God doesn't die if he doesn't eat, so why eat? Why do you have to prove your worth when you're more relaxed? Because of the sense of ceremony.

To live requires a sense of ritual, you can't be busy all the time, you have to take a break to eat a good meal, experience something different, you have to work hard, but only happiness is paramount.

Any little thing you think is what others are missing, so cherish it, people who don't lack love don't know what loneliness is, happy people don't know that there are people who have worked hard to pursue two words in their lives - happiness, people who haven't gone through ups and downs don't know what kind of experience they dislike themselves.

Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read.

"If success is too hard, may you be happy." Lu Juan said.

I pointed to myself, "Are you talking about me?" ”

He said, "Or else?"

I quickly shook my head: "What's the matter, I'm quite happy." ”

He said, "Why do you keep having nightmares?" Why do you cry secretly, and why? His barrage of questions took on a cheerful tone, in order not to make me feel depressed.

I looked at him, the corners of his mouth were smiling, and his eyes were full of tenderness, giving people the feeling of the scent of grass after the rain, like the warmth of an autumn afternoon, like milk mixed with flower petals. "How do you know?"

I would dream of abandoning me in the ruins, hunted down, bound up, choked...... All kinds of nightmares, so real as if they really happened, and then wake up, with a chill on your back. I'm going to be sick for a long time because of something that happened to me before. In fact, when I grow up, I will find that even sadness requires courage, sadness is like a shadow, everyone likes sunshine, so I must be very happy and happy.

"I just know." He said, "Is it that little Xian'e has bullied you?" ”

I laughed: "You're ridiculous, I'm fine now, I'm sad about the old things in my heart." I pursed my lips, "Really, I know it's gone, but I'm still afraid that everything now will be fleeting, turn to ashes, and then ignore me." I thought about it for a moment and added, "No, no, no, I'm ready for others to leave at any time." His eyes sank, and he continued to add, "Including you." ”

Lend me a small window, and through the light of the moon, shine on my heart. Yes, I'm not afraid of a person, but I don't like a person, and I also hope that when I come, I won't leave, but how can I keep the person who leaves? The wind that crosses the valley all howls and tells me: Be strong.

"Really?" He asked.

。 I said, "Drinking cold water doesn't always stuff my teeth, and my mind isn't fragile all the time. I threw a smile at him that I thought was particularly bright: "It's okay, I just need to get out." ”

He said, "Yes." ”

I said, "I want to go and see the world." "I'm afraid that he won't agree and start to state again" There is no way to solve the matter here for the time being, and there is no need to overburden, I always feel that everything is just stepping on iron shoes and finding nowhere to be found, and it takes no effort to get it. Now I don't know who it is, maybe things suddenly become clear, how to say, when I combed my hair with a comb pinned to my hair, I kept looking for it, but I couldn't find it, I was stunned after a day, so I was completely deflated, sat in front of the mirror, and found that my hair was pinned. ”

He said, "Yes, what you say is quite reasonable, but your attitude is very suitable for becoming a little nun." ”

I smiled: "The little nun, who is twenty-eight years old, was shaved off by the master in her youth. ”

He said, "Have you seen the music of the mortal world?" ”

I said, "I used to have a friend who gave me a scroll to look at. ”

He said: "When you go to the mortal world, you will watch "Sifan". ”

I was excited: "Okay, I'm looking forward to it." ”

He said, "You know what? I like your unintentional expression of true feelings, sometimes like a child. ”

I said, "I'm old, I guess I'm an old naughty." Then he laughed.

He just looked at me coldly, without a sad expression, I was a little scared, and then shook my hand in front of his eyes.

"You don't have to do everything in front of me in the future." He said.

I exhaled, "I want to, but my brain can't keep up, I, I'm never going to make mistakes, but I really don't want to make mistakes." ”

He said, "What are you wrong?" ”

I said, "I'll forget about the earlier appointment." And I worked very hard to weave a wreath, and the result was ......"

He asked, "Is the garland broken?" ”

I said, "I made wicker and was told to use vines again and again, but I got used to it and forgot about it." ”

He said, "It's fine, it's not a big deal. ”

I said, "That's a lot of things. ”

He said, "It's okay. ”

I said, "I'll try to worry about it for fear of annoying you." ”

Unintentionally making mistakes, people who don't hate you will tolerate you, but for other people, you are very brainless and very annoying.

Things in the world are very easy to explain, based on likes and dislikes.

He conjured up a comb and stroked my hair. "Let me put your hair in a bun, it's a little frizzy."

