Chapter 50: The Mysterious Death of the Kitchen

We have heard too many truths, and everyone says what you should do, but we never say that as you think, as the king of the underworld, practicing immortal law, handling government affairs, and being ashamed, this is the responsibility of being a Auntie.

Standing in front of him was a dark-skinned, well-proportioned body, who looked like a practitioner, I had seen him, and he seemed to have a good relationship with him in his previous life. He chattered with me for a long time, and I watched him spit on the stars without the slightest emotion.

He said, "Are you Hades?"

I said, "No." ”

He said: "You shouldn't be like this, practicing the immortal method is the big thing, you should have the same smile on your face as the Hades King used to, be very energetic every day, and take on the big and small responsibilities in the underworld." ”

The biggest difference from before is that I don't give people who doubt a chance, and I continue to trust someone with all my heart and mind, and tell him everything. There is only one person I fully trust, and that is Lu Ju, I will share the trivial things around me with him, such as what I ate today, which two ghosts I saw, who bullied and snubbed me before, and what I thought in my heart

Wait a minute.

I'm not stupid, my grandfather died.

Immortals also die, and the death of immortals does not have any chance to flop, there is no reincarnation, and if it disappears, it disappears.

I suspect that it is indeed him Du Sheng.

Grandpa said Du Sheng: Do you listen to the wall like this on weekdays, you don't look like a serious person.

He also told me: No, you haven't grown up yet.

When people are older, they will distinguish between good and bad, and they know that their family loves them the most. When I was a clown, most of the people around me came just to step on me a few feet and take a few sips by the way. Broken people, lost people really have no qualifications to be respected, just because of the word strength.

Ugly will not forgive the person who abandoned me in the first place, Ugly will miss the person who pulled me out of sorrow. Ugly will not easily trust the people he knows, and Ugly will protect himself well.

"Who are you? Came and talked to me so much. "My eyes didn't blink when I spoke, and without the innocence and liveliness of a girl, I seemed to have matured, and I learned to hide my affairs from anyone.

His face flashed with consternation and disappointment. "If you weren't for it, how could there be such a coincidence in the world? Looks the same. ”

"It's just the same, I don't believe it, where is it?" I pouted, very displeased, "You're dazzled." ”

Seeing that he didn't speak, he snorted coldly from his mouth again: "Ho, don't make a mistake." ”

His eyes were cold as he looked at me, and I could see the corners of his mouth sinking and the muscles on his face trembling obviously. "It's not like it, I'm dazzled."

Is he disappointed or sad that his prey has run out of his mouth? I can't guess. What is hidden? The tears that flew under his eyes were still full of hatred.

He said, "You are her." ”

I said, "I'm not." ”

He said, "You can't fool my eyes. ”

I said, "I've been told before, "Seeing is nothing. ”

He said, "You can't fool my heart." ”

I said, "Is your heart still beating?" Is it alive and powerful?" I laughed, "You touch your chest, you feel it carefully, you listen carefully." ”

Yes, I'm an ugly, I don't have the previous feelings, it's like watching other people's stories, but I know that's me, I've experienced something in the past, how can I not be moved every time I think about it? It's just that I'm tired, and there are thousands of new and old hatreds, and I can't keep them in the world. I was already in pain, I was like a piece of old ice, unmeltable and unmeltable, thinking it was a gift but a more unforgettable lesson.

You will find that when you grow up, you will not envy the fact that you can make good friends every day, meet a lot of special people, and become friends in a short time. I don't envy at all, I just want to hold on to the person I have now, even if there is only one, as long as you won't go, as long as you are sincere, as long as you are equally important to the other party, it is really enough.

"You go, I don't know you." I say.

He gave me one look and left.

Lu Juan smiled when he appeared next to me, as if he was relieved: "You have finally grown up, I was worried that you would tell the truth just now." ”

I lifted my chin and smiled very proudly: "I'm fine." ”

He tapped me on the forehead: "You, you have to remember it for a long time." ”

I nodded.

How young and ignorant, how sensible, how to sell, and how to count money for others, how to be soft-hearted again and again, the days have passed, and she is no longer a little girl.

I said, "Do you know how old I am?" ”

He said, "I think you're still a kid. ”

I said, "I'm an old child. ”

He said, "Coincidentally, so am I." ”

What is an old child? It just looks like a child has actually gone through the waves, we have survived the days pointed out by thousands of people, and we are no longer the target of public criticism.

The red light of the flames all over the place, with sadness in the strange, burned my eyes in the weirdness, and it hurt in my heart, and it lit up to represent my humiliation and humility.

