"I saw your official account, why is there always me?" "Why are you so stubborn! I'm so guilty! "I can't think of the last time I wrote the sixtieth chapter of "Early Bedtime Diary", which I published on the official account, and N accidentally read it today. I decided to publish every ten chapters I wrote in the future on the official account as a commemoration. Thinking that N has the opportunity to see my words, I write some details of life and her intermittent chats, etc., I have the motivation and the idea of persevering, and more importantly, writing has become the best way to treat my insomnia, and it has also become one of the few comforts in my boring life.

Today should be a special day, because it will be 2 hours before Singles' Day, and although I am not ready to snap up anything this year, I am still ready to go to bed late and I will be awake to welcome the arrival of Singles' Day. Double 11 is Singles' Day, it should be my own festival, I need to carnival or celebrate, just a can of beer per person, I feel very satisfied.

N made a joke on me today, and I took it seriously, was she a little suspicious of teasing me, or was it my self-righteous delusion? I didn't work overtime after work today, and I was going to eat noodles outside, but there was a confirmed case in Fuyang, Anhui Province today, and I was somewhat worried. When I rode past Tanghe Tomb and waited for a red light, my WeChat rang, I don't know who sent me a message, I thought it was another Pinduoduo bargaining or messy advertisement, but today I had a gut feeling that N sent it to me, seeing that the green light was on, I took out my mobile phone and opened WeChat to look at it, some excitement and surprise, sure enough, it was a message from N, and I missed a green light without paying attention, so I had to wait for the next one.

N sent a message, "I want to go to your house tonight, my mobile phone network is really bad!" "I was convinced of it, because I never doubted what N had said before, and I chose to believe it. I immediately replied: "Yes, I'm already off work on the way home, I'll prepare what you want to eat tonight!" "I'm thinking in my mind, what to do at night to make N like, there is ice cream bought online in the refrigerator, you can satisfy your hunger because N likes, she said before that it was best to eat ice cream when it snowed, thinking why didn't she tell me in advance, I can wait for her to get off work together, ride with her, but it's okay She likes to take the bus alone, I don't know what time to go back at night, there is no bus I don't have the opportunity to ride to send her, the house is a little messy I need to go back to clean up first, otherwise it's very embarrassing, N said before that I wouldn't clean up the house.

I was about to stop at the next traffic light intersection to reply, saying that I could take her with me after work, I haven't had time to reply yet, because I didn't stop halfway at the green light all the way today, and I had ridden to the last stop, I turned left to buy something to eat, I heard the WeChat prompt ringing again, I guessed that it was a message sent by N, and she replied really fast this time. I stopped, opened WeChat, and saw N's message: "Just kidding, I'm not crazy!" I replied, I was so embarrassed. N said: "Is it possible to go to your house for the night, what are you thinking in your head?" "I really didn't think about anything at the time, I didn't think about letting N stay overnight or anything, I was really innocent and didn't have a trace of evil thoughts, because N believed in me, so I didn't have any worries to come to the house. I was a little flustered, apparently N misunderstood me, or maybe she said it on purpose, and I replied, "I'm home, no, not at all, I don't think anything about it!" N didn't give up, and said, "I didn't say you had any wrong thoughts. "This time it's obviously my fault.,Am I misinterpreting N's meaning.,Said something inappropriate.,This is also a topic that I've known N for so long.,Talk more openly, although it's a joke.。

Maybe I was weak and afraid of making N unhappy, so I immediately apologized, "Okay, it's my fault, maybe I believe your words too much, I just thought you need to download something online." Then I learned that N was preparing for the Double 11 purchase tonight, but the mobile phone network was not good, and the dormitory wireless network was more rubbish, she may have an idea for a moment, coming to my house to rub the Internet is such a simple thing, and may say it and regret that it is inappropriate, saying that it is a joke, or deliberately teasing me, and I believe it is true, just such a simple little thing. N also sent me a message just now, saying that the mobile phone network is too poor, I can't get in at all, I guess there are too many people. I'll just say that my home broadband is 200M, the speed is okay, but you didn't miss the opportunity. "If I don't go to work tomorrow, I may really go to your house tonight, my network, I want to smash my phone." I don't know how to comfort N at the moment, I can't help anything! "So what can I do to support you?"

"Hurry up and go to sleep, or you'll lose sleep again!" That's what N told me, and I'm going to sleep late tonight for insomnia, even though I don't buy anything.

At this moment, I have a can of Tsingtao beer and write today's early bedtime diary. But my intuition tells me that I will have insomnia tonight, and I will go to bed late on Double Eleven, and there is a high probability that I will have insomnia for a long time, because tomorrow 11.11 is a single holiday, and I am a single dog of course I need to celebrate, so it should be a carnival for a person.