I said, "I guess my hair fell apart when I ran around." ”

The gentle strokes flowed through my hair, and the hair on my shoulders was pulled up one by one, and I felt a chill on my neck: "Why did you pull all your hair up?" ”

"Is there something wrong?" he asked. ”

I said, "You have to be married to dress like this." ”

He said, "Yes. Then he went around to me, "Most of the men and women who walk together in the mortal world are husband and wife, and the girls are all in the attic and cannot get out." ”

I nodded.

But it seems a bit far-fetched, and brothers and sisters can also come out. I still feel that there is something in my heart that I can't get over, and I still can't help but ask.

I asked: "I don't know how to provoke a person, he tried his best to retaliate against me, but anyone who has anything to do with me will be retaliated, do you dare to continue with me like this?" And I can't even protect myself, I'm afraid I can only implicate you. ”

He said: "It's all love words." ”

I said, "But it's none of my business." ”

He said: "Some people rely on their power to bully others, and it is indeed none of your business. ”

I know a person, he is very powerful, he can walk on the backbone of others for his own selfish desires, he can destroy everything you have, but if the good people in the world pave the way for you, he will destroy it by the way. You can't hide or escape, you either get stronger or you die.

I said, "You are not afraid, but I am afraid." ”

He said, "Don't talk to me about it. ”

I said, "I know, but you can't escape reality." ”

He said: "Some things are already like this, and you don't know what will happen, so just let it be, and if you can't die for the time being, just stay alive." ”

I said, "How can I escape?" ”

"It's only about getting stronger," he said. So that no one else can do anything to you. ”

I said, "I feel like being born is the beginning of sorrow, as if I lived so much just to be sad." It's not good to say that, but what I'm saying is true, abandoning disgust, betrayal, deception, misunderstanding, insult, framing, framing with my growth, I really can't be happy. ”

He didn't speak.

"It's okay, I'm used to it, there's nothing left to bring me down, because I've carried it all." I comforted him, "Don't worry about me, I don't have anything, I'll get through." ”

I don't want to live anymore, I'll get through. I'm going to get through it, I don't want to live anymore...... It's like an endless cycle, and so on, and on,

I don't know when I can get out, I don't know when I can no one can take me, life is art and learning, but I live so painfully.

I was trembling even when I slept, as if a bloody mouth was opening towards me, ready to swallow me at any moment.

He said: "Ugly, no one can save you, you can only work hard yourself." ”

I said, "I know." ”

He said: "If you give up, you will not live, in a sense your enemy is yourself, defeat her." ”

I said, "Uh-huh. "I'm actually just perfunctory, my inner fear and sadness are full of intertwined, I don't tell anyone, I'm afraid of being alienated, how terrible, I actually think so.

Fighting with yourself, no matter which side wins, it is a lose-lose situation. No one wins, and no one suffers.

I asked, "Won't you be annoyed?" Because I'm rambling on emphasizing that it's the same thing that is repeated. ”

He is still dressed in a purple robe, the bright color is dazzling, and the beautiful color is also very good-looking on the human body, there are no ghosts and no ghosts in the four places, everyone does their own thing, each performs its own duties, no one cares about my story, but someone is secretly spying on me, I don't know who it is, but I know that I am very likely to be destroyed in an instant when I move, and I don't even have a chance to grieve.

This young man in a purple robe has all kinds of beauty in one, and I have carried too much.

The wounded house finch ran into the forest and met a large tiger. The big tiger told her, "Follow me, I'm a vegetarian." There was another big tiger in the mountains, he was bigger and more ferocious, and he liked to eat house sparrows. ”

The whole forest is peaceful and quiet, but the big tiger's friend is the wind, as long as the wind blows, the grass will move, a house finch broke its wings, how to fly into the sky, get rid of the tiger?

The tiger only wanted me to die, and a tiny house finch was not enough for him to stuff his teeth. But despite this, he just wants me to die, and I have to die. Won't give me any chance to survive.

But the house sparrow just wants to live. The house finch is not in the mood to care if there are enough insects to eat today, whether it is delicious or not, she just thinks about whether she is coke or not? I also want to see that those who helped me are retaliated against. And she can only bless and feel guilty and can't do anything.

Isn't the sound of birds peaceful? There is a kind of encounter that is not fate, but sadness. The little house finch mourns from birth until death. Because she loves freedom, she was born a house sparrow, but she loves freedom, and the enemy breaks her wings, and she wants her to die, and if she doesn't die, she won't rest.

She was lucky, she met a tiger, but the tiger itself crossed the river, the wings did not have the power to regenerate, no matter how recuperated she could not fly, and the tiger in the secret was ready to dismember her at any time.