Volume 2 Chapter 126 White Jasmine Purple Jasmine
"White Jasmine, let me give you this purple jasmine." It was Gu Ming's voice, which was still soft and soft, like a woman's voice. said slowly, after all, the name of Bai Jasmine was mentioned, and as expected, Nan Nan naturally didn't feel much surprise. But inexplicably, after hearing the three words white jasmine from Gu Ming's mouth, Nan Nan's heart was still uncomfortable. It's an extreme diaphragm feeling, and it's very uncomfortable no matter what, it's like wearing a pair of ill-fitting clothes and entering an occasion that shouldn't be entered. There is a particularly strong sense of disobedience, which is awkward, and I can't help but grin my teeth, and I almost get goosebumps. Abrupt, it only makes people particularly uncomfortable, and it is full of torment.
Moreover, Nan Nan's heart has a strange feeling again, which is always protective of Bai Jasmine. Inevitably, it was suddenly, thinking that Gu Ming would not be able to say Bai Jasmine's name. As if, this is a kind of blasphemy, a kind of contempt, a kind of trampling, a kind of overwhelm for white jasmine. It always feels like they are very mismatched and abrupt. It seems that there is no conflict, but it is potentially a kind of collision in opposite terms. It's gentle, it's not too violent, but it's extremely incompatible, and it's a fact that can't be changed no matter what. Of course, that's the end of it.
Gu Ming's speed of speech was very slow, and his tone was also light, from which it was difficult to thoroughly hear what kind of emotions it contained. Maybe unwillingness, maybe pain, maybe indignation, maybe depression, etc., etc., etc., etc. There are so many, complex and diverse emotions, superimposed together, and it seems that none of them are particularly strong and prominent. Therefore, it is difficult to see what kind of emotional existence it is, they are all mixed together, you and me, kneaded, entangled, unbearable to be indescribable to pour everything.
Especially, when Gu Ming said Bai Jasmine's name, he gently took his mouth in his mouth, as if he slightly curled his tongue. When I speak, I have a restrained syllable, and it sounds like a heavy feeling with a little accent, which is particularly clear. It seems that even the volume of these three words sounds a little deeper. However, it is very light, as if it is swallowing out a particularly precious treasure in the pillow, gentle, and holding it in the mouth as if it is afraid that it will melt. You have to do it slowly, slowly, to be able to pronounce it, otherwise, it's going to be broken and broken right away.
This is how much we attach importance to a person, and how much we value a person's existence, so that even if we just say their name, we must be so gentle and gentle. I'm afraid that it will be defiled and defiled because of this. Thinking like this, Nan Nan's heart was inevitably touched by it naturally. After all, the sincerity of feelings, no matter how good it is, will be somewhat infected. Even Nan Nan, who is so partial to Bai Jasmine, has always sheltered her and favored her, even because of Bai Jasmine, and feels a sense of resistance to it. But, even so, when Nan Nan heard Gu Ming say Bai Jasmine's name. I couldn't help but feel a palpitation in my heart, especially because of the tone that Gu Ming contained when she spoke. Come to think of it, no matter how hard-hearted a person is, he will definitely feel unbearable for it. It's sour, it's astringent, it's bitter, but in fact, it's nothing, it's just an extremely awkward feeling of blockage. It's in my heart, and it happens to be pressed in my heart, not up or down, it's just the right appearance. Coincidentally, that's what it is, it's in my heart, it's filled, but it doesn't overflow anything. A little more is not much, and a little less is a lot, but that's it, the diaphragm should be uncomfortable.
Most of all, probably from that cheap little bit of compassion. However, they are mutually exclusive, and they are unwilling to be willing to white jasmine. I always feel that Gu Ming has a potentially dangerous feeling for Bai Jasmine, and a premonition of some disasters that will be brought to her. It was a strong intuitive existence one after another, and suddenly, it appeared in Nan Nan's mind like this. In particular, her heart, which had been deeply attacked, was pounded and trembled, and it was an extremely uneasy feeling. Panicked, scared, afraid of what kind of harm Bai Jasmine would suffer because of this. Moreover, such an intuition is extremely strong, and it is simply forced to go straight to Nannan. In her heart, it was an extremely latent conviction, it seemed that it was completely certain that Gu Ming would do something to hurt Bai Jasmine sooner or later.
