It's one thing to think about it, it's another thing to do, just like when we were kids, we saw our favorite toys in the store, and there was no one there, so we thought to ourselves: why don't we take them quietly?

I think everyone has this kind of thinking, the difference is that some people don't plan to put it into action.

I don't have money, ten yuan in the yang world can buy hundreds of millions of dark coins is very important to me now, it's not that I need to eat or put evil thoughts into action, it's just that it's really hard to move an inch without money.

I was wandering around the streets of the capital city, looking for a little ghost to understand the situation, and found that the first thing people said when they opened their mouths was that they wanted money, but they didn't have money? I don't bother to tell you if I don't have any money, his uncle.

The city is so big that I can't even see the end of the street I'm on, and I don't worry about getting lost, because I don't have anywhere to go. It doesn't seem to be dark in the city, and it's been a few days since I came in, but the sky has always been gray, without a trace of change, and it's as if it's painted.

I didn't feel hungry or sleepy, so I couldn't figure out why there were still people selling the first meal, and the ghosts still needed to eat. At least I don't feel like so.

Later, I learned that the reason why I didn't feel hungry was because I had only been here for a long time, and those old ghosts who had lived for decades or even hundreds of years knew the importance of the rice, and it turned out that ghosts would also be hungry, but they couldn't stand it if they didn't eat for a day like people.

In fact, this is also quite good, living in the city of Xudu and not dying, and there is no need to have a bed in the dark and rain and an umbrella, for me, as long as I am not reincarnated, I don't drink a bowl of Meng Po soup that forgets the past, it is not death, I can still remember what happened when I was alive, remember the people who love me and the people I love, so what is the difference between living and dying? It's just a different place, a different way to live, and I'm still me.

As for those who want to be reincarnated, I really don't understand what they think. Is reincarnation that good? How can you still be yourself if you don't have a memory? That's just another person, and I suddenly understood a little, what is the difference between the so-called soul flying away and never being reborn and reincarnated, it's just losing yourself.

If I could, I would like to live in the city all the time, and keep in my heart the people I don't want to forget, so I won't be dead.

If someone asks me if I believe in the past and this life, I will definitely not say that I believe it, although on the surface it seems that there is indeed a statement of the next life, but what is the difference between that and nothing? For example, I must have it in the previous life, but I don't know what I did in the previous life, who I loved, and what regrets are difficult to give up, and the next life is probably the same, in the next life, I am just in the name of 'me', in fact, I live with a new self, so it doesn't really matter whether there is a past life or this life, living in the present is the most real.

Of course, these are all things that I think about idlely on the streets of the capital city, it is too far away from me, I can't control my future direction, what I can do is to find a way to understand the city first.

Stopped a few buddies who looked kind, and unsurprisingly the first thing they said was that they still wanted money, and I unsurprisingly scolded in my heart: What a .......

I don't know why, after so many days, why didn't my grandfather think of burning some money for me? He doesn't know what kind ......of life his precious grandson is living now, sleeping in the open and suffering from white eyes. If it goes on like this, I really have to try to beg along the street, it's not okay to sell art, the second and third protagonists in the TV series or something, when there is no money, there are a lot of people who choose to perform on the street, take a gong and knock it, and a lot of passers-by quickly gather around, and the protagonist in the middle of the circle will be a mountain of fire, a golden bell hood, an iron cloth shirt, and a broken boulder on his chest.

But I don't know any of this, I thought about it in my heart, what will I have? Eating, sleeping, playing mobile phones, playing games, ...... these obviously can't get a piece of applause. In addition, I can also draw talismans and exorcise ghosts, which is a rare craft, I dare say that there should be no few in the entire Xudu City, but think about it, if you perform this, the surrounding ghosts should not hesitate to rush up and tear me to pieces. It's like playing with lighters in the arsenal and dancing striptease in the devil's barracks, killing yourself.

It seems that there is only one way to be a beggar, hold up a sign that reads, 'I am out and helpless, begging a well-wisher to give eight yuan to eat rice noodles ......' Yunyun.

I still remember that when I met a little girl in the college entrance examination, she also did this, a little girl who looked very clean and about seventeen or eighteen years old, also knelt there with a sign at the gate of the station, and the content written on the sign was almost the same, I ignored Lao Cai's dissuasion, and insisted on giving her twenty yuan. Lao Cai told me that it was a liar, I didn't believe it, I said to Lao Cai, how can a little girl be a liar? If you are really desperate, who will not save face? Besides, everyone is on their knees.