It's not to blame Zhong Kui, the fate of feelings comes and goes, feelings really don't have to be anyone, it's really not that I can't live anymore if you leave, what kind of self you grow into is a major event in life. I only care about whether I can achieve fame, I don't want to feel sorry for myself, and I don't want to disappoint everyone who supports me.

"Judge Lu, I want to be myself." I say.

He was stupid: "Haven't you always been you?" ”

I laughed, "No, I'm going to be the kind of person I envy the most, that's who I am." ”

"There will come a day when you will succeed in doing what you want to do the most." He said.

My eyes moistened: "I never doubted. "It's a bit of a stretch, I'm like anyone I doubt myself a lot, I deny myself, I always feel that the source of my pain is fear, I can't accept what happened in the past, I worry that I won't succeed in the future.

I also don't want to carry everything by myself, swallow all the grievances in my stomach, I also want to be protected, but the suffering can only be self-surpassed. You should understand that nothing is eternal.

He said: "Actually, you don't always look cold, and don't be too paranoid, it will scare away everyone who wants to be close to you. ”

"I don't know, because I'm too scared, and I was quite happy when I first met someone, but when I feel that something is wrong, the other party has the intention of running, and I must run faster than anyone else." I say.

"How did Grandpa die?" I asked, "Do you know?" ”

"He's been dead for a while, but we're late to find out," he said. ”

I said, "But isn't he a cook?" ”

He said, "The cook of the underworld only does it for you alone, and if you haven't been to eat lately, no one has been there. ”

I said, "That's." ”

He said: "That's why it's boring." ”

I said, "Is there a man from the Emperor of Heaven?"

He said, "Otherwise, everyone is like a mirror in their hearts, so they don't dare to say anything." ”

I said, "He came to this underworld to kill grandpa?" ”

He shook his head: "Not so. ”

I was afraid: "Here are his people." ”

He nodded.

I was even more scared, as if I was being watched by someone in every move, and he saw me like an ant in his hands, and he could strangle me at any time.

I asked, "Am I going to die too?" ”

He said, "Yes." ”

I said, "Then what am I going to do, wait for death?" ”

He said, "You just need to prove that you are the Nine-Tails of the Fox Clan and not the Hades King." ”

I said, "But I don't want to go back." ”

He said: "It's not that simple, not only do you have to go back, you have to become stronger, so strong that he doesn't dare to do anything to you." ”

I said, "I don't think I'm getting stronger, and he's strangling me." ”

He said, "It's okay, I'm guarding you." ”

"I'm afraid." I say.

He said, "I understand, I'm watching over you." ”

I said, "The sky is thundering, how can you guard me?" ”

He said: "Do you know that when I was a sword beast and became famous in a battle, do you know that I am the only one who can do it." He took my hand, "Do you know that it was still me who kept your spirit immortal, I don't want you to die, you can't die." ”

Those eyes were fixed on me, and I knew that I could only trust the person in front of me, because he was worth it.

"Why?" I asked.

"Don't you know?" He said

I didn't seem to understand: "How do I know? You don't say how I guess. ”

He said, "There is no need to say anything. He asked, "Do you smell anything?"

I asked, "There are many good people in heaven and earth, why do you identify me?" "I still haven't given up on the topic" I don't smell anything, don't change the subject. ”

He said, "I don't know. ”

It seems that the reason for identifying a person is not enough to identify a person, because it is too simple, and love is complicated, but the answer is very simple.

Anything can be a reason, and nothing is a reason.

"But you know I liked somebody else." I asked, "Maybe you're so lonely." ”

He shook his head: "If I am lonely, then anyone can use it as a pastime, why should I look for you?" I said I'm sure you'll want to go with me willingly, I'm sure you'll fall in love with me. ”

That face is handsome, the kindness, bravery and fortitude in his bones, any woman in the world will inevitably be moved, but I always feel that he will go, because love is conditional, I really can't find a place to be loved, so how can my feelings last long if they are not worthy?

He is my sun, warming my life and continuing hope, but no one stipulates that the sun can only be mine, he can also illuminate and warm others.

So I'm not going to tell him that I'm happy with him, that my feelings are the most unbearable, and that the years can't be beared. There are more things worth doing than falling in love, where can people who have exhausted their scheming even in life have leisure and leisure.

Talking about feelings is the pastime of the 'rich', and I have nothing or I am busy improving myself, after all, I am a person who survives in the cracks, where can I fall in love.

Feelings are nothing more than a desperate pursuit, a moving return. But I wasn't moved because I was already moved, and later some people said I was just because he happened to be there when I needed it.

In fact, the reason for the long-term love is not because of the passage of time, but because it is not rejected in the first place.