After Li Yan put the things back in the room, he turned around and went back the same way, wanting to pick up Shi Huan and also want to hang out with her.

But she didn't expect to see this scene-

Shi Huan's hand suddenly raised and hit Li Jingyan's side face hard.

It's a crisp sound.

Powerful.

Her hands were shaking, and so was her body.

She turned to leave, and it was then that they looked at each other.

"Shi Huan." With a sigh in her heart, worry welled up, and she stopped her.

Mu Shihuan inexplicably felt that her eyes were heating up rapidly, as if she was about to cry, she wanted Yanyan to take her away.

"Smoke ......"

The hand was strangled heavily.

He grabbed her again, ignoring her.

Li Yan also noticed Li Jingyan's movements, and before Shi Huan spoke, she looked at her and said softly, "Do you remember what I said to you on the first night I came to Pingcheng?" ”

Mu Shihuan suddenly bit his lip.

"When you're done, send her back." Li Yan looked sideways and said to Li Jingyan.

After speaking, she took one last look at Shi Huan, and turned to walk back and forth.

Mu Shihuan wanted to stop her, but she couldn't make a sound.

Her body trembled violently.

And she didn't seem to have a chance to break free, and she was caught off guard, and Li Jingyan behind her picked her up and walked in different directions.

Almost at the same time, Mu Shihuan's body tightened to the extreme, and the blood in his body stopped flowing in an instant, including the temperature disappeared instantly.

Too close.

His breath, his body, all came into contact with her.

It was as if he was going to drown her completely.

Li Jingyan noticed that her body was stiff and tight like never before.

Exclusion is clear.

It was something they hadn't known since they met, even when she had returned from an accident and she had never been so disgusted with herself.

The throat was blocked, and the bitterness was terrible.

"Let it go." He heard her voice, without warm disgust.

Li Jingyan half-closed his eyes.

He said: "No matter what you do, whether it is to let you go or take you away, you will hate me, and you will always be hated by you. ”

The voice is extremely hoarse.

And the pace under his feet is getting faster and faster.

It's as if as long as he goes fast enough, there's nothing she can do to stop him.

Fortunately, the room that Mo Yuan arranged for him was not far away.

Before his heart fluttered and looked like it was about to get out of control, he arrived.

Pushing the door open with one hand, he carried her in and led the door with his feet while locking it.

Isolated from the outside world, the silence in the room became extraordinarily obvious, especially in this case, the sound of the two of them breathing could not be clearer.

Li Jingyan wanted to put her on the sofa, and walked there with long legs, but he was keenly aware of the subtle changes-

She was shedding tears.

It was silent, but he felt it.

So, he lowered his eyes.

At a glance, it was as if the heart had been pierced by something sharp.

Bloody.

She was really, shedding tears.

Tears slid down her face uncontrollably, and her expression remained the same as Fang Cai, as if ...... It's numb, it's like ashes.

It was as if nothing could make her mood fluctuate.

And her beating him, her tears, and not because of him.

His steps became heavy, he couldn't take a step, he froze in place for a few seconds, and finally, he still moved.

- He took her to the bathroom.

Carefully put her on the sink, pinched her waist with one hand to prevent her from leaving, Li Jingyan quickly took a crying clean towel with his other hand, moistened it and gently wiped the corners of her eyes.

He was so cautious that his gaze never took his eyes off her, and he was so close to her.

Whether it was his original crisp breath or the good smell of light men's perfume on his body, all wafted on Mu Shihuan's nose, and she finally came back to her senses.

One hand against the sink clenched up suddenly, one by one, and the knuckles began to white.

As she came back to her senses, those uncontrollable emotions seemed to start to stir again.

I want to go.

Don't want to, and don't see him again.

The thought in her head was so clear, and the rejection of him was so strong, that she raised her hand to push him away.

However, her hand was not yet in the air—

The man's arms hugged her tightly.

The chest is hard, with his warmth.

His jaw pressed against her hair.

Mu Shihuan's body stiffened again little by little.

Still wanting to push him away, the mood was surging strongly, and she felt that she couldn't stand it.

But suddenly, she found that she couldn't move, and she didn't have the strength to push him away.

Trying to raise your hand, to no avail, trying to make a sound, equally to no avail.

It seemed that she could only be held in his arms, and let his breath envelop her.

Realizing this, gradually, Mu Shihuan's breathing became short, and those tears that had been wiped away seemed to have a tendency to flow out again.

The chest cavity is very stuffy and too uncomfortable.

So she bit her lip, it was so heavy that she didn't care if it would bleed.

But it's still useless.

Her emotions had already gotten out of control unconsciously, even if she thought she was in good control.

