"Actually, I know why she refuses to accept the pursuit of people in school, she is already a boyfriend, but her boyfriend has long stopped studying, although he is the same age as us, but he is a complete gangster. Later, when her boyfriend injured someone, the injured parents demanded compensation or would sue him and send him to the detention center. The thugs were scared, so they ran directly to the school and broke into the school, when we were all sitting in our seats and studying, the thugs actually found her directly, crying and begging to borrow money from her, she gave it, but everything was over. ”

"Later, this matter spread ten, ten, and hundreds, and not only the students in our class knew about it, but even the teachers and students of the whole school knew about it. There were all kinds of rumors about this in the school, and some of them were actually made up and exaggerated, but none of them doubted the truth of the matter, they were willing to believe the words that were said to be extravagant, and then they continued to spread to each other, and continued to say exaggerated things. All of a sudden, the matter was stirred up. And she has become the target of everyone, the object of everyone's discussion and spitting behind their backs. ”

Those who sent her love letters didn't come to please her anymore, and those female classmates who gossiped secretly were even more directly on the surface, and often came to talk coldly. Because her family is very good, everyone just talks behind her back or in person, and no one will do anything too much to her. However, I suffered because of this, and they did not admit to doing some insulting acts against her, but they did not fear me at all, and they pointed all the fingers at me. ”

"Put chalk dust in the water I drink, put water in the toilet, put dead bugs. They put notes on my back, and they all said something like 'good sister with broken shoes', 'slutty girl's all the way', and 'slut's little follower'. Sometimes, she would be surrounded by several male students, accusing me of taking her crookedly and teaching her badly. But they are all students after all, and they don't dare to do anything to me in the end, at most they just pull my braids, push me a few times, and deliberately stretch out their feet to make me fall down in small movements, no matter how big it is, no matter how excessive

behavior, they don't have the courage to do it. ”

"But I didn't alienate her because of this, because I knew it wasn't going to do anything at all, they just needed a target, someone to vent to. Whether I'm a friend of her or not, they'll do it, and if I don't, I'll be saddled with an inglorious name, and I'll only be bullied even worse. The second is that I am really reluctant to abandon her, she is the person I cherish in my life, and my feelings for her have long been borderline friendship above friendship. And she is the same, we have no doubt about it, and we deeply believe in it. We all know that each other is an indispensable part of our lives. ”

"After this matter gradually fermented, she saw that I was often bullied, but she was unharmed. She blamed herself and even asked to be separated from me, but I did not agree. I was used to her presence in my life, and if she left me, I didn't know how I was going to deal with the unbearable day. ”

"In short, we still stay together all day long, and she is afraid that I will be besieged by others again, so she sticks to me all the time. She knew that her family had a certain status, and no one would have the courage to do anything to her. That's why I'm in a little bit better. At the very least, I don't have to worry about someone deliberately tripping me, anyway, she will come to hold me and won't make me fall. I don't have to pay attention to whether there's a note behind me, she'll always take the lead in removing it. I don't have any more filthy stuff in my kettle, because they all know that I share a kettle with her. ”

"All these things on the surface are because she has carried them. But some gossip can't be avoided. But we don't care about it anymore, and even in the end we get used to it, and then we will still guess what they will say to be cold and sarcastic, and it is often possible to guess it, and we will all cover our mouths and laugh, and think of it as the most fun in our suffering

Big fun. The language is cold, but the companionship is warm. We are also because we never abandon each other, and we support each other to live every day, every day, from the sunrise in the early morning, to the sunset at dusk, and even to the twinkling stars in the night sky, we are all nestled together with each other. ”

