This was the biggest collapse in Gu Yun's entire experience, her hands were covered in blood, and there were several pieces of broken glass around her. Her eyes were closed, her mouth was open, and her whole body was spasming uncontrollably, as if she had been electrocuted, but fortunately, the movement was not too large. But it's also strange to look at, and it makes people feel palpitations. Even Gu Ming, a man in his thirties, was panicked when he saw this scene, feeling shocked and a little scared. Gu Yun only felt that she was in a deep despair at that time, she couldn't see anything, she couldn't hear anything. All Gu Yun saw was that piece of darkness, and all around was black. It was even darker than the night sky, and even more eerie than the situation where you couldn't see your fingers. It was so dark, so dark that it seemed to be under an abyss, and there was no light to be seen, and there was no hope to be seen. Gu Yun was also inaudible, there was silence all around, she could feel that someone was shaking her body at that time, and she also knew clearly that it must be Gu Ming. But Gu Yun just couldn't hear his shouts at all. Gu Yun had a feeling that she was about to die, she didn't struggle, she didn't want to struggle, she didn't want to struggle, and she didn't want to struggle. She was willing to die like this, and she couldn't live like this anymore, like a human not a ghost. Gu Yun remembered very clearly that at that moment, her own brain was dazed, tight, and felt a chaos. However, she clearly heard her own breathing, exhaling and inhaling, extremely slowly, and very faintly. This voice occupied Gu Yun's entire mind. Her gasps were too soft, like a crumbling candle flame that was about to go out. It emitted the only light it had, unable to illuminate its surroundings at all, and barely supporting its own existence. The candle flame is not even able to warm itself. Gu Yun felt her breath like this in his mind, it was very quiet, but it was also terrifying.

Cold, at that time, was the only thing Gu Yun could feel, she felt that her whole body, from head to toe, was cold. It was even more cold to her than being in an ice cellar. She was so cold, so cold that her hair stood up, so cold that her whole body couldn't stop shaking, so cold that her hands and feet couldn't help curling up, like chicken paws. Gu Yun even had the feeling that her whole body was frozen, and it had become a large piece of broken pieces, and her hands and feet even became numb because of this, as if she was constantly piercing her surface little by little with a needle. Even when she exhaled, it was as if she was exhaling a breath of cold smoke and cold air. It was at this moment that Gu Yun really felt that he was about to die. She listened to her faint breathing, felt the cold air emanating from her body, and looked at the darkness in front of her, which was Gu Yun's only deepest feeling, she felt that it was death that came to ask her for her life. Her body was sinking, but not at the bottom of the lake, at the bottom of the lake, stagnant in the deepest part of the lake.

Gu Yun felt that she was surrounded by the lake, and the gurgling water was constantly rippling around her, and even her body was shaking together, falling together. Gu Yun's body began to gradually become lighter, and she felt as if she was becoming one of the drops in that wave of lake water, completely fused with them, rippling and flowing with them. Gu Yun slowly began to lose awareness of her body's existence, and she felt that she was drowning in the bottom of the lake. It was very deep, very dark, and very peaceful. The lake water was not warm, but it was the softest, and she lingered around Gu Yun, giving her an unprecedented sense of security. Gu Yun just thought that it would be better to stay at the bottom of the lake, even if she couldn't see or hear, it seemed to be the best arrangement in the world for her, and it was a kind of redemption and relief for herself. So, she let herself be at the bottom of the lake, not struggling, not asking for help. Gu Yun knew that that was what she wanted most at the moment. She wanted to die quietly like this, she didn't want to live anymore, it was such a brittle thought, but it was enough to make people feel a kind of regret. But Gu Yun can't support it anymore, she used to be a very strong person, but now, she still has the same sense of vulnerability, and even more so for it.

But in the end, Gu Yun couldn't get her wish, and she couldn't survive. Again, her tenacious vitality sustains her and continues to exist in this world. It was Gu Ming who found out in time and sent Gu Yun to the hospital. It turned out that when Gu Yun hammered hard into the mirror, a piece of broken glass cut her wrist, and a few small pieces of glass ballast cut her skin and stabbed into her flesh. Gu Yun was really too close to death at that time, except, in the days to come. Gu Yun also approached death in the same way later, but it didn't matter the contemptuous eyes of others, the reasons for the two times were not the same, and there was no connection between them. Of course, this was also much later.

