When I was asked if I needed help, I shook my head, tears piling up.

I needed help, but no one could help me.

Who can help me, who can bring Zhao Xu back to life?

Who?

Who is it?

There was no one, so I had to grit my teeth and endure it myself.

When Zhao Miao woke up, I had already restrained my emotions, sat in front of her bedside with the porridge I bought, looked at her and smiled: "Miao Miao, are you hungry?" ”

If it was Zhao Miao in the past, she would definitely look at me in horror, and then said incredulously: "Fu Yao, did you take the wrong medicine, can you speak normally?" ”

I miss the old Zhao Miao, but the old Zhao Miao can't come back.

She just looked at me like this, and her former radiant face didn't have half an expression, and she looked at me for a while before she spoke: "I want to eat porridge." ”

As soon as she spoke, her voice was hoarse, and I hurriedly lowered my head, pretending to help her take out the porridge, but only I knew, and I lowered my head, just because I was afraid that I would cry.

It's really unbearable, but no matter how unbearable it is, I can only endure it.

I took the porridge and handed it to Zhao Miao, she reached out to take it, but her hand touched the bowl, and I just wanted to let go, but her hand suddenly hung down weakly.

I looked at her, pursed my lips, and didn't say anything: "I'll feed you, you just woke up, and you don't have much strength." ”

She looked up at me and didn't speak.

Zhao Miao like this, I don't even know how to deal with it.

The next bed was an aunt in her forties, who was snoring and "hehehe" after falling asleep, and I closed the curtain so that I couldn't see anyone, but I could still hear the sound.

Zhao Miao didn't say a word, I fed her a mouthful of porridge, and she took a sip.

Neither of us spoke, and it wasn't until the porridge I bought was finished that Zhao Miao glanced at me: "Fu Yao." ”

She opened her mouth to call me, her voice was screaming, her eyes were blank.

But I still didn't dare to meet her eyes, the two of us were too familiar with each other, and I had nothing to hide in front of Zhao Miao.

I tried to hide it and try to make her feel better, but it turned out that such a thing, whether I knew it early or late, would not be an easy thing to get through.

I put the things in my hand and sealed the mouth of the plastic bag before I looked up at her: "Well, I'm here." ”

I reached out and touched her fingers, which were so cold that they made my heart ache.

"Is there something you want to say?"

I knew that she could see it, and she could see that something was wrong with my small movement, let alone something that couldn't be concealed at all.

Seeing that I didn't speak, she spoke again: "You say, I'll listen." ”

Zhao Miao's voice was calm, as if she could really accept what I was going to say next.

She and I are the kind of people who go crazy and don't want to die, and I'd rather she hold me and cry hysterically now than have her say to me so calmly: You say, I listen.

Listen.

With just those three words, I felt like I couldn't say the next words.

But she just looked at me, didn't speak, just looked at me, and saw that there was no way for me to refuse.

"Zhao Miao."

I opened my mouth, but I found that my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and it was as if I had drained all my strength from just saying those two words.

She looked at me and nodded, "Well, you can say it." ”

I didn't dare to look at her, so I looked away, and grabbed my thigh with my other hand, "You're pregnant." ”

Her hand tightened slightly, and she grabbed my fingernails and dug them into the back of my hand.

I turned my head to look at her, there were some tears in my eyes, flashing, the tears did not fall, but Zhao Miao's whole face was blurred.

I didn't say anything, and after a few seconds, her hand loosened: "I'm pregnant?" ”

Her brow furrowed slightly, obviously not convinced.

I don't really believe in it, I don't believe that fate is so cruel.

But I have confirmed with the doctor many times, and even the doctor drove me out of his department as if I was a neuropath, and I only got one answer: Zhao Miao is pregnant, more than two months.

I bit my lip, and the pain of the moment made me very clear: "Well, you're pregnant, more than two months." ”

After trying so hard, I still couldn't control the tremor in my voice.

But Zhao Miao probably didn't notice it, she turned her head to look at the curtain behind me, her eyes were stunned, she didn't speak, she didn't move, she just looked at it.

"Ah, what are you doing!"

The aunt next to her suddenly screamed, and she seemed to be greatly frightened, retracted her gaze and looked at me blankly, and then raised her hand and pointed at herself: "Am I pregnant?" ”

I didn't know what to do, so I could only raise my hand to hold her, gritted my teeth and continued to answer her with tears in my eyes: "Well, you are pregnant, you gave birth, and I will raise you together; It doesn't matter if you don't give birth, I'm here, I'll accompany you, Zhao Miao. ”

I stayed with her as if she had been with me for countless days and nights.

She didn't move, her cheek pressed against mine, tears kept falling, and it was a little cold after being blown dry.