Li Jingyan hugged her with one hand, and the hand holding the towel was against the washstand, and the green tendons on the back of the hand were abruptly obvious.

He could perceive her changes clearly.

No one spoke, except for the rhythmic breathing of the two men.

One second, two seconds......

I don't know how long it has been.

For a moment, Li Jingyan wanted time to stop and let him hold her until the earth was desolate.

He knew very well that she would not forgive him easily, or rather, would not forgive him again.

But he still wanted to try.

I don't ask her for forgiveness, I just hope to untie her heart knot so that she can vent.

Therefore, he still broke the silence and said, "I'm sorry to send you away." ”

The throat was tight, obscure, and every word was hard and heavy.

And after he finished speaking, he clearly noticed that her body was tense even more.

Explanation is the most useless thing, he never bothered to explain in the past, but at this moment, his heart was flustered and at a loss, his heart was hung high, and his feelings could not be accurately described.

He said the most useless and disdainful explanation: "I ...... it at the beginning"

"No explanation."

Her words interrupted him directly, cold, emotionless words.

Li Jingyan's body stiffened slightly.

Mu Shihuan didn't open her eyes, she closed them, anyway, even if she opened her eyes, all she saw was his chest.

Everything was covered by him.

If that's the case, why bother.

If you can't see him, it's fine.

Moving her lips, she continued, with an extremely eerie calm: "No need to explain, no need to thank you, I don't blame you." ”

There was a pause.

"Sincerely," she added, "I should be thankful."

Thank you, after all, we didn't have anything to do with each other at the time, you thought about me and blocked the danger for me, why should I blame you? ”

Every word does not reveal any emotion.

Or rather, she has no emotions.

Li Jingyan's body became more and more stiff, and the temperature was gradually decreasing.

Finally, she added, "I don't hate you even more." ”

She said the calmest words, and her physical condition returned to normal, but these were tantamount to needles, which were resolutely and indifferently pierced his heart again.

I knew that what she said was not true, but she couldn't say it, and she didn't seem to be able to refute it.

He suddenly didn't dare to think about what her expression would be if he insisted.

He was scared.

Over the years, the number of times I was scared was only a handful, but every time it was related to her.

It's only about her.

"Really?" He asked in a hoarse voice.

Mu Shihuan closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered, and he didn't hesitate: "Yes." ”

However, even if she tried her best to restrain herself, even if she told herself over and over again that this person had nothing to do with her, and that the past had long passed, her voice still trembled imperceptibly.

"I don't blame you, I don't hate you." She repeated, not knowing who she was convincing.

Li Jingyan's hand on the sink was held tighter, and the green tendons jumped as if they would burst in the next second.

When he opened his eyes, all he could see was a bright and clean mirror.

In the mirror, he hugged her, she was in his arms, looking extraordinarily intimate, like lovers reunited after a long absence.

Her back was straight.

He looked at it and said in a deep voice to himself: "Chi Wu was by Yu Linshang's side, she was injured at that time, and now she is healed, if you want to see her, she will come to Pingcheng after a while." ”

He said the next sentence almost without pause, for fear that she would refuse, afraid that she would not care if she said it was over.

"You used to know each other, but you don't remember her." In other words, Chi Wu and her are similar identities.

Mu Shihuan didn't make a sound, as if he didn't react.

Li Jingyan said again: "Little Star ......"

Mu Shihuan's fingertips trembled.

She and he knew that Little Star was not their child.

"Xiaoxing is indeed not Yu Linshang's child," Li Jingyan looked at her back in the mirror, her voice became more and more hoarse, "Yu Linshang's grandfather died of illness, Xiaoxing I entrusted Tang Yu to take care of, if you want to see her, I asked Tang Yu to send her over." ”

What he didn't say was that if there was no news from Little Star's biological mother, he would adopt her.

To be precise, the truest thought in my heart is to adopt Little Star with her.

She likes Little Star, and Little Star likes to rely on her so much.

Mu Shihuan's throat was suddenly blocked by something, and even her head was buzzing.

For a while, many clips flashed.

Clear and blurry.

In a trance, his next sentence drifted into her ears: "As for Yu Linshang......"

"Needless to say!" Suddenly, Mu Shihuan's voice interrupted him tightly.

Breathing, sinking.

She didn't want to hear it anymore.

It shouldn't be heard.

Her eyelashes kept trembling, and suddenly, she raised her head from his chest, looked up at him, and said word by word: "Even if you tell me all the details, it doesn't make sense." ”

"What do you want, tell me how good you are and solve everything alone? Or do you force me to face the past? ”

"Didn't Tang Yu tell you, why did I leave Jiangcheng, I didn't even want to look at you when you were unconscious, don't you know?"