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If there is no wind, the leaves will still fall and will not be far from the roots.

If there are no accidents, I think I will stay for four years and leave only after graduation.

But there are always some surprises, whether they are good or bad, small or big, no one can predict.

Perhaps, this is God's arrangement.

And life, unpredictable, is not the plot of a TV series, nor is it a novel arrangement.

Process, without rehearsal, everything is difficult to comment.

I thought that after letting go of my feelings, life was full of sunshine.

However, the simpler it is, the more rare it is.

I thought that I would always be like this, and end the four years of college in a simple and uneventful way.

However, the unexpected came.

……

Time...... November 6, 2009......

Friday

That day, at dusk, I came to the 101 self-study classroom of the School of Economics and Management, and I just wanted to read quietly.

It's not terrible to be alone, it's terrible to be alone.

The sunlight shines through the transparent floor-to-ceiling glass windows, and I stand up, trying to lower the curtains to block out the harsh sunlight.

I looked up and saw Xinyun passing by outside the classroom, holding her textbook in both hands and going out to the north gate.

She didn't find me, but I did.

I stood quietly in front of the window, looking at her, walking by step without calling her.

I watched her quietly as she walked through the window alone.

I closed the curtains and sat down quietly.

Alas, what is there to think and what to think?

The years are quiet, don't ask or disturb, I just hope that she is well.

I gently took out my textbook and began my self-study.

…

Time always slips away, outside the classroom, the lights are already bright, and those places that can't be seen clearly are already dark.

I picked up my phone on the table, opened the cover, and looked at the time for a while.

Time...... 20：08……

After reading a book for more than two hours, I was already feeling a little tired after either sleeping or reading all day, and I was ready to leave the study hall.

I put away the books, and before I got up, I suddenly thought about it, I haven't been on Tencent QQ for more than half a month, and I want to see what the students are doing.

Then, I logged in to QQ on my phone.

I didn't go to chat, I just clicked on the friend feed to see what my classmates were doing for so long.

When I saw something new, I stepped on the messages one by one.

Not long after, I received a prompt that the QQ message was shaking.

I exited the QQ friend feed and clicked to the main page of QQ chat.

I found out that it was Liang Lin.

Lin Bao: "Ruan, long time no see!" I just saw you reply to my space dynamic message! ”

Me: "Well, I haven't seen you in a long time. How have you been doing lately? ”

Linbao: "It's okay, I haven't seen you on QQ for a long time!" Why did you go? Where did you go? Or play disappear, isn't it? ”

Me: "No, I haven't been on QQ very much lately." It's just reading books and learning. ”

Linbao: "Oh, are you so diligent?! By the way, can I ask you something? ”

Me: "What's the matter?" Just ask. ”

Lin Bao: "What's wrong with you and Xinyun?" On the night of Xinyun's birthday, you didn't come, and then I called you, but I couldn't get through. ”

After I saw Liang Lin's message, I thought for a moment in the blink of an eye, I only saw Xinyun this evening, and Liang Lin called me at night?

What a coincidence!

However, it has been so long since things have passed, and there is nothing to say, and I replied calmly.

Me: "I don't have much contact with her. ”

Linbao: "What's wrong?" Quarreled? ”

Me: "No, she and I haven't even started officially, so there's nothing to quarrel with each other." ”

Linbao: "What's going on?" Aren't you chasing Xinyun? But on the night of her birthday, you didn't even come to her birthday, let me tell you, Xinyun was very unhappy. ”

Hearing Liang Lin say this, I didn't think much about it, and then replied.

Me: "I haven't been in touch with Xinyun for half a month, do you remember the last dinner?" That night, Xinyun sent a message to explicitly reject me, and I stopped contacting her. ”

Linbao: "If you can't be a couple, don't you even be friends?" ”

Me: "It's embarrassing, don't you know, how many people in this world can't be lovers and can still be friends?" And... Forget it, I'm not going to say it. ”

Liang Lin didn't stop there, she sent a message directly and said.

Linbao: "Let me tell you, the night of Xinyun's birthday, she was very unhappy all night, and then she seemed to cry. And you, I called you, and I actually prompted you to turn off your phone! You say, "Why did you go?" ”

Crying? When I heard Liang Lin say this, my brows furrowed.

Then, I sent a message to ask.

Me: "What's going on?" No, didn't you say someone was chasing her? Besides, rejecting me is not pandering to others..."

Lin Bao: "If someone chases, you have to agree?" You've left me speechless! Do you know that night, a boy from the same major in our class gave her a gift, sent flowers and gifts, and she didn't accept it, they were all classmates, which made everyone embarrassed together. ”

After I heard Liang Lin say this, I didn't know how to describe it in my heart. Glad Li Xinyun didn't agree, happy? There's a little bit of it.

But I didn't have any ideas, after all, whether she took it or not, it had nothing to do with me.