I don't know how long it took before she spoke: "I want to beat him." ”

"Okay."

Zhao Miao loves Zhao Xu, and Zhao Xu loves Zhao Miao.

But so what, leaving a child who belongs to Zhao Xu, but there will never be another person like Zhao Xu.

I originally hoped that Zhao Miao would be defeated, so it would be good, if I can't see it, I won't feel uncomfortable, and I believe that time will slowly heal everything.

But I respect her love, so I won't say anything of my own thoughts to her.

No matter what, whatever she wants, I'll face it with her.

She is one of the few warmth in my life, and I am also her only support in this world.

The doctor suggested that the child should be removed before three months, and Zhao Miao didn't have much time, but she was very simple, although the expression on her face was extremely blank when she told me that she was going to abort the child, but she was still very determined to let me go and help her register.

Gao Minyi didn't know where to know that Zhao Miao was pregnant, and she suddenly arrived at the hospital the day before the operation.

She glanced at me, and then rushed directly into the ward, without saying anything, she knelt directly in front of Zhao Miao's hospital bed, pulling Zhao Miao's hospital bed, and there was no longer the scenery and arrogance on her face.

"Zhao Miao, I beg you, give birth to him, there is only one Zhao Xu in the Zhao family, I beg you."

Zhao Miao hasn't talked much these days, and the people who used to talk now only have one or two sentences a day, and all of them are topics I am trying to find.

Gao Minyi's sudden appearance, her whole body was stiff, looking at me, revealing the fawn-like frightened eyes.

I hurriedly walked over, took her into my arms, looked at Gao Minyi who was kneeling on the ground, and swallowed a mouthful of discomfort: "Miss Gao, get up, this child Miao Miao will not be born." ”

"I beg you Zhao Miao, it's all my fault, really, as long as you are willing to give birth to this child, you can do whatever you let me do, really, let me do anything!"

She was crying bitterly, and I felt a little uncomfortable to see it.

But in this world, dilemmas are always so moving.

I can understand Gao Minyi, but who will understand my seedlings.

I just wanted to speak, but Zhao Miao suddenly pushed me away, sat up and looked at Gao Minyi, and said as if she was muttering to herself: "Can you do anything?" ”

Gao Minyi nodded without hesitation: "It's okay, as long as you are willing to give birth to this child, you can do whatever you want me to do!" Really Zhao Miao, I know it's my fault, blame me, blame me for everything, I shouldn't be so stubborn, I shouldn't be—woo, I beg you Zhao Miao! ”

She has always been very remorseful word by word, but so what?

Not everything in this world will give you a second chance at repentance.

This is Zhao Miao's matter, I shouldn't interfere, since she wants to face it herself, I can only stand beside her and silently wait for her to make her own decision.

"So, let you die? Would you like to, Heightener? ”

Probably didn't expect Zhao Miao to have such an idea, she was obviously stunned, but it was only less than two seconds, she was stunned for a moment and then raised her hand to wipe her tears: "Yes, as long as you give birth to the child and sign an agreement with me, you let me die, and I will die immediately to show you." I know that this matter is all because of me, Zhao Miao, Zhao Xu loves you, if I let go a little earlier, Uncle Zhao and Aunt Zhao would not have to send the white-headed person to the black-headed person. ”

Zhao Miao suddenly laughed, for the first time in so many days, I saw her laugh, but it broke my heart more than crying.

"But what can you do when you're dead? Can Zhao Xu come back to life? Will he come back to life? ”

This is the first time in so long that Zhao Miao has said the word "Zhao Xu" from his mouth.

I never dared to mention it, and she never did.

But now she said it for the first time, and even cut out the fact that Zhao Xu was dead so blood-drenched and put it in front of Gao Minyi.

Gao Minyi suddenly stumbled and fell to the ground, the whole person was embarrassed, and tears sparked the makeup on her face. She looked up at Zhao Miao, her face was filled with despair and paleness watered by tears, and her voice seemed to be pressing thousands of lives: "Zhao Miao——"

Zhao Miao moved, and his eyes turned away from Gao Minyi's body: "None of us are wrong, Gao Minyi, what is wrong is fate, I will not leave this child, because he was originally a mistake." ”

I never dared to ask Zhao Miao why I had to beat this child.

I didn't expect that what she said would be such a reason.

Such a bleak and calm sentence made my heart feel as if I had been pressed by a stone that had been moved by someone, and it was difficult to even breathe.

It's fate that's wrong, and I'm not going to keep this kid because he was a mistake in the first place.

is a mistake.

I suddenly thought of myself and Han Mo, wasn't it, also a mistake?