But now that I think about it, both of them are their own daughters, what is the difference, when the eldest daughter is as old as the younger daughter, she is also carefully cared for, why did the younger daughter change at this point. In the final analysis, she is still too selfish, saying that it is for her daughter's good, but in fact, she just wants to use her daughter's achievements as capital to show off.

Such parents are really failures, and there is no mother who is more failed and more bastard than her. She was so remorseful that she couldn't say anything but 'I'm sorry'.

Li Keer's sister said: "It's okay, it's not an exaggeration to make an unintentional mistake." This is what you taught me, at least, although your education is a failure, but what you teach me is very practical. ”

Is this a consolation? She didn't know, but when she heard these words, she was indeed not so sad, gradually calmed down, and asked her eldest daughter, "What should I do?" ”

Li Ke'er took the opportunity to be silent, she always asked her mother what to do, and now she was suddenly asked by her mother, and she couldn't answer anything.

After being silent for a long time, Li Ke'er's sister shook her head: "I don't know." ”

That day, the mother and daughter sat on the sofa and sat until late. Li Keer never came out of the room, and she didn't turn on the lights when it was dark, and the mother and daughter, as if everyone was afraid to speak first, and everyone was afraid to take the initiative to break the silence.

It wasn't until ten o'clock that Li Keer's mother finally broke the silence and asked Li Keer's sister: "Are you hungry?" ”

Li Keer's sister stood up and replied to her, "I don't want to eat." She went back to her room, then locked the door and cried under the covers.

Li Keer's mother stood in the living room for a long time before she went over and knocked on Li Keer's door: "Are you hungry, what do you want to eat?" ”

I didn't hear Li Keer's answer, so I asked again. But Li Keer seemed to be determined and was not ready to answer. Worried that something would happen to her daughter, she said, "I'm in." "Just push the door and go in.

Li Keer's room was very tidy, and for the first time in all these years, she found that without her help, her youngest daughter did so well.

Li Keer was probably tired of crying and fell asleep in bed. There were tears in the corners of her eyes.

Seeing this scene, the mother blamed herself even more. I blamed myself for not going out like that just now, and I blamed myself for not going out and let her stay in the room alone.

But self-blame is no longer helpful. She pulled the quilt for Li Ke'er, and then gently retreated.

The moment she closed the door, she suddenly felt that she shouldn't do it, Li Ke'er was fourteen years old, and she already knew what she should do and what she shouldn't do.

Since this is the case, she also did this: give the choice to Li Keer, no matter what her decision is, she will respect it. This is what she should do as a mother.

For Li Keer, although her mother's decision made her very unhappy, she also knew that if her mother took care of her, happiness would only be temporary, and in less than a year, she would be even more rebellious than she is now. So, of course, she also chose to see the world alone.

said that she was alone, but in fact, her parents had already arranged the next road for her, and no matter where she went, her parents were protecting her.

Of course, the parents' arrangements for Li Keer may be different from other parents. After discussing with Li Keer's parents, they felt that Li Keer had considerable independent ability, so they decided to let her go freely and let her choose the path she wanted to take on the premise that she would not be seriously harmed, no matter what she did, as long as she would not be seriously harmed, they all chose to turn a blind eye.

And Li Keer was still a little sad at the beginning, at that time Li Keer felt that her parents were announcing her rights, and her parents were using their rights to talk to her, not with family affection.

However, Li Keer, who has been neglected since childhood, has formed a habit of calmness, she accepted the conditions proposed by her parents with a smile, promised her parents that she would protect herself, and then left home with her and went to another city.

For Li Keer, the act of leaving home is the beginning of everything. On the day she ran away from home, it was the middle of the night when she came out of the house, and she originally promised to wait for her parents to take her to the station, but she was unwilling, and from the beginning, she was unwilling to let her parents send her. Because she felt that her parents didn't love her at all, all her parents' behavior towards her was not because of family affection, but just because of the ridiculous blood relationship between them.

Therefore, she thought about it from the beginning, she didn't want her parents to send it, she didn't want anyone to send it, she wanted to sneak away.

She dragged her heavy suitcase into a taxi alone, it was not the first time she had gone out, and when her parents' eyes were on her sister, she already knew how to protect herself, so even in the middle of the night, she was not afraid at all.