After all, what does it have to do with me whether Xinyun agrees or not, if she refuses, I don't want to.

So, I also replied lightly.

Me: "Oh, got it. ”

Linbao: "Oh what? Oh! You are really, for so many days, Xinyun She is very unhappy, and she doesn't talk to us much, she looks preoccupied, as if I hurt her, you don't know how embarrassed I am! I'm embarrassed to walk with her. ”

I saw Liang Lin say this, no wonder I saw Xinyun alone this evening.

Moreover, I also understand, because I have long seen Liang Lin's intentions, and she wants to facilitate me and Xinyun together.

It's just that the heart is weak, King Xiang is intentional, and the goddess has no intention, it's just not possible.

Then, I replied.

Me: "Liang Lin, I appreciate your kindness, but she rejected me." Now, what can I do but do it. ”

Unexpectedly, in the next one, I could feel it through the screen of my mobile phone, Liang Lin was angry!

Lin Bao: "#*!+?/#~ I tell you, my mother wants to scold now, it's a man, you just hurry up and coax her for me!" ”

I look so helpless, but just like Liang Lin said, even if I am only a friend, it is also a friend that I recognize.

But how do I do it?

So, I asked.

Me: "I'm coaxing? What to coax? Never mind... Coax it, I'll give it a try. ”

Linbao: "Don't give it a try, show your greatest charm!" I thought you were very man, don't embarrass you men! ”

Me: "Okay, I'll do my best. ”

So, I put down my phone, put the books on the seat and put them in the horizontal drawer under the desk, picked up the phone and walked out of the study hall.

I came out to the campus bus shelter in front of the entrance of the School of Economics and Management Building, sat on the chair waiting for the bus, sat for a while, and thought for a while.

I was very depressed and didn't know what to do.

If it's just a classmate, or a friend, I'll still calmly coax people.

However, it's different now, I go to coax someone I like, and I'm still the one who was rejected!

How do you tell me to coax you~?

I stood up again and paced back and forth, thinking about it for a while, not knowing how to speak.

Then, I went to the big lawn behind the bus shelter seat, lay on the slope, raised my head and looked up at the night sky, I didn't care that I couldn't see any stars in the sky at this time, but I was thinking about all kinds of pictures with Xinyun in my mind, and I was a little entangled in my heart from the first time I encountered rejection.

That night, when Xinyun rejected me, wasn't it the falling flowers who were intentionally ruthless?

She has rejected me, what is the use of my comfort?

Whether she's happy or not, I can only wish her happiness.

But now that Liang Lin wants me to persuade Xinyun, I really don't know what to do.

If you are yourself, a person I refuse, I will still ask you for comfort?

Isn't that impossible?

I scolded in my heart: "Dead Liang Lin, how can you let me do a good job, give me a problem!" ”

I couldn't think of any way, so I ended up using the simplest and most direct way.

I took out my phone and didn't send any QQ messages anymore, because it didn't feel necessary.

I directly found Xinyun's phone number and dialed it.

Then, after the bell rang, I heard a prompt: "Hello, your call is temporarily unanswered, please dial again later..."

When I heard this, I suddenly exhaled and relaxed...

Because, when I first dialed Xinyun's phone, I was inexplicably nervous, and I didn't know what to say.

I took my phone and looked at Xinyun's number, thought about it, and dialed again.

I'm a little bumpy in my heart, I don't know if Xinyun doesn't want to take it?

Or is she having something else?

And, after getting through, what should I say?

I listened to Xinyun's mobile phone ringing once, and when I thought no one answered, the call was connected.

The phone was silent for two seconds, and I spoke first.

Me: "Hello? Is it Xinyun? ”

You: "Well, it's me. ”

Me: "I thought you didn't want to answer my phone anymore..."

You: "No, I just took my clothes to the bathroom, and I didn't hear me." ”

Me: "Oh. ”

You: "Is there anything wrong with you?" ”

Me: "I want to see you, can you come out?" ”

You: "Okay, where are you?" ”

Me: "I'm here at the bus shelter next to the entrance of the Management Institute. ”

You: "Okay, you wait for me, I'll go out now." ”

Me: "Aren't you going to take a shower?" ”

You: "I'll wash it when I come back, you wait for me, first." ”

Doodle......

After Xinyun finished speaking, she hung up the phone.

I looked at my phone and was stunned for a few seconds...

Then I got up from the lawn and went back to the bus shelter to wait for you.

In the evening, my classmates walked in front of me, but I didn't pay attention to them.

My mind was tumbling and wondering how I would talk to Xinyun later.

But I still haven't thought about it.

I looked in the direction of the north gate and waited for Xinyun to appear.

In less than five minutes, Xinyun walked out of the shade of the tree on the sidewalk to the right of the north entrance to the school.

Through the sprinkling of light from the dense foliage of the laurel tree, I recognized Xinyun.

So, I stood up and walked over to Xinyun.