I just moved the alarm clock forward by ten minutes, it's very cold because it's raining today, it happens to be raining when I get off work, I don't ride, I have to catch the bus tomorrow, I need to get up early. It was a coincidence that I got off work today, I was about a minute late and missed a bus. I drank beef soup near the community after work today, and as usual, when it rains, I will go to drink beef soup, which is also a habit that I have gradually developed.

Today's more meaningful day, there are many things worth documenting. It's still early, so I'll briefly describe it as a commemoration.

It's raining and cold today, and the bike is relatively slow, but it's almost time to get to the company. Today I took the initiative to contact N, so I sent her a message, saying that there was good news to tell her, and there was no response for a long time, so I said that it seems that you are not interested, so I will not tell you. I guess she didn't reply when she saw it. Say, it's a simple and powerful word. I just talked about the quality essay and won the encouragement award, and I said that I would invite her to eat delicious food. Originally, the article was going to ask her to write it, but she couldn't write a quality paper. She wrote the title and theme, as did the first and last paragraphs, and I just added the middle part. But she took the time to help with the revision, and she probably declined my invitation, saying that I would treat me next time I had the opportunity to bring bread. She joked, "Did you deliberately look for a chance to invite me to dinner?" I'm a little suspicious, but thank you for being a fellow countryman and friend. She didn't refuse anymore, which can be regarded as acquiescence.

By the way, today's college classmate W suddenly sent me a message, asking me if the WeChat avatar is good-looking, and the cartoon is not about to have good things coming. I haven't been in touch for a long time, I was busy on the spraying line, and I didn't reply to her until I finished processing the order. After chatting for a long time intermittently, on topics such as life, work, and feelings, I found that I was chatting and chatting by myself, and in the end, others comforted me, which was outrageous. There are two girls in our college classmates, and there is a Y, who used to be the flower of our class, and we also talked about her. I said that I was ready to be single for the rest of my life, and she said that Y was also busy with blind dates alone. I thought she was joking, and I was a little skeptical and didn't believe it. I talked about my previous college days, climbing Lanshan Mountain together and making dumplings, because I remember these two things the most. To be honest, I used to drink after graduating from college, and I confessed to Y after drinking, but it was just a joke and I didn't know if she had an impression.

By the way, N suddenly sent a message in the afternoon to ask me about my company's zip code. I'm curious, what age do you need to send things now? She took a screenshot of it and said that she was going to publish a paper and that it had been submitted to a journal. I said that it was very good and very supportive of her, and it would be helpful to evaluate the backbone or take care of her in the future and find a job. She also told me a news that there is no suitable position for herself in this year's national examination, which means that there may be no more suitable position in the spring to participate in the provincial examination or other establishments, professional restrictions or fresh graduate restrictions, but she still wants to try, and it is always beneficial to accumulate experience by giving it a try. It is still necessary to find a strange place to practice your hands. If she really can't do it next year, she may choose to go to graduate school. I was very supportive of her and looked up to her sister, and her mother wanted her to continue her education in the best interests of her.

Yes, it's very good to have an idea just after graduation, I used to be full of ambition and hesitate, and finally I decided to stay. N is different, she is a girl after all, far away from home, although we are fellow countrymen, her male ticket is also in her hometown, her brother is a soldier, she will go back to take care of her parents, she will definitely leave. All I can do is ask for a friend, colleague or fellow countryman, and give her care and help, and that's enough. Can't grasp the distance and let the friendship between each other have a gap. Before she leaves Bengbu, I will take care of her when she needs help, as before.

In the evening, N sent me another message, saying that the pot she bought arrived, and 1300w asked me if the dormitory could be used, and I said that it was very safe, and it would not trip if it did not exceed 2000w. She has already started to cook purple potatoes, and it is very good to cook something by herself. Usually pay attention to clean up in time when you run out, and you won't be found when you check the bed, and it's safe. Of course, today we also talked about each other's salaries, and today we paid our salaries, and N was the first time that I got the full amount of my salary and finally it was not deducted, and she was happy like a child. N said that it would be good that my salary could be as high as you that day, so I said don't worry, wait for you to become a regular or evaluate the backbone will be much higher. However, I guess she may not be able to wait for her to become a regular or a flat backbone. The backbone will work for at least two years to be qualified, and may not be able to be evaluated, and N may leave within a year. Anyway, let's do it and cherish it. Cherish this fellow and cherish this friend.

