Lying on my back on the bed, so cranky and whimsical, I felt my mouth dry and my mind dizzy, and my chest seemed to be burning with a fire, so I stumbled into the bathroom, rinsed my head with cold water, and immediately felt much more sober.

Then, feeling tired and thinking for a moment, I quickly took off my shirt and walked into the glass bath, turned on the faucet, the warm water washed over my body, drenched my hair, and seemed to be much more comfortable from my heart to my body.

Put on a beige short-sleeved shirt and smoky gray shorts, pour a cup of hot water, and turn the air conditioner to 24 degrees.

Lying on his back on the bed, the head that had just awakened seemed to be heavy again, and the fire that had just weakened his chest and turned into ashes seemed to be resurrected, and there was a tendency to become more and more intense, and he was hot and dry.

Suddenly, I heard a soft knock on the door.

"Is that Mr. Chu from room 2208?"

What a familiar voice, so intimate, and yet so distant.

I jumped up from the bed and opened the door to see that it was really Xu Konglan, with a faint smile on her white face.

"Oh, please come in!" Despite my surprise, I held back my tumbling emotions and turned to the side enthusiastically and gracefully, letting her in, cutting off the curious eyes of several waiters and floor attendants outside the door.

Xu Konglan quickly scanned everything in the room, maybe trying to capture as much information as possible and quickly.

I stood still, staring at him from behind, unable to describe how I felt.

Is it the first time to be alone with her on guard? Is it the eagerness to understand the content of the life of old classmates? Or is it the instinctive desire of a woman who has always been engraved in her heart?

At that time, I didn't have the time or mood to accurately capture and grasp the mood.

Xu Konglan turned around and stood quietly facing me, not moving.

It was only after a moment that I woke up, and she was waiting for my reaction.

I quickly said, "You may be seated!" ”

She smiled faintly again: "Thank you!" ”

Then, she sat down in a soft chair in front of the floor-to-ceiling window.

I was too embarrassed to move forward, so I sat on the edge of the bed and secretly took a deep breath to calm my emotions.

I finally took the initiative and regained my old self-confidence, humility and even pride: "You're from home, right? Actually, it's just a phone call. ”

"It's fun to have friends from afar!" Xu Konglan responded to me a little playfully, "If you don't visit in person, won't you be blamed by your friends for the friendship of the landlord?" ”

I couldn't help but start looking at her, she was so beautiful, so beautiful that I felt as if everything about her was beautiful, including the experience and the heart.

"How dare you!" I laughed twice, and hurriedly waved my hand, "How dare you let the eldest lady of the Xu family drive?" Well, by the way, when you come back from Japan this time, is your husband with you? ”

"What sir? I'm now the head of the management department of a company in Japan, so how can I talk about feelings? She spoke in a light tone, and her clear gaze seemed to see through everything.

"With your excellent conditions, there must be quite a few men who pursue you......" I felt a little dizzy in my head, how could I say this.

As if she didn't care, maybe she didn't think so, Xu Konglan flashed her beautiful and clear eyes, looked at me quietly, and said naturally and peacefully: "I know that I am suitable for living in a valley that is tall and beautiful, and the wind god is elegant, since I haven't found this treasure yet, why force myself?" ”

I shook my head, which was even more dizzy, and tapped it lightly with my hand, saying nothing.

When I thought of the letters she had written to me, it was like a sudden wind blowing, and the lake of my heart rippled in circles.

After a pause, she raised her voice and asked me, "Hey, Mingxi, tell me about you, now, how is your life?" ”

It seemed that a golden flower appeared in front of my eyes, and my dizziness became even greater, and my consciousness seemed to be a little blurred.

However, I still smiled, tried to keep my body balanced and stable, and said happily, "Very good, good father, good wife, good work, quite smooth." ”

Just as I was saying these words, I heard a voice.

The voice was hollow, lifeless, emotionless, and cold—

"When facing me, Chu Mingxi, why do you always sell your happy smile, do you have pleasure? Or do you like this kind of life very much, which makes you more proud and enjoyable? ”

I staggered to my feet, surprised and angry, and I thought my face must have been distorted.

But Xu Konglan still refuses to relent: "In today's society, maybe this can make people live more soberly and confidently, at least unlike some people, who never estimate their own value and always focus on themselves, right?" ”

For a long time, I suppressed my anger, and my voice was still very strange: "I know that my smile is more set off your status or financial superiority." Please don't trample on my mind! I'm sorry, I think it's time for me to go! ”

I turned around to get dressed.