I got up ten minutes earlier than usual this morning, because I wanted to bring a porridge to N, I set off from the north gate of the community, and went to Yongye Road to buy breakfast, but I used to buy corn and pumpkin porridge that I often bought today, so I had to choose another Shanghai soup dumpling, and by the way I bought two buns with a meat and a vegetarian meal, and I only bought a cup of porridge, I was worried that with N's temper, I didn't like or didn't want to drink, and I was unhappy with her, so I tried my luck, if she didn't drink it, I drank it, at least it wouldn't be wasted. Today the bike seems to be a little farther around, when I arrived at the company a few minutes later than usual, when I parked the car and walked on the hydraulic avenue, I saw the familiar back of N from a distance, a few steps away from me, but I didn't deliberately chase after her, she was carrying a blue school bag, carrying the two buns she had just bought, she didn't have time to eat breakfast, take it to the office and eat it. I was busy changing my clothes after taking my fingerprints, and glanced at N to go to the office, I was changing my clothes, N sent me a message, my schoolbag was put on my chair, and the water cup was on my desk, and she went to assemble and eat breakfast by the way, maybe she was not used to eating breakfast in the office. I said it's okay, just put it away, it's okay. I sent a message on purpose, you came so early, have you had breakfast? I was thinking about how to give her the porridge I brought. N replied: "Eat, choke to death!" I said, "Well, I've brought some porridge to drink!" N replied with only two short words - full. I knew she didn't want to drink it, once I brought porridge once, she told me that my stomach was upset, so I was smart and secretly brought a cup to her, and in the end she drank it but was not happy, saying that if she brought it again in the future, she would be angry, and she couldn't bear it, so I had to give up.

Today is my day on duty, I haven't mopped the floor for several weeks, what a coincidence today, I thought of finding a reason to let N go back to the office now, let her drink the porridge, I sent her a message, today I am on duty, and now I don't come to the office to help me clean up. N came a little late, there were no tools, I said I didn't need it, let her go to the locker room next door, I gave her porridge, drink it quickly, otherwise it will be cold, N should not be very happy, but still drank it, but there are a lot left, I don't know if I don't like to drink it very much, or if I am really full, she also eats early for weight loss breakfast. I can understand that I am actually quite happy, and I have drunk a little bit of porridge with me, but my wish is satisfied.

Then I had a planning meeting, and when it was over, I came out and saw N sitting in my place, carefully writing notes, using two different colored pens, very engaged, and the handwriting was clear. Seeing that I'm going to stand up with computer N, I let her sit in a position where no one is there and continue to learn to write notes, anyway, there is nothing important about the internship, and it's good to arrange time freely. N chose the position opposite me, Brother Tao is a raunchy person, the seating environment is a little bit untidy, I don't know if N has a wood and is not used to it. There is another embarrassing thing, there is no place to store N's backpack in the huge office and locker room, the chair can not be placed, I am afraid that the lean office will come to check, and the hook on the locker room cabinet is not allowed, the security department is worried about TM, my cabinet is very small and stuffed, and it is a little dirty, I am afraid of getting N's backpack dirty, she cherishes her backpack so much, it is as good as ever after four years of college, she is really a careful old girl, just like her canvas shoes, it is amazing to keep it very new.

After a while, another Tao brother sent me a WeChat message, saying that there are few people in the cylinder line, and I need my fellow countrymen to go to the stopper, I am actually not willing to arrange the work or task of the internship for N, and it is best to arrange it freely, since there are not enough manpower, I can only help, I told N to have time to help, of course N is willing, I have mentioned the daily work of the internship before, and the cylinder line is a necessary content. N said no gloves, I asked the accountant to send a pair of leather gloves to assemble the special kind, let N go to the cylinder line to work, today is indeed a few people, N a dry is a morning, halfway I was worried that she would be thirsty if she did not rest, brought the water cup over, it is estimated that she did not drink it, before getting off work to bring it back for me to keep, there is a lot of water, she said that the schoolbag has no place to put tomorrow will not be carried to the workshop, indeed, put the schoolbag such a simple thing I actually can't do well, the loss of the single master to make a suggestion to temporarily find the storage space, By the way, I kept her notebook that she carried with me and couldn't put it down, and of course there were two pens that looked exactly the same, but the color was different, so I put them away and put them in my drawer, and she would still take notes tomorrow when she was free. It's almost time to eat, N also needs to go back to the department, I reminded her not to forget the bag, and then said goodbye and went back, this morning's half-day internship is over.

Dealing with quality problems halfway, passing by and asking N by the way, dry tired or not, tired to drink saliva and rest for a while, the streamline can not be less people can not run, I estimate that N has no time to look at the phone, and the message sent has not been replied. I said why didn't you bring gloves for you, the flap oil is relatively large, you have to pay attention to protect your hands. N said that the gloves are too big, it is inconvenient to wear them, so I don't bring them, yes, although the upper baffle is not difficult, it needs to be careful, and it is more convenient to do it with bare hands. You need to wash your hands when you're done, I'll give you that soap, and remember to put on some hand cream when you get back. N said it's okay, just wash it again in the department.