In order not to be discovered by her parents and catch up, Li Keer pinched time at every stop, and when the taxi arrived at the station, there was still some time before the ticket check, so she asked the taxi to take her around some roads.

When she entered the station, she almost rushed in, hurriedly checked in and boarded the train, and went to play in another city.

In the car, she kept looking at the city, and if she could see her parents, she would happily jump out of the car and then go to the city.

But how can you see it, people who don't ride on the bus can't get on the platform. Li Keer knew, so she just wanted to, and she thought so, and she also felt that if her parents were willing to communicate with the staff for her, then she would have to stay with her parents.

However, her parents didn't even notice that she was gone.

Li Keer knew that in fact, the current situation was normal, it was three or ten o'clock in the middle of the night, how could her parents find out that she had run away from home.

When the car started, Li Keer turned off her mobile phone and sat on the edge of the bed alone, looking at the lights left behind her, she wondered, did she miss her in this city?

But she didn't know what she was missing. Is there anything else worth remembering about the city? Li Keer can't think of it even if she thinks about it, her parents love her sister, and in the eyes of her parents, there may be no Li Keer at all. Otherwise, how could she even have such a strange name, Li Keer, whoever hears it for the first time will think that this is the nickname she gave herself.

The more Li Keer thought about it, the more aggrieved she became, so she crawled on the table and cried. She didn't cry, just wept silently, because it was late at night, so no one noticed that she was crying.

Li Keer cried for a long time, and it was finally dawn that she was not so aggrieved. She crawled on the table, waited until her tears were dry, and then simply washed her face.

After crying, my mood is much better.

After crying, the mood was better, and she made trouble alone, she told her parents that she wanted to go to another city, her parents agreed, and her father gave her a large amount of money, plus what she usually saved, it was enough for her to live a life in the wine pond and meat forest.

Li Keer, who is not worried about money, ordered a lot of things in the dining car, and she planned to stay in the dining car all day and eat all the time. Because at this time, only food can soothe her soul.

However, Li Keer seems to overestimate her stomach, especially at this time, she feels that she can eat a lot, but she only eats very little, compared to her heart, her stomach is only one-tenth.

For the whole day, Li Keer stayed in the dining car.

It should be said that she stayed in the dining car all the way, and it was not until the car was about to arrive at the station that she returned to her position and got off the bus with a salute.

A strange city, a new life, for Li Keer, everything will start again, she is looking forward to it, but also afraid. The road ahead is a game full of danger and anticipation for her. She asked herself in her heart, "Can I be the winner of this game?" ”

No one knows, victory or defeat, except for time, no one can give her an answer.

And time, of course, proved that she was the victor; In the city, everything was new to her, new classes and new classmates, and she quickly found a place.

Of course, a good-looking girl, who studies well at the same time, is also helpful, and everyone in the class is naturally happy to be friends with her, although she is a transfer student, but she still quickly finds a place here.

It's just that it's still not what she likes. Originally, she came here to find a new life, but this school was contacted by her father, and she always felt that she still did not escape under the haze of her father, so she made up her mind that when she graduated from junior high school, she must find a high school that has nothing to do with this school.

National No. 1 High School is her best choice, and the school she is currently attending is a private middle school. For the wealthy, private secondary schools are a place to refresh their information and make friends. The national middle school is different, where the father's minions can't get his hands on it.

At that time, Li Keer didn't know that in National No. 1 Middle School, there were gifts waiting for her. That's Mu Sen. The encounter with Mu Sen is the most fortunate thing in Li Keer's life.

Because after meeting Mu Sen, she gradually untied the estrangement with her family, Li Keer felt that everything started from her encounter with Mu Sen. So she has a kind of adoring gaze for Mu Sen, and she feels that Mu Sen is her angel and brings her good luck.

Time has been dragging them on, starting with the encounter. Li Keer still remembers the time they met very clearly, and when she was fine, she would always recall the events of that day and try to recall, for fear of forgetting something.

She liked the gift that time gave her, and meeting Mu Sen was the beginning of her relief. After falling in love with Mu Sen, Li Keer began to understand everything in the past like this: "If her parents hadn't ignored her, she wouldn't have run away from home because she was neglected, and if she didn't run away from home, she wouldn't come back to this city, and if she didn't come to this city, she wouldn't have met Mu Sen, and she wouldn't have been with Mu Sen." ”