Later, Zhao Xun also met the kind grandmother twice, the first time was when his younger brother was 100 years old (full moon), and the second time was at the funeral of the kind grandmother.

I remember that my stepmother died on the operating table because of heavy bleeding when she gave birth to her younger brother.

At that time, Zhao Xun was not very clear about the concept of death, but she knew that her stepmother was the only woman in the family, and she no longer existed.

My brother has no real mother since he was born.

It's like her own mother who she hasn't seen yet.

Maybe it's the reason why Zhao Xun and his younger brother have been sympathetic to each other from the beginning, and it is also inextricably linked to their inescapable fate.

After this incident, Zhao Xun was still in the middle of graduating from primary school and going to junior high school, and he had to review a lot of homework every day, and he didn't have time to record everything that happened every day.

So much so that the memory of that time is still very vague.

She only remembers that the family at that time seemed to be locked up for a few days until her stepmother fully recovered.

Maybe it's because of this miscarriage, which caused the stepmother's infertile physique later.

At least later, my stepmother died on the operating table when she gave birth to her younger brother, and it has an inexplicable relationship with this.

After giving birth to her younger brother, her stepmother walked away.

Leaving my father alone, but being a father and a mother is taking care of my younger brother, like washing diapers, wiping buttocks, and breastfeeding.

I heard that the newborn child is smart after eating his mother's milk, and his body resistance is good, and he is not easy to get sick, but who can help the stepmother leave.

At that time, the family was not very rich, and when I heard in the bone tube that someone's wife or daughter-in-law was pregnant and gave birth, my father hurried home, took my younger brother and ran to someone's house to eat a few mouthfuls of milk, and then promised to go to the bone tube to eat and give you a discount or something.

But you can't often eat it many times at home, after all, people still have children to eat.

So sometimes you need to buy some milk powder by yourself, and then go home and drink it with water.

At that time, the conditions could not be compared with the children in the family now, although they were all children of poor families, even if it took a few months to drink a can of milk powder, the younger brother is still 1,80 years old, and he is still healthy.

So my brother was weaned at a very early age.

Although he would often be beaten and scolded by his father, every time Zhao Xun saw his father taking care of his younger brother with so much heart.

Suddenly, she relented, and she may have complained in her heart before, and even resentment.

But at least now it's gone.

She seemed to see her own childhood, when her own mother ran away with the man who sold furs, and it was this old father who pulled her up day and night with a handful of and urine.

If it weren't for "love", she thought that even if she was thrown on the street, no one would bend down to pick her up.

Even if she met a kind person, the most she could do was send her to a children's welfare institution, and then the director would give her an award for being a good citizen.

Maybe it is because of these reasons that although Zhao Xun has lived in such a special family since she was a child, she doesn't feel unhappy, and she doesn't complain about anyone, she just lives well and kindly.

She is always grateful for all that fate has given her.

Although the father is not like other parents who can teach their children in the future, he has always changed something subtly.

My father read little since he was a child, he loved to play when he was young, and he liked women when he was an adult.

But later, with the run-in of the years, my father's temper was gradually smoothed out.

I remember some time ago, I saw a friend in my circle of friends who made a statement.

At that time, after reading it, I chuckled in my heart, I don't know if it's because it's too right, or because people like us are sentimental, so I searched for this sentence:

It turns out that this sentence is from, a very heartfelt sentence in "A Zen Little Monk", which has been forwarded by many people, and the original words are like this:

"Put a sugar in clear water, it won't be too sweet, but put a spoonful of vinegar, it will be very sour; I won't be too happy to find money, but I'm annoyed when I lose it.

People can't be happy for a whole year because of a happy event, but they can be depressed for a lifetime because of a trauma. ”

Yes, we tend to easily forget our original happiness and magnify our own misfortunes.

We will always blame others for their mistakes, but in fact, we don't see our own progress and shame at all.

In fact, we have forgotten that there are so many things in this world, as long as you look at the problem from a different angle, then you will find that life is short, only live well, and live happily is the greatest meaning of life.

No matter what life throws to you, you have to have a never-say-die heart.

Whether the end of the story is unfinished or the end of the whole play, we must take it seriously.

Time always goes all the way, and that's a fact you can't control.

I hope you can have a dream as a horse and live up to your time!

Unexpectedly, my younger brother will be able to climb soon, and he will climb very quickly, as if he wants to be able to stand up and walk immediately.

Unexpectedly, my younger brother will soon be able to laugh, and he smiles beautifully, as if he wants to tell the world that he has come to this beautiful world, a world full of love.

