Early Bedtime Diary (55)
The reason for the cold in the past two days, every time I drink the cold, I will feel dizzy, so I haven't updated the early bedtime diary, of course, I must have gone to bed early on time in the past two days. Generally don't catch a cold easily, the last cold can be traced back to the last time I rode in the middle of the night to send AH away, that night it was very windy and I deliberately rode fast, and it rained on the way back. It's just that the last cold was not a serious cold, just drink some 999 at will, and I didn't feel uncomfortable and didn't drink medicine again. This time is different, it seems that this cold is more serious than before, although there is no fever, if you have a fever, this cold will be more troublesome. I'm a strange person, every year at the turn of autumn and winter, I always have a bad cold, and after each cold, I seem to be able to get a new life, and I can be healthy for a whole year, this kind of cold may be my disaster and ups and downs, I have been prepared in my heart for a long time, I am used to it.
This weekend only worked half a day of overtime, because my good brother Shutian came to Bengbu on a business trip, he asked me to play, so I didn't go to overtime for some reason, and ate takeout together, drank and chatted, etc., and spent a long and boring two-day weekend. Zhou Japan came to want to sleep in, who knew that the biological clock had been set for a long time, although the alarm clock did not go off, I had already woken up. When it was almost half past seven, I specially sent a message to the leader, explaining that I would not work overtime. In fact, I know that there may be no physical work to do overtime, and the order has already been processed, and it makes no difference if I work overtime for a day or half a day in the morning, so I simply don't go for a day. By the way, Pisces asked me to get red wine, I haven't been free, I sent a message to her on the weekend to explain it, there are friends looking for me to play can't go, I will contact you when you are free.
Today, I saw Qifa's circle of friends, and I have gone to Lanzhou to eat authentic Lanzhou beef noodles. She flew from Xiamen to Lanzhou today, and then traveled to Gannan, and this trip route is specially recommended by me. She's the most rewarding travel friend I've ever met and kept in touch with from time to time. The last time we went together, Yang Zhuo Yongcuo, very impressed, she looks like a female star, likes to take pictures, I learned to give girls a good look at the portrait mode with a camera, add WeChat to each other, occasionally contact, recommend some itineraries or interesting destinations, etc. She has been to many places, much more than me, and many well-known destinations abroad. The more places I go, the more I start to hate commercial tourism. She began to look for a more primitive pure land, a holy land that was not polluted by the atmosphere of commerce. I think that apart from Tibet, a place full of faith in the Holy Spirit, perhaps only Gannan has such a place. My recommended destinations are Langmu Temple and Zagana. After all, Gannan is commonly known as Little Tibet, and the Tibetans and monks living there are very simple, simple and very faithful, and it is worth going to give our turbid souls a baptism. Gannan should be very cold at this time, I specially reminded Qi to wear more clothes and wish her a happy journey.
N has been in contact with me a lot these days, and I'm starting to feel a little uncomfortable, and even have a slight illusion. I really don't seem to be able to control the distance of my friends, and I am afraid that I will go beyond the scope of my friends and cause her stress or distress. N took the initiative to send me a message early yesterday morning, very sleepy. I said I slept late last night too, I really want to catch a cold, and I don't have good spirits. She seemed to care about me when I was sick, and no girl had ever asked me for warmth before, especially when I was sick. Have you arrived home, have you taken the medicine, covered the quilt and gone to bed early. She told me that she tried to find a job, but there was no suitable position and professional match, and many of them had the conditions of fresh graduates. I comforted her, don't be discouraged and continue to persevere, maybe you will meet the right one inadvertently. She goes to bed late or has insomnia more because of work. Here's what I guessed. I told her that I had insomnia last night, that I had a late rest and that I had a cold. Of course, I didn't tell her that I had been playing LOL for a long time, and I didn't rest until twelve. When I don't keep an early bedtime diary these days, my boring time is spent through games, but the more I play, the more empty I become, and the more I play, the more I want to play, and I keep indulging in it.
