But he only has the burden he gave him, he would rather die to save Du Yan, if he abandons Du Yan like this, then all this he does is meaningless, he can't let Jian Shuyi's efforts be in vain anyway, so even if he wants to live and die with him and face these risks together, he must first rescue Du Yan ashore.

Xiao Shengyuan saw Jian Shuyi getting farther and farther away from him, and his figure gradually disappeared until he disappeared, his heart was very tormented, and he had the idea of abandoning Du Yan several times, but when he thought of Jian Shuyi's entrustment, he had to dispel the idea of abandoning Du Yan, if he really abandoned Du Yan to chase her at this time, even if he rescued her, he would blame himself for the rest of his life, if he didn't save him, he was with him in this sea, I'm afraid that if he dies, he won't forget to resent himself.

The reason why Jian Shuyi did this was to save Du Yan, he knew that she was likely to drown in the sea if she swam in the opposite direction at this time, but he still swam in the opposite direction without hesitation, this time he swam towards the depths of the sea with the determination to die, and he did this in order to hope that he could save Du Yan ashore and save his life, if he abandoned Du Yan at this time and let him die, then all that Jian Shuyi did was in vain, so Xiao Shengyuan thought: " "The burden entrusted to him, he must complete the task he has assigned, and he must not let her down.

So even if Xiao Shengyuan's heart was grief-stricken, he had to endure his grief and swim towards the shore with Du Yan, he looked at Jian Shuyi's back until it disappeared and the tears couldn't stop flowing, but in the end, he even suppressed his crying, and the tears flowed out silently, he didn't dare to vent out loud, but wiped the tears silently, gritted his teeth and pulled Du Yan to swim towards the shore.

And Du Yan in Xiao Shengyuan's arms has been pretending to be dizzy with his eyes closed, but she clearly feels his emotions behind him, although she can't see what kind of expression he has on his face now, but he can guess how sad and desperate the expression on his face should be now, because his sadness has caused the atmosphere between him and the two of him to be very depressing, he has been tightly closing his eyes in this depressing atmosphere, he doesn't dare to open his eyes, he doesn't dare to make any movements, even his breathing is cautious, he doesn't dare to gasp at all, Because he was afraid that Xiao Shengyuan would find out that he was pretending to be dizzy at this time, if he knew that he was pretending to be dizzy, he would probably hate himself for the rest of his life.

If he hadn't wanted to break up Jian Shuyi and Xiao Shengyuan, he wouldn't have suddenly had that evil thought, he wouldn't have suddenly pretended to faint, and Jian Shuyi wouldn't have swam in the direction of himself because he had fainted, he knew that the reason why Jian Shuyi did this was to force him to save himself, and he didn't hesitate to sacrifice his life in order to be able to do it himself, Jian Shuyi's behavior made Du Yan feel very guilty for his previous behavior, and he also felt very guilty.

But as long as Du Yan thought that as long as he gritted his teeth this time and was ruthless, there would be no more entanglement between Jian Shuyi and Xiao Shengyuan, he would completely break up Jian Shuyi and Xiao Shengyuan, and Xiao Shengyuan would return to himself in the future, and he and he could go back to the previous time, back to the time when he was in love with him before, no matter who Xiao Shengyuan and the person he loves now, he is sure that he will fall in love with him again.

But the premise of making Xiao Shengyuan fall in love with him again is that Jian Shuyi must stay away from him completely, as long as she has her, she will never be able to return to his side, so this time, even if she is ashamed of Jian Shuyi, she feels very guilty for what she has done, but she does not regret it, as long as she can let herself be with Xiao Shengyuan, she will not regret anything, as long as she can be with Xiao Shengyuan, no matter what retribution God gives you later, she can bear it.

Xiao Shengyuan pulled Du Yan towards the shore while shedding tears, he now obviously felt the exhaustion of his physical strength, but he still gritted his teeth and desperately pulled Du Yan towards the shore, now the only belief that supports her is the burden he gave him, he has such a desperate swim towards the shore, she saw that the distance from the shore is getting closer and closer, and the dawn of victory is ahead, but he is not happy at all in his heart, but when Jian Shengyuan is getting closer and closer to the shore, his mood is getting heavier and heavier.

