miao had done, and I raised my legs and hurriedly caught up with her, but she suddenly collapsed in front of me.

I wasn't mentally prepared at all, a person as tall as Zhao Miao fell in front of me like this.

I reached out to catch her, but I couldn't, my hands only had time to pull her shoulders, but she still dragged to the ground, and my strength was just to cushion the speed of her fall.

"Zhao Miao, Zhao Miao-"

Zhao Miao, who fell to the ground, closed her eyes tightly, her face was so pale that there was no blood, and tears were still flowing in the corners of her eyes.

But she couldn't answer me with her eyes closed, and I reached out to hold her, only to find that she was all hot.

I was shocked when I touched her forehead, and when I went out, I was fine, but now I suddenly had such a high fever.

I panicked, but there weren't many people in the cemetery.

"Anyone? Please, anyone? Has anyone come to our rescue?! ”

I can't carry Zhao Miao, I have no way to do anything other than shouting like this.

Fortunately, a middle-aged man with a little girl of seven or eight years old finally heard my call.

I explained that Zhao Miao and I were here today to attend a friend's funeral, and Zhao Miao suddenly fainted and was still feverish.

The man didn't say anything, asked me to help him hold his daughter, and then picked up Zhao Miao and walked forward.

I followed behind them, holding the man's daughter in my hand, but my heart was all tied to Zhao Miao's body.

She was held by the man, her head tilted slightly, and I saw her whole face through the crook of the man's arm, and I only felt my heart ache.

Just now she threw the ring so neatly, I thought she could think about it, just like before, saying that if you are separated, you will be separated.

But I didn't expect her to turn around and faint in front of me, with a lifeless face, as if she had been visited by death.

When Zhao Miao was sent to the hospital, it was already more than half an hour later, and she was fine, but she got a fateful news.

The doctor said she was pregnant, more than two months old, and there were already signs of miscarriage.

My whole body was stiff when I heard the news, and I don't know why fate is always so surprisingly funny.

Zhao Xu died, and Zhao Miao became pregnant.

But if Zhao Miao had known that she was pregnant earlier, maybe she wouldn't have fallen to such a point today.

I was standing outside the hospital room, not knowing how to tell her the news.

Zhao Miao is actually very bitter, I know.

Born in a patriarchal family, a poor and backward place, there are a total of five siblings in the family, and she is the eldest.

The family didn't let her go to college at all, and when she first came to school, her mother even withheld her ID card and didn't let her go to the train.

In the end, Zhao Miao signed and wrote a letter of guarantee, promising not to ask the family to take a penny, and to give the family 30,000 yuan a year before her mother returned her ID card.

She went home more than a month ago because her mother gave birth to another daughter, and she didn't want it, and wanted to sell someone.

Zhao Miao rushed back to stop it, she promised that she would raise it and add an extra 10,000 yuan to the family every year, but the premise was that she couldn't sell her sister who had just been born for a long time.

She is like this, hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, every time her mother lied to her family to take a younger brother who was sick, and opened her mouth to ask her for money, she said every time that this was the last time the old lady gave you money.

But every time it is the last time, but I have never seen the real last time.

She has never been bearable, although those younger siblings have no relationship with her at all, except for a sister who is two years younger than her, but is already a mother of two children, she and her younger siblings have no feelings at all.

But despite this, she still couldn't give up, and really let it go.

In fact, she is very good at making money, and over the years of going to college, all kinds of part-time jobs have flourished in Hongyan, not one million but four or five hundred thousand, not to mention that Zhao Xu is so good to her.

In the past, Zhao Miao always told me, Fu Yao, don't believe in love, the ticket is real.

So how much money Zhao Xu gave her, she always took how much money she always took, and then saved up little by little, invested, and made money.

But despite this, the blood-sucking family still made it impossible for her to live a little better.

Compared to Zhao Miao, I feel that I am really much happier, even though I am only the daughter of a junior.

But my grandmother loves me, even if my life is not good, but at least my grandmother loves me.

In front of Zhao Xu, Zhao Miao has always had low self-esteem, although I never said it, but I know.

Because of her low self-esteem, she could only keep asking Zhao Xu for money, as if she could calculate the feelings she had grown up with difficulty by asking for money once.

But so what, at the end of the day, it's not clear at all.

As tears fell, my whole body trembled, but I was afraid of disturbing the others, so I could only raise my hand and cover my lips to prevent me from making a sound.

People in the corridor came and went, and I just looked at Zhao Miao through the glass window, and for the first time felt that fate was an enemy who had to give in.