Young man, do you have something on your mind? I said I guessed right, it's true that there are things that cause insomnia. I sometimes wonder if N is a psychologist or that she has minored in psychology. You can always see through my disguise and heart for a year. For example, she concluded through chatting that I had been living cautiously, and that I was not very tired. I said yes, I don't know myself and sometimes I feel like I'm not myself. When I say how to change, the final answer is to think more about yourself, that is, to be selfish. Also, I joked that when I had insomnia, I wondered when the country would send me a female ticket, and she said that I had grown. I still remember when she went to the supermarket on Saturday to buy and told me that she was wearing green stockings and pants and canvas shoes, etc., and told me specifically when she set off. I sometimes wonder if she really treats me as an ordinary friend, so why does she share so many trivial things about life with me. In the end, I guess maybe she was just lonely, and all the happiness and troubles always need to be told to others. I'm a reliable fellow and a trustworthy friend, and at least she's trusting me, and I'm glad I do. I cherish and value her as a friend of the opposite sex very much, even though she used to tell me that she was just a normal friend of men, just buddies.
N said that their office was gloomy, and it was very cold in the afternoon without sun, so I reminded her to start wearing autumn pants, and it seems that she finally put them on today. She also told me to learn storage when I had nothing to do, and I said that storage is indeed an art. She said that it would be bad if you found a girlfriend in the future, and it would not be good. I did learn a lot about the experience and methods of tidying up the house and tidying up the room under N's guidance. N for the weight loss of the big thing, really paid a lot, too perseverance and perseverance, I am very admired, the last time from Huahai 3C hiked back to the dormitory, a lot of stops, about 10 kilometers, two and a half hours. That day, while she was walking, she sent me a voice message, saw the red building, got to that station, and told me what vegetables she bought on the way. I chatted with her for a long time, and I was relieved until she returned to the dormitory, after all, it was late, I was afraid that she would travel a long distance and her legs and feet would not be able to stand it, so I reminded her to run hot compresses and hot water feet. I said I would keep an eye on you until you arrived safely at the apartment. She said that I was speaking too officially, and I said that I used the wrong words, and the focus was changed to care about hee-hee.
Today she sent a message to ask me if I was better, saying that she would discuss something with me, and I said that you talk about me listening to it, and it seems that there is this tacit understanding. It's just that what I didn't guess was that such a serious discussion was just a small matter that was not worth mentioning, so I replied, what a big deal, and I just agreed. She may be losing weight and needs chicken breast to supplement her diet and want to store it in my refrigerator, I said my refrigerator is big, and I don't have anything to store it, so I'd love to. I don't know if she's joking, if it's true, I'm willing to do it anyway. Actually, I should take the initiative to invite her to come to the house as a guest, and it would be much simpler, such as agreeing to come to sweep, bring her authentic chili noodles at home, invite her to dinner, etc., but I didn't put it into practice again.
Today, my college classmate W took the initiative to send me a message again, and I chatted with her for a while. Just talk casually, life and work, etc., but this time I didn't talk about Y again. W said that the housing prices in Zhuhai are too high, they can only rent a house for a year, and they heard that the development of Lanzhou New Area is good, maybe they will go back to buy a house in Lanzhou New District and be good neighbors with Y. I blessed and encouraged her to continue to work hard to achieve her goals. This kind of chat is intermittent and purposeless, but it feels very comfortable, in fact, I still look forward to chatting with others, especially female friends, which is what I lack and am not good at.
Although the TV series recommended to me by N is very sweet, it does not suit my style, and I can't stick to it after watching a few episodes. But I still watch it when I have time, at least after 16 episodes, because that's when it's the sweetest. It's just that I've been a single dog for so long, and maybe I'm not used to and understand that way of falling in love, but at least I'm still looking forward to it, and I've had a moment of fantasy. N said two days ago that she was going to be born next year, and it is estimated that it will be very sad, and she needs to be very careful. As someone who has come from the past, I told her what to do in her natal year to bring good luck, and she even wanted to buy a red toothbrush. said that next year, he saw that my whole body was red, and he hoped it wouldn't scare me. I wonder if she is unintentional, can she last until next year's birthday, no matter where she is, she only hopes for a smooth sail in the natal year, and I hope my blessings will bring good luck to her!
I only drank a small packet of cold spirit just now, and the medicinal properties are generally okay to insist on writing today's early bedtime diary. I watched the new product launch of Hammer Technology with PAD, and wrote the content on my desktop. Without Lao Luo's press conference, it was boring, although there were many wonderful and surprising products, but I couldn't get interested. After drinking one tablet of compound aminophenamine, the whole person is not good, and there will be light hallucinations, and I want to sleep, so today's early bedtime diary is nearing the end, and I should be able to go to bed after drinking the medicine. I hope that when I wake up tomorrow, the cold will leave me. Hopefully, after this illness, I can get a new lease of life! Good night!