However, this matter is getting bigger and bigger, and the rumors are getting more and more outrageous. Some people even say that her style is indecent and shameless. Later, it alarmed her father, who brought her home. During the time she wasn't with me, the people around me also began to take revenge on me for changing the calendar. Someone even cut off my braids during my lunch break, scribbled ink on my face, and glued my chair so that I couldn't stand up and made me look ugly in public. I told him all of this, but when he learned that everyone was doing it, he couldn't, but he could only give them a verbal warning, which did not help but make them bully even more. When I went to Mr. Jiaoshu again, he said that flies don't bite eggs, not to mention that there are so many people targeting me, and Mr. asked me to reflect on myself and find out some faults from myself. ”

"Therefore, I never sought any help from Mr. Teach, and I could only grit my teeth, silently, and suffer all this alone, praying that she would come back soon. But she didn't return for a long time, and when I was about to give up and stop looking forward to it, she came back. After half a month, we finally saw each other, she was thinner and haggard. She was also amazed at how my long hair had been cut into a crippled short haircut. We hugged and wept and told each other all our hearts, and when I thought she wasn't going to leave, she said she had to leave the country. ”

When her parents learned that she had a gangster boyfriend, they wouldn't agree to them being together. But she loved her so deeply that the little gangster didn't want to leave her, so he proposed to elope. They swore an alliance that they would always follow each other and refuse to separate. She told me that she had deceived her father by pretending to break up with the thug, and that his father would let her go to school, and that they were going to leave it soon after. ”

"On the same day that she returned to school, the school leaders approached me and asked if the rumors in our school were true, the rumors about her unscrupulous style. When they asked me, they were vague, but we both knew how serious the matter was, but they did find me to confirm it, and the leaders knew that I had the best relationship with her, and they must have expected that I would deny it, so that she could have a step down so that she could continue her studies. However, I didn't end up doing what they wanted and I lied. ”

"I lied, woo-woo-woo......" At this point, the mother couldn't help but cry out to her, and she was trembling all over. The mother poured the tea in the teacup, wetting the carpet under her feet, and also slipped the teacup from her hand and knocked it over, but fortunately, it was protected by the carpet and did not break. The mother held her head and fell on her knees, and let out a very dull cry.

Nan Nan looked at her mother's appearance and felt very distressed, she squatted down and hugged her mother's body. Nan Nan gently patted her mother's back and said, "Mom, don't say it, don't say it anymore." Nan Nan's voice was hoarse, her heart was sour and swollen, and after listening to what her mother said, her heart was very uncomfortable, and her eyes were red.

The mother leaned on Nannan's arms, she choked up, and wanted to speak again, but she couldn't cry several times, and finally, the mother continued with difficulty: "She said that I was as beautiful as the yellow rose, but I actually never told her, in fact, the yellow rose has another meaning, that is, jealousy. I've always been jealous of everything about her. Her looks, her talents, her family, these are all things I longed for but did not dare to ask for. Obviously, it was her own mistake, but in the end, it was me who took all these sins, and even in the end, there would still be leaders who would come to me to protect her because of her father's status. ”

"All of this was something I was deeply jealous of, but it was by no means the reason why I lied in the end. I was jealous of her, but I didn't hate her for it. I envied all that she had, but when I felt that she was so kind to me, so concerned about me, so cared for me, and cherished me, even though I was sometimes mad with jealousy, but when I saw her smile at me defenselessly, I forgot about it, forgot about it, and let it go away. Because, I know, she deserves all of this, and she is the only one in the world who deserves all of it. ”

"In the end, I chose to hide the truth, and jealousy may have played a part of it. But the main reason was because she was going to leave me, abandon me, and elope with her gangster boyfriend. I'm not reconciled, I resent her, and I can't forgive her, she obviously knows, how much humiliation I will suffer without her, how much consequences I will bear, she obviously knows, but she still chooses to leave me alone. I couldn't restrain myself anymore, and when the leader questioned me, I was trembling all over, and I was carried away by hatred. But my brain was clear enough that I knew exactly what I was saying, and I nodded, and I acknowledged. No matter what the leaders questioned again and again, I always insisted that she was indecent. ”