In the morning, I washed the mat and sorted out my husband's relics after I was busy. The vehicle's insurance policy and other information were neatly folded and placed in a folder, and I couldn't help but cry again.

Mr. "Lavida" brand silver car has been with me for eight years, and the steering wheel cover is crocheted by me, Mr. said, so that the steering wheel will feel very warm.

Although the car is almost ten years old, the car is well maintained by Mr. In the car, there were CDs of songs I recorded and my husband's favorite black duck group, and we often went to the "farmhouses" and "holiday centers" around Shanghai.

I have a cousin who married to Chongming, and my husband and I once drove there. The simple brother-in-law Chongming prepared a lot of local specialties for us, and went to the field to pick some fresh vegetables and fruits when he left.

On the way home, Mr. said excitedly, we will go to the island for a vacation in the future, and we can often go to your cousin's house after Chongming......

We went to my cousin's house just as her family was building a house. My cousin's son has opened a supermarket in Yunnan for many years and intends to return to Chongming to develop a homestay project.

My cousin-in-law warmly invited us to wait for the completion of the homestay project two years later, so that we could go whenever we wanted, breathe the fresh air of Chongming, and taste the original ecological crops they planted by themselves.

Standing in that row of B&B frame construction sites, which were still just embryonic, my eyes flashed with longing for the future, and he took my hand and said, "Wife, great, I didn't expect you to have such a cousin, it's a godsend, and our old age life has a direction......

We plan to wait for Mr. to implement "immune cell therapy" and change to a large gasoline-electric hybrid energy car, Mr. said, the compartment is spacious, and my wife's long legs do not have to be "wronged".

The new energy vehicle is sent to the license plate, so the husband plans to give the original Shanghai license plate to his daughter, and said that when his daughter learns to drive, he will sit in the passenger seat and take his daughter personally.

However, before the beautiful plan could be implemented, the husband suddenly vomited blood and died. He didn't have time to say goodbye to his beloved wife, but kept stroking my hand and calling "wife...... The wife "gradually fell into a coma and never woke up."

I opened the information bag, all the information was put in an orderly manner, and I couldn't help crying, "Husband, husband, didn't you say that you want to drive a new energy vehicle to take me to every beautiful scenic spot in the motherland?" You said, you are my personal driver, you will stay with me until you can't drive, you are only seventy-two years old, our happy time is still very long, how can you be willing to leave me behind......"

Both of us thought that if we spent so much money on treatment, the effect would not be bad. Even if the aminotransferase level is elevated, I am still confident that I can find the right treatment.

Before my husband died, he led me to drive to Meng Chao Cancer Hospital, and although the experts gave a cell therapy plan, the aminotransferase indicators were required to be normal before it could be implemented.

After more than a month of infusion, the twists and turns during the hospitalization, and the transaminases did not decline for a long time, Mr. was so anxious that he had the idea of taking "Shan's Chinese medicine", how could he have thought that this attempt would end his life early.

The gentleman is usually very shrewd, but when it comes to critical moments, he is often confused. The second time he did Haifu knife, the director brushed his sleeves and left, changing the operation of the little doctor in the ward, he endured the severe pain and cooperated, in fact, he could completely refuse, and let the director operate next time.

The doctor at Zhongshan Hospital did not plan to do the particle implantation with microwave ablation and interventional therapy, and he asked to do it together in the operating room. There is a reason for doctors to do it separately, and patients will not refuse to do it if they ask for it......

I only learned after the fact, and I thought that my husband was so confused, maybe I was not a patient, and I couldn't experience his state of mind at that time.

Sorting out Mr.'s relics, I accidentally turned to Mr. Alpha-fetoprotein test report every two years. He did it all quietly on his own, and I didn't know anything about it.

Strangely, the last inspection report was dated in 2016, but the 2018 test report could not be translated. I couldn't suppress the sadness in my heart anymore, "Husband, if you go for a test in 2018, maybe it's early, and you will be saved!" Why didn't you get tested?......"

Due to grief, I cried dizzily, and my vision became blurry these days.

When I opened the examination report of Huashan North Hospital, I saw that my husband's cancer cells had already metastasized to the lungs, which reminded me of the doctor's words when I went to the heavy ion hospital for a follow-up, because there were nodules in the lungs, and I should not be careless at any time.

I held the report of Huashan North Court with tears in my eyes, "Husband, husband, we work so hard, but we still can't escape the doom......"

In the afternoon, when I went to the rooftop to collect the mat, one was careless and tripped over the pipe protruding from the rooftop. I couldn't get up for a long time, and there were two girls on the rooftop, who hurriedly came to help me, and I insisted on getting up by myself to see if there were any bone injuries. Fortunately, although it hurts, I can still walk. I thanked the two girls and went home, feeling a fire burning under my knees.

When my daughter heard the news, she rushed to the cemetery and said that she would come for the night today and accompany me to the cemetery tomorrow to pay. She herself has difficulty walking because of rheumatoid arthritis, and now that her mother has fallen, she is so anxious that she is about to cry on the phone.

Relatives and friends advised me to stay with my daughter for a while, fearing that something would happen to me if I was so sad. Sure enough, today's fall, even if the bones are not injured, you have to lie down for ten days and a half months.

After dinner, my daughter accompanied me to Huashan North Hospital for emergency treatment. My daughter's feet are more crutches than mine, and the doctors can't tell who is the patient.

The young nurse at the temperature registry recognized me as a family member of a patient who accompanied my husband to the emergency department every day......

Debridement, filming, tossing back and forth for more than two hours, fortunately, there was no fracture, but the injury was not light. If you don't usually insist on exercising on the cheongsam catwalk, I'm afraid it will be difficult to escape, after all, people in their sixties have osteoporosis and can't stand wrestling.

While waiting for the film report, I received a WeChat message from the lawyer, and when I learned that I was in the hospital, I sent warm words: "People can't be resurrected after death, you mourn, your husband must also hope that you can live a healthy and happy life, even for him and those who love you and care about you, you have to cheer up"......

Yes, Mr. is gone, and life has to go on.

In a few days, I will go to my daughter's place to rest for a while, so that she will not worry. I also adjusted my mental state, and when my leg injury healed, there were still many things waiting for me to face and solve alone.

My husband has always admired my ability to deal with things decisively, and I believe that he will always watch over me from heaven and bless me......