Xu Konglan was anxious, and suddenly grabbed my waist: "It's because you have always been wary of me that I provoked you like this." I don't mean anything else, I just want to communicate with you and get to know you, even if it's just friends......"

I turned around and looked at her.

This was the most direct and closest eye contact between the two of us.

She stared into my eyes and quickly said, "Why don't you try to talk to me?" I know you have a lot of self-esteem and I'm trying not to hurt you, and I want you to understand. Your stubbornness, your pride, your self-esteem, and your disapproval of your current situation will put too much pressure on you psychologically, don't you feel very tired, Mingxi? Sooner or later, it's going to collapse! I see your heart in your eyes, and I know your heart is kind......"

I turned around and pounced on her and kissed her so hard that this time I felt like I was going to suffocate.

In a trance, I felt the feeling of pressing on her, so down-to-earth, so stable, so happy.

I don't seem to remember any more troubles, surrounded by colored lights and colored clouds.

I don't know why, but I became so fragile that I was stubborn and unwilling to shed tears, and I smashed on her like an Austrian crystal vessel.

We struggled with suffocating passion, kissing wildly without any scruples.

In the end, I seemed to hold her, as if I had to hold her into my body in order to wear away the pain and emptiness.

I hugged her like that, as if I were holding a rare treasure that had been lost and recovered.

I could barely breathe evenly and calmly, as if whispering in a dream:

"Konglan, now I finally understand why I fell in love with you. …… Your true charm is not in your appearance, but in your wise heart. …… What attracts me the most and makes me the most distinctive about you is that you can get into my soul and bring me more shock and joy than I have ever had. It's the special ability that lies in your gentle temperament – being empathetic! I'm blessed to have met you! …… Thank God for giving you to me when I had nothing......"

It seems to have told her that my father is not my biological father, and I am ready to divorce my wife Feixia, and not long ago the position of vice principal was snatched away by someone with a background, as if I also said that I left you at that time because I loved you too much and didn't want you to suffer......

In the haze, I felt that the love between me and Xu Konglan was truly perfect.

The pleasure, as if it had been a secret that had been hidden for a long time, that even I did not want to look at and face directly, had finally opened the seal on a day that I couldn't explain, and everything jumped out of the unfathomable darkness, and even I was stunned.

It was a pleasure that I would never want to admit, but it was all too real, a pleasure that was shrouded in strange colors.

When I opened my eyes, I noticed that the surrounding area was a dazzling white, and when I looked closely, it turned out to be a hospital.

God, how did I get to the hospital? The infusion bottle was still hanging in his right hand, and there was still a small half left in it.

Looking at the bed again, I was surprised to find that Xu Konglan was sleeping next to my bed.

Looking at her face, buried deep in her hair, my face turned red.

I thought of hugging and lingering with her in my dreams.

Oh my God, that's not going to be true, is it? How does it feel so real?

I scolded myself in my heart: You are really not a thing, boring, actually having such dreams, and emphasizing realism!

"Are you awake?" Xu Konglan raised her head at some point, and I noticed that her face was red, maybe it was because she was resting on the side of the bed.

"How did I get to the hospital?" I glanced at Xu Konglan a little shyly, "You sent it, right?" ”

"Of course." She used her right hand to straighten the hair blocking her forehead, and stared at me with a smile, "Last night, you had a high fever, and asked the hotel waiter to help, so I put your big guy in the car, and I, drove you to the hospital, and took your temperature, which really scared me, it was 40 degrees Celsius." It's a lot better now, right? ”

Fever to 40 degrees Celsius? God, no wonder the head is dizzy, the chest is on fire, and even a little confused.

A heart that mentioned high in the sky finally fell to the ground.

Those shameful things really happened in a dream!

This kind of dream, in fact, has appeared in the dream more than once with the floating cherry blossoms of Beijing Normal University!

A faint smile finally came back on my face, and I regained my old witty and witty: "Xiaosheng is lying here, thank you beauty!" There are beautiful women to send each other, so good that even God will not agree! ”

Xu Konglan just avoided my gaze this time and smiled calmly, and did not take my words.

Maybe it's because of her life in Japan that she has some of the gentle and virtuous temperament that is unique to Japanese women, so her words and actions are different from before.

She asked me to take time to accompany her on an errand.

I thought about it for a moment and said, "Tomorrow, I'll go with you."