Nan Nan's ears heard such a sentence, occupying it in her mind, hovering, lingering, and lingering for a long time. It's been reminiscing over and over again, smacking carefully, and thinking about it seriously. It seems that he is completely thinking about what the sentence Gu Ming said means. Nan Nan felt a little sudden, abrupt for a while. It was because of that period of silence that the two did not speak for a long time that finally caused such an impact. Nan Nan needs a certain amount of time to accept this sentence, and she can't understand it quickly.
So, she carefully reviewed this sentence in her mind. It took only a minute for Nan Nan to completely understand what Gu Ming was talking about. I also began to realize that among the relationships mentioned in this sentence, which one is particularly important. It's white jasmine, it's Nannan, it's still that purple jasmine.
In fact, Nan Nan didn't even think that the reason why Gu Ming gave her purple jasmine was like this. It turned out to be what Bai Jasmine asked. Moreover, it is only because of a few more glances in his store, the one that is seen by him, and the joy. All of this is given by White Jasmine. Carefully, nuancedly, unambiguously, without a bit of difference.
After feeling such a point, Nan Nan's heart is naturally special. Somehow, all of a sudden, I felt guilty. Inexplicably, it is a kind of condemnation of oneself. It's like, I really did something sorry for Bai Jasmine, and I really didn't feel sorry for her. It's the feeling of guilt, the feeling of feeling your heart aching. It's extremely uncomfortable, and it's very tormenting, so much so that it makes Nan Nan feel that even her own body is very awkward. It seems that the hand is not the hand, and the foot is no longer the feeling of the foot, as if every part of my body is misplaced. Nothing is longer my own feeling, every cell seems to be infinitely open, and every drop of blood seems to be flowing rapidly. The body is just like an empty shell in such an instant, and it's just a simple set of skins, a little flesh and skin.
Suddenly, what Nan Nan felt was such a feeling, and it was the panic and uneasiness in her heart that created a difference in her body. This stirred Nan Nan to feel more and more that her whole body and mind were weird, and she was in a state of not being very comfortable up and down. However, Nannan's brain is extremely awake, and it is very clear, extremely clear.
In her mind, she was still repeating the words that Gu Ming had evoked. It's endlessly, incessantly, haunting. It seems that it is going to never stop, and it is going to be just like this, and it will continue forever. Without any pause, there is no sign of it stopping at all.
Nan Nan thought about these two sentences, but she didn't know what to answer to the replyer. It's not stunned, after all, it's from it that I understand something, a blank space is an absolute fantasy, and it can't be done at all. At the same time, Nan Nan still did not take the purple jasmine in Gu Ming's hand. In fact, I was hesitating, not knowing whether I should take it for granted. However, there was always an inexplicable feeling of retreat, which was uneasy, as if, just taking this purple jasmine, it would bring something to the disaster. It's an extremely terrifying feeling, and it's an intuition on the part of Nannan.
However, it is still not clear and incomprehensible, such intuition stems from Nan Nan's own sensitivity, or it can be called a kind of cheesy divine chatter. I will always be persistent, to believe in a strong inner impact of myself. However, inexplicably, Nan Nan's fierce intuition is particularly accurate.
Thinking about it carefully, it seems that Nan Nan has always been under those strong intuition, under her own particularly sensitive tendency. Every time, what Nan Nan has thought, what she thinks, and what she remembers, all of them will be realized one by one. It seems that it is the heavens that have a thin thread wrapped around Nannan's little finger, implicating her and seeing through all the premonitions.
Therefore, this is what Nan Nan is afraid of now. The more this happened, the clearer her head became. It's not confused, it's not confused, it's not confused, it's very clear, and it's also able to quickly reflect what you're thinking in your heart. Unambiguous, transparent, and particularly profound.