After N went back, I was a little worried, I did a morning of work and stood all morning, is it tired, N said that she likes to work, and she doesn't rest at noon to lose weight, and she doesn't have to stand to eat, I don't know if there is an effect, anyway, I admire her very much, and she has paid too much for the great cause of losing weight, including the noon break. N should have only seen the 60th chapter of my early bedtime diary today, and she seemed to be puzzled and asked me why you always have me in your text. I didn't answer it directly, I just said that my text is a diary record of real life, and it just so happens that you appear in my life, and I just record it. I didn't really expect N to see it, a little overwhelmed and didn't know how to explain it, I thought my work didn't have a reader fan. N said before that she would read everything I wrote.,I didn't tell her about my blog and serial.,I'm just publishing it on the public account every ten chapters.,It just happens that two chapters are written with N as the main line or the protagonist.。

Actually, I didn't tell N, you are the protagonist of my work, you used to be and you are, you may not be in the future, and you may disappear, but now or for a period of time in the future, N will be the heroine, and the only first heroine. "Why are you so stubborn, I feel so guilty." I believe that N read my writing word by word, and she has such an opinion, my text records trivial conversations, which put some pressure on her. I tried to explain, "No, writing is now my habit and hobby, it cures my insomnia, I like real words, it's as simple as that." N didn't seem to accept my explanation, and only sent a sentence "Go to sleep!" "Because it's nap time, she is probably a little annoyed, and I feel like I don't reply and explain anymore.

It doesn't seem to be very busy in the afternoon, and I've been processing production orders, I decided not to take the initiative to message N today, she started to annoy me again, and I want to keep my good friend at a distance. After a while, N sent me a message, "Don't bring me porridge tomorrow, I don't like to drink it." "N may really not like to drink, or don't want to trouble others easily, deserve it, I'm self-aware, it's counterproductive to her, and it won't be worth the loss if she annoys me. I began to be cautious, and when I was weak and flustered, I promised: "I will be obedient, no longer stubborn, don't worry." "I probably won't take it upon myself to bring breakfast to N tomorrow, although I will have the opportunity to deliver it to her in person. I tried to ask her again, do you have a favorite breakfast or something to drink? N replied very simply, "Don't be idle." I guess she's really annoyed at the moment, the tone is different, I'm more interesting, so I didn't mention it again.

There was also a talk about the Double 11 rush purchase, N said that she didn't plan to continue shopping on Taobao, she didn't want to buy, she was too tired to choose things, I thought N had some choice difficulties to be like this, and I also tried to comfort her with my thinking and understanding haha, I was outrageously wrong. I just learned what a careful and cautious girl N is, she just likes to shop around and want to buy the most affordable and favorite things, unlike me who never bother to compare things based on my feelings. I guess I didn't fall asleep at this point.,I didn't reply to the message.,The latest message from the last reply-"I can't open my eyes.。 "I was ready to go past 12 o'clock, I was resting when Double 11 came, I drank a can of beer, my spirit was very good and very clear, I don't know if I will have insomnia and think about life tonight? Anyway, when I finish writing an early bedtime diary, naturally, insomnia or falling asleep, today is a memorable day, and Singles Day needs to be happy!

By the way, there is another meaningful thing, I may have made a mistake and did it wrong, but I will record it. I like a sentence very much, the red handwriting, written at the beginning of the notebook is very eye-catching, this is today out of curiosity I accidentally opened the N notebook that let me keep it temporarily, and I was deeply impressed and remembered - "People with cold hands have a warm heart!" "My first instinct was that this was N's own original, and N told me that she was a person who had cold hands and feet since she was a child, and she was indeed a warm person. I thought her notes would be dense formulas, literary common sense, etc., no, most of the excerpts are quotations, famous sayings, etc., as well as all kinds of common sense such as tea classification, as well as love quotations, all kinds of all-encompassing, it's just a treasure chest! She writes very neatly, the handwriting of different colors, the distinction between blue and black is very obvious, and the red excerpts are written by N herself, all in the column of the daily plan. This is the most special notebook I have ever seen, very textured and comfortable to touch, as if touching a noble and comfortable coat, and the notebook is a book with no end, because it has not been finished yet!

I don't know if N would blame me if I accidentally looked through her notebook, or be unhappy, after all, she carries it with me and can't put it down, just like I wrote an early bedtime diary, and one day it was unabashedly displayed in front of N, without curiosity, only real records and words, would I be surprised and stunned. I think I'm just curious, I want to know about N, I want to know the content of the notes she wrote, maybe when N gave it to me, she expected that I might open it, but I happened to do it, she shouldn't blame me, anyway, it's not such a secret content.

Today's early bedtime diary should make history and break the record, it should be the chapter with the most words since it was written. Indeed, it's Double 11 soon, it's worth commemorating, mainly because it belongs to Singles' Day, it's my festival, and I want to cherish this moment. I just don't know how to celebrate and commemorate, then a can of beer writes an early bedtime diary to remember the arrival of this special day, and there is a quarter of an hour left, and it will usher in Singles' Day. I'm going to send a message to N to remind me not to miss the point. It's almost time to go to bed, and then go to bed quietly, this is also the time I have slept late lately! Whether it's insomnia, thinking about life, it's a meaningful day anyway, good night!