Today, there is one thing that needs to be recorded in particular, one person. That's my college classmate Y, who just came home from work at night to watch the LOL8 into 4 finals, the Korean Civil War, and I received Y's WeChat for a long time and haven't been in touch for a long time. I remember the last time I contacted my colleague to ask about the graduate school, and the last time she asked me to do the welding process qualification document. Today's opening remarks were also very commonplace, and she asked me a question about the welding profession. At first, I believed it and was still thinking about the welding profession. N is a graduate student, insisting on doing professional knowledge, but I was negligent. She just found a reason to contact her with something less obtrusive or awkward.

Chatting and chatting, we talked about work, life, and emotional experiences. Coincidentally, I talked to W about you today. I think I can empathize, and I feel like I've finally met someone who understands me and I'm a girl. I joked that we were all fallen people from the end of the world, and it was very pleasant to chat without pressure, and time passed very quickly. Unconsciously, two hours passed, and I was distracted by chatting about the game without looking at it carefully, and the gap in strength in the Korean Civil War was huge, and it was already 2-0, and in the end, DWG entered the semi-finals 3-0. I'm a person who doesn't have a story, I like to listen to other people's stories, I prefer people who have stories. And Y must be a person with a very story, talking about her own emotional experience, she comforted and enlightened me as a person who came over, and helped me analyze which girl is worth it, which is not, and it is necessary for you to continue to pay. This is the first time I've talked to a girl about my relationship experience, and after saying that Y said that now you are also a person with a story, I am very relieved and a little proud. Although my story is tragic and lost, it is a story of no result, and it may not be worth mentioning at all.

To be honest, Y is really comforting, and what he says is thought-provoking and makes me wake up. This time, I really decided to let go of AH. I decided to listen to Y's advice, and she gave me advice as someone who had come before. I don't think you can be wrong. She used to have a bad night's sleep because she was alone, how similar to me. She also said that if I take the initiative to go out on a blind date and meet new people, I will forget the person I used to be. Yes, time and new love this is the best way. If there is progress in the future, you can share it with each other, I said yes, you also have to work hard to find the right person.

In the end, she said that she was going to take a shower, and it should be almost the end of the conversation. There's no need to talk about it. In the end, she said a sentence that surprised me, in fact, I read your Weibo, saw one of your dynamics, and with the experience of people who came over, I persuaded you that you were afraid that you would not be able to open it. I'm afraid you're too stupid, but I still don't want to put it down. I was really touched and warmed at the time, and the concern from a female classmate was that many things were fascinated by the authorities. I really didn't know how to thank her, so I just said a simple thank you. That's all for today's chat. I am really grateful to Y, her care and comfort really warmed me, no one has ever cared about my experience and situation before. She said that she had seen my Weibo, and I had indeed been following her, but I didn't know that she also played Weibo. I don't know if she read my diary of going to bed early, and if she will see today's diary. One day, I was a little surprised and surprised to appear in someone else's diary or work, although a lot of what I wrote was nonsense.

I think I'm grateful to Y from the bottom of my heart, and she advised me to let go of a girl who doesn't like me and is not worthy of my liking, and doesn't let me go to lick the dog again. I really found out that I was so stupid, Y was the second girl to say I was stupid, and the first was N. They should all be good for me, and I remember it and am grateful.

I don't know if there will be a chance for wood to chat with Y again in the future, just like today, each other is defenseless and open up without concerns, it belongs to the topic of two people, and such an experience is precious. She is the same person who has fallen from the end of the world, and she can understand and empathize with each other, she is a person who has come over, and then guides me to the maze, so that I can stop the loss in time. Either way, I've identified her as a friend. Just wish her well, get off the list as soon as possible, find someone who cherishes her, and the marriage can go on happily.

As for me, I don't have anyone to like for the time being. AH I've let go, and I'm not going to have any illusions or hopes. N is the identity of the countryman, just an ordinary friend, she needs me as a fellow, she should treat me as a confidant big brother, basically nothing to talk about, and I can always bring her comfort and warmth, after all, she just graduated and the same as her original self, life is unfamiliar and longs to leave and return, no sense of security, no sense of stability, no sense of belonging, I can always understand her. I'm sure to keep a good distance in the future, just right. That's probably the best way I can do it.

If a person is a rainbow, he will know that there is one when he encounters it. I may never meet that person in my life, just like Xiaoxi comforted me, if there is no rainbow, be your own rainbow and love yourself. At the very least, I want the people I like and care for are still alive and there, but they have lost their proper identity and reason to contact. The real loss of someone who likes each other has left this world, this is perhaps the most disappointing story, a story that is sadder than sadness.

I'm a little tired from writing a lot today, I'm still chasing dramas, and after watching the seventh episode, I'll rest. The drama that N recommended to me is indeed very sweet, and it has been sweetened. Good night!