Closed his eyes and gritted his teeth and swam towards the shore, when Xiao Shengyuan's physical strength was about to be exhausted, he finally swam to the shore, and after he stood up with Du Yan in his arms, her emotions finally couldn't hold back, and the tears that had been dried up before flowed out again, he turned to look at the boundless and endless sea, although he already knew in his heart that Jian Shuyi would not appear in front of him at all now, he was afraid that he was already fierce and unlucky, but Xiao Shengyuan still didn't want to believe this reality, he was still fantasizing, Imagined that Jian Shuyi was still waiting for himself to save him, so after he went ashore, he put Du Yan aside and turned to look at the sea, obviously very desperate in his heart, but he still roared loudly towards the sea with a hint of luck, Xiao Shengyuan had tears on his face, and he yelled desperately at the sea.

"Shu Yi, you wait for me, I will come back to you, you wait for me, don't leave me alone here, I will send him to the hospital for rescue now, I will definitely not live up to your expectations, but you also have to wait for me here obediently, waiting for me to come back to you!"

Xiao Shengyuan yelled desperately at the sea, he knew in his heart that Jian Shuyi couldn't hear the words he shouted at all, but he still couldn't help but say his words loudly in the direction where he disappeared, even if he had felt the smell of blood coming out of his throat, he still yelled at the sea regardless of it, Du Yan, who was placed aside by him, couldn't help it when he heard Xiao Shengyuan's roar, and finally mustered up the courage to open his eyes to look at him, but when Du Yan opened his eyes, he regretted it.

Du Yan opened his eyes and saw that Xiao Shengyuan's whole person was like crazy, wet all over, even his hair was hanging on his head, and his body didn't know if it was because he was emotional, or because he was too cold and couldn't help shaking, with undried tears on his face, obviously his whole person was embarrassed, but his eyes were staring at the front, the aura around the whole person was different, usually his aura was just very cold from thousands of miles away, and now he was like a pool of stagnant water, There is not a trace of anger in sight.

Looking at Xiao Shengyuan who was so desperate, Du Yan's belief that he had always believed in his heart began to waver, he was doubting whether he was right or wrong to do this, he wanted to get Xiao Shengyuan There are thousands of ways, but he chose the most cruel method, not only hurt Xiao Shengyuan, but also directly killed his own sister, although he didn't want to admit that Jian Shuyi was his own sister, but the blood relationship was still here, he and Jian Shuyi were sisters of the same mother, Jian Shuyi thought about herself in everything, but in the end, he hurt her deeply for Xiao Shengyuan.

Just when Du Yan saw Xiao Shengyuan's desperate appearance of yelling in the direction of Jian Shuyi's disappearance and began to repent, Xiao Shengyuan suddenly stopped yelling at the sea, but turned around and walked towards Du Yan, Du Yan closed his eyes very quickly the moment Xiao Shengyuan turned around, and now he has rescued himself ashore, and Jian Shuyi has swam towards the depths of the sea, there is no hope of life at all, even if Xiao Shengyuan finds out that he is pretending to be stunned now, there will be no danger to his life, But Du Yan was still afraid of letting Xiao Shengyuan know the truth, and he was also afraid that Xiao Shengyuan would hate himself for the rest of his life, and he was even more afraid that he would look down on himself, Du Yan didn't want his image in Xiao Shengyuan's heart to deteriorate again and again, so when he saw the moment Xiao Shengyuan stopped yelling at the sea and turned around, Du Yan hurriedly closed his eyes and continued to pretend to be dizzy.

Xiao Shengyuan knew in his heart that no matter how loud he yelled at the sea, Jian Shuyi would not hear what he said to him, but he still kept yelling at the sea with a hint of luck, but looking at this calm sea, you don't have Jian Shuyi's figure at all, Xiao Shengyuan looked at himself and yelled at the beach for so long and no one responded to him, only the wind kept blowing on the beach, he listened to the sound of the sea breeze blowing in his ears, and looked at the unresponsive sea, He knew that Jian Shuyi had really left him this time, and he was very desperate in his heart.

even moved the idea of suicide, but thinking that Du Yan was still left on the shore by himself, although Xiao Shengyuan was very reluctant to care about him, as long as he thought that Jian Shuyi's only entrustment to himself before leaving was to hope that he could save Du Yan, so even if Xiao Shengyuan was reluctant in his heart, he had to endure and send Du Yan to the hospital, so it was Jian Shuyi's last entrustment to Xiao Shengyuan before he disappeared that successfully dispelled his idea of suicide, Xiao Shengyuan stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on his face, Try to hide the emotions you just had in your heart.

I have been here for so many years, this is the only time I have shown this collapsed emotion outside, no matter what happened to me before I met Jian Shuyi, I would hide my true emotions in my heart, giving people a very calm feeling, but I am a person, how can I be so calm when I encounter anything, I will be flustered, scared, and nervous, but the burden on my body does not allow me to show my true emotions at all.