Zhao Xun watched his younger brother grow up day by day, and he was still so healthy.

She couldn't be happier.

Soon the younger brother was born for 100 days.

On this day, my father was very happy, and in the bone tube of the family, my father made more than a dozen small dishes for the banquet of relatives and friends, and of course, there were some neighbors who helped bury my stepmother's house at the beginning.

Zhao Xun happened to be on summer vacation at that time, and Zhao Xun at this time was already a good helper for his father.

Although she is usually reluctant to speak, she can still cope with this kind of big scene.

At that time, the neighbors said that this child must have a future in the future, you look at her little talking mouth.

Some people praise Zhao for her good looks, and she will definitely be able to marry a man who is good to her and rich in the future.

In fact, the ending of the story is like this:

Caught off guard, the flowers bloomed twice, and the sky was separated.

Later, Zhao Xun did not have much success, nor did he marry a man who was good to her, let alone a rich man.

But she didn't think there was anything bad about all this, she liked to live such an ordinary life.

From Zhao Zhao's return to the accident, Zhao Xun has never seen the kind grandmother again, and even in her memory, the appearance of the kind grandmother is very vague.

It's just that sometimes there is an occasional image that flashes through her mind.

On a rainy night, a kind grandmother who squinted and smiled beautifully said to her repeatedly:

"Come, kid, I made ginger soup for you and drank it to warm your body."

On this day, the father called the kind grandmother, after all, the younger brother is also the only child left by the stepmother in this world.

On the phone, the kind grandmother said that if the field is not busy tomorrow, she will come early.

Seeing that the big guys are all seated and ready to start the banquet, but they haven't seen the kind grandmother come yet.

The father brought out the younger brother, and everyone went up to watch.

The white and pure brother seemed to be like a shining angel in the crowd.

The younger brother was not frightened by the strangers, but smiled sweetly at everyone.

Zhao Xun just turned around and saw this scene, and she felt that her brother might be the best gift God had sent her.

When she was the most difficult and lonely, her younger brother was like her other self, accompanying her, encouraging her, and giving her the most wordless love.

For the father, the arrival of the younger brother may be the departure of the stepmother to give back to himself in another way.

Zhao Zhao picked up his younger brother, and his father began to beckon the big guy to eat.

Maybe it's because everyone also knows that the stepmother left because of giving birth, so they didn't coax the father to say a few words.

Everyone finished their own meals, and if they had conditions, they would drop a few hundred yuan as gift money, and if they didn't, they would bring some gifts and the like.

People were almost done one after another, and suddenly Uncle Li, who had already walked out, turned back again.

"Lao Zhao, look outside, it's not your mother-in-law, I've been looking at her for a long time, and I didn't come in when I saw her, if you want to go out and have a look, I haven't seen it a few times, and I'm not sure."

"My mother-in-law?"

Before his father finished speaking, he hurriedly ran out, and Zhao Xun also ran out with his younger brother in his arms.

Sure enough, I saw the kind grandmother not far from the door.

The sun shone on the good grandmother, and she was like a sparkling old man who seemed to want to say something, or save some misguided teenager.

At this time, the kind grandmother and Zhao Xun looked completely different when they first saw each other.

It may be because of the change in the annual rings, or it may be because the departure of her stepmother hit her too hard.

In short, the kind grandmother in the sun, with her waist bent, was wearing a loose pale white cardigan, obviously wrinkles had crawled all over her face, her hair was a little gray, and her eyes were slightly cloudy.

"Mom! Mother! Why didn't you come in when you got to the door? The house was busy greeting guests, and I didn't see you coming, in fact, I should have gone to the house to pick you up. ”

"Xiao Zhao, the child is too young, it's convenient for me to come, don't bother you, you have a lot of things to do."

"Grandma!"

looked at the grandmother who was telling herself about her warmth in her sleep standing in front of her, but Zhao Xun couldn't say anything other than calling this grandma.

Maybe family affection is like this, you can't deny it, deep love, you may not be able to say a word.

Family affection is the only thing in this world that cannot be expressed in words.

It will take root, it will sprout, and it will also bloom the most beautiful flowers in the bottom of the heart.

"Come, let grandma hold the baby."

Zhao Xun could see that the kind grandmother's eyes were full of warmth, just like when she was in her stepmother's house, the kind grandmother looked at her stepmother with this look.

And now the kind grandmother can only transfer her only love for her daughter to her younger brother.

The younger brother is in the arms of the kind grandmother, probably because of the blood relationship, the younger brother doesn't cry a word, just smiles, looks at it, and enjoys it.