But now, although Gu Yun still cares a little about the eyes, expressions, words and actions of others. But it wasn't very serious, and she could accept it calmly if she was shocked and surprised, and even had an evasive attitude. Gu Yun sometimes smiled and smiled, he didn't pay much attention to it, and sometimes he would show panic, which happened under special and unexpected circumstances. In most situations, Gu Yun will be quite calm, facing it peacefully, and looking directly at it in a rather calm and comfortable state. Gu Yun accepted himself, hugged himself, and forgave himself. So she accepted the surprise of others very calmly, after all, it was not intentional. It is an instinctive reaction that ordinary people are accustomed to, for example, it is inevitable that they will not rejoice when they see beautiful things. If you encounter something unkind, dodging and shocking are also normal instincts.

But Gu Yun still maintained a kind of vigilance in this process. There are some people who will turn from being stunned to a feeling of disgust. It is precisely because Gu Yun has encountered it that it is very clear. But she was no longer the same as before, and she no longer felt that it was all due, and that she had to bear the rejection. Gu Yun already knew clearly that the blame for all this did not lie with him, and he should be the one who wanted to show contempt. They are unworthy of human beings, trampling on the scars and dignity of others at will, and even disagreeing with them, and even worsening them. This kind of people are not even as good as livestock. Obviously, they are standing from the perspective of a perpetrator, but they are unmoved, eager to let everyone join their ranks, and they want to attack a weak and helpless person who has been seriously injured by natural or man-made disasters. But they are completely disregarded, only caring about their own happiness, they are cold-blooded and unkind, but they are safe and sound. They laugh at the flaws of others, cooked

I don't know that the people who were insulted by them were gritting their teeth and desperately enduring it, so that they could not shed tears, but the fragile hearts were bleeding and throbbing for a while.

Gu Yun will no longer hurt himself by these unrighteous people now, if they also show disdain, Gu Yun will naturally not show weakness. She had to get closer to them, with an even more disdainful and disgusted expression on her face. When the time is right, Gu Yun will still add some ruthless eyes. Whoever called most of these people are masters who bully the weak and fear the hard, and when they see the people who are in a weak position, they know that they have no ability and courage to resist at all, so they can only whisper and make promises. This will make these people even more arrogant, and they will be even more unscrupulous. But if they are a little ruthless, they look like they are not overbearing, and they will look at people's eyes in the end. You don't have to think about it to understand that you know that you have offended someone you shouldn't mess with. But they don't know their identity and background at all, they just see a look that dares to face it. They will also be afraid, they want to avoid it, they looked like they were bullying, but they didn't expect it to be a tough ballast. The contrast between these two extremes is enough to make them feel empty. It was at this moment that they would immediately wake up, realizing that they had made a mistake and showing eyes that they shouldn't have shown. They will run away on their own, and they don't need Gu Yun's more words at all.

If he met some people who simply spoke coldly and spoke disrespectfully, Gu Yun would not let them go for the time being, and settle the matter. Before she suffered the disaster, she was already a resolute person. Now, although it has been reined in a lot, it is still going its own way, and it is impossible to swallow it at all. If someone secretly mocked him, Gu Yun immediately stood in front of them, looked straight at them, and told them to continue. Those people must be embarrassed, but Gu Yun always looked as usual, not annoyed or embarrassed. If they were so embarrassed that they didn't dare to say it anymore, Gu Yun wouldn't stop there, she had to make these numbers bloody, so she was angry and willing to sit down. The most people knew that they were at the loss, so they blushed, lowered their heads, and listened quietly. I didn't dare to say anything to refute it, so I just nodded my head, hunched my waist, and apologized guiltily. If someone is afraid of the thin face and flees in a hurry. Gu Yun still refused to let go, he had to run, catch up and have a good theory. Anyway, she is open-minded, she is not afraid of anything, she is not afraid of anything, and the sin is not on her, those people should apologize, and they can't be wronged in vain. If some people pointed at Gu Yun's appearance in person, and it was not unintentional, they came intentionally, and they deliberately wanted to ridicule her and embarrass her. Gu Yun refused to do so, and directly ridiculed him. Naturally, she must not be defeated.