Lao Cai saw that he couldn't say me, so he said that he wanted to prove it to me, he pulled me aside and looked at it secretly, and then went to the steamed bun shop next to him to buy a few steamed buns and walked to the little girl and handed them to her, the little girl looked up at him and scolded him in a low voice: You are sick, right.......

Well, although the society is complicated when it is dark and the road is slippery, it also shows that there are still a lot of well-wishers, such as me, maybe I can meet a second stunned person like me before? Just give tens of millions, it should be enough for me to inquire about a few news. After thinking about it, these heartless little ghosts around me have to collect money even to inquire about the news, so they shouldn't be able to do such a dumbfounded thing. So I gave up on this plan.

Passing by a small alley, I pulled a man who looked better at talking again, and looked at me with his hands stretched out and his eyes shining, I finally gave up, and thought that I would always meet one or two people who were warm and warm, who knew that they were all a virtue. What's wrong with the underworld? When people die, is humanity dead?

I looked at the gray sky above my head, and suddenly I wanted to cry out to this world where humanity was annihilated, but the thought of such an act was really stupid, so I had to turn into a deep concern for the country and the people.

It's not terrible to die, it's not terrible to be reincarnated, it's terrible to not know what to do, like a walking corpse, you only know how to move forward, but you don't know where to go. Doesn't it mean that after death, you can go home on the first seven days? But now it's clear that this situation doesn't mean me to go back.

"You're here......."

Just as I looked up at Tianzheng and was at a loss, a voice suddenly sounded under my feet. I followed the sound and looked down, only to see a person sitting on the wall at my feet, no, I should say that there was a ghost sitting, not long after I died, I was not clear enough about my position.

But it doesn't matter, whether it's a ghost or a ghost, at least this is the first time in a long time that a ghost has taken the initiative to talk to me, and to be honest, I was so excited that the ghost had its head down, and its hair was a little long, covering its face. I hurriedly crouched down and said, "Dude, are you talking to me?" ”

As I spoke, I looked around and realized that I was the closest to it.

Hearing this, it nodded, although it still didn't raise its head, but it continued to say: "You didn't come half a year ago, I thought you wouldn't have come to this place in a short time, but...... Alas! ”

After making sure it was talking to me, I had some doubts in my heart, and when I heard this tone, it seemed to know me, and it mentioned it half a year ago. You must know that half a year ago was almost the day of my twentieth birthday, and that was also the date when I was destined to die, but how could this ghost in front of me who didn't know what it looked like know this? Even if they know me, there are not many people who know my secret, and it says that I didn't come half a year ago, so it waited for me here half a year ago? Waiting for me in the capital city half a year ago, I also knew that I was destined to live no more than twenty years old due to the defects of the five elements, but I have no acquaintances in the underworld, and I am an acquaintance with such great ability.

This is too scary, I'm a little excited and a little scared at the same time, but listening to its tone, it doesn't seem to have any ill will towards me, it seems to sigh for me, it shouldn't be harming me.

After thinking about it, I calmed down a lot and looked at it suspiciously: "...... are you?" ”

"Xiaoli, remember me?"

It slowly raised its head, and its long hair automatically parted on both sides, revealing a simple and honest face that I was very familiar with.

"Uncle......!"

I cried out in surprise that the person sitting on the edge of the wall at my feet, looking up at me, was actually my uncle.

Two years ago, when I came home again, I encountered his spirit, and he told me that he was actually the guardian of our village.

The guardian of the village, also known as the village keeper, is said to be born to suffer from the five evils and three deficiencies, or stupid or stupid people, according to legend, it is inevitable that there will be disasters in the development process of each village, and the existence of the village keeper is to avoid evil and avoid evil, and prevent disasters and sufferings for the people in the village. They are not subject to the retribution of this life, but are the debts of past lives or the blessings of future lives.

That day, I learned that my uncle turned out to be the keeper of our village, and he still had a very mysterious identity, but he didn't tell me at that time, and I only guessed from his words that his identity was definitely not simple.

That night he told me that this world was going to be chaotic, and then Sanqingluo suddenly appeared, or the world in our small county, according to the characteristics of Sanqingfall's appearance, there must be a group of ghosts around, and once it was discovered by someone with a heart and caused a dispute, it is not unreasonable to say that the world is chaotic.

Maybe my uncle didn't think about it at the time, whether it is Mr. Yin and Yang, demons, or ghosts in this world now, there are very few of them, so the current world of Sanqingshen is actually not a big chaos in the world. In the period of hundreds or even thousands of years, if it was then, the present world of Sanqingshen might really be in chaos.

And this is the reason why I feel that my identity as an uncle is very mysterious, if he is just a simple village keeper who repairs the debts of his previous life to live a good fortune, how could he have expected this?